On the wedding show before the divorce

——Come on, honesty, come here, call grandma.

Hearing that Chu Nian said she wanted to be called "Grandma", Zheng Zheng was taken aback, and she hurried to hide behind Chu Nian, holding her waist tightly, not daring to come out.

Zheng Zhi looks really cute. Although his complexion is a little yellow and he is thinner than ordinary children, his big watery eyes are really like freshly picked grapes. With two little tusks, he is so cute that he explodes.

Chu Qing's eyes were red, and she handed over the small gift she was carrying: "Zheng Zhi, this is a gift that grandma bought for you."

Her voice was choked and trembling. Chu Qing originally planned to buy some plush toys for Zhengzheng according to her age, but Chu Nian told her that Zhengzhi is different from other children. Her IQ seems to be very high. Childish toys, and this intelligence has been reflected since she was very young, but it has become more and more obvious as she grows older.

Zheng Zhi's eyes seemed to be watery, she looked up at Chu Nian, asked with her eyes, Chu Nian stroked her hair sadly: "It's ok."

Only then did Zheng Zhi nod her head, but she still looked at Chu Qing timidly, lowered her head, took the toy, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

The soft "thank you" in this milky voice melted Chu Qing's heart. Although she didn't hear "Grandma", she still looked at Zhengzheng kindly, "You're welcome."

Chu Qing bought a Lego mechanical classic high Bugatti Veyron carpool car. Such a car requires thousands of Lego pieces to be stacked. Let alone a child, it is troublesome for an adult to put together.

But when she and Chu Nian made tea and sat on the sofa, the integrity on the carpet had already formed an outline.

Chu Qing made a special observation. Zheng Zhi is a very careful person. She didn't come up to unpack all the packages, but carefully watched the appearance of the outer package on the car.

She sees very carefully, with wet eyelashes fluttering slightly, wide forehead, soft earlobes, and two cute little dicks that take off.

Chu Qing's eyes couldn't be pulled off her body at all.

As the years passed by, she seemed to see the cheapness of her childhood.

Chu Nian knew what she was thinking, and she also looked at Zhengzheng, and said slowly: "She is very smart, and she is different from other children after she was born. She doesn't like to cry or make troubles. Nightmare, later she could sleep until dawn. When she was older, I found that she had a good memory. When she was less than one year old, she could distinguish colors and basic shapes. When she was two years old, she stuttered and could speak... ...She is very similar to Jianjian, she is very sensible and sensible..."

Hearing the word "cheap", Zheng Zhi raised her head like a conditioned reflex, she still held Lego in her hand, and subconsciously called out: "Mom?"

Chu Nian's eyes overflowed with the tenderness of mother's love. Like every mother, when talking about her children, she is proud of this one. She smiled and looked at Zheng Zheng, and gave an affirmative answer: " Yes, Mom."

Chu Qing's nose was sour. After a long time, she asked softly: "She now..."

Nian Nian knew what she was talking about, she bent down, pulled out the drawer of the coffee table, and pulled out two thick file bags from inside, "Mom, here are all the records of her treatment over the years."

Chu Qing's hands trembled a little, she was always a decisive person, but at this moment, she hesitated.

With a slight trembling of her hand, she took the report.

As soon as it was opened, it was densely packed in English. Chu Qing frowned and stared at it for a long time: "The immune system is deficient."

Chu Nian nodded, with guilt in her eyes, "Although I tried my best to avoid taking medicine during pregnancy, I still had some side effects." As she was speaking, there was a knock on the door, and Lilo walked in. He is a person who loves to laugh, with a smile on his face: "It's time to take medicine."

Chu Nian nodded, she took a handful of colorful medicines from Lilo's hand, without hesitation, picked up the water glass, raised her head and ate them all.

Lilo looked at Zhengzhi with a smile again, "And you, Zhengzhi, this is yours."

Her eyes were fixed on the toy, and she was so engrossed that she couldn't hear what was said outside.

Lilo seemed to be used to it, she walked over, and fed the adjusted temperature water and medicine to Zhengzheng's mouth, Zhengzheng didn't even look at it, and swallowed it directly.

Although after seeing Niannian that day, Chu Qing went home and thought about a lot of the best...worst pictures, but all the imaginations are only in the mind, far from such a vivid picture Shock people.

In the past, everyone in the family knew that Chu Nian used to be fearless, and his only weakness was that he was afraid of pain and taking medicine.

But now...

And integrity... She is a child who is only a few months away from three years old... When ordinary children take medicine, parents have to resort to various methods, even if they are tempted with candies, they may not be able to take it. I ate them all without looking at them.

Chu Qing looked at the various medicines on the table, colorful, packed in various bottles and wrapped with labels, but it still dazzled people.

The last time the two met at a coffee shop.

Chu Nian just told Chu Qing that she was sick and about the child, but didn't say anything specific.

Chu Nian looked at Zhengzhi: "Mom, do you know? Integrity is very powerful. With so many medicines, if Lilo is not around, she can tell which is mine and which is hers. When should she take what? When should I take it?" What should I eat, even better than I can remember."

Although there was a hint of a smile in these words, Chu Qing was about to shed tears, "Nian Nian, what's going on?"

Chu Nian is not a person who is good at expressing, she is more inclined to bring Chu Qing to see, Chu Nian drank his saliva, and asked quietly: "The most difficult time has passed, the doctor said that as long as it is three years old, it will be fine. Just three years old..." She held back her tears: "Mom, do you still remember when you were in the second year of high school, when you quarreled with us?"

In my sophomore year...

At that time, Jianjian was sad, and was just catching up with the parent-student symposium held by the school. At the meeting, all the parents said "An'an", "Baby", "Sweetheart" or whatever. The English name of the trend, when she came to her, Ruan Qiu said without shame: "My family is cheap——" Before he said the following words, everyone laughed together.

Ruan Youran was in adolescence at that time, and she was a big sister in school, and the word "face" was too precious.

For this reason, she almost ran away from home. She didn't talk to the two mothers for a week, and then Chu Nian came over. She looked at Ruan Youran's angry look and smiled, "Don't be angry, it's been so many years gone."

The eye circles of the cheap are red, "Are you still laughing?! You don't know my pain at all, if I look ordinary, I won't say anything." She stretched out her hand and caught a ray of wind in her hand: "Like me The beautiful girl should have a beautiful and unrestrained name like the wind, but my two nasty mothers, who knew they were showing affection, gave me such a shabby name, cheap? Haha, they want to kick from behind My ass! If I become a mother in the future, I will never do this!"

Chu Nian smiled and asked, "What will you do?"

Ruan Youran put her hands on her hips: "I want to call my child upright, called—" She thought for a while: "Just upright! Hmph, I won't be like two mothers who ignore their children every day, I want to use my life Come hurt her!"

How long.

Ruan Youran didn't even remember.

Chu Qing was also in a daze, and couldn't remember clearly: "It must have been more than ten years, you still remember..."

Speaking of Ruan Youran, Chu Nian always has a smile in his eyes: "Yes, it's been 13 years."

She remembers, remembers all.

As long as it is what she said, Chu Nian will remember it.

"I remember that you and Jianjian had a physical examination and said that they were unable to conceive." Chu Qing has a deep memory. At that time, the atmosphere at home was not very good. Ruan Youran liked children since she was a child, and she was especially destined for children, let alone her family. Yes, even at the crew gathering, he must be the King of Kids.

Although Ruan Youran was a little regretful, she was always optimistic since she was a child, and there was nothing she couldn't overcome. After being sad and negative for a few days, she quickly figured it out.

There is no child without children.

As long as she has Chu Nian.

No one has shared her favor with her yet.

She is a narrow-minded person and does not allow anyone to divide their love.

She was even afraid that the two mothers would be in trouble, so one morning, she made a surprise inspection of the bedroom of the two of them, and regardless of whether the two of them had woken up, she went in just like when she was a child, hugged Ruan Qiu and Chu Qing and kissed each other, she She smiled like a rotten eggplant, especially flattering.

The corner of Chu Qing's mouth was raised and she was smiling. Ruan Qiu didn't have such a good temper. She was "overworked" last night, and now she got up with such a huff. She was very irritable: "Why did you kiss my wife in the morning? What about your own?"

These two women are very similar, and sometimes they have the same vigor of "shameless".

Many times, many noons, Chu Nian and Chu Qing sat together for breakfast, they looked at each other, and they understood each other without saying anything. The two...sometimes even openly competed in physical strength, who...were more What's inside, it's hard to say.But after all, Jiang is still old and hot, Ruan Youran is no better than Ruan Qiu, sometimes she is so angry that she will go to Chu Nian to act like a baby: "Honey, why don't we move out."

Chu Nian smiled slightly, "No."

Ruan Youran immediately acted like a cat, sticking to her half-spoofed coquetry: "No daughter-in-law likes to live with her mother-in-law, what are you doing? You are closer to them than me."

Chu Nian stroked her hair and smoothed it, she lowered her head and smiled slightly.

This kind of family warmth is something she never dreamed of getting one day, and she cherishes it as a treasure.

Putting aside the "war" and "hatred" in the past, Ruan Youran shrank into Ruan Qiu's arms like a kitten and acted like a baby: "Mommy, I have something to discuss with you."

Ruan Qiu didn't even open his eyes.

Ruan Youran stretched out her hand and pulled her eyelids away: "I see you and my mother are so affectionate, I'm really touched. As your child, I'm really gratified."

Chu Qing: ...

Ruan Qiu: "Speak human words."

Ruan Youran: "I really love you guys so much, mua~biubiu, I love you."

Ruan Qiumei grinned her teeth, "You're childish, you just need to know it, you did a good job in your previous life to be able to fall into our belly, not to mention your background with a golden key in your mouth, and you have two such beautiful mothers."

Ruan Youran smiled like a trumpet flower: "Isn't it? Not only beautiful, but also extremely delicate, like a little girl."

Ruan Qiu grinned enough to hang a pot, "That's right, she's so delicate and charming, like a little girl."

Ruan Youran laughed "haha" like Hong Zhong, "The little girls will work harder to give me a younger sister."

Ruan Qiu: ...

Chu Qing: ...

Depend on.

This little bastard.

It turned out to be digging a hole here and waiting.

It's no wonder that Ruan Youran put pressure on the two mothers, she knows Chu Nian too well, she will definitely be under a lot of pressure.

Chu Nian is indeed sad, she has been depressed for a long time, she has been used to hiding her emotions since she was a child, thinking that she has disguised her emotions well enough, but she was still noticed by Jianjian.

In fact, from the day when her eyes lingered on Ruan Youran and refused to leave, Chu Nian felt very inferior.

From all aspects, she and Ruan Youran are the same day after day.

She still remembers that when she was a child, at her father's house, her stepmother sneered at her: "You're a bastard, you Chu family members are shameless, cold-blooded, and unworthy of feelings. Even if you have an affair, you still have broken shoes outside." , Do you really think I like him? I like him a bitch."

Sure enough, in the next few years, she witnessed how this family was broken again. She watched her mother take her away coldly, and she watched her father kneel down and rub his hair on the ground in pain.

Maybe the heart was broken.

Chu Nian's mother has always been indifferent to Chu Nian. She put all her energy into her work and spent very few days at home. She bought a lot of quick-frozen food for Chu Nian and asked her to cook it herself when she was hungry. .

Many times, Chu Nian cried silently while eating frozen dumplings.

fine……

At that time, Ruan Youran would make video calls with her, and the cheap face on the screen would be radiant, and she would lie on the bed with her legs crossed, raising her eyebrows and complaining to Chu Nian: "Do you know how pitiful I am? My two prostitutes She actually went to Hainan, where the mandarin ducks played in the water, and left me, a good girl, at home, and the food and food left for me were not as good as those for my dog, speechless." She looked at Chu Nian, her eyes sparkling: "Oh, what are you eating?"

Chu Nian moved the camera down: "Dumplings."

"Wow!" Ruan Youran swallowed, "That's great, that's great, I'm craving this, don't eat it all, wait, I'll find you!"

……

At that time, Ruan Youran would "love" Chu Nian like this. She left the food cooked by the chef at home and ran all the way to Chu Nian to eat a plate of quick-frozen dumplings with her. .

In the end, Ruan Youran patted her stomach and burped in an unsightly manner.

Ever since she was a child, Chu Nian had never smiled so brightly at someone. When she smiled, her heart was like a lake floating by the spring breeze, with little ripples.

that year.

Chu Nian wrote in his diary.

In this life, there will always be a lot of pain and sorrow. As we grow older, we will miss the innocence of childhood.

I probably can't recall it.

Maybe, I will be like a person who is not liked all my life, but I have no choice but to be born.

Fortunately, there is her.

She is my medicine.

Ruan Youran is Chu Nian's medicine.

She will accommodate her all.

In the eyes of outsiders, Chu Nian is aloof, reserved, noble, and an unsmiling goddess.

But to Ruan Youran, she is a child who lacks love, so Jianjian has wanted to protect Chu Nian since she was a child.

She swore that she would not allow anyone to bully Chu Nian in her life.

So, later, the two quarreled many times because of their personalities. Every time, Ruan Youran became ruthless. She didn't like Chu Nian anymore. What else does this dead woman have besides being beautiful?With such a cold personality, he doesn't act coquettishly, doesn't show weakness, let alone express himself, sometimes he can drive people to death.

Even in her sophomore year, Ruan Youran really had a cold war with Chu Nian for a month.

She regards Chu Nian as air.

Chu Nian was not in very good health at that time, she was a little weak, especially when the school organized a sports meeting, and she had a physical education class, and it took her a long time to recover after running.

That time, just in time for the autumn sports meeting, Ruan Youran walked in front of Chu Nian with a lollipop in her mouth, rolled up one of her trouser legs in a rogue manner, and led a large group of people, her face was as indifferent as winter.

Chu Nian was just finishing the long jump, she hadn't come out of the sandpit yet, her eyes kept looking at Ruan Youran.

Ruan Youran knew and pretended not to see her, talking and laughing with the people around her cruelly, she just wanted to torture Chu Nian severely.

But yeah.

Although people are abused.

Ruan Youran was always feeling bad, and others couldn't see it. She knew Chu Nian too well, and knew that when she looked at her this morning, her eyes were full of pleading.

She is showing weakness.

But why not?

As long as she speaks, Ruan Youran will go to her without hesitation.

The two of them went back and forth like this for another week. On the way back to the dormitory after exercising, Ruan Youran met Chu Nian's friend Dahua, who immediately rolled her eyes when she saw Ruan Youran.

Ouch hello.

Roll your eyes with her?

Ruan Youran rolled her eyelids, revealing a peerless white eye with her nostrils upturned.

Dahua was very angry, she had a hot temper, and she couldn't bear Ruan Youran's provocation: "Hmph, vixen!"

Vixen? ? ?

Whoops.

Ruan Youran was in a good mood when she heard that, which was a compliment to her, "Why, do you want to fight?"

Who in the school doesn't know that Ruan Youran is a rich second generation who likes to make troubles whenever he has nothing to do, and no one can afford to mess with him.

Dahua's face changed when she heard this, she took a step back, a little upset: "If you don't like my family Niannian, then don't provoke her."

Ruan Youran pulled her face when she heard it, "Your family reads?"

Dahua puffed out her chest, "It was originally, you know, she was crying secretly when the lights were turned off these few nights, she thought I didn't know, but I couldn't feel the upper and lower bunk beds, the bed was always dangling."

Ruan Youran froze for a moment, she stared at Dahua in a daze.

That aura, that look.

Dahua started off with a guilty conscience, "I don't know what's good about you, isn't it because your family is rich, you're pretty, and you have a better temperament? I don't think it's a big deal."

After Dahua said it, she felt that it was not very reasonable.

She shook her head, turned around and left, but was grabbed by Ruan Youran's arm, "Don't go."

……

That night.

The lights in the dormitory were turned off.

Chu Nian looked at the phone and the empty inbox, she sighed faintly.

No. 30 a day.

She sent a message in the manuscript box.

- Bitch, I miss you.

She didn't dare to send it to Ruan Youran, and couldn't bear the torment in her heart, so she simply kept it in the manuscript box every day.

Whenever the night spreads, she will miss Ruan Youran very much.

But what's the point?

Bitch doesn't need her.

She is so dazzling.

No matter where you go, you will be surrounded by front and back, and there are no shortage of suitors.

Ruan Youran, who pretended to be a big flower, waited quietly on the lower bunk for a while, and she really felt that something was wrong. Although it was not as evil as what Dahua said that the beds were trembling, she could clearly hear a few breathing sounds.

Could it be that I was really crying...

Thinking of this, Ruan Youran's heart was pierced, she wished she could give herself a few big ears.

What are you doing with her?

No way.

Ruan Youran climbed up secretly, Chu Nian thought it was Da Hua, her voice was a little choked up: "Da Hua, what's the matter?"

Is there something wrong?

Ruan Youran lifted Chu Nian's quilt and slipped in. Chu Nian exclaimed, and subconsciously pushed the person away. She has been obsessed with cleanliness since she was a child, and never let anyone sleep in her bed, not even Dahua.

Ruan Youran smiled playfully, and grabbed Chu Nian's hands, and lowered her voice, "It's me."

Upon hearing this voice, Chu Nian remained motionless as if an acupuncture point had been tapped.

Ruan Youran came in with a smirk, she pressed against Chu Nian's ear, and took a deep breath: "Tell me about you, if you don't want me to tell me, you will secretly talk to me/me, listening to Dahua, going to bed every night Are you shaking? Have you ever secretly done something bad yourself?"

Chu Nian's face flushed instantly.

Although Ruan Youran couldn't see it, the corners of her lips were still raised, and she rushed forward.

oops.

If you can't explain it, then don't explain it.

Get in touch.

……

The past cannot be traced, Chu Nian has always been in a "disadvantaged" state in the relationship between the two of them. In fact, Ruan Youran has also whispered to her many times behind her back. I don't know where her inferiority complex comes from. She is beautiful and beautiful. How many men and women If she wants to kneel/lick, she always acts like a goddess in front of others, but why is she so concerned about gain and loss here?

Knowing that Chu Nian is prone to overthinking, Ruan Youran greeted the two mothers in advance.

No one in the family mentioned the child again.

But Chu Nian still went around to "see a doctor", and she even had two operations to unblock the fallopian tubes.

How painful is that surgery...

Ruan Youran watched with her own eyes a very cheerful elder sister who went in with a smile. When she was pushed out after the operation, her face was pale, and she cried and cursed at her husband: "I don't want to suffer this anymore. If you want Son, you can go find someone else to have a baby, I will quit!"

Ruan Youran's heart trembled when she heard this, and then Chu Nian came out, her face was as pale as paper, she lay on the bed, looked at Ruan Youran and smiled.

That smile was simply sprinkling salt on the humble heart.

After her second operation, Ruan Youran broke out, and she couldn't bear it anymore in front of the hospital bed, "Can you stop torturing yourself? Chu Nian? What's wrong with not wanting children? Are you crazy? Just us Are two bad??? Are you tossing you or tossing me???"

Chu Nian bit her lip and said nothing.

That's how she is. It's useless for others to talk about what she's determined to do.

Ruan Youran lost her temper and ran around the flower bed downstairs in the hospital three times, but she was worried and went back to the ward.

At the door of the ward.

She heard Chu Nian talking to her sister Liu Xinrou.

Xinrou: "Nian Nian, she is also worried about you, don't be sad, it's not good for your health."

Chu Nian's voice was soft: "I know."

Xinrou: "Actually, as long as two people get together well, it's more important than anything else."

Chu Nian's voice was a little low, "Sister, I know everything...but...maybe I'm pessimistic, people in our Chu family don't live long, I'm always afraid that I won't be able to accompany her to the end, I'm always afraid She's alone."

People in the Chu family really don't live long, it's like some kind of curse, their Chu family's lifespan doesn't exceed fifty.

When Chu Nian talked with Ruan Youran once, he was so frightened that he covered her mouth: "You are not allowed to talk nonsense. If you are gone, what's the point of my life?"

In the ward, there was the sigh of my sister.

Outside the ward, Ruan Youran leaned against the cold wall, tears streaming down her face.

When she entered the ward again, her sister had already left.

Chu Nian still couldn't move, she looked at Ruan Youran eagerly, she was most afraid that she would look at herself with that kind of eyes, she sighed softly, and compromised again: "A few times ago, I retrieved eggs three times, I'll take it three more times, if we don't want it again." She leaned on the side of the bed with one hand, leaned over and kissed Chu Nian's forehead: "Let's just trust our fate."

Faith...

Maybe, God is really so cruel.

Ruan Youran watched as Chu Nian tossed back and forth in the hospital for a while, she lost a lot of weight, but still gained nothing.

In the end, Chu Nian seemed to really believe in her fate. She sat on the bed silently and looked at the sky for a long time.

I watched until the tears came out.

I watched until my body became numb.

Chu Nian lowered his head.

Yes, she should accept her fate.

Maybe God really doesn't love her.

But later, God fell in love with her for a short time, and then made a big joke with her.

At that time, Chu Nian became more and more popular. At that time, the position of the first sister in the entertainment circle was so stable that no one could shake her. She spent too little time with Ruan Youran, and she would go with her after complaining a few times Well, if she can't make it out of the filming crew, Chichi will go to see her, and if she is on a variety show, Chichi will take care of the logistics.

Ruan Youran thought clearly.

Since she loves Chu Nian deeply, she shouldn't care too much about it.

Compassion is the most poisonous arsenic on the road of love, isn't it?

At that time, Chu Nian had a thought in her mind. She had already made an agreement with her agent, Su Mi. After the last step of filming "Fate", she will gradually take the high-end route. It is enough to maintain the exposure of one film a year, and it is no longer like this. After all, she owed Ruan Youran too much and wanted to give her more time.

"Fate" is a 76-episode large-scale palace fighting drama. The shooting intensity is high, the schedule is tight, the whole crew eats and lives together, and the environment is harsh, which is very hard.

During the filming process, Chu Nian always felt that there was something stuffy in her chest, but she couldn't go out at all, and she didn't have time to go out.

The doctor had warned her about her heart problem before, try not to do strenuous exercise, she has some tendency of heart disease.

Chu Nian didn't dare to tell Ruan Youran, she thought it was just a trend, as long as she cared more.

She had read the previous scripts of "Fate", and there were no violent scenes, it was just a story of a group of women in the palace fighting around the emperor alone.

But later in the process of filming, the director made some changes. In order to highlight her misery, she needs to be soaked in cold water, and needs to be hunted down... She needs to shoot scenes of running away on horseback.

After going on like this for three full months, Chu Nian's role ended. She was quite happy at the time and sent Ruan Youran a message.

—Baby, there is one little thing to do, wait for me to go home.

Ruan Youran was as happy as eating honey after receiving the message.

The little thing Chu Nian was talking about was that one of her mentors in the United States, who escorted her in the entertainment industry, was sick and hospitalized, and she was anxious to see it.On the same day, I went to Air China and went there. On the plane, Mi Mi said to Chu Nian very seriously: "Nian Nian, don't always think that you are young and don't care about anything. I think your lips are not in good color recently. You look in the mirror yourself, and your complexion is not good. When you return to your country, you must have a thorough physical examination."

Chu Nian smiled and didn't take it seriously, her only wish now is to see Ruan Youran sooner, as long as she thinks of this, she will be happy.

However, something went wrong that night.

Maybe it was because of the relaxation after filming, Chu Nian was lying on the bed, her heart was beating so hard that she couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard she tossed and turned.

Even... She had a terrible feeling that if she jumped like this again, she would die.

Chu Nian braced his body, picked up his mobile phone, and desperately called Corn next door.

When Mi Mi and the ambulance arrived, Chu Nian had already lost her breathing on her own. She was lying on the ground, still holding the phone in her hand, and her heartbeat was gone.

Corn was so frightened that her legs went limp. Fortunately, the doctors responded quickly, and began CPR in the ambulance.

Chu Nian may have some important person to contact, but she was unconscious and held the phone in her hand all the time, until she was carried into the ambulance, plugged into the penis, underwent countless sets of heart compressions, and breathed. She let go of her hand, and the phone slid down to the ground.

But at that time, who else could take care of so much.

This time it was rescued.

But the doctor told Chu Nian a news that made her both painful and happy.

"Ms. Chu, your heart condition is very bad and you need to undergo an operation immediately, but we found out during the examination that you are already pregnant and have been pregnant for more than three months."

She is pregnant.

She has a naughty child.

Her menstrual period has been irregular, and she has taken a lot of traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate, but there is no way, let alone three months. Sometimes, she doesn't come to her aunt once in half a year, and she doesn't notice it.

Chu Nian felt her head buzzing. Although she could not speak yet, the joy in her heart was almost overflowing.

But what the doctor said next was a death sentence for her.

"Your heart, we need a consultation. The operation is impossible, and we need to continue to check to see if the specific situation requires a heart replacement... Um..." The doctor looked at her, and said straightforwardly: "If the operation is going to be done, the child should stay. It's gone."

Chu Nian stared blankly at the doctor, tears streaming down the corner of his eyes.

A week later, she got better and could sit up, but her chest still hurt when she moved.

Another series of checks.

Chu Nian’s mentor Liu Hong also came over, it’s a twist of fate, originally her apprentice came to see her, but later she came out of the hospital to see her apprentice, “Nian Nian, don’t be afraid, I have consulted with the best experts It's your business."

Chu Nian tried hard to laugh, but couldn't. She lowered her head and gently stroked her belly.

Maybe this is fate.

God always likes to tease her like this.

Three days later, the most authoritative experts in the field of heart came out with the results. They did not dare to tell Chu Nian directly, but told Liu Hong: "The situation is not very good. Her heart... may not be repaired, but this child is also It has been almost four months, if the beating continues, it will not only cause great damage to her body at this time, but it will definitely deal a heavy blow to the patient's spirit."

Liu Hong frowned: "If you change your heart, how long can you survive?"

A translator next to her answered.

"In China, the first-year survival rate of heart transplant surgery is 80.00%. At present, the longest life in the world is 30 years, while in China—" even the translator sighed, "only 12 years, this is the luckiest , generally have a five-year survival period. Moreover, surgical transplantation is extremely difficult, let alone the source of the heart, even after the operation, you have to take medicine for life."

Several doctors exchanged and said: "They discussed that if you must give birth to a fetus, not to mention that there will be a great risk on the day of the patient's delivery, that is, during pregnancy, as the fetus grows in months, The pressure on pregnant women will increase, and the heart may not be able to bear it. If the child is aborted, the patient will not only need physical healing, but her heart..."

Everyone is not talking.

Such a big deal.

Liu Hong is Chu Nian's mentor, and she dared not be vague. She looked at the doctor and said, "Lucas, I want to hear the truth."

The attending doctor took off the mask, and regretted behind his glasses, "The patient's physical fitness is not very good. If we do surgery, to be honest, we only have a two-point chance of winning, and the risk is extremely high. If you have a child, many hormones The medicine must be stopped, then..."

Seeing Liu Hong's serious expression, the doctor sighed: "At this time, we can only hope for the patient's strong spiritual strength. After all, there are still many miracles in this world."

In medicine, as long as the word "miracle" is mentioned, it is basically labeled as death.

Where in the world are there so many miracles?

Many so-called miracles are nothing but comfort to the dying.

Such a matter of life and death.

Liu Hong didn't dare to hide anything, and told Chu Nian everything.

Most people would go crazy after hearing such news. Liu Hong was also prepared for this, but she didn't.

She didn't even see any changes in Chu Nian. After hearing this, she just asked thoughtfully, "Really?"

It turned out to be the case.

It turns out... No, maybe this is her fate.

In the next week of choosing, Chu Nian struggled a lot, and the doctor also went through several rounds of examinations, but her health was not very optimistic, and she looked at each other speechlessly.

She has a feeling.

She might die.

but……

She can't die.

She is dead, what should I do?

Chu Nian rubbed her belly. Pregnancy is a very strange thing. In the past few days, she even faintly felt the fetal movement, and faintly felt the tenacity of the little life.

Every night, she dreams.

The content of the dream is basically the same, it is Ruan Youran kneeling in front of a black tombstone, crying heartbreakingly.

can not be like this……

She wants to live, no matter how many years, she has to go back to her side.

On the day of making the decision, Chu Nian didn't sleep all night, lying on the cold operating bed, her tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

Her attending doctor, Loli, stood beside her and shed tears silently. She is also a woman and a mother, and she can feel the pain best.

After taking over Chu Nian, she basically followed all kinds of inspections. She always thought that she was an extremely powerful Chinese woman. She had done many inspections, experienced a lot of pain and suffering, and heard a lot of negative news. She didn't cry, but now, she was crying, crying so sadly.

The doctor looked at her and comforted her: "It's okay, just take an injection and you won't be in great pain."

Chu Nian looked at the needle, and at that moment, she really heard the voice in her heart.

—Mom, don't kill me.

Chu Nian has always been an atheist, but at that moment, she threw off the quilt and broke free from the bed.

Do not……

She can't do this.

According to the doctor's deduction, she may not live beyond five years...

She still wants to kill their children with her own hands, leaving nothing for cheap?

She is a douchebag.

From birth, he was not liked by his parents and family.

But her child is different, there is Youran's blood in her body, she will be blessed by heaven just like her mother.

A woman is strong as a mother.

Until now, Chu Nian doesn't know how she went through those obscure times.

She did not replace the mobile phone.

she is afraid as long as