[Comprehensive] The male god looks super fierce

"Xiaoguang, Xiaoguang? Come down for dinner."

The woman called several times, but found that the boy upstairs did not respond in the slightest.

She felt a little strange, went upstairs and knocked on the door.

"Little Light?"

After a long time, there was no sound from the back room, the woman panicked, and when she was about to open the door to see the boy's situation, Kondo Hikaru spoke.

"Mom, I have no appetite. I will come down to eat by myself when I get hungry..."

I don't know if it's because of the door or some other reason, Kondo Hikaru's voice is extra hoarse and deep than usual.

It seems that I was choked by the throat, and I saw that you were sure to speak out.

The woman outside the door was stunned for a moment, and she could hear the boy's abnormal emotions without asking. Her hand knocking on the door paused slightly, then she just stood at the door hesitantly for a while, and finally left quietly.

The boy is no longer the immature age he used to be, he has his own thoughts and thoughts.

No matter what kind, it is no longer the mother who can control and ask. Only he himself can truly guide himself.

Growth is such a moment, but it takes a long time to prepare for such a moment.

Surviving the confusion and despair in the heart can be regarded as a kind of relief after clearing the clouds and mists.

And the black-haired boy in the back room has been sitting quietly on one side of the chessboard, holding the chess pieces in his bony hands, the round black and white pieces still have such a cool touch as before, and there is no such familiar figure around him. up.

A strand of blond hair on the forehead covered the boy's eyebrows, which was full of gloom.

Zoe is gone...

He looked everywhere he could possibly go, and... found nothing.

He didn't say anything, didn't stay, and just left without warning.

The sound of "tick" was very clear in the unusually quiet room at this time. He looked at the wetness on the chessboard, and then slowly put down the chess pieces in his hand.

Zuo Wei is no longer there, so for whom is his chess played, and why does he exist?

It was he who brought himself from ignorance to this world of black and white, and the crisp echoes of every chess piece falling on the board were all his shadow.

He...is his own belief.

Kondo Hikari regretted it, why didn't he let Fujiwara Sawei play chess more, and only cared about himself, in order to improve his chess skills to catch up with Toya Ryo, while ignoring him...

He is so, so fond of Go.

After traveling through thousands of years, I didn't want to become a Buddha, just for the pure obsession in my heart, I pursued the hand of God that almost no one could reach.

The boy was crying, crying subduedly, without making any sound.Put the chess pieces into the chess box one by one, then got up and carefully read the recorded chess records that Fujiwara Saori had analyzed with him before, one by one.

After the man with long purple hair left, Kondo Hikaru realized that he didn't seem to understand everything about men.

Moreover, apart from this chess record, there is no trace of his life.

Like a slam, no one knew of his existence, only myself... The appearance of a man is deeply imprinted in my mind.

Zuo Wei must also be very disturbed and afraid.In this way, no one would know about it, and it existed like a wandering spirit. Although I could see him, after a hundred years, I no longer had any memory.

If he still exists, how many hundred years will he have to wait alone before he can meet another Kondo Hikaru?

Why... before, never thought about this from his point of view?

Hikaru Kondo pursed his lips, his eyes were red, and for the first time, he hated himself like this.

However, even so, I still want to...see him again, at least say goodbye...

He raised his hand and covered his eyes with the back of his hand. The more he forbeared, the more uncomfortable and suppressed he became.

"If one day, you can't find him... you can come to me."

The young man thought of something, his body froze slightly, and then slowly lowered his hand, his eyes were still moist with mist, but they were more clear than before.

"Little Light! Where are you going so late? Hello!"

Kondo Hikaru, who had locked himself in the room without dinner, was already abnormal. At this time, he ran outside like crazy, without even wearing his coat.

It was like December at this time, and the temperature at night was bitingly cold, so the boy rushed out like this, desperately, as if he was desperately trying to grab something.

The night was very dark, and Hikaru Kondo's figure disappeared in that instant. Even if the street lights were dim, there was no outline of him reflected.

……

Hanyu was still chopping vegetables, the room was illuminated by bright lights, the young man's face softened a little, the fish soup in the pot had already turned white, and a strong fragrance permeated the air.

Hanyu Eri and the others won't be able to come back until Christmas next week, and only the boy is at home at this time.

Fortunately, he didn't feel so lonely.

Friends sometimes come to his place to sit and sit when they have time, and Yato too, as long as he has time, he will come to his place for dinner.

In his words, it is just a routine offering for believers.

After he added some salt and stirred it, he tasted the fish soup and turned off the fire when he felt that the taste was almost ready.

And at this time, the door was knocked, although he tried his best to endure it, he only knocked three times, but Hanyu Kae could still hear the urgent feeling from the distance and the size of the sound.

He froze for a moment, then put down the dish in his hand, walked to the door and opened it.

Originally, I thought it was Yato or Nura, but I didn't expect that the person who appeared would be the boy whom I met at the school festival before.

He is no longer the youthful look he used to be, his face has grown a little, his whole body has also been raised a lot, and he looks like a teenager.

He was panting, his eyes were bright, and he looked at Hanyu Kae, like the last straw grasped when he was drowning.

"I, I'm Hikaru Kondo, we've met! Although this is offensive, but..."

"At that time, you already knew that Zuo Wei would disappear...and you, you have a way, right?"

The young man's voice was a little choked up, and he tried his best to endure it. Except for the mist in his eyes, he didn't lose his composure.

He was not surprised that Hikaru Kondo could find him, because leaving a word to the boy before was equivalent to leaving a lamp.

It was a promise, as long as he wanted to see him, there would be spiritual power to guide him in his direction.

Because Kondo Hikaru itself is a human being with spiritual power.

"Has he... disappeared?"

This is faster than Hanyu Kazuo imagined, because of something... triggered the opportunity for him to leave?

"How long has it been?"

Kondo Hikari pursed her lips, her long eyelashes trembling.

"Already, almost a week."

The black-haired boy breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily it didn't last long.His blue eyes flickered, he remembered something, and asked Kondo Hikari in a low voice.

"Please tell me everything that happened before and after he left, no matter how big or small."

Kondo Hikaru looked back very carefully, Hanyu Kazuki listened quietly all the time, and finally found out why Fujiwara Saori left earlier than he expected.

His blue eyes were dark, and his eyes fell on the boy.

This young man was indeed different.

He pointed out a move in the game between Sawei Fujiwara and Yukihiro Taya, a move that neither of them had noticed...

That's talent, and also vaguely, Fujiwara Sawei foreshadowed the meaning of why he existed for so long, and why he met Kondo Hikaru.

The hand of God is not a specific move, but the future and hope.

The man saw in Kondo Hikaru...it was the future of the entire Go world.

And his obsession only represents himself, the highest state in the past.He was not born in this era, and therefore, no matter how much he pursued, he did not belong to this future.

So after understanding such a cruel fact, he let go of his obsession, and then disappeared.

Kazuki Hanyu told Hikari Kondo about this, and the boy couldn't hold back anymore, crying just like a child.

"You still want to see him again, don't you?"

The black-haired boy said so, his voice was low and hoarse, and for a while, his heart also became sore.

He slowly raised his hand and used most of his spiritual power to gather together the man's soul that hadn't completely dissipated.

In the dim light, a man with long purple hair gradually appeared in front of Hikaru Kondo with his handsome and gentle face. For a moment, there was no sound in his world, only the appearance of a man.

"Zuowei..."

"Thank you, Mustard..."

Fujiwara Sawei called Hanyu Kaoru like this, which made the young man startled for a moment, then nodded slightly, although he was a little embarrassed, he did not deny his title.

The man with purple hair had curved eyebrows and eyes, as gentle as jade.

"Xiaoguang, I can't stay in this world anymore, so... the road ahead, I hope you can continue to walk."

"Go, is it fun?"

As the man said so, he stared straight at Hikaru Kondo, wanting to convey to the boy not only the sadness of parting, but also a belief.

"In the final match with Taya Yukihiro, I realized... Toranojiro exists for me, and I exist for Xiaoguang..."

He paused, and looked deeply at the boy. For the first time, his face was so serious that Hikari Kondo was stunned.

"Then, for whom does Xiaoguang exist?"

"My existence...for whom?"

The boy repeated this, his eyes gradually cleared up, and he looked up at the purple-haired man.

Sawei Fujiwara knew that this was a question worth pondering for a lifetime when he was still a teenager.

With a smile on his lips, he gently raised his hand and gently handed the folding fan in his hand to the boy.

"It's hard, isn't it? Such a question..."

"I belong to the past, but Xiaoguang belongs to the future...so don't be sad, I should have become a Buddha a thousand years ago, this is the causal cycle of all things."

Seeing that the boy didn't speak, Sawei Fujiwara took his folding fan in silence, pursing his lips and thinking about something.

"Go find it, the reason why Xiaoguang exists..."

The light around the man slowly dissipated, and everything returned to calm.

This time, the young man concealed his sadness, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, as if he was determined.

Light and dark, past and future.

Inside the barrier of time, everything has its own value of existence.

how about you?