After rebirth, I went all the way west

"Muxi, I'm sorry, I..." Li Dong lowered his head, not daring to look at the other party, and said apologetically carefully.

Mu Xi squatted on the ground without looking at Li Dong, and was still washing his socks on his own, while there were sudden sounds of water in the dormitory.

Li Dong just stood there in embarrassment, Zhang Yang walked past Li Dong holding a basin with a stinky face on his face, and rolled his eyes, as if to scold someone.

Just standing there, Li Dong found that he couldn't move, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and then he couldn't even breathe, as if someone had choked his throat. . . . . .Opening his eyes suddenly, Li Dong found himself lying on the bed, only then did he realize that it was a dream.

Some things will not dissipate with the passage of time. The longer it takes, it will become a thorn in my heart that cannot be untied, a knot that cannot be untied.For Li Dong, those things that happened in high school are the thorns and knots in his heart.Li Dong thought, four years have passed, and he is already a junior.However, what he did when he was a sophomore in high school four years ago still haunts him like a nightmare.His nightmares are not demons and ghosts, but they are more terrifying than demons and ghosts. The thing that can kill people most invisible is often indifference.At that time, Li Dong, who did something wrong, was led by Leng Muxi to isolate him. From then on, the relationship between roommates and tablemates was completely broken.

After that, Li Dong was unhappy, his grades declined, his personality became more and more withdrawn, and he finally passed the college entrance examination to an ordinary university.

Li Dong turned on the phone and glanced at the screen. The time showed that it was 02:30 in the morning. The roommate across from him was still playing games, and the one in the next bed was already snoring.Li Dong was completely sleepy at this moment, but his thoughts returned to the beginning of that nightmare four years ago.

It was a cloudy and rainy afternoon, and the weather had no effect on the students' enthusiasm for learning. Yumin High School was still full of intense learning atmosphere.

"Everyone, take out yesterday's electromagnetic field test paper, and I will try to finish the lecture today." Physics teacher Gao Yun walked to the podium and began to explain.Like the other students, Li Dong only stared at the blackboard, but his mind was entangled in the seat.He, Leng Muxi, and Xu Zihan sat next to each other in a row, Leng Muxi was in the middle, and he and Xu Zihan were on the left and right.But this morning Xu Zihan had a quarrel with a classmate in the back seat, and after being educated by the head teacher, Xu Zihan asked to change seats.The teacher asked Xu Zihan and Leng Muxi to change seats, but Xu Zihan didn't want to sit in the middle, so Li Dong sat in the middle.The two pens on the left and right made rattling noises when writing, and Li Dong had one head and two big ones.It's really f*cking uncomfortable to be caught in the middle, Li Dong complained in his heart.Li Dong felt that he should switch with Leng Muxi, anyway, he was sitting in the middle, and they were still bunk beds, so it would be okay to switch.

"Ring, ring, ring..." Finally, the bell for the end of get out of class came.

"Leng Muxi, I think we should change seats," Li Dong couldn't wait to change seats with Leng Muxi after class, and moved the table and chairs as he said.

"Li Dong! This is the seat arranged by the teacher, why should I change it with you?" Leng Muxi blushed with anxiety, and hurriedly pulled him back.

"Anyway, I was originally on the side, and you were originally in the middle!" Li Dong spoke the truth and continued arrogantly.

Li Dong looked at the changed seat, not to mention how comfortable he was, and went to the cafeteria to eat with his meal card.But she didn't notice Leng Muxi's tightly pursed lips and everyone's contemptuous expressions.

Li Dong can't forget what happened after that. Li Dong was isolated by everyone, eating alone, playing basketball alone, walking around the campus alone, and doing experiments alone.So I passed high school in such a daze.

Now Li Dong is lying on the bed in the dormitory of the university, feeling its narrowness and thinking about high school, his heart is very peaceful, because he has thought about it many times.He felt that he was doing it on his own, taking the blame on himself, and reaping the consequences.The good classmate relationship was screwed up by myself.Who can blame this?Blame Leng Muxi?No, the Leng Muxi incident was just an incident, and it was mainly because I was usually too ostentatious and looked superior, that's why I "overwhelmed the wall and pushed everyone over it".Regarding the matter of the seat, Li Dong now realizes that he was really wrong.From the perspective of my junior student mind, that incident is completely a manifestation of my low IQ and EQ. Both IQs are low, and I really can't afford to hurt them.If he hadn't forcibly changed his seat at that time, or if he had repented in time, it wouldn't have been so miserable.But what is the use of these principles now?Li Dong couldn't help but sneered in his heart.

In fact, Li Dong can understand these truths thanks to his buddy Song Xiu.University is a small society, and Song Xiu is an elite person in the small society. He has joined various clubs since he entered the freshman year, and now he has become the head of a club in the school.When he first entered the freshman year, his classmates thought Li Dong was a taciturn person. In fact, Li Dong did not dare to communicate with his classmates. Every time he talked about the topic of high school life, he always avoided or perfunctory. Knowing that he was such a bad character in high school, had no friends, and was isolated, what would he think of him?monster?Maybe, probably still despise him.So freshman Li Dong never participated in any activities.But Song Xiu was someone Li Dong couldn't refuse.If Li Dong didn't go to the dinner party with his roommates, Song Xiu would annoy him to death, making more than a dozen phone calls, sending text messages one after another, and leaving various messages on WeChat.Li Dong made an exception to attend a dinner party, and then followed Song Xiu to participate in various activities, and even had friendships.Thanks to the social expert Song Xiu, Li Dong came out of the shadows and became a different person from before.

But Li Dong couldn't forget Leng Muxi in his heart. Now that he understood, he had no chance to apologize; even if he could apologize to him now, it would be too late.

The author has something to say: This chapter may be rather confusing, and it probably talks about Li Dong, who is in his junior year, still often dreams about snatching Leng Muxi's seat in his sophomore year.