The general is waiting for the king to return

After all, it was destroyed.

I was very conflicted when I heard Ah Zhao and the county king quarrel over whether to accept me.I don't want Ah Zhao to be wronged because of me, to be scolded by that vixen, and even more unreasonable by that concubine.However, I can't give up my thoughts just because of this.I have to be successfully accepted into the county palace, so that I can get along with Ah Zhao for a long time, day and night.

But... the plan was seen through, and I still failed in the end.

What's so good about being a vixen? It made Azhao so reluctant to part with him, and he didn't hesitate to give up my cousin who grew up with him for him!And Ah Zhao... I can't help but feel that I'm ridiculous.Take that sentence as the most precious oath, and every time I miss it and feel sad, I will take it out and savor it carefully.Relying on this sentence, I can endure the cold east, the hot summer, and the night of nightmares, rain, and thunder, so that I will not be afraid, because this sentence is the oath that Azhao made to me and gave me Unlimited security.As long as I live hard and live strong, I will wait until he comes back to marry me.

However, this is a joke mentioned casually when I was a child!He simply forgot, didn't take it to heart, didn't care whether there was such a person who was suffering, giving everything, and waiting for her without everything!

I want to resent, but I don't want to give up; I want to work hard to get it, but I don't even have the qualifications.I am a woman, and she has also become a woman, how can we be together?

Seeing that they usually fight and fight, they can chat together naturally, go out together, and be together... But I, if I want to be with Ah Zhao, I have to find all kinds of excuses, steal some from that vixen, and beg him to give me some time to make me happy. Ah Zhao came over.I know my humbleness, I also know my scheming, and I know A Zhao's liking for him even more.

Even if it's useless for her to hug at this moment, she will eventually let go of you, leave you behind, and hug that man.

My dream is shattered.Everything, all the beliefs that kept me alive were gone.Even after telling the truth, if I make more compromises and want him and Ah Zhao to give me a little bit of room to accommodate me, it's gone.

Seeing Azhao come to me on her own initiative, returning the Sipa that was supposed to be a promise of love, and listening to her say those cruel words.She said she wanted to send me back, she didn't want me to be bound in this house, she said... She fell in love with Xia Yujin, and fell in love very early.Those words, cruel, broke the wall I finally built.At that moment, I knew I had no chance of winning.

All the assumptions that she could marry me were all destroyed on the day the city was destroyed.

Just because you and I are women, can we really not be together?I give everything, can I really not even get a little love?I would like to spend the rest of my life trapped in this square inch. The county prince's mansion is so big, wouldn't you even want to give me a place to stay?

I was defeated terribly, throwing away my helmet and armor, bruised all over, and retreated from Ah Zhao's life in embarrassment.

Ah Zhao, when you dance your sword, when you ride your horse, when you get along with the county king, will you think of me?

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The dream made me curl up in pain, and I felt like my heart was pulling. The pain made me unable to breathe, and even shed tears.The sadness I felt in the dream also made me breathless.

I feel like someone is calling me, pushing me.He struggled to open his eyes, it was Ah Zhao.She looked at me worriedly and called my name.

"Ayin, what's wrong with you? Why did you fall asleep and cry? You look so uncomfortable? You don't feel well? Do you want to see a doctor?" A series of questions came to me, but I didn't know how to explain them.

"It's okay, it's just a nightmare."

"What dream made you cry like this! It was the same two days ago, and you woke up from the nightmare. How about going to the hospital?"

I know she is very worried about me. When I was a child, my family heard my dreams and took me to the hospital. However, dreams are something that I can’t explain clearly. I can only attribute the reason to my reading too many novels, and I only do it at night. Such a dream.

I'm getting used to it getting bigger and bigger.I also feel that it is fun to grow up with another me and watch her life.However, now I feel that this is not just a dream I imagined.That kind of joy, that kind of sadness, and that kind of despair were all so real that I couldn't tell what was real and what was fake.

"Why are you in a daze? You don't even know how to wipe your tears when you cry, idiot." Ah Zhao gently wiped away my tears with his hand.The coolness of tears was replaced by warm hands, which made me want to lean in her arms and absorb more warmth.

I don't know if she understood my desire, or if she wanted to comfort me, but when I was still hesitating, she hugged me so that I could rely on her.I feel very at ease, all fear, panic, and sadness are gone, only the comfortable feeling that makes people want to close their eyes and sleep is left.

Her hand stroked my head, my hair, my back, and hugged me tightly.Her head was leaning against mine, and we leaned against each other.

"Don't be afraid."

I lost Ah Zhao in my dream, I thought, grasp this Ah Zhao in reality.

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