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Chapter 15 I don't want to die

Yan Jiayang pulled out this piece of black cardboard, and felt that it was both strange and familiar. After looking at it carefully, Yan Jiayang remembered that this was a wish list he wrote down when he was in college.

The content of the list is very official and simple. There are only ten items, such as volunteering in a nursing home, volunteering in an orphanage, donating money for charity, etc. It seems that in a certain freshman class, the teacher requires every student to set small goals.

Although Yan Jiayang couldn't remember the content clearly, he did have an impression of this incident.

The waiter came to the table with a set meal for one person, put down the meal with a blushing face, and said softly, "Sir, your set meal."

"Thank you." Yan Jiayang didn't have time to pay attention to these, and lowered his head to eat quickly.

The waiter was a little disappointed, it was rare for such a handsome boy to patronize his small shop, but now this boy seemed to have no interest in him.

Yan Jiayang frowned and recalled carefully, how could this list that he had completely forgotten be in Gao Chang's notebook?

At that time, Tan Yang's father wanted to buy the old apartment next to the school, but the price could not be reached. After Yan Jiayang found out from Tan Yang, he volunteered to help negotiate the price.

Uncle Tan almost gave up because the price was too high, so he asked Yan Jiayang to try it. Yan Jiayang was a newborn calf and was not afraid of tigers, so the price was the lowest price Uncle Tan gave, and finally the negotiation was made.

Now when Uncle Tan talked about this incident, he would always praise Yan Jiayang. Only Yan Jiayang knew that he was purely lucky. He knew from the old gatekeeper of the school that the apartment did not have fire protection facilities, and he had been notified several times for rectification.The original owner was renting out cheaply and couldn't earn a lot of money. If he spent his own money on rectification, it would be a big loss.

Yan Jiayang insisted on this point, and talked about the lowest price. This price, plus the cost of fire safety equipment later, did not exceed the original owner's quotation.

Yan Jiayang had never felt that kind of joy of victory. He was a little swollen, so he went to the rooftop to overlook the city.He was holding this piece of black cardboard in his hand. At that time, for Yan Jiayang, these goals were completely useless, and he had a new life plan.

On the rooftop, there was a slightly older young man who looked very dangerous. The proud Yan Jiayang taught him not to pursue, and gave the young man the black cardboard.

The young man's pale and bewildered face overlapped with Gao Chang's. Yan Jiayang was very grateful when he thought that Gao Chang's life was saved by his unintentional actions at that time.Fortunately, I was afraid afterwards, what if I hadn't gone to the rooftop at that time?What if I hadn't warned him at the time?

Could it be that the next day's news will see the news that he fell to his death?

Yan Jiayang opened Gao Chang's black book, which recorded everything Gao Chang had done in recent years. Presumably this is the list that Gao Chang mentioned when he was bungee jumping.

The more he turned back, the more frightened Yan Jiayang became. What Gao Chang did was not only doing charity to give back to the society, but also dangerous sports such as trekking across the Gobi Desert, diving bungee jumping, and even donating dead bodies.

Whose list would involve donating remains?What's even more frightening is that there is a check mark behind this item.

The more Yan Jiayang read it, the more he felt that this book was more like a death list. Yan Jiayang panicked and lost his appetite after eating half of the meal.

Because the last few items were not crossed out, he and Gao Chang have done it.

Such as bungee jumping, such as the most envied bedtime stories when I was a child, such as listening to the first cry of a newborn, such as saying out loud that I like it.

Fortunately, Gao Chang didn't give him any presents, otherwise all the contents of this list would have been completed.

Yan Jiayang seems to understand the weirdness of Gao Chang's life, donating money and materials without thinking about his future life, a house with dilapidated walls, and a workplace with no achievements.All of these make sense, he just wanted to die in the end, and those things outside of him should be scattered.

Yan Jiayang took out his mobile phone, eager to hear Gao Chang's voice.Before the call was made, an unfamiliar number called in. Yan Jiayang answered with a frown, his tone not very good.

"Which one?"

"You are Yan Jiayang?" Zhao Xin's tone was also very aggressive. He didn't know whether he was annoyed when he found out about his cousin's dirty things, or because the house he was about to get flew away like this.

Today, the family went to Gao Chang to discuss the house, but Zhao Xin found an excuse not to go because he knew a big secret.

Gao Chang's sudden decoration was very strange, so Zhao Xin followed Gao Chang quietly for a few days, trying to find evidence that Gao Chang actually had money.

Who knew that he would see his cousin Gao Chang living with a man!

At first Zhao Xin didn't want to admit it, but the two of them went in and out together every day, it was hard for Zhao Xin not to admit it.He asked an acquaintance to check, and found that his aunt's house no longer belonged entirely to Gao Chang, and there was a strange man's name on the real estate certificate, and that man was Yan Jiayang.

"I'm Yan Jiayang, who are you?"

"I'm Gao Chang's cousin Zhao Xin, I want to talk to you where are you."

The expression on Yan Jiayang's face softened a little, he just wanted to ask about Gao Chang, maybe Gao Chang's relatives would know something.

Yan Jiayang reported the location, and Zhao Xin came here after a while.

Zhao Xin met Yan Jiayang when he was following him, so he recognized him at a glance.

He didn't want to give Yan Jiayang a good face, so he preemptively said: "Don't think that my weird cousin gave you the house and we won't come back!"

Feeling that the other party's visitor was not kind, Yan Jiayang just looked at him coldly, keeping his expression on.

Zhao Xin went on to say, "I already know about the two of you being gay. If you don't want it to be revealed, you can return your share of the house!"

"What if I don't pay it back?"

"I'll tell your parents! Report it to your workplace! Let them know about your disgusting relationship!" Zhao Xin became more and more excited as he spoke, wishing he could throw the table over and beat him up.In fact, Zhao Xin was very afraid that Gao Chang's affairs would be exposed. At that time, who would simply scold Gao Chang, and they would lose face to their Zhao family!

Yan Jiayang is used to dealing with people in shopping malls, so this kind of words can't help him, and he replied: "I don't need to worry about it, my family knows my sexual orientation, and my parents will come to visit me and Gao Chang in a few days. I'm a guest at my house, cousin, do you want to come?"

"You! Shameless!" Zhao Xin didn't know that it was so difficult for him to get rid of Yan Jiayang. Yan Jiayang's reaction was not at all like a homosexual's reaction, "I will sue you in court!"

"Please."

After Yan Jiayang finished his lunch, he got up and left his seat. He was not in the mood to tangle with Zhao Xin now, he just wanted to make sure that Gao Chang was safe.

When driving back to the company, Yan Jiayang thought a lot. On the one hand, he was worried that Gao Chang had the idea of ​​committing suicide. On the other hand, he reminded himself of Gao Chang's promise to him, and Gao Chang would not break his promise easily.

Gao Chang's cell phone couldn't get through, and Yan Jiayang was very anxious. He called the company's front desk and asked if Gao Chang had returned to the company.

The girl at the front desk told Yan Jiayang exactly what happened just now, and also said that Gao Chang left the company instead of going to the office.

Yan Jiayang hung up the phone, feeling more uneasy. Gao Chang had never been late, left early, or absent from work. Where would he go at this point?Now that everything on the list has been completed, Yan Jiayang has received the most precious gift from Gao Chang, which is the property rights of the house.Now being pressured by his family again, Yan Jiayang panicked for a while.

Forcing himself to calm down, Yan Jiayang analyzed the possibilities. The nursing home and the children's welfare home are quite far away, so Gao Chang probably wouldn't go there.On a whim, Yan Jiayang wanted to take a look at the rooftop of the hotel where they met for the first time.

After parking the car at the entrance of the hotel, the manager of the lobby came forward and shouted respectfully, "Mr. Yan, why are you here?"

"There's something wrong." Yan Jiayang walked to the elevator and felt that the elevator was so slow for the first time.

Yan Jiayang ran down the stairs to the roof, and kicked open the half-hidden door. Gao Chang, who was standing by the railing, was startled, and turned to look at him in horror.Gao Chang leaned back, and Yan Jiayang's heart jumped to his throat!

He stepped forward quickly and grabbed Gao Chang's arm. He wanted to hug him into his arms, but he was afraid that he would not be able to control his anger.After clenching Gao Chang's wrist, Yan Jiayang could still feel Gao Chang's pulse with his fingers, which made Yan Jiayang's restless heart feel better.

"Jia, Jiayang, why are you angry?" Gao Chang called Yan Jiayang's name in a low voice, as if he was a little confused about all this.

Yan Jiayang became impatient, and dragged him down the stairs to the roof, and walked to the guest room department.He used his room card to open the room Uncle Tan had reserved for him, and said coldly, "Go in."

Gao Chang sensed Yan Jiayang's abnormality, he was a little scared, it was not fear, but a guilty feeling of being caught for doing something wrong.

"What's wrong with you?" Gao Chang stood at the door, grabbing the door frame with his hands and refusing to enter the house.

Yan Jiayang lost his patience and picked him up by the waist. He slammed the door, walked forward steadily and threw Gao Chang on the bed.Gao Chang felt dizzy for a while, and fell on his back onto the soft bed.

Feeling something bad, Gao Chang quickly turned over and crawled towards the head of the bed, but Yan Jiayang grabbed his ankle and dragged him back.

Yan Jiayang became even angrier, Gao Chang was in his 30s and did something wrong so he knew how to run away!

He didn't know what he was thinking, he pulled down Gao Chang's pants with one hand, and slapped Gao Chang's ass with the other.

The crisp sound stunned both of them, and Gao Chang's eyes were reddened by the burning pain. He turned his head and looked at Yan Jiayang in disbelief. His eyes seemed to be asking what happened?

Yan Jiayang's hand didn't stop because of Gao Chang's eyes, he was really out of breath, as if it hurt Gao Chang to remember this, so that all the fear in his heart could be eliminated.

"Are you planning to commit suicide!"

"Did you transfer the ownership of the house to me?"

"Do you want me to see your suicide on the headlines tomorrow?"

"You don't want me anymore?"

Every time Yan Jiayang asked a question, he slapped Gao Chang's buttocks red and swollen. Yan Jiayang couldn't bear it, the strength in his hands and the anger in his heart disappeared, and he sat on the edge of the bed and covered his face with his hands.

He was so scared.

Gao Chang ignored the pain in his butt, got up and lifted his pants, knelt on the soft carpet, looked up at Yan Jiayang.There were water marks between Yan Jiayang's fingers, Gao Chang immediately put his arms around Yan Jiayang, and said in a panic: "Jiayang Jiayang, I don't want to die, I promised you, I will live well and be with you. "

Yan Jiayang put down his hands and looked down at Gao Chang.

Gao Chang held Yan Jiayang's face, raised his head and kissed his tears, and said, "Don't be afraid, I won't leave you."

Yan Jiayang kissed Gao Chang back, completely devoid of his usual tenderness and meticulousness, reckless like a young man kissing for the first time.The entanglement of lips and tongue and the collision between teeth coexist, as if only in this way can two people feel the real touch, and the other party is still by their side.

Yan Jiayang kissed hard and asked, "Forever?"

"Well, forever."

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