Knocked out

What unfolded around Xu Jingyang was not such a soul-stirring past.

Xu Jingyang's mother was an unwed mother who left without saying goodbye shortly after giving birth to him.On the surface, it was a gathering of girlfriends. Mother Xu took Xiao Jingyang, who was not yet one year old, to Chen's house as a guest. On the way, she answered a phone call saying that she had something urgent to go out, and asked Mother Chen to help take care of Xiao Jingyang.Since then, she has been gone forever.

Xu Jingyang has congenital heart disease and has been in poor health since she was a child.Chen Sheng's parents couldn't bear to send such a young child to an orphanage. After careful discussion, they decided to keep Xiao Jingyang by their side to raise them.

In Chen Sheng's memory, Xiao Jingyang is like precious porcelain, which cannot be touched or touched, let alone taken out to play.He couldn't even go to school, and Chen's mother worried that he would be bullied because of his frail body.Although Chen Sheng repeatedly promised that he would not let his younger brother be bullied at school, Chen's mother still did not allow it.

At that time, Chen's father and Chen's mother were just ordinary teachers, receiving a meager salary every month.In order to treat Xiao Jingyang's illness, the family raised a sum of money from many sources and performed a second operation on him when he was 15 years old.

It was also this successful operation that allowed Xu Jingyang to enter the campus normally.In order for Chen Sheng to take good care of his younger brother, Xu's mother deliberately asked him to stay in the same class for a year and accompany Xu Jingyang to the same class.Anyway, Chen Sheng's grades have always been at the bottom of the grade.Xu Jingyang, on the other hand, was smart since she was a child, and had the ability to never forget.The two brothers are in the class, one is the first and the other is the last.Often Xu's mother received a certificate of merit for her younger son, and she had to accompany her eldest son to hand in the self-criticism.

But Chen Sheng never envied Xu Jingyang for getting more love from his parents.The relationship between the brothers is still very good to this day.Now Xu Jingyang is studying for a doctor of medicine in a famous university in the United States.His body is weaker than normal people, but Chen Sheng is proud of his clever mind.

But meeting Gu Chao was an accident.Chen Sheng's greatest wish when he was a child was to be able to take his younger brother out to play.By chance, he discovered that there was a little guy in the school who looked very much like his younger brother.He asked Gu Chao to call him brother, and would play with Gu Chao when he had time.

Later, when Jingyang's operation was successful, he completely became Jingyang's follower, turning into a favorite brother and a madman.He originally promised Gu Chao that he would go back to him when he had time, but he broke his promise because of this.

When Chen Sheng was in high school, all students with good conditions were equipped with mobile phones.Because Chen Sheng spent a lot of money on Jingyang's surgery, he couldn't enjoy such benefits.His contact with Gu Chao was cut off just like that.And he was busy taking care of Jingyang's basic necessities at school, so he forgot about Gu Chao.

When the crew met Gu Chao again, Chen Sheng failed to recognize him.When they met, Gu Chao was still a little guy who hadn't grown up.When they met again, Gu Chao had already grown into a tall and handsome man with an elegant demeanor.Besides, Gu Chao changed his name on the set, so Chen Sheng naturally didn't think about it.His memories of Gu Chao are limited to the little guy with eyebrows and eyes like Jing Yang's when he was a child.

Yes, it was when Jingyang was a child.Due to physical reasons, Jingyang was only 1.5 meters tall and weighed less than [-] catties until the year of the surgery.

The photo placed by Wang Shuo was taken by Jingyang just after entering the campus, wearing Chen Sheng's uniform.At that time, Jingyang was 1.5 meters tall. In the following two years, Jingyang's body grew rapidly, and her facial features also opened up. On the contrary, she was nothing like when she was a child.

Chen Sheng didn't want to tell his parents his secret because of Jingyang.Chen's father and Chen's mother will go abroad to visit their youngest son whenever they have time.Jingyang's body is different from that of ordinary people, and he lives abroad alone.Compared to him, Jingyang needs someone to take care of him more.

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In the closed car compartment, Chen Sheng sat in the driver's seat and told Gu Chao about his younger brother Xu Jingyang in a calm tone.

From Chen Sheng's mouth, Gu Chao heard how well-behaved and cute Jingyang is, how outstanding and capable he is, a unique person in this world.

So, Gu Chao's eyes were full of blackness, and his suppressed grief and indignation were about to burst out of his chest. He questioned Chen Sheng word by word, "In your heart, am I just a substitute for that person?" When he was needed, he played by Chen Sheng's side as the shadow of that person.

When that person recovered, he was kicked away by Chen Sheng without mercy.Then Chen Sheng was with him later, was it because of that person?Because they were brothers, he acted as that person's stand-in again.

Chen Sheng thought that Gu Chao had misinterpreted his meaning, and explained, "How can you be a substitute? You are thinking wrongly. Besides, you followed me at that time, didn't you have a good time?" Without his protection Just because Gu Chao's father canceled the school's football team, Gu Chao offended a lot of people.

Gu Chao clenched his hands into fists and slammed them hard on the windshield in front of him.He didn't know how much strength he used, Chen Sheng felt that the car body was shaking.

Gu Chao turned around, grabbed Chen Sheng's shoulder, and approached him.He asked Chen Sheng, "Could it be that you will leave me again when he returns to China?"

However, Chen Sheng changed the subject and reminded him seriously, "You are already engaged. Strictly speaking, I have no obligation to explain this matter to you. If you hear clearly, you can get out of the car now."

With red eyes, Gu Chao repeated in a low voice, "No obligation, no obligation. You have no obligation!"

At that time, he made an appointment with Chen Sheng, and Chen Sheng would come back to school to see him every two weeks.Later, Chen Sheng never came again. Worried that Chen Sheng would have an accident, he secretly skipped school and took a bus to the high school where Chen Sheng was studying.

He played truant three times in a row, but failed to find Chen Sheng on campus.Later, his father Gu Chengjiang discovered the fact that he played truant and sent him abroad to study in a rage.

Gu Chao had never asked Chen Sheng why he didn't come to him.He thought that no matter what the reason, he could accept it.So he didn't ask.

But now, he couldn't accept this answer.

The confrontation with his father in the morning is still vivid in his memory. He also swore to his father, "He...can give me happiness."

He also said in front of his sister who loves him the most, "Whoever dares to touch Chen Sheng, I will destroy this family and everyone."

He has nothing now.

He wholeheartedly wanted to escape from the Gu family, to be with Chen Sheng, and to have a small family belonging to the two of them.

It turned out that it was just his wishful thinking from beginning to end.

Even the happiness that was once given to him was temporarily given to him because that person couldn't take it.

It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but Gu Chao found that at this moment, his tears could not help but burst out of his eyes.

He opened the car door and left without a word.

Chen Sheng looked at Gu Chao's leaving back, then started the car and left.Regardless of the past reasons, he does not owe Gu Chao anything.He was serious about falling in love with Gu Chao, but the other party set up a gamble and announced the news of their engagement at the banquet, so far there has been no explanation.

Chen Sheng's only guilt towards Gu Chao was that he couldn't say goodbye to him properly at that time.But at that time, how could he have thought that one day the little guy he took care of as a younger brother would turn into his lover.

It's passed.Chen Sheng thought so.

……

Gu Chao wanted to find a corner and cry secretly.He followed the person he admired for many years, just using him as a stand-in for another person.

The first time he saw Chen Sheng's wallet, he had noticed that photo.It's just that he didn't expect it to end like this.

He doesn't know what else to do now?

The phone rang loudly, and Gu Chao glanced at the incoming call reminder, it was the group of drinking and meat friends in the supercar club.

Since the last gamble, Gu Chao has not contacted them for a long time.

He picked up the phone, and Zheng Shao's noise came from the receiver.

"Gu Chao, there is a game tonight, are you coming? If so, I'll ask them to reserve a seat for you."

Gu Chao opened the car window to let the cold wind blow into the car, patting on his face as much as he wanted.His voice was a little hoarse, and he replied, "Come on. Wait."

"Okay!" Zheng Shao announced loudly to the people next to him, "Young Master Gu will also come over tonight, call for a few more companions, and everyone will get bored."

The game time is seven o'clock in the evening.Gu Chao drove around in his car and did not show up at the starting point on time until 10 minutes before the race.

With a recently popular little fresh meat in his arms, Zheng Shao swaggered over and knocked on the car window.

"Young Master Gu hasn't come to play for a long time. Today I specially invited a few little stars to add to the fun, and they are all over there. You can choose one too."

Gu Chao glanced over, and there were indeed a few people standing in the flower bed by the roadside.Although he is a person who cannot be named, his figure and face are undoubtedly above average.

Gu Chao was not interested, so he declined Zheng Shao's offer.

But Zheng Shao said, "I'm afraid Young Master Gu won't like it? Although these few don't have the titles of film kings, they are good at doing things because they are young. You will find fun after playing twice. Brother, I can still play." I can't lie to you."

Someone next to him interrupted, "Zheng Huapi, stop showing off in front of Young Master Gu. Have you ever been an actor? How do you know that an actor is not good enough? Let me tell you, the more famous you are, the more vigorous you are. Young Master Gu , Do you think it makes sense?"

Gu Chao's face was gloomy, he started the car without saying a word, and closed the window.The roar overwhelmed their laughter and cursing.

Outside the car window, Zheng Shao and his group were still arguing about it.

When the race started, Gu Chao's car rushed out first, as fast as lightning.If not restrained, he may be a professional racing driver.He is indeed qualified.

The racing car is running on the established track, and the winding mountain road is rugged. From a distance, the silver-gray sports car is like a light, leaving a faint phantom where it passes.

All the resentment, unwillingness, and grievances were thrown away, and Gu Chao's mind only remained to move forward.

It would be nice if relationships were like racing cars.It has its own established runway, as long as he keeps running, he will reach the end one day.

Or he just kept running like this, without worrying about how to face Chen Sheng when he wakes up tomorrow.What should he do with Chen Sheng?How else could he love Chen Sheng?He has been living only as a shadow of others.

He is not willing!