What about the food you owe me?

"Retire?" Ye Chen felt cold.

This is the first time he knows that Su Su still has the idea of ​​quitting the circle.

He always thought that Su Su would always be with him.

He thought that after this matter was over, Su Su would be by his side as usual.

However, she originally wanted to quit the circle after tearing it up?

Ye Chen was at a loss, "Don't you want me?" Like an abandoned child.

"I don't want you a long time ago." Su Su gritted her teeth, "If it wasn't for being ruthless, I wouldn't have wanted you a long time ago."

She wanted to abandon her responsibilities several times, and retreated regardless.

But every time, she just thought of how dazed Ye Chen would be when she suddenly received the news that she had left without saying goodbye.

He may keep thinking about what he has done and said, and keep flipping through the chat records, looking for reasons for her to quit the circle.

But in fact, he did nothing wrong at all, he has always treated her and other fans equally.

It was because she didn't want to stay by his side only as an assistant, didn't want to have to talk to him every time, didn't want to see Ye Chen who might suddenly say that he had someone he liked.

She doesn't want to have a crush on her anymore, doesn't want to care about her anymore, doesn't want to like her anymore.

But as long as she stayed by Ye Chen's side, she couldn't let go of this relationship.

That being the case, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and it is better to leave forever than to stay by his side and be tortured by his crush.

"I can't bear it at all. I can't even see you in person. I don't want to only hear your voice online, see your photos, and watch your live broadcast from other people."

Ye Chen said: "We will meet, I don't plan to quit the circle yet, I still want to participate offline, one day..."

"One day? But I may not be here by then..." This is what Susu wants to say to him every time.

"I believe in you, but I don't believe in myself... When I think that one day I don't care about you, and I don't want to see you when you come, I feel very sad now."

"That's why I want to take advantage of this moment to really see you."

"I really want... I really want to touch you..."

This is what she has suppressed for four years, what she never dared to say to Ye Chen.

So it's better to leave now while she still likes Ye Chen.

Ye Chen knew for the first time that Su Su thought so, "Then I'll book a plane ticket to find you now."

"No need, it's too late." Su Su smiled, "Those words are what I wanted to say in the past, but now I don't want to see you anymore."

"Actually, this is pretty good. We will always only maintain an online relationship and not involve each other's three-dimensional. In this way, I won't like you more because I have known you three times."

"Actually, I..." Ye Chen immediately understood what kind of "like" Su Su said.

He even figured it out in a flash. He used to think that Su Su's love for him was just fans' love for his singer, so even if Su Su said he liked him when he had a fever, he only regarded it as a fan's confession to the singer.

However, it turns out that Su Su has always liked him, not as a singer, but as a person.

It's the love I want to hold hands with him in three dimensions.

It turned out that they already liked each other.

That being the case, is it possible for him to keep her?

"Susu..." Ye Chen really didn't want Susu to leave, "Actually, I like you too."

So, don't leave me, okay?

Su Su didn't answer.

She was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed, "You really are a fool."

Ye Chen thought that Su Su didn't believe it, so he was a little anxious, "Su Su, I really like you."

"I believe it." Su Su smiled lowly, "I believe you really thought you liked me."

"But in the middle of the night, I can't feel anything except your habitual dependence and curiosity about me."

"You said you liked me, so why didn't you show it at all? Do you like me just by saying one more word to me in a week?"

"Compared with others, your liking for me is almost nothing."

"Late at night, you are always unguarded against me. If you really like someone, you can't hide it from me."

"So you idiot, don't think you like me anymore, okay?" Su Su said to him softly for the first time, "Your liking is really not like this, late at night."

If you really like someone, you won't be sane all the time.

You are still the impulsive fool you were originally, and you will be exposed if you are not careful.

"I have already found someone to take over what I was doing, and they will come to you after I leave."

"But they are all inexperienced. If you are not satisfied, you can find someone else."

"When I leave, those who have a good relationship with me will leave too."

"I'm sorry, but I seem to have taken all your original fans away."

Only then did Ye Chen have to admit that Su Su was really going to leave.

He asked in a deep voice, "Really, can't you stay?"

"No, I have already cut off all my retreats." Su Su chuckled, "So don't apologize for me anymore, I am quite satisfied that I have the opportunity to involve you once."

"If possible, I don't want to see you again."

"I also hope that I can really hold back from thinking about you in the future."

……

"Afterwards, Susu left." Ye Chen said, "Except for me, no one knows the real reason for Susu's departure. The white ghost may have guessed a little bit, but he doesn't know the specifics."

"Susu's departure dealt a heavy blow to me. At that time, I even felt that since Susu left, I should leave too, because I really couldn't adapt to life without Susu."

But in the world, who can't live without it?

Time is a very magical and hateful thing, after a long time, Ye Chen finally got used to the days without millet.

"They all thought that Su Su and I had a quarrel, and Su Su was so angry that he quit the circle." Ye Chen smiled lowly, "Actually, it's not wrong."

So he didn't want to explain at all, no matter how his fans questioned him, scolded him, or simply dropped fans, he didn't want to explain for himself.

It seems that Su Su's account is still there, but she doesn't use it anymore. Moreover, she deleted all of Ye Chen's friends, and it seems that she also deleted the white ghosts and the others, leaving only a few small fans, but those fans are now It's not with him anymore.

There is only one Weibo account left on Susu's Weibo, which reads, "Retired from the circle, disappearing from the world".

"I've always felt sorry for her, so I wanted to make up for her in another way." Ye Chen said, "So, after I found out that you were the one I apologized to at that time, I took the initiative to approach you, which can also be said to be a kind of compensation."

"It was only later that I was really attracted to you. I admire you for always understanding the fans' thoughts. I like that you know that you are friends with me and the white ghost. You will be abused for no reason but you still won't keep a distance from us. .”

"I like that you can always look at something rationally and optimistically, and your judgment will not be affected."

"I like that you can fully accept other people's kindness towards you, and you can get along with others as if you have known each other for several years."

"I like that you don't need to treat me and the white ghost as big shots, and you won't feel inferior and inferior to us."

"I like the way you said, one day you will be more popular than us."

"Jiang Ran, I like your indifference and leisure, and I also like your self-confidence. I even like your impulsiveness that you sometimes ignore, and I also like how you are sometimes careless and careless."

"In my opinion, you are shining."

"Jiang Ran, you are my light."

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Wow~ Ye Chen's past is finally explained!

For Ye Chen, Susu is his past, present and future, because without Susu, he would not be what he is now

Ye Chen had a girl he liked before, but what he liked about Su Su was not his liking, but his trust, dependence, and curiosity caused by the mystery of Su Su's three-dimensional dimension, Ye Chen mistakenly thought that he had become more concerned about Su Su , This is liking, and Su Su knows himself better than Ye Chen in this matter, so even if she is happy in her heart for a moment, she can only tell Ye Chen the truth

It wasn't because Ye Chen did something wrong that she finally lost control and quit the circle, but because she couldn't bear the pain of her secret love anymore, because she couldn't get what she asked for, which made her feel like another stranger

Although the two of them finally talked about it, Su Su's departure was still a very heavy blow to Ye Chen.

Actually, the reason why I wrote this article at first was because of this paragraph, I wanted to write about Su Su.It's just that after I actually wrote it, it was different from what I originally wanted to write because of some plot problems.

I originally wanted to write about Susu's crush on Midnight, and Midnight's crush on Susu, but both of them hid it well and didn't express it.Midnight can satisfy herself with the love expressed by Su Su as a fan, but Su Su can only tell herself that it is impossible for Midnight to like her.Midnight passively used Su Su's feelings to get what she wanted.

It wasn't until Susu couldn't take it anymore that she finally spoke up late at night, but Susu didn't want him anymore, this kind of plot.

And in this matter, it was the fault of Late Night, who never gave Su Su a sense of security, causing Su Su to always worry about gain and loss.

The two are secretly in love with each other but they don't talk about it. In fact, compared with ordinary lovers, they are a little less intimate, but they are almost the same. They are a little higher than lovers, but their sense of security is extremely low.

Originally, I actually wanted to write it, but when I finished speaking, Su Su cried to Ye Chen: "But I don't want you anymore!" This kind of plot, but it's really a little bit worse if I really want to write it.

That is, I want to write about how I regret it late at night~ I didn’t know how to cherish before. When I really wanted to cherish, the other party had already chosen to leave. It’s a little... a little different from the current situation, but I don’t seem to be able to say where I’m on a business trip?It seems that the difference is that originally Susu might have left with hatred, but the written Susu is more relieved, right?In the middle of the night, it was a matter of liking Susu or not?And, in the original late night, after Su Su left, she was more regretful, but now late night is full of guilt and gratitude towards Su Su.

If it weren't for Su Su, although it wasn't a pleasant meeting, it would have become the original reason for Ye Chen and Jiang Ran to get close to each other.

In addition, Susu's Q, WeChat, Weibo and so on are all there, but Ye Chen's friends have been deleted, and she herself is no longer on the account. At least she doesn't use that account to send any messages. It worked but no one answered it, and Ye Chen learned about it afterwards from those fans who hadn't been deleted as friends, but later these fans would change over time due to various things, and Ye Chen also I don’t know if Su Su said anything with those numbers again, but the default is that there are no more

In addition, if I remember correctly, as long as you do not log in to Weibo for more than three months, the account will be automatically deleted. From this, you can see that Weibo is still logged in, but mobile Weibo can log in to multiple numbers at the same time. Su Su just keeps logging in. She really hasn’t clicked in in the past two years. After all, there is nothing in it.