behind the glitz of the net king

"I'm sorry Yukimura, I'm very tired today and I want to rest."

Echizen Longyue looked at Yukimura Seiichi in the ward with some helplessness. The moonlight in the summer night was clear, which made the young man's face extremely lonely.

Echizen Longyue's thoughts were so chaotic, she didn't know how to face Yukimura Seiichi in the future.

"That's it." Yukimura Seiichi stood up slowly, his face was calm and flawless, but the stiffness in his smile was hard to hide. "I originally wanted to tell you that I was going to participate in the U-17 camp and then go to the United States."

Echizen Longyue lowered her eyelashes and was unable to utter a word. She would blame Keigo Bu for Maeda's affairs, but how good is her own affairs?He was the one who accompanied her in the peaceful transition for a long time, and she felt too much guilt towards Yukimura Seiichi.

Looking up again, the sadness in Yukimura Seiichi's expression has subsided.

"Sleep when you're sleepy." Seiichi Yukimura tucked up the quilt for her with a smile, as if he didn't know about Keigo Atobe and her upcoming engagement.

The turmoil in Echizen Long Yue's eyes gradually calmed down, sleepiness was like a net, binding her tightly, and her consciousness lost clarity.

She sleeps with him.Yukimura Seiichi couldn't help but think so.

The young man's hands were heavily covering her eyelids, undoubtedly a kind of extreme warmth in the lifeless ward.

"I'm sorry, but I won't let go."

He looked at the stream of people with colorful lanterns outside the glass, and there were intermittent lights on and off in his pupils.At this moment, he should have been receiving treatment in the United States, not here.

Every time Yukimura Seiichi thinks of death, a chill spreads in his heart.

He has no fear of death, but he is not willing to die so easily, and his survival instinct also drives him to do everything possible to survive.

Although sometimes life is worse than death and makes him think of giving up, but he still has to live.Because he has the belief to live.

There are so many good things in this world, but none of them belong to him.She was the only one he could win over, and he knew that his smile would make her feel warm, just as her smile would warm him.He still has tennis, and tennis is the only thing he can rely on now.

She didn't know his flight.He had originally made up his mind to leave.However, there was still no way to leave her behind.

He went to the airport yesterday accompanied by an American friend, but he chose to come back while waiting for the plane.Well, back to Tokyo, back to her.

In the waiting room, his finger was cut open for no reason. He looked at the faces with indifferent expressions, as if they were all coldly engraved from the mold of the same city. They were walking in the hustle and bustle or living in the cracks of the city. He was suddenly terrified of becoming one of them.

He suddenly heard her calling his name in a low voice, hovering above again and again.It seemed to be coming from his body, the most painful voice in the world had clearly echoed in his body.

The American friend who was traveling with him took off his earphones, placed his finger in a random direction, and asked him in customary American English: "Yukimura, are you okay?"

"I miss the person I miss. I'm not well." The other party's interested look made Yukimura Seiichi smile symbolically.

The other party yelled and laughed, showing his white teeth, "You can't bear her!"

"Just leaving like this doesn't make her remember me forever. Even if I leave, I will leave an indelible mark on her life, even if it is pain."

Yukimura Seiichi switched to Japanese and suppressed his smile. Before the bewildered counterpart could react, he dragged his luggage and left the waiting room.

Even if he still wants to go to the United States in the end, he will also cause Echizen Ryuue Eisei a sense of guilt.Even if a large blank period is left to Keigo Atobe, he will still be the winner in the end.

Against the flow of people at the airport, he only knew how to run, even if, even if he could only catch her figure.

Who has never been willful in youth, as long as he is willful this time, he will have lived.

"Hey, Mom and Dad? Please let me take part in the U-17 camp before going to the United States. Postpone the time to go to the United States!" He grabbed the phone receiver and his voice trembled, his voice sounded like a kind of stubbornness.

his tennis balls.His Echizen Longyue, that's all he wants, please let him stay!

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