[Attack on Titan] Visual inspection, abducted a little angel

Everyone in this world has delusions.

Delusion is impossible.

My delusion is ---- died in battle in the place of the tombstone in memory.

In the silent silence, I watched Anna, who had always held her head high and radiant, curled up in her shell. This scene was inexplicably familiar to me, but I couldn't remember when I saw it.

"...I'm sorry." Anna didn't look up.

never mind,

I gave a wry smile, took the knife and left, I need to find a place to wash those sticky things.

The water in the creek is very clean, I put the knife in, and the viscous blood turned into strange totems and floated out of the knife, watching the filth flow away from my fingers, I felt an indescribable depression in my heart .

There are very light footsteps approaching, the sound of breathing is gentle, and the visitor is sitting next to me.

"...head."

It is a very clear voice, which makes people feel cheerful inside. It is not difficult to imagine that the speaker has a sunny expression.

I turned around and saw Alan smiling brightly at me with blood on his head.

"Will you bandage me up?"

I stared at this bloody handsome face in a daze for three seconds, and finally realized that the person opposite asked me to help with bandages and even handed over the bandages by the way.

Tell him to sit still and I stand behind him and tie him loosely so he can heal on his own, dressing the wound just to prevent infection.

But this guy is really good at making others worry about him, so he followed him with a broken head.

No wonder Mikasa always considered himself his guardian.

"Did I do it?" Thinking about my unstable mental state when holding the knife before, my heart skipped a beat, and I couldn't help asking.

"No, you even avenged me." When he said this, he narrowed his emerald eyes and smiled like a sneaky cat.

"They put me on this team because of you?" I sit back next to him.

"Well, and I'm still in charge of protecting me personally," Allen looked at the beautiful little fish that were nearly transparent in the stream, "My bait function has been successfully achieved, Almin and the others should already be in action, no need It should take too long to join us."

"Ah."

"At that time, I will continue to walk forward with Mikasa Armin and the others. The map says there is a sea there."

"Ah."

"Does Shirley want to come with you?"

I could feel Allen looking at me, with undisguised anticipation in his eyes, as if trying to convince me with his gaze, that he kept staring until I answered.

"Thank you," I looked at the freshly cleaned blade in my hand, "but I can do it alone."

One goes home or stays out, one can do whatever one wants.

Allen bent one leg, leaned his head on it, and continued to stare at me.

His eyes express endless grievances and resentments...

"I thought we had become friends in the past two days," his tone was very sincere, his eyes still aggrieved, "Can't we just treat it as being with me?"

I carefully retracted the knife to my waist, I retracted it very slowly, but the gaze was still fixed on me stubbornly.

The knife was finally back in its sheath, but the eyes were still there, and there was a tendency to get worse.

Me: "...well."

Allen probably didn't react at first, but after three seconds of resentment, he did.

"Then it's a deal!" Allen raised his eyebrows and showed a masculine smile.

What followed went very well.

There were no more emergencies, and we successfully joined the group of people Alan mentioned after crossing the forest.

To my surprise, it was two people who joined us.

On one side are the people in the wall, and the one at the beginning is obviously an acquaintance of Alan, because when he saw the short blond hair, he smiled heartily and hooked the other person's neck. Laughing.

On one side are people from my hometown, and the leader is my former instructor Rui Mi, who is now the commander-in-chief of the military department in my hometown, an uncle who smokes cigarettes all day long.

"You killed someone again?" Rui Mi leaned over with a cigarette in his mouth, looking like a wretched uncle.

I hummed.

"Untie the knife and show me."

I hesitated, and untied the knife and gave it to him.

"The real thing," he held it up to have a look seriously, and then suddenly put it on his shoulder with a serious face, "Then I confiscated it."

............

Nani? !

"Give it back to me." I subconsciously reached out to snatch it, but the other party took advantage of his height to hold up the knife and let me jump under it.

"The legs are really short." This old and disrespectful guy also said this.

fuck you!

There was an unknown fire in my heart, and it burned all the way to the top of my head. I only felt the heat rising up, and my brain went blank for a moment. When I came back to my senses, I was doing a leg lift--the knee was right on the crotch of the bastard in front of me. between.

"Aw!" Ruimi held my knife, and this time he was going crazy, "You! You! You! You attacked the officer! Aww...my happiness in the next life depends on it..."

Humm...how does it feel to be kicked in there by someone with short legs....

I was suddenly very happy, well, very happy.

"That's right," the person who had a face full of shit just a second ago suddenly calmed down and hit my head with my knife, "A big girl is screaming and killing all day and still has a frozen face , Now that you get angry, won't you feel better?"

My first reaction was to grab the knife, but he dodged it.

The person who was still smiling suddenly became serious again. I thought he was up to something, but I didn't expect him to take a breath and shouted loudly:

"Soldier Shirley Elaine!"

The familiar tone and content reminded me of the time when I was training soldiers.

My body reacted first - chest out, stomach in, knees together, eyes looking straight at him.

"I hereby pronounce you dismissed from all service and honors in the army,"

...Huh?

"You no longer have the rights that a soldier should have. From now on you are just a civilian."

.....Could it be April Fool's Day today?

"Your giant power is forbidden to be used, then just live as an ordinary person."

Remy turned and left.

But I'm still in total shock.

I can't believe it.

I'm... not a soldier anymore?

"Don't be kidding!" I chased after him, "Give me back the knife!"

That thing... must be brought back...

【You have to take it with you】

Can't lose it....

【Even at the end of life】

Someone grabbed my arm, too hard to ignore.

I regained my senses in a trance, the strong feeling just now had dissipated, and I didn't even understand why I wanted to catch up on purpose.

Just now... who whispered in my ear?

A not-so-broad hug suddenly surrounded me, and the familiar smell of perfume enveloped me, but I still couldn't get used to it.

"sorry."

The earlobe on the right was warm for a while, and then something was pulled out. I subconsciously reached out to touch it, and found that there was nothing on it.

"It's too much to keep holding things from people I like in front of my eyes." She smiled and let go of her hand. I turned around and saw Anna showing her usual confident and slightly arrogant smile. "Take it as my birthday present this year, and I took it away."

She turned around, turned her back to me and raised her right hand to give a thumbs up, then waved it rhythmically in a large arc.

The afternoon sun blurred my vision for an instant, and I vaguely saw several familiar figures.

should have remembered...

I stared blankly at Anna's figure, and for the first time I realized very clearly----

Did I forget something?

"Let's go." The surroundings became very quiet. Alan didn't know when he came over and took my hand and held it tightly, but I didn't know what to do. In fact, I even doubted whether I Still alive, everything is very blurry in my eyes, the sound of birds, the sound of wind, the sound of footsteps...disorganized, the world suddenly becomes a mottled ink painting in my eyes, I can see it, but it is no longer me The way I thought it would be.

Familiar yet unfamiliar, even the feeling of being alive has become blurred...

What did I forget?

I followed Alan's voice like this, and seeing his broad back blurred into my whole world, I suddenly felt a lot more at ease, and unconsciously followed his pace.

Later, there was the sound of waves, and the salty smell penetrated into the nose. The world suddenly opened up, and a sea connected to the sky appeared in front of my eyes. The sea water washes, and my mind is blank.

"Look!" Alan was still holding my hand. He tightened his fingers to get my attention. I heard him shout, "This is the sea! Shirley, do you see it!"

What can I do if I see it...

I thought in a trance.

Many things appeared uncontrollably in my mind - black clothes corners, familiar and inexplicable smiles, hands waving together, blood, blood, blood...

Blood, blood, blood, blood, blood...

I feel that my pupils are dilated, and the world inside is stained with bloody red. It greedily devours the sea water and sunlight, and finally hits me dissatisfied, and spreads to my feet bit by bit...

"Draw the knife! Shirley!"

My hands trembled uncontrollably, and I couldn't calm down even if I grabbed the cold and hard object around my waist. I stared blankly at the giant ape who was tearing my companion in half.

Blood and unknown internal organs were scattered all over the place, and warm liquid splashed on my face.

I felt like my legs were as heavy as lead, and the knife around my waist seemed to have suddenly reached an incredible weight, a weight that made me unable to move.

Hands covered in blood and guts reached out to me, and I saw the contemptuous smile behind it, but I couldn't move.

Already...it doesn't make sense...

Rather than...

Hands loosen slowly...

But a force pushed me away, and someone came with short, warm flaxen hair....

I watched the rough nails penetrate his body, and he looked at me with eyes that had never been calmer.

Live, he said.

I managed to pull out the knife, completing my role as a knife at the last moment.

But it's too late.

It's just me.

it's all my fault.....

If only I could have drawn my knife sooner!

They won't die!

it's all my fault.....

it's all my fault.....

It's all my fault....

I heard a bang, so low, but I was ecstatic, I saw the short flaxen hair soaked in blood, its owner looked at me, his eyes were a little dazed but still reassuring.

"Shirley, you have to go back alive."

"No...it's just me...I'm a sinner...."

"You want to live."

"If it wasn't for me...you would have survived...all because of me...."

"Then live with this guilt and use your whole life to atone for it."

I stared blankly at his pale face, a cool object touched my palm, I clenched it subconsciously, and turned my head to see, it was a cross earring.

"I heard that people in the past would tie prisoners to a cross..."

"Since you can't give up these guilt, then live with this bondage."

"Must, live on..."

I watched him close his eyes wearily, like a traveler who has finally finished a long journey and fell asleep soundly.

That piece of blood came again, and what was left in the end were countless words, fragmentary, crazy words...

"It is said that she was the only one in her team who survived."

"Could it be that she killed everyone else after turning into a giant?"

"Who knows..."

I suddenly saw a different red, it was so familiar, I stepped forward to grab it in surprise, I couldn't wait to feel its warmth, but then a force hit my cheek hard, I was forced to tilt my head, but felt no pain.

"Why are you the only one who survived!"

There was a heart-piercing cry, and someone grabbed me by the neckline.

"Why did Atlans die instead of you!"

"Why are you the one who came back alive!"

That's right...why am I the one who came back alive...

"Yeah, I should have died..."

I found myself laughing, the neckline loosened, and I smiled at her, but there were tears and...unconcealable horror on her face.

"I should be the one who died..."

That's right...Shirley Elaine, the former First Blade, you no longer have any value...

[Leave everything to me. 】

I stayed in my room, the surrounding was very quiet, I looked at the knife almost obsessively.

【You just need to live as a 'knife'. 】

[I will help you kill everyone you want to kill. 】

【Just leave you to me...】

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