he from the deep sea

get angry.

Ou Sheng's eyes were fixed on any reaction of the sea monster, and he strongly hoped to see the expression he was used to from that calm face.

Anger, disgust, sarcasm, alienation, all the negative emotions he was used to seeing would always come out of this face, making that pretty face ugly.

Chang Qing was put on Ou Sheng's shoulders, lowered his eyes slightly, and did not refute what Ou Sheng said about selling Qiqi to Ou Sheng's family.

The long eyelashes hang down gently, and the short hair gently floats a few strands of hair in the wind, standing there peacefully, like a stone sculpture that does not exist.

The sea monster just stood there, frowning as Ou Sheng imagined.

After all, there was still a tinge of pleasure in Ou Sheng's heart, he could be easily irritated with a few words, he was not as calm as he appeared on the surface, was he?

However, the sea monster just stepped forward and held Changqing's arm.

The white fingers were very slender, and they held Changqing's arm. Changqing felt the obvious coolness above the temperature. When he woke up again, his arm was pulled hard, and he was directly dragged behind by the sea monster.

"Don't bully my child casually, I will be angry." Changqing was hugged obediently like that, without the slightest resistance, the docile one is really like a domestic dog, who has forgotten how to use fangs.

Ou Sheng frowned: "Sir, I didn't bully him."

"Father, it doesn't matter." Changqing pulled the sea monster's clothes from behind, was too calm, and the pupil color was deeper than ordinary people's, making these eyes always hide a lot of little secrets, " As he said, he did not bully me, after all, stating the facts is not a form of bullying."

The sea monster lowered its head. The child's figure was very slender, but he was obviously not weak. Therefore, when he looked at him with such an expression, he was a little more stubborn and indifferent, which made the sea monster feel inexplicably uncomfortable. .

"I said I wouldn't mind." The sea monster thought that Changqing felt so alienated because he felt guilty about doing something wrong.

"Of course, father, I don't care if you mind or not." Changqing kept the tone of a robot as usual, shutting out all the concerns of the sea monster, "I didn't think that selling Qiqi would be a big deal for me. What's the harm?"

The sea monster didn't speak, but just looked at Changqing silently, and Changqing also looked back calmly. The sea monster suddenly didn't know how to face it.

"Really, do parents nowadays like to meddle so much?" Ou Sheng laughed out loud after hearing Chang Qing's words, with strong sarcasm and an attempt to offend the sea monster, "Obviously they don't need you to meddle with you. Mind your own business, if you have the ability to stock it for five years, then if you have the ability, why don't you just throw it away like this?"

Ou Sheng stepped forward and hooked Changqing's neck directly: "I never thought that my little loyal dog would be so strong in front of my father? You are usually too docile to make me think you are only servile."

The sea monster frowned, Ou Sheng's attitude and expression seemed to be deliberately provoking their relationship, but...

It feels deliberate, yet unintentional.

"Father..." Changqing glanced at the sea monster, and said to Ou Sheng, "Brother Ou, I will take my father and leave for a while, and then I will go back soon, is that okay?"

May I?

When the sea monster heard this sentence, it was beyond shock. Changqing is a person who is quite self-confident and understands his own abilities very well. an' can you? '.

The sea monster's mood was too complicated, so it didn't react for a long time.

Ou Sheng looked at the sea monster with a little contempt, raised the corners of his mouth, shrugged his shoulders, glanced at the sea monster, turned around and left without further entanglement.

"Father, I'll take you home." Chang Qing hesitated for a moment, then reached out and grabbed the sea monster's wrist, not very intimate, and the temperature was also very low.

The sea monster followed behind Changqing: "What if I don't go?"

"Father, as I said before, please don't add unnecessary trouble to me at will." Changqing didn't even turn his head, "I can already decide my own affairs."

"I need Ou Sheng." Said the sea monster.

Changqing's movements finally paused, and he turned his head to look at the sea monster, and finally shook his head: "You don't need Ou Sheng."

Disagreement.

For the first time, the sea monster knew how troublesome it would be if he and his child disagreed.

Changqing is no longer the kid who worried about many things back then, who did he learn from!

After all, Changqing's expression softened, and he stepped forward to try to hug the sea monster's shoulders to comfort him, but he was really not tall enough.

Of course, the sea monster noticed the opponent's small movements, and bent down slightly, letting Changqing's hands gently embrace him.

"Don't worry, I always have my own considerations when I do things. For me, your return is already the greatest comfort, and I don't need you to do anything more."

Changqing leaned his cheek against the sea monster's hair, his nose lingered the fresh fragrance that he had dreamed about, and deep in his eyes was the nostalgia that only he knew.

"The role of parents does not necessarily have to help children choose. Sometimes as long as I know where you are and what you are doing, let me know anytime and anywhere, and there is a place to go back to. That's enough."

The sea monster doesn't understand, Changqing thought.

It is impossible for sea monsters to understand the complex emotions of human beings.

How important is the existence of parents to a human being. Parents are the existence that supports the strongest family in the heart.

A person can work hard not only because of his own ability, but also because he knows that even if he fails, there is still a strong family behind him, so that he can give it a go without fear.

Maybe other people are not, but Changqing himself is like this.

"I don't want to see you being bullied." The sea monster leaned on Changqing's shoulder and said sullenly.

"No one will be able to bully me, even if they can now, they will never have this opportunity again in the future."

Changqing's fingers clenched unconsciously, and a few strands of sea monster's hair were nestled in Changqing's palm, and the sea monster could feel the strength of Changqing's fingers through the hair.

"I can suffer, I can endure pain, I can survive hardships, and I can endure loneliness. After all, whoever makes me taste these things will regret it."

The sea monster's mood is very complicated. He knows that what Changqing said is true. Changqing will definitely use his own way to stand out and stand at the highest peak. Changqing is the one with the most ambiguous personality among all the children. He has no absolute direction, but it also means that he has countless possibilities.

only……

In the same way, since Changqing said so, he must be suffering, suffering, and enduring hardship and loneliness now.

"But..." the sea monster blinked his eyes, and his pupils were completely disappointed, "There should be no parents who don't feel sorry for their children when their children are suffering?"

Even if these children were not his own, he was already so worried. If they were his own, wouldn't he feel the same way?

"Then you should be distressed." Changqing said lightly, "Distressed, worried, at a loss, confused, you just miss it so much, in order to punish you for abandoning my sins of five years."

Both were silent.

Irreconcilable contradictions.

The sea monster frowned, broke free from Changqing's embrace and stood up straight, Changqing's hand involuntarily brushed across the sea monster's cheek, quite reluctant to part.

"I will not leave here." The sea monster said, the wind blows the sea monster's long hair, and the blue hairband tied in it randomly tied a bunch of hair, "I will do what I want to do , as you said."

"If you respect me, leaving now is the best respect for me." Changqing couldn't help but let go of his harsh words.

"What is best for you is not the case for me." The sea monster stretched out his hand to cover his evergreen eyes, "From now on, you will never see me again, and I will not let you find me, just like You specially changed everything about yourself, making it impossible for me to find you!"

The light covered by the sea monster's hand took away all of Changqing's vision. When the words of the sea monster appeared in his ears, Changqing heard his heart beat faster and faster, as if he was about to lose his mind. The panic made Changqing unable to restrain his instinct and suddenly reached out to grab the person in front of him.

However, the occlusion in front of him disappeared, and the moment Changqing opened his eyes, there was nothingness in front of him.

There is no sea monster, no familiar voice, and no one he cares about.

At this moment, Changqing's heart was suddenly empty.

Grabbing the left chest unconsciously, the nails of the fingers were piercing into the chest through the school uniform. At this moment, Changqing felt that he could not breathe.

The sea monster stood far above the treetops, seeing all of Changqing's expressions.

This child has always yearned for the best, forgetting his truest thoughts, and persistently thinking that what he does is his inner choice.

This is not duplicity.

This is the habit of deceiving myself.

His intuition told him that if he let go now, then next, he would become another person, lose his soul, and become a machine with input instructions in an evergreen shell.