don't sacrifice

The sky was clear, blue and cloudless.

Haojun actually slept until noon today, he lay in bed for a long time before getting ready to get up and open the shop.A few days ago, Bai Yuxi's death touched him deeply, and it was still difficult for him to get rid of the guilt in his heart.He even questioned himself over and over again at night why he was controlled by hatred and became the murderer who indirectly killed Bai Yuxi.

He also went to Xiaobai, trying to help him as much as possible, trying to get some comfort.But Xiaobai didn't give him any chance, he rejected him and Zhou Qichen together.

So far, nothing can be undone?Every time he thinks of this, Haojun's hatred for him increases a bit.He even felt that he might be like this for the rest of his life, completely out of control.

"Oh, Boss Wei, why did you open the door?" But as soon as he opened the door, he was greeted by a person.It was Aunt Huang from the grocery store next door. She blocked Wei Haojun as if she was in a hurry, and said anxiously with her thick lips, "There is a customer who has been waiting for you for a long time! I think he has been squatting all morning. If he didn't go in front of your house, he thought he must have urgent business with you, so he brought him to my house!"

"Guests?" Hao Jun was at a loss, all the customers in his shop had his mobile phone number, and if there was something urgent, he would call him, "What customer?"

"He's a tall and handsome guy from Shanghai. He said he's an old acquaintance with you!" Aunt Huang said, "You'll remember it when you go and meet him!"

As she said that, she took Haojun to her grocery store. Haojun's mind was in chaos, and he always felt that no one would wait for him like this.

Pushing open the curtain, I saw a handsome man sitting on a pony with his legs curled up, holding a child's toy in his hand, playing happily with Aunt Huang's daughter, and the little girl laughed like a silver bell .

Seeing the door open, the man turned his face.The youthful face of the past and the face that seemed to have gone through a foreign country at this time overlapped in Hao Jun's mind.

"Qin Chuan?"

He was really surprised that he met a long-lost old friend in a foreign country.The breeze spreads, causing faint ripples.The world is really wonderful, it seems that the letter opened yesterday changed him back.

"Hao Jun!"

When Qin Chuan saw him, he looked very excited.He stepped forward to hug him, his fingers trembling slightly.

"It's really been a long time."

The hug lasted a second before he let go of him.He held his face and looked at it carefully.

"You've lost weight again, Haojun."

The corners of his eyes unconsciously overflowed with infinite love and compassion.I finally saw you, I finally saw you, at this moment Qin Chuan looked at him, just wanting to rub him into his eyes.

"No." Hao Jun was also very excited to see him, but he just raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "When did you return to China? I heard that you started a company, and you are doing well?"

"Have you ever asked about me?" Qin Chuan's eyes seemed to light up.

"I heard them talk about it at the class reunion." Hao Jun returned, "They all said they admired you very much."

Qin Chuan's eyes dimmed slightly, "But it's different now, I'm down."

"What?" Hao Jun asked in bewilderment.

"Haojun, I'm bankrupt." Qin Chuan let go of Haojun's face, his face was serious, and his tone seemed to be sad, "The company is not doing well and has closed down. And I have no relatives here, so I can only Come to rely on you."

This is of course a lie.

Yesterday he learned the news that Haojun was in Beihai, so he bought a plane ticket overnight and rushed over.He thought about it all night on the plane before he came up with the most plausible reason.

"Bankrupt?"

Hao Jun was also a little surprised. He always thought that Qin Chuan was a very business-minded person, how could he be bankrupt just by saying that he was bankrupt.

But looking at his exhausted look and the pleading look in his eyes, he still chose to believe him.

"Then...go to my house first."

"Ok!"

Seeing that he seemed to agree, Qin Chuan instantly burst into a smile.He quickly picked up the suitcase and handed the toy to Aunt Huang's daughter.

"Brother, are you leaving?"

When Aunt Huang's daughter saw that he was going out, she pursed her lips in displeasure.

"Big Brother is not leaving, Big Brother will live next door to you from now on!"

Aunt Huang picked up her daughter and said to her with a smile.

Haojun's Aunt Huang thanked her and led Qin Chuan out.After only a few steps, they arrived at the door of Haojun's shop.

"Human tailor..." Qin Chuan looked at the signboard at the door, and read it softly, feeling rather tasteful.

"You'd rather name the shop." Seeing that Hao Jun had already opened the curtain and entered, he also followed in three steps at a time.

"Do you know where this is?" After entering the house, Haojun asked him to put the suitcase at the door.

"...Qing'an Street, Beihai City?" Qin Chuan thought for a while before answering.

Haojun bought him a cup of warm water and put it on the table.Then he walked slowly to the window.Originally, he and Xiaobai went to the police station, so they were closed in the morning, so they drew the curtains.But now he opened the curtains all at once, and the warm afternoon sun leaked in through the window, as if it wanted to warm people's hearts.

The street was silent, and the smell of cooking from several houses wafted quietly along with the warm wind.Sitting under the wall was an old man who had already finished his meal, squinting his eyes, enjoying the time leisurely.The birds are chirping, and the summer cicadas are hidden under the shadow of the leaves.

"This is the world." Haojun turned sideways, letting Qin Chuan see the miniature of the street outside the window.It seemed that he had seen the three years of leisure time he had spent here.

Qin Chuan has seen too many bustling cities in the past few years, lingering in feasting and feasting every day.In fact, when he first stepped into this street, he felt that the air here seemed to be different from the outside, which could make people feel the most rustic atmosphere.

"Actually, there's one thing I've always felt sorry for you." Hao Jun turned around, and Qin Chuan was slightly taken aback by the silhouette against the light.

"At the beginning, the internship company you introduced to me, I left without completing the internship period..." Hao Jun said slowly, his thoughts seemed to have drifted back to those years, "The main reason is that I really can't get used to that environment, Ordinary days like this suit me."

"So that's what happened." Qin Chuan came over and stood side by side with him at the window, squinted his eyes and said, "You don't have to worry about it at all, and you can't say that you are sorry for me."

He lowered his head slowly, and suddenly saw Haojun's hand on the window frame.The dazzling tattoo on the ring finger of his right hand.

"How are you and Zhou Qichen...?" Qin Chuan asked deliberately.

Zhou Qichen.It's the name again.

"...We broke up a long time ago." Hao Jun noticed his gaze, and gently rubbed the tiny tattoo with his hand, "Before the internship."

"Then why are you moving to Beihai City?" Qin Chuan asked.

"It was so stupid at the time..." Hao Jun raised the corners of his mouth, as if he was mocking himself back then, as if he was mocking himself a few days ago, "I don't know how to let go, and in the end, I will harm others and myself."

Qin Chuan didn't understand the meaning, but continued to ask, "Then... are you going to let go?"

Hao Jun was silent for a while, and said, "I have to let it go, all this should have ended long ago."

He remembered everything he had done.At this time, he didn't even understand what purpose he was in.

Qin Chuan looked at him quietly from the side, how much he wanted to tell him that he was actually the one who couldn't let go.After so many years, he got married and created a business, but he still couldn't find a haven for his soul to rest.He is a successful person in the eyes of others, but only he knows that every time he dreams back at midnight, he will dream of the biggest failure in his life.That confession.However, when he woke up again, the pillow towel was soaked through.

But now, he is divorced, and he has given up everything that was once glorious and returned.Finally standing beside that person again, he didn't know if he could still express that love.He was so timid for the first time.

"Don't just talk about me, how are you doing recently?" Hao Jun covered up the sadness just now with a smile, and he took Qin Chuan to sit down at the table, "Why did you suddenly..."

"Hmm..." Qin Chuan sat down, "A shopping mall is like a battlefield, and victory or defeat is a common matter in military affairs. I have seen through this point a long time ago. I succeeded too quickly at the beginning, so naturally there were many mistakes. This failure can also make me I just reflect on my shortcomings."

"Then what do you plan to do in the future?" Seeing that he was quite optimistic, Hao Jun began to ask him about his thoughts on the future.

"...I don't know for the time being." Qin Chuan raised his eyebrows.

"Then if that's the case." Hao Jun suddenly paused, with a faint embarrassment on his face, "Would you like to work with me as an elite? It can be regarded as repaying your friendship for finding a job for me back then."

"What repayment is not repayment!" Qin Chuan heard him say this, and the joy in his heart could not be concealed. "It's great that you are willing to take me in!"

"I was worried that I would wrong you if I kept you here..." Hao Jun still looked a little embarrassed, "Although you are down and out, I believe you still have the ability to make a comeback, and I might delay you..."

"No delay, no delay!" Qin Chuan stood up excitedly, "Don't think so much, I am very willing to work with you!"

Looking at his appearance at this moment, it seems that he has returned to many years ago. "That's good." Hao Jun looked at him, smiling very nicely.

"Then what can I do?" Qin Chuan asked again.

"Anything is fine, front desk, logistics, design... If you want to learn how to make clothes, I can also teach you." Haojun replied.

It seemed that it was the same as when he started his business back then, that feeling of longing resurfaced in Qin Chuan's heart again.He originally thought that he had calmed down, but at this moment the calluses on his heart seemed to peel off, and he began to look forward to the future again.

"Oh!" Hao Jun suddenly shouted, "You must not have eaten yet! You were too busy chatting and forgot about this..."

Qin Chuan even said that he was not hungry.

"No matter what, you have to eat." Hao Jun got up and went to the kitchen, "I'll make you some, but they are light dishes, so don't dislike them."

Soon the sound of his busy work came from the kitchen.Qin Chuan stood up, the sun was still warming his heart.In the world, he murmured, it's great, I'm back in the world again.

"Haojun, let me help you..."