don't sacrifice

Ever since Haojun and Zhou Qichen were together, he felt that time passed quickly in joy, and felt that the years before he knew Zhou Qichen were wasted.

In the first semester of his senior year, Zhou Qichen broke up with his girlfriend in Songcheng, which Zhou Qichen rented together, and moved back to the school dormitory.But Haojun took advantage of the opportunity and moved in, and began to live together with Zhou Qichen.

The life of the two of them was very happy.They usually go home from school together and buy some fruits and vegetables on the way.After arriving home, Zhou Qichen took off his shoes and flung himself on the bed. Although Hao Jun would scold him impatiently, the expression on his face was still full of doting.

After that, Haojun came to the kitchen to cook, and Zhou Qichen would follow along, using the trick he learned from idol dramas to surround Haojun from behind.The two were close to each other, and Zhou Qichen would bite Haojun's ear at this moment.Seeing that the ear tips of the person in his arms turned red and hot, he let go of his hand with a look of relief.

In fact, Haojun also knows that the simple happiness in front of him is hard-won.There are a lot of gossip about them in the school of the two of them, and when they walk side by side on the road, there will be people pointing at their backs.Many male friends in Haojun's school began to alienate him intentionally or unintentionally, and the teacher seemed to know about it.

One day, Haojun's counselor stopped him at school with a serious face and asked him to go to the office with her.At that time, Hao Jun was about to go out to meet Zhou Qichen, and hurried out.Seeing the counselor's face, he probably guessed a thing or two, and didn't dare to say anything, so he had to follow the counselor.

"I heard you have a boyfriend?"

With few people in the office, the counselor cut to the chase.She is an old lady who is over half a century old, and usually only wears the most conservative black, but now she hears that someone rumored that her student is gay, which makes her feel awkward from the bottom of her heart.

"I……"

Hao Jun was frightened by her eyes, and didn't dare to admit it generously for a while.He had thought many times that someone would ask this kind of question, but when he encountered this kind of situation, he could not say a word after rehearsing it several times in his mind.

"Do you know what homosexuality is?" Seeing that he didn't speak, the counselor thought it was the default.As soon as she slapped the table, she said more severely, "Homosexuality is psychopathy! Men and men or women and women are together, it is against the law of heaven! What can you do with that boy now, what can you do?" Can you get married, can you have children, can you do things that ordinary couples can do?"

"What I just said is far away." The counselor changed the subject, stroked his hair with his hand and continued, "I understand you young people, you are just too impetuous, you like to find excitement, and you like new things. You are just too young, take care of yourself Think about it, it’s not good to be a normal child, not for yourself but also for your parents!"

Her words were like machine guns, she didn't give Haojun a chance to speak at all.After saying this, she suddenly looked at Haojun with pity, which made Haojun feel uncomfortable.

Haojun's chest suddenly burst into flames. The phrase "psychological abnormality" made him feel a little nauseous. He suppressed his anger and responded to the counselor, "Teacher, I don't think what you said is right."

"What do you want to say?" The counselor interrupted him again, "You say this is love?" Her eyes were full of disdain, "Forget it, young man, love is already very rare in the heterosexual world. It’s rare, how can it be called homosexual?”

"No!" Haojun became even more emotional, "I believe that the relationship between me and him is not a whim of novelty, nor is it a so-called abnormality, but true love!"

"Bah! Bullshit love!" This sentence seemed to arouse the counselor's sad past, and she stood up excitedly, "Your love has nothing to do with me, but you are not allowed to cause such a bad influence in school!"

"Then why can heterosexual love be fair and aboveboard in school, and everyone has to point fingers at us!" Hao Jun was also very excited, and raised his voice, "Why are we bad influences!"

"Because you're always invisible!" The counselor's neck was pulled out with veins, and she wanted to continue shouting, but the door was suddenly opened, and it was a delicate girl who opened the door. She trembled from the roar .

"Teacher, I'm just here to deliver an assignment..."

The counselor's emotions were interrupted, she looked up at the girl, then at Wei Haojun, there was still resentment and anger in her eyes.She felt that she had lost her composure just now, waved her hand, and walked out of the office by herself.

"Hey..." As soon as the counselor left, the girl changed into another face, walking over carelessly like Wei Haojun, "Did I help you?"

"Fuck you." Hao Jun was still emotionally immersed in just now, and impatiently said something to the girl.

He knew this girl, they were in the same class.The girl's name is Shang Yunxiao, and she has an exceptionally outgoing personality. After a few chance encounters in the library, she became so familiar with her.

"Is it because of the matter between you and your family, Ah Chen?" Shang Yunxiao, as one of Haojun's best friends, naturally also met Zhou Qichen.She heard from her classmates that Zhou Qichen was called to the office by the counselor, and she probably guessed that it was because of this, so she hurried over to rescue him.

"Hmm." Hao Jun was still in a depressed mood, and walked straight to the door and left the office.

Shang Yunxiao followed behind him, and saw that his face was still as if he had eaten shit, so he wanted to comfort him, "Oh, it's not like you don't know that the counselor is crazy, what are you fussing about with her!"

"It's not to argue with her." Hao Jun said with a sigh, "It's because her words do have some truth. There are many people who look at us like her and think that we are different."

"But there are many people who support you, such as me!" Shang Yunxiao patted him on the shoulder, his tone was quite heroic, "Furthermore, your love is your business, just love each other. It's not every All lovers will be blessed!"

"Do you love each other..." Hao Jun muttered to himself, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Zhou Qichen.

Zhou Qichen waited for him at the door for a long time, but seeing that he hadn't come out, he went into the campus to look for him.Going around in circles unexpectedly came to his side.

He raised his hand to signal Haojun, Haojun just nodded his head slightly, and his pace was still not in a hurry.

"Why don't you go there?" Shang Yunxiao asked doubtfully.

"Let's keep a low profile." That sentence was said lightly by Hao Jun, but in fact he didn't know that his heart had changed at this moment.

What's more, he didn't know that everything he experienced that day became a seed, deeply buried in his heart, buried in his relationship with Zhou Qichen.

In time, the seed will grow a flower of evil that destroys everything