don't sacrifice

Wei Haojun and Zhou Qichen first met on a rainy night.

That day, his pet dog had a stomachache in the middle of the night, so he hurried to the street with the dog in his arms. Unexpectedly, it was rainy and slippery, and a car accidentally ran into him.However, at the moment when the car was about to hit him, the dog in his arms broke free from his embrace and jumped down to block the violent impact for him.

The owner of the car was also conscientious, and immediately got out of the car to check the situation.Seeing that he was not injured, but was seriously hit by a dog.Without saying a word, he took them to the pet hospital.

Then he was the Zhou Qichen he met there.

He is a friend of the owner of the car, and it seems that he was called by the owner to help pay the money.The first impression was that he was a handsome man with a wet body.Then he came and sat beside him, smelling of damp after the rain and warm.Wei Haojun had an inexplicable affection for him.

Zhou Qichen seemed to be looking for something to say when he talked to him.From his childhood to the daily life of boys in the dormitory.Many years later, Wei Haojun recalled that rainy night, and he seemed to be able to hear him speaking in a cheerful tone, but he couldn't understand what he was saying.

He took Zhou Qichen's coat and told each other their names.After returning to school, I deliberately asked my classmates about this person.However, it just so happened that one of his roommates was a high school classmate with Zhou Qichen, and under his repeated requests, that classmate managed to get the landline number of Zhou Qichen's rented house after many twists and turns.

Looking at the string of unfamiliar numbers, Wei Haojun struggled inexplicably for several days, feeling that he seemed to have some unreasonable thoughts about this boy.He washed that coat almost every day, and after half a month, the color was almost one shade lighter.He finally made up his mind, stared at the string of numbers for a long time, and then pressed the dial button hard.

"Hey?"

A lazy voice came from the other end of the phone, as if the owner of the voice had just woken up.

Hey, isn't it past ten o'clock in the morning?Wei Haojun became a little nervous, he swallowed, and stammered.

"That... I'm Wei Haojun." His hand holding the phone was sweating slightly, "Are you Zhou Qichen?"

"Ah, it's you!" The voice on the other end of the phone became excited, "How did you get my phone?"

"I……"

At that moment, Wei Haojun had many reasons floating through his mind, but he still couldn't choose the one he thought was the best, and he always felt that each of them carried his special concern for Zhou Qichen.

"What's the matter with you?"

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, the other end of the phone paused for a while before continuing to ask.

"Ah, that..." Hao Jun seemed to be awakened, and blurted out the thoughts in his heart, "I want to see you!"

The moment he said that sentence, he wanted to slap himself, what nonsense he was talking about!

"What did you say?"

Fortunately, he spoke too fast, and Zhou Qichen on the other end of the phone didn't hear him clearly.

"Well, I mean..." Hao Jun pressed his surging heart, and the sizzle of electricity shuttled between them, but the words and sentences seemed to be clearer.

"I want to see you."

This time, he said it very clearly, but he didn't dare to wait for the person opposite to react, so he added a sentence.

"Then give you back the clothes."

"...That's it." It seemed that he had been waiting for a long time, "I remember you are from Jingyi, and Haitong Plaza is pretty close to you. There is a Mr. Li noodle restaurant next to it. At six o'clock this afternoon, you can ?"

"Yes, yes, no problem!" Hao Jun quickly agreed.

"Then we'll see each other."

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be smiling.

"Well, see you soon."

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to have a deer in his arms, bumping around.

After speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry, and held down the deer with his hands, as if he disliked it for being too excited.

After that, we meet, return clothes, eat, and continue to chat.During that chat, he discovered that Zhou Qichen was a very knowledgeable person.He has read a lot of books, almost covering astronomy and geography, for hundreds of years.Hao Jun couldn't help being a little surprised, so he asked.

"How do you read so many books?"

"Because I'm free." He said lightly at first, then lowered his head, took a sip of water and said, "I am born with a strong sense of loneliness. Even if I have very good friends around me, I will feel the time It's ridiculous and empty, and in the end, it becomes a self-indulgent neglect of others."

"Do you remember that I told you about my childhood?" At this time, the afterglow of the setting sun outside the window shone colorfully in front of him, reflecting the dust drifting in time.

"It sounds good, but it's not like that."

"What did you say?" Hao Jun didn't understand what he meant, so he asked back.

"It's nothing." He raised his head, and the inexplicable sadness stopped abruptly.He put on a smiling face again, and continued to talk about other topics.

But Haojun still found the loneliness he didn't want to express, which surprised him.He raised his head again, looking at Zhou Qichen's radiant expression, and then he froze there.

After that, the two got together frequently.In the beginning, there were legitimate reasons almost every time, and of course they were carefully arranged by Hao Jun, such as borrowing books, going to the library and so on.Later, the relationship between the two became better, and they often got together when they had nothing to do.

At that time, Haojun often went out in a hurry when he was fully dressed, and he still had a smile on his face when he came back in the middle of the night.Everyone in the dormitory thought he was in love, and they all came over to make fun of him.He always refuted it when he heard it, but in the middle of the night, he would still laugh at the ceiling for a long time when he remembered it alone.

He realized the bud of this feeling, recalled the holy face of the physical education teacher in high school, and seemed to understand how love exists.

But he wasn't sure that Zhou Qichen liked him too.He observed carefully, and although Zhou Qichen was kind to him, he also seemed to be kind to everyone.Everyone here includes Zhou Qichen's roommates, junior girls, teachers, and even passers-by they met when they went out to play together.He is so kind and amiable, intriguing.

I thought it would be good to continue like this, but fate is always intriguing.In the second year of their acquaintance, a boy in the dormitory next to Wei Haojun, Yue Haojun, met on the playground after evening self-study.Haojun went without thinking too much, but he didn't find the boy in the playground after searching for a long time.He looked left and right for a long time, thinking that he was playing tricks on him, mumbling in his mouth to go back and clean up the guy, got up and was about to go back.

At this moment, a figure suddenly rushed out and hugged him from behind.Haojun was startled, and just about to shout, the man raised his hand to cover his mouth again.

"Don't talk...it's me..."

That voice was exactly the boy who asked him out.At this moment, his tone was trembling slightly, as if the feelings in An Nai's heart.

"Don't talk yet, listen to me."

Haojun just hugged him from behind like this, the boy's breath was blowing to the tips of his ears, making it itchy.

"Wei Haojun, in fact, I have liked you for a long time. I have been paying attention to you silently since the beginning of school. You like to use marine-flavored shampoo, and you look special every time you wash your hair; you also like to eat third-hand shampoo. The egg fried rice in the cafeteria, I hate the taste of the cafeteria too bland, and I will add some old godmothers; you don’t know how to smoke, you are not good at talking to girls, your English is pretty good, and your dream in junior high school is to be a tailor..." The boy The more I hugged him, the tighter it became, as if I was immersed in my own world, "I have really paid attention to you for a long time, but I have never dared to confess, I was afraid that you would not accept... But today I can't help it, I can't do it anymore I'm hiding my thoughts...you, can you be my boyfriend?"

Finally, after listening to him finish these words, the tips of both of their ears were red and bleeding.Wei Haojun felt moved but funny.This boy usually had a good relationship with him, and he also found that there was something strange in the way he looked at him.He also has that kind of thing, but it only appears when he looks at Zhou Qichen.

"Qin Chuan..." Hao Jun softly called the boy's name, "Can you let go of me first?"

"I don't, I won't let go if you don't agree!" Qin Chuan, who is 1.8 meters three, is like a coquettish child at this moment, tightly wrapping his body around his body, stubbornly refusing to let go.

"It's not whether you agree or not...Actually..." Hao Jun paused, "I already have someone I like."

At that moment, his mind was full of Zhou Qichen.He was even thinking how happy he would be if the person who confessed to him at this moment was Zhou Qichen.

That night he explicitly rejected Qin Chuan, and bluntly expressed his budding feelings for Zhou Qichen.And Qin Chuan kept silent, and at the end, when Hao Jun was speaking dryly.He suddenly raised his head, looked at the pure white full moon, and seemed to be gnashing his teeth.

"I won't give up on you."