don't sacrifice

"us…"

"No, we don't know each other."

Wei Haojun decisively interrupted Zhou Qichen's words.When Zhou Qichen's gaze met him again, he lowered his head, frowning secretly.

Not seeing each other for three years, Zhou Qichen hardly changed.It seems that he still has the youthfulness of graduation, but when his eyes looked at him, there was no misty love in him anymore.

But Zhou Qichen felt that Wei Haojun had changed a lot.He was thinner and darker, and there were traces of wind and frost on his face.His eyes drifted to Haojun's hands, those hands became more slender and pale, and there seemed to be many small wounds.And on the ring finger of his right hand, that bright red tattoo seemed to have stabbed his eye.

"Well, you guys..." Xiao Bai looked up at Zhou Qichen, and then at Hao Jun at the door, "Should you know each other?"

"Huaijin, how is your injury?" Hao Jun reacted first, ignoring Zhou Qichen who was at the side, and went straight to Xiaobai's bed, also carefully scrutinizing his injury.

"It's okay, the doctor said that you can leave the hospital the day after tomorrow." Xiaobai comforted Haojun in turn.

"You child, you are really worrying." Looking at his appearance, Hao Jun couldn't help but sighed, and smiled helplessly, "I will not dare to let you go out alone in the future."

Zhou Qichen on the side stood up with a "huh", and the bench made a "bang".Xiaobai and Haojun looked back at him at the same time. "Well, Xiaobai, are you hungry? I'll go shopping and come back." Zhou Qichen said these words in a hurry, turned his head and walked out of the ward.

As soon as I left the door of the ward, the sky outside the window was completely dark, and a few stars were scattered in the sky.The busy traffic outside, the feasting and feasting turned into boundless loneliness in his eyes.He took out a box of Nanjing from his pocket, lit it up, and put it near his mouth.

"Hey, hey, comrade, no smoking here!"

The little nurse passing by glared at him and said.

"Sorry..." Zhou Qichen hastily extinguished his cigarette.

None of the characters.Looking at the figure of the little nurse going away, the long and unfamiliar corridor suddenly reminded him of this word.

He went to the canteen downstairs to buy a bowl of porridge and a few steamed buns, and suddenly thought that Hao Jun might not have eaten.

"Well, boss, let's have two more buns." He hesitated and said.

"Okay!" The boss handed him the bun, he handed over the money, thanked him and left.

When he returned to the ward, he saw Wei Hao Junyi standing at the door from a distance, smoking a cigarette with a stick of Nanjing in his mouth.

"This is a hospital, no smoking." He walked over and whispered.It seems to be reminding Haojun.

"Don't go in, he's asleep." Hao Jun threw the cigarette on the ground and crushed it with the tip of his shoe.He raised his head and asked Zhou Qichen, "...What did you want to say at that time?"

"What time?" Zhou Qichen stopped opening the door and turned to him, "Which time do you mean?"

"...Just now, when Huai Jin asked us if we knew each other."

"Oh." Zhou Qichen let out a chuckle from his nasal cavity, "I didn't think it through at the time." He lowered his eyes, and when he was watching him, there were different colors in his eyes, "Or, do you want me to say what?"

After Wei Haojun listened, there was a warm and angry expression on his face.

"How could I have expected anything from you?" He turned around angrily, almost gritted his teeth and looked at Zhou Qichen, "You really..."

"Shameless." Zhou Qichen smiled wryly and raised the corners of his lips, "You've always used this sentence to swear."

Wei Haojun's words were choked by him, he turned around and stopped looking at Zhou Qichen.The two just stood there shoulder to shoulder for a long time, and the dark corridor seemed to be frozen in time.

"I didn't expect...you really became a tailor." Zhou Qichen stared blankly at his dark red gown, and said thoughtfully.

"Otherwise what can I do, I will starve to death." Wei Haojun said coldly.

"...I'm sorry." After another long silence, Zhou Qichen suddenly said to him.

"If I'm sorry, what do you want the police to do?" Wei Haojun put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked up at the ceiling, "You are really heartless. You washed your tattoos clean when we broke up. I never called me, when I heard that you were transferred to Beihai, I moved house and followed me here, hoping to meet you in the future."

"But I didn't expect to see you today." His tone was cold, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Zhou Qichen remained silent the whole time, he didn't know how to answer his words.

After a long time, Wei Haojun spoke again, "Now, you like Huaijin, right?"

"Huh?" Zhou Qichen straightened his body nervously, as if the secret in his heart had been revealed by him, "I..."

"You don't need to explain, I can see it." Wei Haojun looked at him with a wry smile, "I am so familiar with the way you look at him now, do you know why? Because I have lived in your eyes for many years .”

"..." Zhou Qichen looked at his bitter expression, not knowing how to answer.

"And seeing that we have a close relationship, you're actually jealous." Wei Haojun continued, "Really, I never would have imagined that you would be jealous of me because of another man."

"That's because we've already finished it." Zhou Qichen shook his head slightly and said.

"But can you really start?" Wei Haojun leaned close to his face and said softly, "What can you bring to your so-called lover? What can you bring to me? Only pain."

"Think about how much you owe me, and how much you hurt me? This is a debt that you can never repay in your lifetime."

After finishing speaking, he took a step back, "So, I advise you not to fall in love with Bai Huaijin, because it is absolutely impossible for you to have a good result."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head resolutely, leaving only Zhou Qichen's weather-beaten back as he gradually moved away.

He knows that he is no longer the Wei Haojun he was back then, and he no longer has the stupid nostalgia and persistence of the past, but he is the only one who knows how many nights of heart-wrenching tears were exchanged for the resolute turning around at this moment.

He left Zhou Qichen's sight, and the hospital corridor returned to its original silence.At this moment, Zhou Qichen's heart seemed to be entangled with thousands of threads, which made him feel a burning pain in his heart.

"It turns out that what I brought you was only harm..." He looked out of the window again, and it was still a bustling city with bright lights.He lowered his head and silently stared at the still warm bun in his hand.This is really ridiculous, he raised the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating, do he really want to use these two buns to make him forgive him for the harm he caused him?

He walked slowly to the trash can and threw the bag of buns into it.The warm and soft steamed stuffed bun actually had a certain weight, and when it fell, it made a heavy muffled sound.

In the room, Xiaobai was still in a deep sleep, and he didn't know what kind of dream he had, with a smile on his face.