Embrace

The chill on the back spread to the brain and spread to the whole body, and the mind went blank again. I couldn't think of anything and couldn't hear any sound. My eyes were sore and my nose was sore, but I couldn't shed a single tear. Until just now, I didn't want to believe this was true. I would rather Be lied to and don't want to believe.

But Chang Xi was really lying here lifeless, Yuan Yao suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself, the crisp voice brought Lin Jie back to his senses, and he pulled Yuan Yao's hand away, "What's wrong with you! What are you doing?" !"

"It's true...Chang Xi is dead, he's dead..."

All of his strength was taken away and he fell to the ground, Yuan Yao felt a buzzing in his head.

When Yuan Bin and Fang Xin received a call from their son and rushed over, Yuan Yao was still sitting on the ground, accompanied by Lin Jie.

Fang Xin contacted the homeroom teacher to find Chang Xi's family. After Xu Ting received the call, it took a long time before she stumbled and rushed over with Chang Zihang. No one would blame Yuan Yao for bringing his son down at such a time. Overwhelmed by regret, the son never came back.

Yuan Yao didn't know how he lived that period of time, he was in a daze all day long, until the day when Chang Xi's body was cremated, seeing Chang Xi being pushed into the cremation room, Yuan Yao chased after him and cried out Chang Xi's name, " Chang Xi!!! Chang Xi, come back! I beg you!!"

Lin Jie held Yuan Yao tightly to prevent him from jumping over, but tears flowed down uncontrollably. For more than ten years, no matter whether it was the elders in the family or the neighbors, she had experienced so many funerals, but she had not experienced After such a special day, his best friend was crying beside him, his lover was pushed into the cremation room, and Lin Jie could do nothing but shed tears, so Yuan Yao yelled at the other side, "Chang Xi, you must run faster! Don't get burned!" It will hurt..."

Unable to follow in anymore, Yuan Yao turned around and hugged Lin Jie so tightly, Lin Jie was Yuan Yao's last straw, since knowing Yuan Yao, Lin Jie has never seen him like this, like a child Crying like the same, 4 days, finally crying out, patting Yuan Yao's back, "Hey, Yaoyao, it's good if you cry..."

"What should I do..." From the moment the first tear fell, I couldn't stop the attack from behind, and the tears fell in pieces, "How should I live..."

Pulling back his thoughts, he opened his eyes and felt the icy coldness on his face. He was immersed in the memory and didn't realize that his face was full of tears. The wound was slightly stinging because of the tears. Yuan Yao sat up and silently pulled the wet towel to avoid it. The wound gently tucked away the tears.

Chang Xi was already on the way back that day. When he was visiting his grandmother's grave, he told her a lot about himself and Yuan Yao. Chang Xi believed that his grandmother was the person who loved him the most in the world, and he would definitely accept Yuan Yao. He got into the taxi with a good mood, but unexpectedly, on the expressway, a series of car accidents occurred because the private car behind illegally overtook and had no time to avoid. The violent impact was accompanied by piercing pain. I also couldn't see my friend and my lover, and Yin and Yang were separated from each other.

Yuan Yao stood up and walked to the front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, looked at his face inside, and stroked it lightly.

A month ago, Yuan Yao came to the hospital with Lin Jie with Chang Xi's photo, and asked to restore Chang Xi's eyes as much as possible on his own face...

As if he had guessed something, the doctor didn't ask any more questions. After finishing the physical examination and resting for a while, Yuan Yao changed into the surgical gown silently, gave Lin Jie a reassuring look, and followed into the operating room.

Lie down, turn on the operating light, Yuan Yao closed his eyes and let the doctor draw lines on the eyes, tightly clutching the photo of Chang Xi, which was his pillar.

Lin Jie waited outside for more than 4 hours, praying every second that everything would go well.

Yuan Yao inside could feel the doctor's movements, the eyelids were cut open, and the corners of the eyes were slightly cut... Every second, Yuan Yao felt that he was one step closer to Chang Xi, his lips were no longer pursed, and he showed a slight smile meaning.

The operating light was turned off, Lin Jie stood up, and saw Yuan Yao being pushed out with gauze tied up.Seeing the doctor's nodding gesture, Lin Jie let go of her hanging heart, followed into the ward, and accompanied Yuan Yao.

Changing the dressing, taking out the stitches, and checking up, Lin Jie was always by Yuan Yao's side.

It has been a month now, and Yuan Yao only needs to wait for the wound to heal. After a month, the swelling in his eyes has subsided. Looking at himself in the mirror, Yuan Yao smiled very relieved.Not long ago, Xiaojie asked herself why she did this and why.

Because by doing this, as long as you hug yourself, you will feel hugged by Chang Xi again...