Double look at Liu Shu

46.

"Gu Mingshi."

Su Mu suddenly appeared at the door of the ward.

Gu Mingshi was so frightened that he dropped everything in his hands, and said, "Su Mu, is that you? Why did you come here?"

Su Mu came over and sat by his bed and said, "Does your injury still hurt?"

Gu Mingshi grabbed his hand and said, "Is it really you? Why are you here, or is it just me dreaming?"

Su Mu grabbed his hand and said, "It's true, your mother notified me. She asked me to take you back."

"My mother, how is it possible? She asked you to take me back. Does she want me? Where is she? I want to see her." Gu Mingshi said, anxious, trying to get out of bed with both hands and feet.

Su Mu suppressed him and said, "Don't get excited, she didn't say anything, she just said that you were injured and let me take you back to recuperate properly. She didn't say anything else."

In fact, when Su Mu heard that Gu Mingshi was injured, he was in a hurry, and rushed over without bothering to ask other questions.

Gu Mingshi called his mother.

"Mom, don't you want me anymore?"

While talking, Gu Mingshi wanted to cry.

"You go, out of sight is out of sight, come back less in the future."

"Mom, why don't you do this?"

"Let's go, let's go, can we come back when our anger subsides? It's annoying to see you now."

Mom snapped the phone off.

Gu Mingshi looked at the phone in frustration and couldn't help crying.

Su Mu hugged him and said, "Give me some time, how about your family members, and coax them back later."

The eyes of the woman hiding at the door were red. After all, it was her own son. The relationship of more than 20 years, how could it be said that it was divided, but that was the boy who grew up in the palm of her hand.

"Mom, let's go."

My sister tugged at her sleeve.

"Ah."

"My brother will understand."

There was a low cry in the ward, and my mother resisted the urge to open the door and go in, and left with my sister.

As soon as Gu Yan returned home, his family locked him up in a room, and he was not allowed to go there.

The next day, my mother took him to see a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist told his family that it was not a disease, and even if we brought him, we couldn't help you.

Looking at his mother who was sitting beside his bed with a sad face, Gu Yan said bluntly: "Mom, the doctor has already said that this is not a disease, so don't even think about putting me in a place where homosexuals are treated. Maybe you send me in this time, and if you go there tomorrow, you will never see your son again."

"what are you talking about?"

"When I was a reporter these years, I went to those places a lot. They treated people as mental patients. They used electric shocks, shouting slogans, militarized management, and all kinds of methods. If I went into those places, I would definitely die. I can't get out."

The mother looked at him and said, "What about you, can you come back?"

"Mom, I can't go back."

Gu Yan looked straight at his mother, he didn't want to lie to her.He knew it was really difficult for his family to accept this, but it just happened, something unexpected happened to all of them.

If you insist on making this thing non-existent, deny it.Well, sorry, I can't cooperate with you.

The mother was a little sad, the tears in her eyes did not flow out, she just said in a low voice: "I'm going out first, you can go out to eat later."

"mom,"

"Stop talking, your dad won't accept it, we really can't understand it. Just get married in the past two years."

"Mom," Gu Yan wanted to chase him out, but his mother closed the door without any hassle.

Looking at the closed door in front of him, Gu Yan smiled wryly.Could it be that the relationship between him and his parents was closed by this matter?

Gu Yan was sitting alone in the living room. In the past few days, he had never left the house, either in his own room or eating in the living room.

His parents confiscated his mobile phone.

Gu Jianbai came out, looked at his son sitting in the dimly lit living room, walked up to him and said, "Go on a blind date with your mother tomorrow, and meet that girl."

"Dad, I'm not going."

"No, you have to go."

"I wouldn't like her."

"How do you know you don't like her without seeing you?"

"Dad, I have someone I like."

"I don't allow it." Gu Jianbai looked at him firmly and said, "That's a man, how could you fall in love with a boy? I don't agree."

"Even if you don't agree, I've already fallen in love with him. I'll recognize him."

"Gu Yan, can you say it again?"

"It's the same no matter how many times I say it, I'm in love with him, I'm in love with a boy."

"Crack." Gu Jianbai's hands trembled angrily, and a red mark was particularly obvious on Gu Yan's cheek.The crisp applause echoed in the empty house.

Gu Yan suppressed the tears in his eyes and ran back to the room.

Gu Jianbai sat alone in the dim living room, it was very dark outside.The mother hid behind the door and cried secretly, even daring to cry, she could only cover her mouth.

Luckily no one else was there.

Gu Yan lay down on the bed aggrieved, and after a while, the sheets were already wet with his tears.

In this family battle, no one will be the winner.All people are hurt.

Gu Yan compromised, and two days later, he followed his mother to meet the girls arranged for him.He forced himself to smile at everyone, talk to them, and act like nothing had happened.

However, how could his mother not understand the depression hidden in his heart.

"Mom, I want to go to the bathroom."

"Ah."

Gu Yan pulled down his hat and looked at his mother's back.

She was waiting for the girl's arrival. The mother really hoped that she could start again, but he couldn't take it anymore. This kind of smile could deceive outsiders, but not his own heart.

Even if he did everything according to their arrangement, the atmosphere at home still didn't change at all, it was still depressing.

Sooner or later it will explode.Gu Yan was about to run away, he didn't know how he got here these few days, and he didn't know what he went through these few days.By his parents' side, he only felt guilty and unable to face them.He wanted to escape, whether it was from this life or from them.

If you stay any longer, it will explode.

After Gu Yan escaped, he found a small shop, asked the owner for a phone number, and called Li Yiqi.

"Li Yiqi, can you come pick me up?"

"Where are you?"

Gu Yan told him the specific address here.Li Yiqi said wait for me and hung up the phone hastily.

He cheekily asked the shopkeeper if he could go in and wait for someone without ordering anything.

The shopkeeper said boldly: "Go in, young man, you can sit until I close the shop."

Gu Yan smiled at him, and found a corner to sit inside.Watching people coming and going in the store, coming in and going out, and people coming in again and again.

Until the sky outside gradually darkened, the number of people in the bustling market continued to decrease, until the lights outside were extinguished one by one, and the whole market became quiet.

The shopkeeper came up to him and said, "Young man, our shop is about to close, you should go home quickly and ask your friend to come back tomorrow."

Gu Yan smiled embarrassedly and said, "I'm really sorry for delaying you."

"It's okay, it's okay, let's go home quickly. By the way, you said you didn't bring any money, how about I lend you some money and let you take a taxi home?"

"No, my house is very close, I can just walk back."

"That young man pay more attention to safety."

"Okay, thank you boss."

Gu Yan turned around and walked to the corner of the street, looked back at the boss as he closed the door, then turned off the light, walked back to his shop again, sat down by his door, and hugged his knees.

It's really cold at night, and the cold keeps invading the body.

Gu Yan wrapped the clothes tightly around his body, but he couldn't resist the cold air that filled the sky.

In this kind of weather, it is not allowed to cry, otherwise, the face will be more painful by the wind.

Gu Yan desperately held back his tears, unwilling to cry in this empty street.

After her mother returned home, she told Gu Jianbai that Gu Yan had run away.

Gu Jianbo said: "What are you worried about? This is the place where he was born and raised. If he borrows a phone to call a friend, he can still starve to death and freeze to death."

Mother looked at the lights outside through the window and felt uncomfortable. This time should be when the family is eating around the same dining table, why did they behave like this.

As soon as Li Yiqi received his call, he pushed aside all the work at hand, and immediately asked his assistant to book a bus ticket, and rushed to his city.

According to the location he gave, I found it bit by bit.He was anxious, but he had no choice but to look for him, and he could only hope to find him before dawn.

Finally, he saw where Gu Yan was.

The weather was so cold, and he just sat on the cold ground with his knees hugged.

It was still dark and there was no one on the street.

Li Yiqi walked into him cautiously, at this moment he was suddenly afraid that he was not Gu Yan, but that he had just identified the wrong person.

"Gu Yan, is that you?"

Gu Yan turned his head and saw Li Yiqi coming, he smiled and said, "You're here."

Li Yiqi lowered his body, hugged him and said, "I've been looking for you for a long time, your body is so cold, how long have you been here?"

"I don't know, I've been waiting for you."

Li Yiqi took off his coat and wrapped it around him.

Gu Yan, who had been frozen for a long time, felt his body warm up a little bit at this time, and his body had a little bit of consciousness.

Li Yiqi took off his coat, and the cold outside continued to invade.How long has Gu Yan been here?

He wanted to pull him up, but Gu Yan had no strength, he couldn't stand up, he didn't know if he was frozen or squatted here for too long.

"I can't stand up."

Li Yiqi forcibly pulled him up, held him for a long time to let him slowly recover, and said: "You can't stay here anymore, you will get sick. I have already contacted a friend here. You go."

Gu Yan shook his head and said, "I can't walk."

He has no feeling in his legs.

Li Yiqi squatted down in front of him, and said, "Come on, I'll carry you on my back."

Gu Yan burst into tears instantly, climbed onto his back, buried his head in his neck, and cried uncontrollably.

With his back on his back, Li Yiqi walked step by step.

At this time, Gu Yan's body finally felt a little bit, it turned out that the contact between people can be so warm.

Tears kept flowing, as if to cry out all the grievances of the past few days.