Double look at Liu Shu

39.

Gu Mingshi couldn't hold back his tears, big drops fell down, and choked up, "Auntie, me."

Jiang Qi hugged him and said: "Good boy, Auntie understands, but I also hope you can understand Auntie's intentions."

Gu Mingshi nodded desperately and said, "I know, I know."

When Gu Mingshi returned to his room, he almost went to the wrong room and hit the wall, his head hurt, and he remembered the message Gu Yan sent him.He turned around and went to Gu Yan's room.

As soon as the door opened, Gu Yan turned his head over and saw him in a daze.Why does it seem to be more serious than before.

"Gu Mingshi, what's wrong with you?" Gu Yan went over to close the door, pulled him in, and said, "Did Aunt Su tell you something?"

Gu Mingshi shook his head and said, "Go to sleep."

Lie down and turn your back to him, and don't speak.Holding a photo tightly in his hand, thinking of what Aunt Su said, tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Gu Yan turned off the light and looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

The darker the night, the quieter it is.

"Gu Mingshi, what did Aunt Su tell you?"

Gu Yan knew he was crying, the two were so close that he could feel Gu Mingshi's every move.

Gu Mingshi didn't answer him, but Gu Yan forced him to turn around and found that his face was covered with tears.Holding a photo tightly in his hand.Through the faint light, he saw that it was a group photo of Su Mu and Gu Mingshi.

"Gu Mingshi, it doesn't matter whether Su Mu is dead or not. Please don't be like this, I feel very sad when I see it."

Gu Mingshi raised his hand and wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and said, "Why, why did you tell me now."

"Tell you what?" Gu Yan pulled him up and said, "Wash your face clean, let's have a good talk, okay? Don't act like this, okay, I'm so scared, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for him to come back, You fall."

Gu Mingshi hugged him, wiped all his tears and nose on him.

Crying: "Gu Yan, why didn't he tell me, I just found out now, I like him so much. But what should I do, he is no longer here, what should I do?"

"Who do you like?" Gu Yan asked in surprise, "Do you like Su Mu? You, you?"

"He didn't tell me. I don't know, Gu Yan, I don't know that I like him."

When he found out, he was gone.Gu Mingshi has everything in his heart, ups and downs.

"Su, did Aunt Su tell you? Did Su Mu tell his mother?" Did he come out to his mother, but didn't tell his brother at all?

What's going on here, Gu Yan couldn't figure it out.

"He told his mother everything, but he didn't tell me anything." Gu Mingshi said in tears, "I didn't know he liked me for so long."

Gu Yandao: "Gu Mingshi, let me ask you, if you had known earlier, would you have been with him? Can you really accept being with someone of the same sex?"

he does not know.Before today, he had never felt that Su Mu was so important to him, so indispensable.But knowing it under such circumstances, but wanting to be together but unable to do anything.

After losing him, Gu Yan realized that everything in the world is not as important as him, nor as important as Su Mulai.If Su Mu could still stand in front of him, he would be willing to face all the pressures in the world for him.For him, confess to your parents.

What should I do in exchange for a living person who can stand in front of him?

"I am willing, as long as he comes back, I am willing to face everything with him."

This sentence gave Gu Yan a heavy blow. Will he have the courage to face it when he is not around?When Li Yiqi was with other people, he had the courage to say it, to tell him that he liked him.Only then did I have the courage to ask him, can I be with you?

When he asked Gu Mingshi, he was actually asking himself.Is it because I don't have enough courage to face everything, to face my parents, to bear the pressure of the world, so I dare not tell him anything?

Ask yourself, if Li Yiqi's gender was changed to a girl, would he still be so hesitant?

Really don't know?Still really afraid to answer?

Gu Yan was silent.

Maybe love is really not that simple in the adult world, there are too many practical reasons for you to consider and consider carefully.You have your family, you have your career, you have to estimate the feelings of your parents who raised you, you have to consider whether the two of you can survive without a job, and what you rely on as a source of income.

Only when you think clearly enough and have enough courage to face all these, will you say you love someone and spend your whole life with him.

No regrets, no ifs.Everything in the world is just right.

Not a moment earlier, not a second later.

I was lucky to meet him, but I could only smile helplessly as I passed by.

Liu Zhe was a little angry, so he turned his back to him and didn't want to talk to him.

Snapped off the light.

Gao Yi is helpless, in fact, it's okay to let Gu Yan and Gu Mingshi stay together, isn't it because they are young?

He looked at Liu Zhe, who had his back turned to him. , Gao Yi said aggrievedly: "Liu Zhe, don't ignore me, okay? I don't want to sleep with Gu Yan, Li Yiqi will be angry."

What's the matter with Li Yiqi?Liu Zhe became even more angry and snorted.

Gao Yi poked his head from behind him, it was dark and he couldn't see anything.Sighing, she hugged him directly from behind and said, "Don't be angry, okay?"

As soon as the people behind hugged him, Liu Zhe wanted to break away from him and said, "What are you doing? Let me go, let go."

Gao Yi tightened his hand holding him, put his chin on his shoulder, and said, "Don't let go, Liu Zhe, don't reject me, okay? You know that Gu Yan disappeared until Su Mu disappeared. How afraid that one day you will disappear in front of me. I will never find you again."

Liu Zhe was not used to being so close to him, and his body was very stiff, but because of Gao Yi's words, his heart softened and he stopped struggling.

"Liu Zhe, shall we be together?" Gao Yi murmured behind him, "I don't want to wait until the day I regret it before I have a chance to tell you."

"Wait, wait until Su Mu comes back, okay?" Liu Zhe whispered, "I'm in a mess right now, so I can't promise you."

"Liu Zhe, I've been waiting for you for a long time. How long will you keep me waiting?"

"Gao Yi, have you ever thought about it? You are a star, and if you are with me, your future may be ruined. Have you ever thought about whether my family can accept it?"

Gao Yi hugged him even tighter, and said: "I thought about it, but I don't care. I just want to be with you. Your parents, I will face it with you. They will beat and scold, I will They won't fight back."

It would be nice if it were that simple.

"Wait until Su Mu comes back, okay?"

Gao Yi turned his body around and said, "In case Su Mu doesn't come back, how long do you plan to keep me waiting?"

Liu Zhe avoided his eyes and said, "No, Su Mu will come back, and he won't leave us behind."

"Then what if something happens to me?"

"Who would expect something to happen to him?" Liu Zhe pushed his hand off his shoulder and said, "Go to sleep, I'm not angry."

After speaking, he closed his eyes.The two were very close, and Liu Zhe could feel his breathing, and he could also feel his heart beating very fast.

Gao Yi hugged the whole person into his arms, and said: "I don't want to have an accident, I'm just very scared. No one can predict which will come first tomorrow or the accident. Do you know? My parents were six years old. On the day I went out that year, something happened. So I kept thinking, would something happen when I went out one day? Fortunately, I didn’t, and I survived to this day safely.”

Liu Zhe didn't struggle, and quietly listened to him talk about his past.

"From the bottom of my heart, I don't want anything to happen to Su Mu. Just like you, I always hope that one day he will come back." Gao Yi said: "Liu Zhe, I understand the truth that things are impermanent. Over the years, I have complained and hated him. However, I also want to ask God, why am I, why am I bearing this pain. In the end, I can only accept it. I also know that I am luckier than many people. After my parents left, My godfather took me there, and they all treated me very well. But I was conscious when I was six years old, and I lived with my parents for six years. Those six years are something I will never forget in my life. Nothing can be replaced. The pain of losing them is something I will never forget in my life."

"I am more afraid of losing than anyone else, so I want to cherish. I have always been by your side. Since I like you, I have been thinking about how to not hurt you. I want you to be happy and want you to be happy. I I don’t want to force you. But after Su Mu left, I saw your heartbroken and Gu Mingshi’s pain. When my parents left, I didn’t know how to cry. I just knew how to want my parents. All kinds of pain are superimposed together, and I can no longer tell which is the previous pain and which is the current pain."

"Liu Zhe, after so many years, I am no longer so afraid of losing someone." Gao Yi looked down at him and said, "I just want to be with you for the rest of my life. The one who is with you day and night, you Whatever you want, I am willing to accompany you to do it. If you don’t want me to be an actor anymore, I can give up. If you want to make a discipline film, I can accompany you to any place.”

Liu Zhe raised his head in his arms, tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Gao Yi, I'm scared, you know? My parents can't accept it. I can't choose between you."

Gao Yi gently wiped away tears for him, and said: "It's okay, I will accompany you to face it, I will not force you to give up your parents, I will go with you to honor them. I will accompany you Let's wait for Su Mu to come back together."

Liu Zhe leaned into his arms and wept, soaking the clothes on his chest.

The author has something to say:

These chapters are all glass slag! !

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