wait for Chang'an

Early the next morning, Zheng Ran knocked on Luo Changqie's door as usual, and his smiling expression seemed normal, but Luo Changqie always felt that he was no longer like that, without that sticky energy, instead he had a kind of viciousness. There is little alienation.After seeing everything, Luo Changju felt a little awkward. Could it be that he is angry with my attitude yesterday?Luo Changqi hurriedly called to Zheng Ran who was about to go downstairs for dinner: "Are you...are you angry with me?"

Zheng Ran wanted to pretend that nothing happened yesterday, but it seemed impossible.He forced an indifferent expression and looked back at Luo Changqi: "No, it's just being rejected, who hasn't done it a few times. Don't think about it, go downstairs and finish your meal and get ready to go!"

After eating breakfast, the two went straight to the tea shop outside the city, took their own horse and jumped, galloped for a long time and returned to the gang.

In the next few days, the relationship between the two did not return to the same level as before, which made the gang members puzzled. It was only two days away. Zheng Ran often knocked on the door of the Luo gang leader in the past, and never "harassed" him. It's been broken, but now he shuts himself in the room all day and doesn't know what he's doing, but the leader is uncharacteristically, often asking people to stare at Zheng Ran to see what he's doing, it's really weird, weird.

And the two parties do have their own concerns.Zheng Ran repeatedly regretted the hasty confession that day. It is strange that he did not get rejected when he said it without making any preparations, but it was just a rejection. Let's do it again.So he stayed in the room all day long, thinking about making a waist pendant for Luo Chang and himself, so that every time he saw or touched this little thing, he would think of himself.

But Luo Changqiu obviously didn't know it, and thought that he made Zheng Ran sad. He must be uncomfortable in the room so he kept himself in the room, so people looked at him and were afraid that he would do something stupid, and they were also afraid of him. ...Leave without saying goodbye?Luo Chang was taken aback by the thought that flashed through his mind, but after thinking about it, this was indeed what he was worried about. He was afraid that Zheng Ran would just leave. Why?Didn't he always feel that Zheng Ran was noisy and annoying? The boss Luo, who had always been ignorant of emotions, was going around in circles in his mind every day, and was very bored.

Gradually, things became more strange. Luo Chang also heard from his subordinates that a woman came to Zheng Ran on time every day for the past few days. He also felt strange in his heart, so he decided to hide behind the tree trunk at the gate of the gang to peek this afternoon.In fact, he didn't know why he would be so bored to pry into other people's privacy. Then he thought, well, it must be to prevent Zheng Ran from bringing a woman of unknown origin into the gang, which would only increase the risk.After comforting himself in this way, Luo Chang felt more confident in his peeping.

After the sun gradually set, a woman walked to the gate of the gang with a basket, and Zheng Ran took the time to come out of her room and rush to the gate.After the two met, Zheng Ran led the woman to a remote corner by the door, and Luo Chang and this angle just happened to be able to see the two people's profiles.

The woman took out something from the basket and handed it to Zheng Ran. After taking it, Zheng Ran looked at it carefully for a long time, and her smile gradually deepened. She looked down at the woman very happily, and the two whispered again. A lot of words.Luo Chang couldn't hear clearly, he only saw the corners of Zheng Ran's mouth rise in the middle of the chat, and it didn't fade away, and he kept looking at each other with those peach blossom eyes that seemed to contain affection, and the two seemed to hit each other very well.When the woman said goodbye to Zheng Ran shyly, and Zheng Ran sent her to the door and waved goodbye, Luo Changqie felt his heart was congested, as if someone was squeezing his heart, making it difficult for him to breathe. A feeling of boredom occupied his mind, he broke off the branch next to his face as if venting his anger, threw it on the ground and turned away.

Zheng Ran wanted to hum a little song happily, he sent letters to ask many people, and finally bought the most favorite jade material from this woman.When he was walking towards the room from the small path, he suddenly stepped on a broken branch. It looked like it had been cut off artificially, but he didn't pay much attention to the emptiness around him, and went straight back to the house.

At night, Luo Changqie fell on the bed and tossed and turned, the problems in his heart were mixed together, and he seemed to have realized something in a daze. On that day, he seemed to be jealous?Why?Does he also like Zheng Ran?but……

Luo Changji seemed to have suddenly pulled out a clear thread from the mess, and the past flooded into his mind with different explanations.Why does he always want to laugh when he sees Zheng Ran's childish behavior, why does he take the initiative to care whether Zheng Ran has eaten three meals, why he naturally reveals that part of the past to Zheng Ran, and why there is no Zheng Ran around On the contrary, he didn't get used to it... Everything was because he cared, and because he also had that unknowing affection, that's why he wanted to confess his true self, and wanted to see him all the time.When did it start?I'm not sure, but it probably started when I often wanted to laugh.

Luo Chang is not a twitchy person. After thinking about it clearly, he doesn't realize that there is no restriction on etiquette and rules. If he likes it, he likes it. What about broken sleeves?But he still planned to wait for himself to calm down for a few days before going to Zheng Ran to express his feelings. He was also afraid that he would wake up too late, and Zheng Ran would not wait for him all the time.

On this day, he couldn't wait any longer, so he walked quickly to Zheng Ran's door, and when he raised his hand to knock on the door, he realized how bold he was going, and couldn't help but blush.But as if he had a tacit understanding, Zheng Ran was just about to go out to deliver a letter at this time. Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, he saw Luo Chang standing outside with shy eyes. ?”

"I..." Luo Changqiu didn't know how to speak for a while, and the long speech he had prepared just now had long been forgotten when he saw the real person.Zheng Ran suddenly thought that he could give away the jade pendant that he rushed to finish last night, and hurriedly said: "Well, wait, I'll go get something first!" After speaking, he turned and went into the house.

Luo Changji felt a little embarrassed to be alone at the door, so he also walked into his room, looking at the furnishings in the room curiously.Zheng Ran approached quietly from behind, and gently hung the jade pendant on Luo Changqie's waist.Luo Changju felt the extra weight, and reached out to touch a cold object, with the slight heat left by Zheng Ran's fingertips.He rubbed it carefully, and probably guessed the truth, this jade material is top-grade at the first touch, so naturally it can't be from the gang, so the woman Zheng Ran went to see before should also be related to this jade material.

Zheng Ran seems to have been giving him things since he met him, a branch of pear blossoms, a bunch of candied haws, a piece of jade pendant, and even a heart, as if he wanted to present all the beautiful things in the world to him, but he seemed to regard them as Take it for granted.

"Zheng Ran," Luo Changqie's voice was a little hoarse. Zheng Ran thought he didn't like this kind of thing, and wanted to get it, but Luo Changqie grabbed his hand first, "Listen to me. I I have thought a lot these days. I think that I should also like you. It's not because you said you liked me first, so I said that to comfort you, but because I have already..."

He was embraced by Zheng Ran before he finished speaking, and he could only hear the voice of the person next to him full of surprise: "No, needless to say, I believe you! In fact, I really never expected that you would respond to this." I also feel that I am very content to see you every day. But, but, I am really happy now, you... Do you really want to be with me all the time?"

Luo Chang once hugged the other person's slightly trembling body, tightened his arms to bring them closer, and the two hearts were tightly pressed together.

"Well, with you, always, forever."

After this night, the gang members of the Qingyan Gang automatically practiced the "selective blindness" skill. Every day, Zheng Ran pestered the gang leader more and more. Small hands or something is commonplace.But occasionally the gang leader would get angry for no reason. At this time, Zheng Ran would humbly go to the door and say something nice, saying whatever came to his mind, until Luo Chang reluctantly opened the door.Occasionally, Zheng Ran would catch a glimpse of Zheng Ran secretly kissing Lord Luo, causing the other party to blush by surprise, and hug him contentedly.In short, it is really invisible.

Half a month later, a servant delivered an urgent letter to Luo Changqie. When Luo Changqie opened the letter, a smile appeared on the corners of his eyes and brows, as if pear blossoms were blooming in March.Zheng Ran looked over curiously, and there was only one sentence in the letter: "I would like to help you all the way, and I will leave in three days."Zheng Ran looked confused: "What can I help you with?" Luo Chang took Zheng Ran's hand happily and explained: "When we went to the capital, I asked the waiter in the shop to send a letter to an old friend of mine. I also told you that night that I wanted to let go of the past and start over, so I asked him to help me take over the big and small affairs of the gang, and I didn't expect him to reply so soon. Now the two are settled."

Zheng Ran also understood the meaning of this letter in an instant, and held Luo Changqie's hand tightly: "So, can we leave the Qingyan Gang?" "Yes." "We can go wherever we want where?" "Well, I'll be with you, together."

In the early morning of the next day, without telling any of the gang members, the two quietly waved goodbye to this place that carried Luo Chang and too many memories.The path in front of them seems to have become wider, moving forward, leading to a more distant tomorrow.The sound of horseshoes treading on the ground is very ethereal in this field, and the surroundings are as quiet as if there are only two people walking together in the world.The twilight of the morning glow reflected in the smiling eyes of the two, soft and warm.

A total of thousands of miles of mountains and rivers have been traveled, traveling far away in the morning, and the geese returning home in the evening.Through the sufferings of the world, watch the clouds roll and the clouds relax.Hold hands with you and wait for Chang'an.

(Finish)

The author has something to say: Unexpectedly, I finished this short essay tenaciously, and I am a little emotional.