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When he woke up the next day, he still saw Ah Chu's smiling face, but Ah Ci no longer knew what expression to reply.Although Ah Chu smiled brightly, the dark circles under his eyes were the evidence that he didn't sleep last night.He smiled back in embarrassment, then lowered his head.

The dream last night was so crazy that he was overwhelmed.It was as if a year's dreams were piled up in this night. He recalled that in the past few days, he really never had a night of dreaming.

He dreamed that he killed with a gun, just like last night, so easy.He dreamed of roaring military vehicles, broken cars, and vague figures.He dreamed of a bookstore.This bank is still a big one, with a complicated underground structure.He dreamed of a lot of people in military uniforms, and a bookstore.

The most outrageous thing is that he also dreamed of Ah Chu, that kiss as gentle as a feather.

All the figures in the dream were blurred, he didn't know Zhang San Li Si at all, it was just a figure without a name.Only Ah Chu is so real, even the feeling of kissing is not real like a dream. (peat is always real ==)

"woke up?"

"En...en..." Ah Ci was in a trance with affection, and turned his head in a panic, not daring to look Ah Chu in the eye.

"What's wrong with you?" Ah Chu instantly noticed something was wrong with him, and asked.

"nothing……"

"You have a clear look on your face."

Ah Chu's persecution followed closely, leaving Ah Ci nowhere to hide.

"..." Is it a blessing or a curse, and it is a disaster that cannot be avoided.Ah Ci had many, many questions, and he didn't know where to ask them. After thinking for a long time, he finally asked, "I... who am I?"

Ah Chu was stunned for a moment, he never expected that Ah Ci would ask such a question, so he collected himself and opened his mouth.

"You are my brother."

"I know I'm your brother!"

This year, it was the first time that Ah Ci spoke to him with such a loud voice, which reminded him of the feeling when he first met in the interrogation room.

"You are my younger brother." Ah Chu repeated.

"Other than that?" Ah Ci realized his gaffe and forced himself to calm down, "I want to know about my past."

"Your past? You were also my brother in the past."

Ah Chu's answer was unhurried, the same sentence.

"I... besides your brother?"

"You were my younger brother in the past, you are my younger brother now, and you will still be my younger brother in the future."

Ah Chu has been using the word "brother" as a shield, making it impossible for Ah Ci to ask questions.

"I mean, don't you think it's strange? I actually made such a move yesterday. You said that I helped you do business before. Then how could I know how to use a gun so easily?"

"It's just a human instinct to react to danger."

"You lied to me!"

Ah Ci's throat rang again, this was the first time in a long time that he didn't believe Ah Chu's words.The expression on his face became tangled, his brows were furrowed, and he stared at Ah Chu with a little grievance.

"It doesn't do any good for me to lie to you." Ah Chu turned around and straightened his tie by himself, "Remember, I am your only relative in this world. Even if the whole world is lying You, neither will I. If I really lie to you, there is only one reason, and only by lying to you can I save you. In order to save you, I will do whatever it takes."

Ah Ci hated his faux pas just now, and he panicked in his heart. He knew that Ah Chu would never harm him, but he was afraid of this feeling of ignorance of the past.

"Brother, I'm sorry."

Seeing that Ah Chu was about to leave, he couldn't help but speak.

Because of this apology, Ah Chu stopped and stood there without looking back.

"I have to go to the company. There were still some unresolved matters in the factory yesterday. You should take a good rest. Besides, I told Dean Xia that I will take you home in two days."

==================================================== ===================== After all the ups and downs in the hospital, everyone's complexion is not very good these days. Xia Yuechun's work is affected by the injured arm. Ah Chu was worried about whether Ah Ci would be affected by this, and at the same time he was actively preparing a plan to take Ah Ci home.And Ah Ci... all the chaotic fragments that flashed in his mind made him restless, the scene of him and Ah Chu embracing each other, the scene of his hand in Ah Chu's, the scene of the two of them cuddling each other in the dark, All kinds of strange scenes began to fill his mind little by little since the hospital riot happened.He didn't dare to tell Ah Chu, but every time he saw Ah Chu's figure, he felt a strange sadness in his heart. In the words of the little nurses who had been taking care of him, it was like seeing a long-lost lover.

Lover... How could it be a lover... That's his elder brother, that's his elder brother... Why did he have this kind of thought, this kind of thought in his heart became stronger and more bitter, he couldn't be with Anyone who talks about this kind of thing can't tell Ah Chu, if they tell others, they will definitely be regarded as crazy.He didn't know if he really had a brain problem or if he had a mental error.

How could he... regard his elder brother as his subconscious lover...

"Ah...we're going home."

Ah Ci was stunned for a moment, raised his head and met Ah Chu's eyes, and he saw Ah Chu's eyes again, yes, Ah Chu's eyes seemed to hide many secrets and unspeakable pain from him.His heart was really hurt by this.Ah Ci hurriedly avoided the look that made him feel very uncomfortable: "Yes." He lowered his head silently.

When Ah Chu looked at Ah Ci lowering his head, his heart sank. He had thought about countless possibilities over the past few days, but he never had the courage to ask Ah Ci. He didn't know the excitement of that night. Asked Ah Ci to think of something, or maybe he was doubting something, he walked over, put the suitcase in his hand on the stool and began to organize things for Ah Ci. During the whole process, the two brothers Neither talked.

The atmosphere was silent and stiff, but no one tried to break it.

In the end, Ah Chu sorted out everything and looked at Ah Ci, while Ah Ci was still looking out of the window, the silence continued, and even Ah Chu didn't know how to break this silence.So he could only look around to find something for himself, and then he saw the still delicate red roses on the bedside table that had just been replaced yesterday, so he couldn't help stretching out his hands to tidy them up...

The silence made Ah Ci feel like he was sitting on pins and needles, even if Ah Chu casually said something, it was better than leaving him uneasy alone, could it be that his elder brother discovered something, could it be... his elder brother has already begun to discriminate against his abnormality?Ah Ci's heart became more and more confused.

He didn't know how long it had been, until he couldn't hold back anymore, "Big...Big brother..."

Ah Ci yelled, Ah Chu, who was arranging the roses, was startled suddenly, and turned around instinctively, but the cuff of his shirt accidentally caught on the rose thorns, and the vase tilted together with the delicate roses inside If you come down, you will fall to the ground.

If such a large glass bottle is broken on the ground, the glass shards that rebound may scratch people!Ah Ci watched the vase hit the ground in front of Ah Chu, without thinking, he reached out his hand as fast as lightning, silently, and firmly caught the fallen vase.

Not only did he catch the vase, but he didn't even tilt the flower branches inside, but the clear water in the vase splashed a few spots.This hand is clean and neat, and the speed and strength are all just right!

Ah Ci was stunned at the moment he was holding the vase. He stared blankly at his hands and the vase, not knowing how he did it. Then he remembered the fire in the hospital. He and Dean Xia The night of distress!His action of buckling the gun is sophisticated and skilled!

How can this be!Ah Ci was stunned, not knowing what was going on with him, his brain was in a blank state, as if there were many pictures and nothing at all.

Ah Chu's eyes were condensed, he didn't give Ah Ci too much time to think, and hurriedly put the vase in Ah Ci's hand back on the bedside table, "Ah Ci! Let's leave the hospital, I'll take you home." Caught Ah Ci's shoulder and shook it slightly, bringing Ah Ci back to his senses.

"Go...home..." Ah Ci repeated, "Brother, let's go home..."

"En." Ah Chu pushed the wheelchair over, and carefully helped Ah Ci to sit up.

Then he picked up the suitcase and handed it to Ah Si who was behind him, and pushed Ah Ci's wheelchair away from the Chunhe Hospital where he lived for almost a year.

Along the way, there was something buzzing in Ah Ci's head. "Brother, I'm back." The strange voice suddenly flashed back into his mind, Ah Ci stretched out his hand to pat on the head, and shook his head.

Ah Ci didn't know what happened to him, and he didn't know why he was like this. He only knew that he desperately wanted to remember, and there were more and more broken pictures in his head. If he didn't think about it, he would let them If it accumulates, he will definitely go crazy.Will.

Ah Ci must have remembered why he had such a blank expression, Ah Chu already knew it, he pushed Ah Ci out of the hospital, got into his car, folded the wheelchair and put them in the car together.He knew very well that one day Ah Ci would think of everything, remember their past moments, and at the same time remember those beliefs and life goals that cost him his life.

Aci, I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to tell you everything, but now I've made you so confused, I just can't bear to let you go back to the battlefield, the pain of losing you again, I really Can not afford.I'm human too, and I'm also selfish.

The car started, Ah Si's driving skills were very good, the speed was fast but very stable.

Ah Ci sat absent-mindedly, not knowing what he was thinking, Ah Chu stared blankly at her, some past events that he tried hard to hide time and time again were still vivid in front of his eyes, so he had no choice but to talk to Ah Ci He said once, "Ci...do you want to eat when you go back today..." Before he finished speaking, just as the car turned around an intersection, he saw another car not far away.

A small black car followed them closely from an unknown point of view, keeping a certain distance between them.Ah Chu frowned, his sixth sense told him that there was something wrong with that car!

Ah Ci felt something strange, his body and sense instinct to deal with danger might have been a subconscious habit, he didn't blink his eyes, and turned his head to stare at the black car.

The sharp eyes saw the muzzle of the gun reflecting the cold light on the car, and he raised his heart in his throat: "Get down!" Without thinking, Ah Ci leaned over and pushed Ah Chu down.

"Ah Ci!" Ah Chu was knocked down by the nimble Ah Ci before he could react.

At this moment, his heart was clenched, and in that instant, Ah Ci had the illusion of falling off a cliff and dying. Some images that had been broken in his mind piled up, and then there was a thread that suddenly connected them together. Together.

Something suddenly became clear in his mind.

"Bang bang bang."

At the same moment, gunshots rang out.

People who were walking on the street screamed and ran away one after another.

Scream, gunshots, kill!Ah Ci's gaze suddenly became deep.

Ah Si held the steering wheel with both hands, made a sharp turn, and avoided the enemy's frontal attack, but the ensuing bullets still shot on the car and made a violent sound, and the hit glass shattered on the two of them in response. Rampant enough to launch this kind of attack in public!Ah Chu's face was cut open by the broken glass, but he didn't care about the pain. At a critical moment, life and death were on the line, even if he was as wise as Ah Chu, he lost his mind. At this moment, his only thought was to run away: "Si hurry up!"

"Can't escape!" Suddenly, Ah Ci yelled, staring at Ah Chu, "Give me the gun!"

He stared at Ah Chu beside him: "Gun!" He repeated solemnly: "Hurry up!"

Ah Chu couldn't recover from the sharp eyes, but it was Ah Si who quickly threw his pistol to Ah Ci.

It was too late, their car tires were also shot, and their speed was weakening, while the cars behind were pressing closer!

A Chuyan really looked at it.

"Bang!" The gunshot rang in Ah Chu's ear.

Then he heard a scream not far away, Ah Ci was lying on the back of the chair, his marksmanship was as fast as a shooting star, and with a "bang", the bullet shot from the crack of the broken glass hit the opponent's driver. The front windshield, "bang bang" two consecutive blows, so quickly that there was no room for the opponent to fight back, and the remaining two people in the car were killed!The person who lost control of the car suddenly hit the electric pole on the side of the road, and exploded with a "boom".

Ah Chu broke out in a cold sweat, and he felt that his shirt was soaked through.Their car hadn't stopped yet, Ah Si tried his best to control the steering wheel and drove with difficulty.

All the changes are too fast for people to react and accept.

Ah Ci panted heavily and looked back at Ah Chu who was sweating coldly, "Brother, are you alright?"

Big brother... Hearing this familiar and no longer familiar word, Ah Chu's face changed, his heart sank, and he couldn't see the end.

Ah Ci himself also seemed to be stunned, looking at the gun in his hand and at Ah Chu, with that expression he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Ah Chu opened his mouth but was speechless, his eyes were moist.

His Ah Ci...

came back……

Finally, come back.

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The two people who finally got home looked at each other with a sigh of relief. This was the first time in more than a year that they looked at each other like this and then laughed. This was the first time in more than a year that Ah Chu felt Seeing that his younger brother Ah Ci finally returned to his side intact.

Ah Chu pushed the wheelchair into the room, took off Ah Ci's coat and hung it on the hanger.

For a long time, Ah Chu couldn't speak. He smiled cheerfully in a trance, and could hardly tell whether it was a dream or reality.

Ah Ci was calmer than him, looked around the room, and said with some emotion: "So we have moved."

It turned out that it was not what it used to be.After more than a year of ignorance, there is a kind of sigh that is right and wrong when he wakes up.

Ah Ci felt a deep melancholy in his heart, and he didn't know whether it was because of himself or the current situation.

Ah Chu looked at him, and reached out to touch his face, feeling a little cold.

Ah Ci was startled, and felt a warm hand caressing his face.

Looking up, he saw Ah Chu, the one who loved him unconditionally, and the one who wanted to protect him no matter what, their faces were exactly the same, facing each other like the two sides of a mirror reflecting each other, Ah Ci sipped Lips, the little things that have happened during the past year of recuperating from his injuries, one by one, one by one, one by one... What Ah Chu said to him, what, Ah Chu? The way he eats, Ah Chu always shows a sad look...

"Ah Ci?" Perhaps seeing Ah Ci in a daze, Ah Chu yelled a little nervously, and asked awkwardly, "What's wrong?"

Ah Ci didn't answer, but looking back suddenly, he saw Ah Chu's red eye circles and that expectant look in his eyes, which seemed to have been waiting for him for a long time.

"Does it hurt somewhere?" Ah Chu cautiously stepped forward, thinking that Ah Ci's body was uncomfortable somewhere.

Ah Ci shook his head, "Brother." He called Ah Chu, just like how he smiled shyly under the street lamp at night and said, "Brother, I'm back."

Suddenly... all of a sudden, as if going back in time, back to the past, all the sore and unspeakable emotions in Ah Chu's heart surged up to engulf him, some too strong emotions could not be controlled, and hot tears rolled out of his eyes Eye sockets, he suddenly knelt down on the ground, with red eyes, threw himself on the wheelchair and hugged his younger brother, the most constrained blood relative in his life, the closest lover in his life.

"Ah Ci, Ah Ci, Ah Ci..." Ah Chu cried desperately, as if all the pain of this year burst out at this moment, making him overwhelmed.

"Big brother, big brother." Ah Ci shouted twice, and couldn't help being infected, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, and their tears fell on each other's skirts. Their embrace seemed to comfort each other's physical and mental pain.

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On the first day when they finally returned home together after a year, both of them cried a lot, and when they calmed down and settled down, it was already past nine o'clock after dinner.

After dinner, Ah Chu brought himself a glass of red wine, but poured Ah Ci a glass of warm milk.The two were sitting in the living room, Ah Ci looked at the milk, and frowned unhappily: "What is this? Treat me like a child?"

"If I treat you like a child, I should feed you sweets." Perhaps because he cried before, Ah Chu still speaks in a strong nasal voice, but there is no shortage of teasing: "Those with long bones, add more calcium." After thinking about it, he added: "Injured and sick people, no drinking."

Ah Ci glanced at him, hummed, and ignored him.

Ah Chu happily picked up his wine glass and took a sip.

At such a moment, Ah Ci had the urge to slap this guy to death, but of course he didn't show it on his face. When Ah Chu put down the wine glass gracefully, Ah Ci quickly grabbed the goblet with his eyes and hands. Before Ah Chu could react, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey! You're cheating!" Ah Chu pointed at Ah Ci: "Little bastard, you want to fight against me, don't you?" He scolded with a smile.

Ah Ci raised his eyebrows as if he had finally won a game against Ah Chu, and shook his wine glass upside down in front of Ah Chu: "It's rare."

Ah Chu poked Ah Ci's head with his finger, he couldn't laugh or cry: "Drink that cup if you can drink it like this."

"You can't drink milk after drinking, it will hurt your stomach." Ah Ci said very sincerely.

Of course Ah Chu knew this truth, Ah Chu was just too angry to make a joke, but Ah Ci took it seriously.

"Okay." After a while, Ah Chu thought about it, and raised the corners of his lips.

Ah Ci looked at him, waiting for him to speak.

"Starting tomorrow, I'll feed you." The corner of Ah Chu's lips curled up like this, looking very charming.As he spoke, he leaned in and kissed Ah Ci's lips.

Ah Ci's heart beat "Wu", before he had time to react, his earlobes naturally became hot, and his cheeks turned pink.It was obvious that he had the upper hand a moment ago, but why did Ah Chu overwhelm him as soon as the conversation changed.

Ah Chu was still smiling at him, the corners of his eyes and brows were full of joy.

"What's so funny." Ah Ci said in a muffled voice, seeing him uncomfortable.

"I just think my Ah Ci is back." Ah Chu held Ah Ci's face and said, "Ah Ci... I ask you to remember that no matter what happens, I only hope that you can live. Would I be willing to lose my loved one again? Ah Ci..." Ah Chu sighed wistfully, "I only have you in my life."

Ah Ci couldn't help Ah Chu's gaze, and lowered his face. He didn't regret going to the Japanese tea room for Ah Chu, and he didn't regret his choice, but he still said apologetically, "I'm sorry, big brother."

Under the soft light, Ah Chu smiled, blinked his eyelashes, but a tear fell on the back of Ah Ci's hand, he shook his head and said, "I don't want you to feel guilty, and I don't want to say anything, I My wish is very simple, I only want you to live."

That tear made Ah Ci feel distressed for no reason, a heart-wrenching pain.

"Brother, I promise you." Finally Ah Ci made the promise.At this moment, his promise is sincere, his eldest brother rarely shows such a hurt expression, at least in his memory, since he grew up rapidly, he has always been so strategic, calm and rational, even in the most critical time He can also work hard to control the overall situation quietly.But tonight, for the sake of the deepest love in his heart, his eldest brother took off his mask and became so fragile in front of him, he couldn't help but feel sorry for him, and he couldn't help being moved because of the fragility at this moment, because of Ah Chu's persistence.

"Come on, let's have another drink." Ah Chu probably wanted to hide his expression after crying, turned around and went to the glass cabinet to get another goblet, and poured wine for Ah Ci.

"Who said just now that the wounded and sick cannot drink?" Ah Ci was slightly surprised and joked.

"You've already downed a glass, and you still treat yourself as a critically ill patient?" Ah Chu deliberately said angrily, "Come on, I'm happy today, have another drink with me." He handed the wine glass to Ah Ci, after thinking about it again. Withdrawing his hand: "This is not an example."

Ah Ci smiled, took the wine glass and touched the goblet in Ah Chu's hand: "Okay, let's not make an example."