doflamingo

The author has something to say: just like this I updated TT

I feel so guilty if I don't update.

Keeping you waiting for so long, is it winter vacation?

But after the school starts, you have to wait, touch, what is the concept of going to school on Sunday

Our hell has finally begun...

Update date will be floating around ==

I was four years old that year.

I was still as usual, wearing a straw hat, squatting in front of the house to watch the ants carry food in every possible way, the weather was very sunny and hot, the sky was cloudless, very blue and tall, but leisurely, at my feet, staying The butterfly that had been on the petals for a long time flew up.

"..."

I looked at the fluttering figure of the butterfly and raised my face. The moment the sun hit my eyes, I felt a little pain. I narrowed my eyes slightly, and in a trance, I saw a tall figure. That day, I met a person .

The man was wearing a pink feather coat and sunglasses. He looked a bit like a gangster in the town, but he was a little different. I always felt that this man seemed to have done something amazing and looked very powerful.At that time, I thought so.

I don't know why, but I don't like him very much.

The man grinned and asked me, "Are you Ray?"

I tilted my head with a puzzled expression, why did he know my name?

I stood up and squatted for a long time, my legs were a little numb, I patted my trousers stained with yellow mud, and didn't answer his words, because at this time I found that he was so tall, in my eyes he Like a giant.

When I was amazed, the mother in the room stood in front of the window and called my name. I turned my head back to answer my mother. At the same time, I saw the smile on my mother's face gradually removed, and she stared blankly at the person behind me. .

"Hai!" I heard the person behind me calling my mother's name and saying, "I'm back."

I saw my mother smile. I have never seen that smile before, but it is beautiful with tears in it.After that, mom didn't sleep with me anymore, and I asked why.My mother said that I grew up, and she also said that that person was my father.I yelled aggrievedly, you liar!I don't listen.

I shut the door loudly.

I buried my face in the pillow and started to cry. After crying, I regretted, regretted treating my mother with that attitude.I didn't sleep all night, hugging the pillow like a wooden man, staring blankly at the moon outside the skylight and waiting for dawn.

morning.

I sat at the dining table with dark circles under my eyes, my eyes glazed over.

The man was there too, sitting across from me with his legs crossed, reading the newspaper energetically, while my mother was busy making breakfast in the kitchen.When he looks at me, I always turn my face full of resentment.When he talks to me, I ignore him.

I've been looking for opportunities to apologize to my mother, but that man always circles around my mother like a nasty fly.I didn't apologize to my mother until the evening, so... I hate him so much. [Note: In fact, Lei Ta slept on the lawn in front of the house all afternoon because of lack of sleep. 】

"Xiao Lei, can you help me buy a bag of salt?"

"I don't want it anymore!" Before I finished speaking, I came back to my senses and immediately looked at the kitchen. Even with such an unfriendly tone, my mother's eyes were still gentle. No mother, this is not my original intention. I grabbed my clothes , feel bad.

"Mom, I..."

"Let me go, Fufu, the little guy seems to be in a bad mood."

I got into an argument with him, but my mother threw me out to buy salt together.

On the way to the town, I kept my hands behind my back and kicked the small stones on the side of the road to get discouraged, and my brows were almost tangled, which is not the case with me usually.I walked side by side with him. After a long time, I couldn't help but peek at him. I took off my sunglasses, and he didn't look so bad in his plain clothes.

However, I ran into Aunt Xiaoben by chance on the road, Auntie Xiaoben looked at him curiously and asked; this is....?

I pursed my mouth, twisted my fingers and looked at Aunt Xiaoben, then at him, not knowing how to answer, but he didn't seem to intend to answer, he looked at me with interest, my face instantly turned red, Hold his hand and run desperately.

"Furfurfur, do you have to run so fast?"

Panting for breath, I unconsciously saw our handshake, and immediately tried to shake his hand away, but I couldn't.I gave him a hard look, and he immediately let go of his hand, spreading his palm and saying.

"Do you dislike me that much?"

When he said this, he actually didn't care about my feelings for him at all, and he was smiling happily there.I snorted, shook my head and continued walking.Soon we arrived in the small town, there were very few people on the street, and most of them went home for dinner.

I bought the salt quickly, and passed a flower shop on the way home. He walked into the flower shop without saying hello, and when he came out, he held a small bouquet of royal blue flowers in his hand.

I asked him; what do you buy flowers for?

He said; the sea likes it.

I asked again; Mom likes this kind of flower?

He grinned proudly and waved the bouquet in his hand; why, don't you know?

I was stunned when I heard it, and then I hung my head in frustration. I really don’t know. I never knew that my mother liked this kind of flower. I never knew that no matter what I gave her, she always accepted it happily. , this thing is really beautiful.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, my mother never seems to show any special love for something, she always smiles faintly, making it difficult to understand, but since that person came, my mother seems to have changed a bit .

Suddenly my head sank, and he pressed my head and asked me.

"Would you like to buy a bunch of flowers and go back to make Hai happy?"

After hearing this, I ran into the flower shop without even thinking about it, and bought flowers that were exactly like him. When I ran out with the flowers in my arms, he turned his back to me and looked at the sunset in the west. In the vicissitudes of life, my mother once had such a back.

I couldn't help asking him.

"Hey, are you really my dad?"

After hearing this, he turned his head and looked at me, and suddenly smiled uncomfortably, and walked swaggeringly, saying, "If you say yes, if you don't, then you don't, so you say you think I'm your father?"

"I...."

I was so aggrieved that I couldn't speak, and followed him angrily with flowers, but my dislike for him seemed not as serious as yesterday, but I still had the feeling that he snatched my mother away. The good is so different.

The evening glow fades away so slowly....

I looked at the back of his head while walking with my head up, as if being scratched by a feather, and my heart was itchy. If it was my mother, she would always turn her head and smile at me, knowing what I wanted. Suddenly, my brain was wired wrong. ask him.

"Can I sit on your shoulders?"

He stopped and stared at me meaningfully, my face turned red, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, kept touching my hot ears, thinking to myself; I treated him like that before, How dare I say such a thing.

In fact, he didn't care. When I grew up, I suddenly remembered, I think this is probably the so-called father.

Without a word he bent down and picked me up, sitting me on his shoulders.My mother used to do something like this, and every time I was on my mother's shoulders, I was very happy.But sitting on his shoulders, everything in front of me was so different, so fresh, and I saw something farther and more beautiful.

At that moment, my heart was so excited.

I held his head, his hair color is the same as mine, in fact, I found out very early on that I look a lot like him.

A long, long time ago, in that fragmentary memory, maybe I have seen him, the pink feathers hovering in the air, the vague smile, the person who lifted me up high, probably he...

I asked him; will you always stay in my house?

He said; Ah, probably so!

When we got home, I handed the flowers to my mother with him.

I recalled that when I entered the flower shop, the boss asked me what was your relationship with him.I said coyly; my father.When I bought the same flower as him, the boss said; remember, the name of this flower is Zifangcao, which means "love you."

I looked at him, then at my mother, and smiled with them, I thought; maybe his appearance was not a bad thing.Maybe tomorrow I will hold my chest out and say to my friends;

My dad is back.