best lover

Lu Qi said he wanted to leave, so he really decided to leave. His injuries are still not healed, but he insisted on leaving immediately. Lu Lan originally meant to go back to Berlin first, but Lu Qi was unwilling to die and insisted on returning to China Lu Lan had no choice but to do as he wanted.

Everything is almost ready, and they will be able to leave this town early tomorrow morning. After thinking about it, Lu Lan still feels that they can't just leave like this.

With her son behind her back, she pulled Lu Ze aside to discuss secretly.

"I still don't give up. These two people have obviously experienced all kinds of hardships. It's really unfair why they have to end in tragedy in the end."

Lu Ze sighed: "This is Lu Qi's own choice. Moreover, although Lu Qi is my son, it is true that Lu Qi is sorry for Ji Feng in this matter. Now Ji Feng's attitude is also very clear. There is really no position to do anything else.”

"But Ji Sui, Ji Sui also has half of our Lu family's blood on him, Ji Sui is my grandson"

"Xiao Lan, don't say such things," Lu Ze rarely said seriously, "Ji Sui was bought by Ji Feng with his life, and our son, to put it bluntly, just provided a sperm. Ji Feng, he did something for Xiao Sui, so we are not qualified to say such things."

Lu Lan said anxiously: "I know, I didn't mean to take Xiao Sui away from Ji Feng's side, I just thought, since Archie can't forget Ji Feng, and Ji Feng didn't have any intentions towards Archie, why can't he be with him again?" Together"

Lu Ze frowned: "But, Ji Feng doesn't even want to see us now, so what can we do?"

Lu Lan focused, "I know what Ji Feng is worried about, I'll go, I'll have a good talk with him, husband, help me hide it from Archie, I'll go to Ji Feng now."

Lu Lan left after finishing speaking. It was too late for Lu Ze to stop him, but in fact, he really didn't want to stop him.

That day Lu Qi was lying on the ground, looking like he was about to die. Ji Feng didn't know where the strength came from, but he carried Lu Qi who was much heavier than him, and carried him all the way out of the forest. The ligament damage was so painful , he didn't even feel it.

Later, I met Mr. John at the edge of the forest. Mr. John told him that Mrs. John had called, and Ji Sui was fine. He had already gone home by himself. She should have told Ji Feng about this at the first time, but Ji Feng had no choice. No one answered the cell phone.

In fact, Ji Feng's cell phone has been dropped long ago, maybe when he was fighting with wolves, he can't remember it.

Only after Mr. John finished speaking, he also fell into a coma.

Mr. John is an old hunter, so he could tell at a glance that Ji Feng and Lu Qi were attacked by wolves. Looking at Lu Qi's injuries, Mr. John couldn't help admiring his courage.

Several villagers carried them down the mountain together. The housekeeper who had come to pick up Lu Qi had already arrived at the farm. When he saw Lu Qi's appearance, he was really terrified. He immediately gave Lu Lan, who was in Berlin, Lu Ze and his wife called.

That night, Lu Lan and his wife rushed to the town. Luckily, Lu Qi rescued him in time and he was out of danger. However, he lost a lot of blood and he might not wake up until later.

It was also in the hospital that Lu Lan saw Ji Sui. Almost immediately, she was sure in her heart that this was Lu Qi's son, the son Ji Feng gave birth to for Lu Qi.

But Ji Feng refused to meet them, and Mrs. John, who came to open the door, always told him very sorry that Ji Feng didn't want to see outsiders

It turned out that in Ji Feng's heart, their Lu family had become irrelevant outsiders.

Lu Lan also felt guilty towards Ji Feng, so no matter how much she wanted to make out with Ji Sui, she didn't bother him for the next two days, but today, she felt that she had to have a good talk with Ji Feng.

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Lu Lan knocked on the door of Ji Feng's ward again, and it was not Mrs. John who opened the door this time, but the little Ji Sui.

Seeing this little face that resembled Lu Qi, Lu Lan almost cried on the spot.

Ji Sui stared at her with big eyes, looked up at her, and asked softly, "Madam, what's the matter?"

Lu Lan, who has always been confident, smiled a little cautiously, "I think, you should call me grandma, Xiao Sui, I want to meet your father, is that okay?"

Ji Sui has been with Ji Feng for the past few days. Although he had secretly visited Lu Qi, he just stood outside the door and took a quick look before running away. So he didn't know Lu Lan's identity. Listen to Lu Qi When Lan called her name, the child asked in surprise, "Do you know me?"

Lu Lan kept nodding her head, holding back her tears and said, "Of course, of course I know you, Xiao Sui. How have you been with your father all these years? Did you suffer? By the way, your father loves you so much. It will make you suffer, do you have anything you want or something you want to eat, you can tell grandma, no matter what you want, grandma will buy it for you, okay?"

Ji Sui seemed to think about it for a while, and replied: "But, my father said, it's impossible to ask others for things, it's very impolite, and it's not a good boy."

Lu Lan said with sadness in her eyes, "But I'm not an outsider."

Ji Sui scratched his head, as if he didn't quite understand.

At this time, Ji Feng in the room spoke up and said loudly: "It's Mrs. Lu, if you have anything to say, please come in and say it."

When Lu Lan heard Ji Feng let her in, she quickly opened the door.

After many years, this was the first time Lu Lan saw Ji Feng. The scar on his face was still there. Even though it was a little lighter than four years ago, it still made people tremble. It was not fear, but Distressed.

Ji Feng looked a little thin, the years hadn't changed much of his appearance, but his eyes had become much calmer, and they were no longer the bright eyes of the past.

Ji Feng was leaning on the bed, his right leg was cast in plaster, and he was holding a book of fairy tales, he was probably telling Ji Sui a story to lull him to sleep just now.

"Ji Feng"

Lu Lan originally had a lot to say, but seeing Ji Feng like this, she couldn't say a word for a moment.

Ji Sui's upbringing is very good. Many villagers have come to see Ji Feng these days, and he is the one who is serving tea and water. Now that Lu Lan is here, he also pours a glass of water for Lu Lan, holds it in both hands, and said obediently : "Grandma, drink water."

Lu Lan's heart trembled so badly, she quickly took the water from Ji Sui's hand, knelt down, touched Ji Sui's small face pitifully, and said with tears in her eyes, "Good boy"

As for Ji Feng, when Ji Sui called Lu Lan's grandma, his eyelids trembled slightly.

Afterwards, Lu Lan held the teacup and was reluctant to put it down. She sat in front of Ji Feng's hospital bed and said to Ji Feng: "When I came to see you, I thought I would have a lot to say, about you, about Lu Lan. Strange, there is also about Xiao Sui, but now, I

But suddenly felt a little hard to say. "

Lu Lan sniffed, raised her head, and smiled sadly at Ji Feng, "How have you been all these years, was there someone who took care of you when Xiao Sui was born?"

Lu Lan's intelligence was learned by Ji Feng a long time ago. Since she already knew about Ji Sui's life experience, Ji Feng didn't want to lie to him, so he replied with a slight smile, "Fortunately, there are always people who help me, so I have a good life." .”

"Really?" Lu Lan breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, Ah Feng, can I still call you that?"

Lu Lan has already talked about this, and Ji Feng doesn't know how to be stingy, so he nodded immediately and said, "Of course, Aunt Lan."

Lu Lan nodded, "Thank you, you can still call me that. In fact, I have been regretting all these years. I used to think that I should be regarded as a good mother and a sensible elder. I have no objection to you being with Lu Qi. Because I think love is free, even parents should not interfere too much with their son's emotional life, not to mention, you are both adults."

Lu Lan frowned as she spoke, "But now, I realize that I was wrong. I know that you and Lu Qi will encounter many hardships in the future. I know that Lu Qi is not mature enough, and you may get hurt in the future. Maybe I should stop it earlier instead of letting it go like this, I think I am very wise, but in fact, my behavior like this is actually very irresponsible, not only to you, but also to Lu Qi."

Ji Feng said seriously: "Don't say that, you are right in saying that Lu Qi and I are both adults, since we have made a choice, no matter what happens in the future, we should bear it If we can stand it or not, we should bear the consequences ourselves, I never blamed you."

"But you blame Lu Qi," Lu Lan said, "That's right, you really should hate him, after all, he failed you, but Ah Feng, these years, Lu Qi has been atoning for his sins, he has suffered a lot in the army. He has been injured no less than a hundred times, and he has never forgotten you. During the time you disappeared, he has been looking for you for more than half a year. If we hadn't pulled him back by force, he would still be all over the world. Looking for you, you see, even today, he never gave up, Ah Feng, do you know that you are Lu Qi's life, without you, Lu Qi's life is gone."

Lu Lan said with tears streaming down her face, "Once, he was injured by explosives and almost lost his life. I went to see him in the hospital and saw him lying on the bed, tied up like a mummy I asked him, are you a wooden man? Don’t you feel such a serious injury? Don’t you feel pain? Do you know how he answered me? He said that he was already dead and alive. Yes, it’s just a shell, and the soul is gone, so how can I still feel pain? I heard it at the time, and my heart was about to break.”

The corners of Ji Feng's lips were straightened, and his eyes were a little red, but he still looked tepid, which made Lu Lan feel a little confused.

Lu Lan stood up, approached Ji Feng and said, "Ah Feng, I know you still have Lu Qi in your heart, right? If you really only hated him, you wouldn't go to great lengths to carry him out of the mountain, Ah Feng, can't you give Lu Qi another chance? You know what he said when I told Lu Qi that Ji Sui was his son? You can live a good life without you, but I know that if you go back like this this time, what Lu Qi will lose is not only his heart, but even that empty shell, he may not be able to keep it, Ah Feng, you I blame Lu Qi in my heart, but have you ever thought about it, if one day, this person disappears, he dies, disappears, and you will never see him again in your life, do you think it doesn't matter?"

Ji Feng's face turned pale, and his hands trembled violently, he quickly grabbed the quilt, but unfortunately, it was useless, it was still trembling.

Seeing her, Lu Lan knew that she couldn't speak any more. She turned her head and took a deep look at Ji Sui who was beside her. Lu Lan straightened up and said, "Ah Feng

, have you ever thought about giving Xiao Sui a complete home?"

After speaking, Lu Lan turned around and left Ji Feng's ward slowly step by step.

Hearing the sound of the door being closed, Ji Feng trembled, followed by a piercing cough, Ji Sui was frightened, climbed onto the bed quickly, grabbed Ji Feng's hand and shouted: "Dad!"

With a pale face, Ji Feng looked at his son with dull eyes, and squirmed his lips and called out: "Xiao Sui"

"Dad, I'm here," Ji Sui stepped forward, hugged Ji Feng's arm tightly, put his small face on it, and said firmly, "Dad, don't be afraid, I will be with you, don't be afraid, I will I will always be with you, Dad, Dad."

That night, after Ji Sui fell asleep, Ji Feng couldn't fall asleep. He just kept his eyes open until the early morning, his mind was full of the last words Lu Lan said. If he lives in this life, he will never see him again. Come to Lu Qi, does it really matter?

At two o'clock in the morning, everything around was quiet, except for the small snoring of Ji Sui beside him, there was nothing else.

Ji Feng just lay there, his eyes were dim, and the light at the head of the bed was so weak that he couldn't even see the faces of the people who were close at hand.

At this time, the door was suddenly opened from the outside. Although no footsteps could be heard, Ji Feng could feel that someone was approaching.

Ji Feng didn't know that the reason why he didn't sleep was because he had been waiting for this person all the time. He quickly closed his eyes gently, but they didn't close them completely, but a gap was exposed.

A staggering figure approached, with one arm still in a bandage. After the man approached, he first stood by Ji Sui's side without doing anything, just stood there for a long time, then bent down and touched Ji Sui's face After kissing, Ji Feng obviously heard a choking sound, the visitor straightened up immediately, sucked his nose, wiped his face with his hand, and pressed down the corner of the quilt for Ji Sui, then walked around the end of the bed and came to him side.

Afraid of being discovered, Ji Feng hastily closed his eyes completely.

The visitor carefully sat down on the seat beside him, and then squeezed out a voice from his throat: "Ah Feng, are you asleep?"

"

Ji Feng pursed his lower lip in the dark, but didn't make a sound.

Lu Qi waited for a long time, but didn't hear Ji Feng's voice, and then continued: "You know, I will only dare to come and see you when you are asleep."

As he said that, he couldn't help stretching out his hand towards Ji Feng, but just as his hand was about to touch Ji Feng's cheek, Lu Qi suddenly stopped moving, and then hurriedly withdrew his hand back as if getting an electric shock.

"Ah Feng, I'm sorry"

Ji Feng didn't want to hear such words, just as he frowned, he heard two slaps, and Lu Qi slapped himself.

"It's my bastard who didn't know that you had a child at that time; it's my fault, I didn't know anything, and I thought I was working hard for our future, but I never thought about what you really wanted; it was I am confused, you are so kind to me, but I hurt you again and again."

Ji Feng's heart trembled after these three slaps. Lu Qi really did it to him. He probably would wake up tomorrow morning with a swollen face.

And Ji Feng could only clenched his teeth, not letting himself make a sound.

"Afeng" Lu Qi cautiously stretched out his hand again, not daring to touch his face, and gently covered the back of Ji Feng's hand that was exposed outside the quilt with his palm, and continued, "In the next life, you must never meet me again. Come on, you two have a good time, as long as you don't have me, you father and son will be safe for the rest of your life. Don't worry, I will leave early tomorrow morning. I swear I swear that I will never show up again

In front of you, my whole life will be spent in remorse, if one day I am beaten to death, please forgive me, okay, Ah Feng, please forgive me"

Lu Qi didn't say anything after that, just lying on the edge of Ji Feng's bed, with his forehead against the bed, weeping silently.

Ji Feng didn't know how long this person had been crying in front of his bed, but when he left, the sky outside the window was slightly brighter, Ji Feng sat up from the bed, reached out and touched the edge of the bed, the quilt was wet a large piece.

Ji Feng raised his head and sighed, his eyes were bloodshot, he just sat there, looking down at Ji Sui's sleeping face, until the sky was bright.

There was commotion outside the door, and Lu Qi was about to leave.

Ji Sui woke up, and he didn't know when he woke up. The child called Ji Feng in a crying voice, but didn't speak, and burrowed into Ji Feng's arms like a puppy.

"Do you want to be with him?"

Ji Feng stroked his son's head, his expression confused, he didn't know whether to ask the son in his arms, or himself.

Lu Qi was sitting in a wheelchair, Lu Ze pushed him out of the ward door, and Lu Lan stood at the door, looking at Ji Feng's ward door, the door was still closed.

"Xiaolan, let's go

Lu Ze sighed and shook his head slightly at Lu Lan.

Lu Lan turned to look at Lu Qi in the wheelchair, "Don't you want to say something? Don't you want to see their father and son again?"

Lu Qi lowered his head and looked at his feet, motionless like a wooden man.

Lu Lan's chest heaved in anger, she waved her hands and said, "Forget it, I don't have such a blessing."

After finishing speaking, she stepped on her high heels and walked towards the elevator without looking back.

Lu Ze stretched out his hand, patted Lu Qi's shoulder lightly, and then pushed the wheelchair forward.

Suddenly, there was a sound of the door opening behind him, and Lu Qi, who looked like a wooden man, turned his head abruptly. Ji Feng was holding a cane, and little Ji Sui supported his other hand. The father and son walked out of the room slowly.

Lu Qi stood up excitedly from the wheelchair, his red eyes and pupils were wide open, maybe he was too excited, the injury in his waist and abdomen was painful, Lu Qi covered his mouth and wanted to cough, but he didn't dare to make a sound, as if As soon as I made a sound, everything in front of me seemed to disappear.

Ji Feng lowered his head, patted Ji Sui's shoulder lightly, and sighed, "Go."

Ji Sui looked up at him, Ji Feng smiled at him, Ji Sui was encouraged, nodded, and said "hmm".

Then, he let go of Ji Feng's hand, and ran towards Lu Qi. The child stood in front of Lu Qi, panting, and said, "Can you leave, Dad."

Tears welled up in Lu Qi's eyes for a moment, he stretched out a trembling hand, held Ji Sui's shoulder, and asked tremblingly, "What did you call me just now?"

Ji Sui looked at him and said with a serious face: "Dad, don't go, stay with me and me"

The child said, paused for a moment, looked up at Ji Feng, had an idea, and continued: "Stay with me and Daddy, is that okay?"

Lu Qi didn't answer, he didn't dare to answer, he just turned his head and looked at Ji Feng with expectant eyes, can he?

can you stay

Ji Feng didn't speak, just smiled at him lightly, still the same as before, so dazzling that he couldn't take his eyes off.

Lu Qi blinked quickly, took a deep breath, turned to Ji Sui and said, "Yes, Dad will stay, and Dad will never, never leave you and your daddy."