best lover

Li Blade didn't expect that Lu Ling would actually apologize to him at the beginning, he was a little uncertain about the meaning of Lu Ling's apology, so he could only reply in a straight line: "No, my mother was not in good health, and the hospital's medical bills , it should be paid by you, so it can be regarded as a settlement."

Lu Ling looked at him and said, "Actually, you don't have to be so wary of me, I'm here today not to separate you and my son Qianyi.

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Li Blade pursed his lips, "Sorry, I have to reiterate that I have already broken up with him, and we have nothing to do with each other.

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"Can't you reconcile?"

Lu Ling's words made Li Bian suddenly turn his head and look at her in complete confusion.

"What do you mean by that I don't understand."

Lu Ling sighed and said: "Actually, you should know that I already knew about the two of you being together, but I didn't stop it, because from the bottom of my heart, I didn't want to stop you, but I also couldn't support it, because my Support will only bring you trouble, I can only pretend that I don't know anything, and I can only occasionally learn about you vaguely from my sister, who is Lu Qi's mother."

Lu Ling smiled helplessly, "Do you know that my sister likes you very much, and I like you very much, if possible, I hope you can always be with Qianyi, I mean it sincerely, I hope you believe me .”

Li Bian licked his dry lips and asked hoarsely, "Why?"

Why does Lu Ling want him to be with Bai Qianyi? As a mother, Lu Ling should be the one who can't accept herself the most, right? Then why?

"Do you still remember what Qian Yi was like when you first met him?" Lu Linghui asked.

Li Blade thought for a while and replied: "Lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely."

Lu Ling blinked, "Yes, you summed it up better than me. My son has been alone since he was a child, and he only likes one person. Even though Nuoyi was born later, the relationship between them is not like brothers, but like Father and son, Qianyi is very indulgent to Nuoyi, but he still has no friends, but do you know that he has never said who he likes since he was a child, whether it is a star or a singer, he really has no one."

Lu Ling bowed his head and pondered for a while, before continuing to explain: "Actually, Qian Yi was not like this when he was young, he would play with other children, and everyone always liked to surround him, but later, he found that the children always in order to compete with him

After quarreling and fighting because of the opportunity to play, he began to deliberately alienate others, until later, he became repulsive

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"Why do those people compete for children? Don't they all like to be in groups?"

"I don't know either," Lu Ling said helplessly, "but it's strange, the people around Qianyi always want to monopolize him, maybe it's because he's too beautiful, or too smart."

Lu Ling didn't know whether she said the last two sentences intentionally or unintentionally, but Li Ren was indeed amused by her words, and the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

Lu Ling's attitude became softer now, "Qianyi should have told you that he hates being touched by others, sometimes even me and his father are not allowed, I remember it seems that since he was four years old, he would not let others touch him. I gave him a bath, but insisted on washing it myself, and didn't let me follow him.

Then, after entering the bathroom, they will lock the door behind them. "

Li Blade said softly: "Don't you have a key?"

Lu Ling frowned and said, "After the door is locked from the inside, it can only be opened from the inside."

Li Jian nodded in understanding.

Lu Ling continued: "After entering junior high school, fights still happened occasionally, but at least they would try their best to carry him behind their backs, but adolescent children are always a little energetic and over-excited. In fact, I heard the details from the teacher. Yes, I heard that many people always touch Qianyi intentionally or unintentionally. For a period of time, Qianyi always kept a distance of one meter away from others.

People always go around and walk away. Although I thought it was a bit funny at the time, when I think about it now, it's really pitiful.

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Lu Ling sighed heavily, "Probably because of this, Qianyi's obsession with cleanliness has become more and more serious, he doesn't like to be touched, he doesn't like to be approached, he is always cold, and refuses people thousands of miles away, I think at first , he should just want to protect himself through this method."

Li Blade was a little emotional, "I didn't expect such a good-looking person to be in such a big trouble."

Lu Ling nodded and nodded, "Yes, it's very troublesome, so Xiaoren, you probably don't know how grateful I am for your presence.

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"I..." Li Blade was stunned for a moment, not understanding.

"Yes, because of your appearance, Qianyi's heart disease was cured. I've never seen him take the initiative to approach a person. You know, you may not believe it, but I think this is probably a woman's intuition, mother Intuition," Lu Ling took Li Ren's hand and squeezed it tightly, "If Qian Yi hadn't met you, he would probably be destined to die alone all his life. At 20, 30, 40 years old, he will always be alone , and then wait until one day, we also leave, he will always be alone like this, and then die alone.”

Li Blade was slightly taken aback, his pupils shrinking slightly.

"So as a mother, I want to ask you one thing, is that okay?" Lu Ling's eyes were moist, his brows were slightly frowned, and his eyes were full of pleading.

Li Blade knew that he didn't want to refuse, he seemed to know what Lu Ling wanted to say, and what Lu Ling wanted to say coincided with what he thought in his heart.

Lu Ling told him so many things about Bai Qianyi's childhood and what his purpose was. Li Yan knew very well in his heart that the mother could accept everything for the sake of the son, and the son could also give up everything for the sake of the mother.

Li Blade slightly lowered his upper eyelids, gritted his teeth for a while, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I can't promise you, ma'am."

Lu Ling's tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she held Li Bian's hand tightly and said urgently: "I know this request is too much, and I also know that once you agree to this matter, the person who hurt you is likely to be my dearest My loved ones, but Xiao Ren, I beg you, go and see if Qian Yi is doing well, he is having a bad life, he is really having a bad life, he misses you every day, you know, do you know, ,

Li Blade couldn't say a word, Lu Ling used her hoarseness to express how much heartache she had, but Li Blade's silence was also a kind of heartache, and it was no less than Lu Ling.

Lu Ling looked at Li Yan's resolute way of bowing his head, covered his mouth, tilted his head and started to cry suppressedly.

After a long while, Lu Ling finally managed to stabilize his emotions. Li Ben took out a tissue and handed it to her, asking her to wipe away the tears. He moved his lips.

Said: "I'm sorry."

"No, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry." Lu Ling has regained her senses, she knows how cruel what she just said, "I shouldn't, for the sake of my son, let you abandon your mother, I'm a bad woman. "

"You are a good mother."

After listening to Li Yan's words, Lu Ling's tears almost burst again. She blinked quickly and held back, stretched out her arms towards Li Yan, and gently hugged him into her arms.

"I hope you will be happy."

"And you too, ma'am."

Li Jian got out of Lu Ling's car, Simon and Anthony got into the car, stepped on the accelerator and left.

Li Blade just stood there watching, until the car was completely gone, Li Blade took out his mobile phone from his pocket, hesitated for a while, and still called Bai Qianyi.

Bai Qianyi answered quickly, as if he had been waiting for this call all along. After the call was connected, Bai Qianyi said urgently: "Hello!"

Probably because he noticed that his attitude was wrong, Bai Qianyi paused, and after carefully hiding it, he asked in a calm tone:

"How are you"

Li Blade raised his head slightly, his face was pale, the world seemed to be spinning, he didn't care much, he just wanted to finish what he wanted to say.

"It's not that I don't reply to your text messages, it's that I dare not, I dare not see you Bai Qianyi, I dare not hear any news about you, because these make me too painful, I obviously try so hard to forget you , but why do you always appear in my mind, Bai Qianyi, I feel like I'm going to die, really, maybe tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I'm going to die soon, you know?"

Bai Qianyi didn't reply immediately, there was a faint sound of breathing on the phone, how could Li Yan not hear it, how could he not know, he had never seen that person cry, but this time, when he heard it, Bai Qianyi actually cried and it's all his fault

"Five years, five years, let's not contact each other for these five years," Bai Qianyi said hoarsely, "I won't let anyone disturb you, and I won't give you any information. After five years, if you still forget I can't forget you, and I can't forget you. At that time, either you come to me, or I go to you. At that time, you tell me again, whether you want to be with me or stay with me, you Choose yourself."

Li Blade raised his hand and wiped his tears, "What's the multiple-choice question, what's the difference between these two answers?"

Bai Qianyi smiled lowly, "Li Yan, if you want to escape from me in this life, you can only pray that I can completely forget you in these five years."

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"I don't want it." Li Yan roared childishly, then his voice weakened, and he repeated in a trembling low voice, "I don't want it." So, don't forget me, you can't forget me, Bai Qianyi.

Bai Qianyi was on the phone, and hoarse laughter spread. Li Yan raised his head and looked at the sky. There was a busy tone beeping on the phone, but he just couldn't bear to hang up.

Feng Shangqing had already come to his side, seeing Li Yan standing there with his chin raised without saying a word, tears slipped from the end of his eyes, flowed down his neck and into his collar, Feng Shangqing trembled He shook his lips, but after all he couldn't say a word, he could only reach out and tremblingly took the mobile phone from Li Ren's hand. After hanging up the phone, he stuffed it into the pocket of Li Ren's school uniform, stretched out his hand, and supported Li Ren. "Brother Blade, let's go back to school"

Li Ren didn't speak, let Feng Shangqing lead him by the shell, and walked forward step by step.