best lover

As Han Lun said, tears came down. He lowered his head and wiped it with the back of his hand.

"I haven't dared to tell you. In fact, I am also very scared in my heart. I am really very scared. I don't know.

What should I do? I even thought that I should see a doctor. If it wasn't about Brother Feng, I might really have a problem because of Feng.

I really can't figure it out, and I'm driving myself crazy."

"Han Lun, don't be like this." Although Li Blade couldn't see the expression on his face, Han Lun's voice changed.

In the ears, the heart is also full of unpleasant feelings.

"Li Blade, tell me, what should I do? What should I do? I can't take it anymore. I think I'm going crazy. I think

Recently, I have become less and less like myself. "

Han Lun has suppressed it for so long, but today he finally burst out, rushed over and hugged Li Jian, and put his whole body on it.

Li Jian's chest.

"Li Blade, you have to save me, you can save me, can you please save me?"

Li Bian gritted his teeth, raised his head and took a deep breath, finally raised his arms and pushed Han Lun away from his arms.

"Sorry, Han Lun, I can't help you in this matter, because I can't give you the answer you want."

"You..." Han Lun stared blankly at Li Bian, completely stupefied, "What do you mean?"

Li Blade said word by word: "I mean, I can't be with you, but don't worry, I won't be with Han Meng either.

From now on, both of you are very important to me. I regard you as my elder brother and Han Meng as my younger sister. In this life, as long as you are willing, I will

Will not abandon you. "

"Brother" Han Lun's feet were weak and he almost fell to the ground. Li Ren was quick to help him up.

"Han Lun, how are you doing?"

Han Lun pushed away Li Blade's hand, and took a trembling step back.

"What brother, this is just your excuse."

"Han Lun"

"Do you like men?" Han Lun suddenly snapped, "You, like Ji Feng, don't like women, do you?"

like men, right?"

Li Ren paused

, replied: "I don't like anyone, and I don't plan to be with anyone in my life."

"Liar!" Han Lun shouted loudly, "Then Bai Qianyi, what's the matter with Bai Qianyi? How dare you say that you have nothing to do with him?"

Does it matter?"

Li Bing frowned, and explained as patiently as possible: "Han Lun, don't be so excited, please, Bai Qianyi and I,

Our relationship is not what you think, of course, I can't explain anything to you now, but you trust me, okay?

"

Han Lun shook his head, "Don't lie to me again, I know, Bai Qianyi likes you, and you like him too, don't you?"

Obviously we have known each other for the longest time, but something happened, you never told me and Ji Chao, you didn't treat us as brothers, you didn't

You treat us as children, but in your eyes, we are like children who don’t understand anything. Obviously, among us, you

It is the youngest. "

Li Blade can't explain this, Han Lun is right, sometimes he will take care of him and Ji Chao as younger brothers unintentionally, very

He doesn't want Han Lun and Ji Chao to worry about it, but it's not all his fault, after all, his mental age is indeed

Much bigger than Han Lun and the others.

Seeing that Li Blade didn't explain, Han Lun snorted, closed his eyes, and looked lonely.

"Li Blade, you treat us like children and Bai Qianyi as your backer, you rely on him and obey him, you don't even care about family matters like seeing your father

Don't shy away from him, do you just decide that you want to be with him?"

Li Blade was surprised and said: "You won't be following me today."

Han Lun didn't deny it, "It's not important now, the important thing is, Li Yan, you and Bai Qianyi, you won't get together

He is not from the same world as us, and he never really loves you, Li Ren, can you wake up, take a closer look, Bai Qian

How can a person like Yi Yi spend his whole life with a man, one day, he will get married, but I am different, I want to

You, for you, for you, I can never get married, I will always be with you, okay?"

Li Blade felt that Han Lun was in a daze, he probably didn't know what he was talking about now, this is not "love"

, This is "being loved", Han Lun feels that he has fallen into a bitter love, and he is trying every means to prove his love

The loyalty of this love, my child, is full of longing for love, and always feels that all the hardships are for this love.

The test, what he said, he didn't even think about whether he could bear the consequences, all he wanted was the moment of no hesitation

Isn't everyone like this when

Li Ben knew that Han Lun was like this now, if he said it more tactfully, maybe he would still regard him as a kind of hope.

When it comes to emotional issues, you must decide when you should. For fear of offending or hurting others, it is just bullshit, just for the sake of

Find a spare tire by yourself, just make excuses.

Therefore, facing Han Lun's confession, Li Blade still resolutely said this sentence: "I'm sorry, Han Lun, I don't love you, I don't love you.

They can never be together. "

Han Lun felt that he had abandoned his dignity and everything to confess his love to Li Yan, but in the end, he still lost to Bai Qianyi.

"You're still in love with Bai Qianyi"

Han Lun said, lowering his head and retreating into the darkness.

Li Blade didn't know how to explain it. In this situation, no matter how he explained it, Han Lun would not believe it.

After confirming it in my heart, I would reject him because he was already with Bai Qianyi.

In fact, this is quite good, at least for Han Lun, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

"I don't know what else to say, if you feel that you can't face me, I will ask the teacher for leave tomorrow, anyway.

The final exam will be in a few days. I hope you can think clearly during the winter vacation. "

After Li Blade finished speaking, he picked up his schoolbag, brushed past Han Lun, and left without turning his head.

Outside the classroom, Ji Chao, who went back and forth, stood there like a sculpture, and Li Yan had actually seen him, otherwise

Then he didn't dare to leave Han Lun alone under such circumstances.

When passing by Ji Chao, Li Blade pursed his lips and said only one sentence: "Don't let him know that you are following him, and you will get home safely.

It will be fine, his sister and grandparents are at home, and I will leave it to you, brother. "

Ji Chao opened his mouth, he wanted to ask Li Yan, are you really with Bai Qianyi, do you like men too?

In that time, Li Blade had gone far away, and Ji Chao didn't dare to call him out, because Li Blade said, don't let Han Lun find him.

Li Jian went downstairs and ran all the way out of the school gate. The cold wind of winter night scraped his cheek like a knife, causing severe pain.

Bai Qianyi leaned on the car, holding the mobile phone in his hand, staring at the screen and didn't know what he was looking at, Li Yan stopped at his feet, panting

Looking at Bai Qianyi gruffly, he obviously held back his resentment just now, thinking that if he sees this person again, he must settle with him

Settle the score, if it wasn't for him, Han Lun wouldn't have noticed that he liked men. According to his personality, he might be able to hold back until

When they graduate, Han Lun enters society and marries a woman he likes

But looking at Bai Qianyi's face at this moment, Li Yan couldn't say anything, what blame, what dissatisfaction, all of a sudden

All gone.

Li Blade swallowed, and walked towards Bai Qianyi stiffly.

"how are you" isn't it cold here why don't you wait in the car

Li Blade couldn't say anything, he could only stare at him with wide eyes.

However, Bai Qianyi seemed to be in a good mood, and suddenly chuckled, his extremely handsome face was like a flower blooming in the ice and snow.

The lotus flower melts all the ice around it.

"Why is the phone turned off?" Bai Qianyi asked softly.

"What?" Li Yan took out his phone in a hurry, and the screen didn't turn on when he turned it on, and it turned off automatically immediately after trying to turn it on.

The phone was turned off, Li Yan raised his head and said, "The battery is out."

In the past, the mobile phone had a long standby time, and Li Ben himself could not remember when he charged it last time, and he was busy these days.

He didn't notice it either, so he didn't notice when it was turned off.

Bai Qianyi didn't blame him, but turned his head and glanced at the school's teaching building, "The lights are all off, I thought I missed it, why not?"

It’s best not to give up, otherwise you will really miss it. "

Li Blade frowned, watched Bai Qianyi hesitate for a long time, and finally spoke out.

"Brother Yi, I don't plan to be with anyone in my life, whether it's a man, a woman, or you, I hope

Can you respect my decision. "

After Li Yan finished speaking, he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Bai Qianyi's face.

It's a human being, he is only guilty to Han Lun, but he can't even tell what it is to Bai Qianyi.

"I respect you." Bai Qianyi said lightly, "If one day, you tell me that you never want to see me again, never come

Find me, I will never disturb your life, is that okay?"

Li Blade pursed his lips and didn't respond for a long time. If it was before, he would be able to say it immediately, but now

After going through so many things, today's Bai Qianyi is no longer a stranger who can let him say such things without any burden.

"Brother Yan, can't we be friends, bosom friend?"

Bai Qianyi didn't answer, just smiled lightly, opened the car door and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital."

Li Blade closed his eyes and sighed heavily: Well, it's not possible, and it's impossible. In this world, there is no such thing as cheap.

Bai Qianyi sent the man to the hospital, said "have a good rest", and left. During this journey, except for half of the way, he accompanied Li Ren to buy things.

He bought a mobile phone charger, and he didn't burden Li Ye with any words, but the more he did this, the less Li Ye could say those absolute words.

decision.

When he arrived at the hospital, his mother hadn't fallen asleep yet. Ding Mei sat on the bedside and chatted with her without saying anything else. The topics Ding Mei chose were safe and sound.

Happy, nothing more than Zheng Xiaoxue's pregnancy.

Li Bian couldn't get into this kind of topic, so he said a few words with him, and then he used the excuse that he went outside to do his homework, and the phone had just been charged.

Li Bian was startled by more than a dozen unread text messages.

When I opened it, it was all sent by Ji Feng.

why didn't you answer my phone

Let me tell you, if you don't turn on the phone to answer the phone, you will regret it for the rest of your life

You bastard, you have a big deal, you know?

I don't know if it was too late when you saw this text message. I really didn't say this. I don't know how Han Lun guessed you

The relationship between the two of you, if you ask me, you two should really restrain yourself.

Li Bian flipped through each item, and after reading it, he replied a message, just two words "too late".

Ji Feng replied quickly, crackling words: Blame me, I have called you more than a dozen times, sent you more than a dozen text messages, who told you?

Should you know that you shut down the phone at critical times?

Li Ren was about to reply: Yes, I deserve it.

Before finishing typing a few words, Ji Feng's text message came again: "Okay, paper can't hold fire, he will know one day, sooner rather than later."

Tao is not a bad thing, why don't you come out for a drink?

Li Ben smiled lightly: No need, I am staying with my mother in the hospital, thank you, Ji Feng.

After a long time this time, Ji Feng replied with three words: Brother Feng