Survival

26

Yu Sheng's smile also gradually disappeared.

Just last night, Xiao Chengyi experienced the darkest day in his life. In fact, it was not much different from the five years in Rome, but this time he had something to worry about.

Zhang Yan beat Xiao Chengyi's body with a whip, the white shirt was ruined, and even the colorful paint was stained red with blood.

Whipping, beating, chopping, and scalding are all done.

"Zhang Yan, slow down, I still want the evidence he collected."

There was a low voice in the dark corner, surrounding this empty room with only four walls, especially like the voice of death.

"Okay, tell me, tell me the evidence you found!"

When Xiao Chengyi opened his mouth, he found that he couldn't say anything, not a single word.

"Boss, he won't say anything!"

Mr. Shi stood up, left the dark place step by step, and walked up to Xiao Chengyi, "Pit Gao, you said his woman was raped by us?"

Pi Gao walked behind Mr. Shi obediently, "Yes, boss."

"Why didn't you say it earlier!?" After speaking, Mr. Shi kicked Pi Gao away.

Mr. Shi stood in front of Xiao Chengyi, he looked unsightly, and Mr. Shi felt sick to his stomach.

"Zhang Yan, how many women were there that day?"

"In my impression, there seem to be three. How can I remember the boss, aren't all women the same?"

Pi Gao crawled back, "Boss, I remember, there are four."

Mr. Shi laughed loudly, how ironic it was in Xiao Chengyi's eyes, how much he wanted to tear this face off.

"I don't seem to remember how you feel as a woman."

"Do you not accept it? Do you want to scold me?"

Sometimes he is cruel, sometimes he is young, and no one can see through him.

In fact, there are many unknown creatures in this world, but we don't want to believe it, but we still naively find excuses to stay in the beautiful world we imagined, but you know?Excuses are just used to deceive yourself.And when these dark worlds stretch out their sharp claws and run towards you, you have no other way but to face it. At this time, will you still love the world?

Xiao Chengyi really wanted to speak, but he really couldn't say a word.

"Don't tell me? That's good, Zhang Yan! Throw him into the bathtub."

Zhang Yan looked at Mr. Shi in surprise, but he still let Xiao Chengyi go and dragged him into the bathtub, he was no different from a dead person.

He scanned many past pictures before his eyes, and it turned out that they were all the days with Yu Sheng, and these were the only things in his life worth remembering.

Xiao Chengyi was thrown into the bathtub, what he felt was not the piercing cold, but the pain like a knife.

He felt the pain of his flesh being pierced.

Crystal meth.

He already has injuries, and now he's lying on these meth, it's torture.

He lay down for a long time, and he couldn't get up, not to mention that his hamstring was cut, and it hurt when he moved.

He lay in that bathtub for a long time, and he found that no matter what, he missed it.

Regardless, he is missed.

He was in pain, what he thought was not how much pain he was in, but that he finally felt the pain for the rest of his life.

There is no window here, he can't tell the light from the dark, it may just be his whole life.

"Save people! Quick!"

This is a word he vaguely heard, is he familiar with it?he does not know.Have you heard it?he does not know.

In the ambulance, he opened his eyes slightly, he told himself.

Xiao Chengyi, you don't owe that boy, you don't owe your parents, you don't owe those three women, you don't owe anyone, but you only owe Yu Sheng, and you owe her Yu Sheng.

"I'm sorry for taking the rest of your life."

He spoke very slowly and softly. He tried his best to say this sentence, but the nurse next to him only heard a few words.

Xiao Chengyi heard a voice and said, "This is the phone number he calls every day. It should be a family member. I feel like calling!"

Dr. Gu heard the nurse on the other end of the phone talking anxiously, "Is it Xiao Chengyi's family? He is seriously injured now, please go to Fuming Hospital as soon as possible!"

"You... something happened to your Mr. Xiao."

Yu Sheng basically rushed out at the first time, she didn't know how many red lights she had run through, she was afraid.

She finally arrived. She wanted to go to the counter first and ask as soon as possible, but she saw it at the door.

An ambulance just arrived.

"Is it Xiao Chengyi?"

"Uh... yes."

Yu Sheng's heart collapsed, why was he covered with a white cloth, why.

"Sorry, he died on the way."

How easy and normal it was to say this sentence from her mouth.

"Send it in first, okay?"

Yu Sheng walked stiffly to the hospital, where she faced Xiao Chengyi, frowning tightly.

"I feel that I have an obligation to say the last words of the deceased to the family members."

Another nurse pulled her, "You are really a newcomer, I can't see it, I don't understand it either."

"Don't say that, we don't understand."

The nurse walked to Yu Sheng's side, "I only vaguely heard the word fish in what he said at the end. I don't know if it's a fisherman or something."

Yu Sheng's tears gradually flowed out. She took the death certificate from another nurse and signed her name on the vacant seat for the family members.

The two nurses paused, as if they understood something, and left without saying anything.

He said that she was not by his side when he died.

She was really not beside him, but his body was right in front of her.

She saw in the death certificate just now that it was massive bleeding caused by bloodletting, not to mention drug poisoning.

He died of massive bleeding and drug poisoning.

This time, Yu Sheng didn't wake him up.She knew he couldn't get up.

Her hand brushed his eyebrows through the white cloth. These eyebrows are not too thick, but they are really pretty.

Passing his eyes, he was closed and seemed unrecognizable.

It crossed the bridge of his nose, not too high, but very nice, but she couldn't feel his breath.

Passing over his ears, his earlobe is a bit fleshy, he is a cute person who made Yu Sheng laugh secretly.

Finally across his mouth, his lower lip is a bit thick, really nice lips.

Yu Sheng could only tell him through the white cloth: "I haven't even had time to tell you that your outline is really clear."

It was the only outline seen in the dark, the only outline of her life.

Only the feeling of death by a thousand knives is vivid, and this lyrics is too simple to describe.

At this moment, she was in so much pain that she couldn't even feel her heart. Her back was pressed against the wall, and her tears kept streaming.

Suddenly there was a loud noise, and a patient hit the chair and fell down. She was a person who would not be scared for the rest of her life, but she burst into tears at that moment.

She used to think that the destruction of the world was so wonderful, but when her world was really destroyed, she found that it was not beautiful at all.

A patient took the phone and said to the person on the other end of the phone: "Today is December 28, and there are so many promotions for the New Year's Eve, let's buy it."

Ah... today is Yu Sheng's birthday.she forgot.

A few days later, the police informed Yu Sheng to claim the belongings of the deceased. She stroked the clothes, and the white shirt looked like this. With a touch of scarlet, her hand touched an orange spot, which was the paint. paint on him.

Finally she saw a book, she said she wanted to take this book away, He Dui saw that this book was found in Xiao Chengyi's home, and he let Yu Sheng take it away.

Yu Sheng opened the book in the car, which was bought in Canada, and Yu Sheng couldn't even read a single word.

Turning over quickly, she saw a leaf.A maple leaf in a book.

There are a few beautiful words on it - Yu Sheng, we will go again in July.

Yu Sheng closed her eyes at that moment, she was depressed, but she couldn't cry anymore.

She turned on the phone, which she kept saying to throw away, and opened the text message. This is a door to memories, and there is always something that allows you to open all the memories.

— Do you want to eat?

——I'm in a law firm and very busy.

— I suddenly miss Newfoundland.

At that moment, she still couldn't help crying.

She went home and put the book on the bedside table.

Yu Sheng helped Xiao Chengyi with the funeral alone. He had almost no friends. He was an orphan. His death did not make the police and the people feel his sacrifice. He died not honorably, but he made a contribution to the society , He is not a policeman, not a public security officer, he does not have this responsibility, but only for the rest of his life, but only for the world, never for himself.

Xiao Chengyi died, and many people were cheering.There is still one person in the police force mourning silently, but what about the others?They think that Xiao Chengyi's death is to eliminate harm for the people, and he will no longer help the wicked.The prodigal son will not be exchanged for gold when he turns back; the white-eyed wolf will not live.The former is a happy atmosphere, while the latter is a disgusting state of mind.But obviously the former did so many bad things and finally became a good person, while the latter only did one wrong thing and was regarded as evil by the world.And Xiao Chengyi is the one who is evil in the eyes of others from the beginning to the end.

Not many people came to the funeral, basically only Yu Sheng and He Dui.

"He did a good thing at last. It's a good thing everything's settled, otherwise what he's doing seems self-contained."

Yu Sheng was silent, and the photo was taken by her who didn't know how long ago, and she looked particularly energetic.

Xiao Chengyi is a lawyer. He prepared a will for himself in advance, donating half to the orphanage and half to Yu Sheng.

……

Yu Sheng woke up from a dream that day, and she saw the photo illuminated by the sun, the only photo of them together, but she only saw his side face, which was actually very good.

She sat up and looked at the wall habitually, only then did she realize that the clock was broken.

She stood up and kicked away the damaged things on the ground.Going to the bathroom to take a shower, she found that the shampoo was gone.

Yu Sheng picked up the empty bottle and threw it at the mirror, which broke.

The shards of glass on the ground reflected her face, and she never realized that her face could be described as withered.

She walked out of the bathroom and saw the mess in the room, which was her masterpiece.

"Bump bump!"

The wooden door outside the door was knocked vigorously.

"Smelly bitch! Open the door for me! I know you have goods here!"

She couldn't open it for the rest of her life, so she threw something instead, and she fell silent for a moment.Chen Hong outside the door was stunned for a moment, kicked the wooden door hard and left angrily.

Chen Hong went to Yu Sheng's house every two days to ask for methamphetamine, but he didn't even have a job, and couldn't afford methamphetamine.

After a while, Yu Sheng went out, and she came to the only home that gave her warmth. Two months after his death, she found out that she was wrong.

She thought that if she didn't open the door, his breath would not disperse, but when she opened the door, there was no smell at all.

Compared with Yu Sheng's home, this place is really much cleaner. She cleaned it regularly, but her own home was tortured to a mess.Maybe deep in her heart, this is home.

She slept in that single bed all night, and she had discovered before that this single bed was too empty.

She got up early the next morning, dressed in black, and went to the cemetery.

Today is the anniversary of his death. I don't know when there is a young man next to him.

She picked up the lunch box and put it in front of him, "Mr. Xiao, you didn't cook for me on my birthday, so I can only cook for you."

Yu Sheng picked up his chopsticks and sat in front of his grave, eating slowly.

As she ate, she even finished his portion.

"Mr. Xiao, today I am 30 years old."

"I should be the only one who remembers the day of your death the most."

His smile remained unchanged, but the moment Yu Sheng raised his eyes, his nose began to sore.

After a while, Yu Sheng said as if remembering something: "I didn't go this July."

There were footprints of the two of them together in Canada, and she didn't want to add a lonely footprint.

No one knows everything in Newfoundland, even the He team only knows a process of less than 15 minutes.

"The snow that year washed away all the splendor."

Will he wait for her?

Yu Sheng packed up his lunch box and sat there for a long time before getting up to leave.

While waiting for the traffic light, her phone was called, and she answered, "Yu Sheng! Your aunt's son is still here with me, why don't you come and take him? I really can't take him anymore."

Yu Sheng's voice was choked with sobs, "Mom, you have been smart all your life, but you have forgotten the ways of the world."

"Yu Sheng, is family not important to you now?"

Yu Sheng hung up the phone in tears and threw it by the side of the road.

She thought she had forgotten all the joys and sorrows, but later she found out that she just saw through the joy and sorrow.

Important, family is important, career is important, but to her, those are just floating clouds, and she can persevere.But she lost even the last cloud in her life, what else could make her desperate.

All the sunshine in the car was lost in an instant, and she had already driven the car to the bottom of the overpass, and she never set foot on this overpass to find her way again this year.

Everything is so rusty.

……

"Bump, bang, bastard, I know you're inside!"

……

"Now it's instant news. Here we found the body of a woman in her fifties, and the murderer turned out to be her neighbor. According to her daughter, she witnessed the dead being murdered alive in front of her by a thirty-year-old surnamed Chen Minghong." The man was beaten to death. And this man surnamed Chen actually inhaled a large amount of methamphetamine in his home, and died of acute poisoning, and the police even found a large amount of methamphetamine in his home."

"The following is the video."

Then the female anchor said: "Ice* caused this man surnamed Chen to be violent and murderous. That's why Chi Yu was affected. Stay away from drugs and stay rational. Thank you for watching the instant news."

A small milk voice came into her ears, "Mom! What is methamphetamine?"

A little older, she said: "It's a drug, something that should never be touched. By then, no boy will marry a younger sister."

"Ah~ no, my little sister will marry a good man in the future!"

"Okay, sister-in-law, don't scare your daughter."

She turned her head and saw the man smiled, "Lu Yi, go and take care of your pregnant wife, why don't you care about me."

"Okay, I can't beat you."

……

There is a stand in an apartment, holding up a camera, and he will come here occasionally, because he can see the familiar house and the familiar room through the camera.

In fact, it can still be seen from a distance. There are a few paintings on the wall of the room that are illuminated by the sun, which should be called words.

——Even the only thing left to me was taken away.

——The heart goes away, worships death, and the soul turns into ashes.

——The rest of my life will not be well guarded, and he didn't say I'm sorry.

——I understand what it means to sacrifice the rest of my life with my heart.

There is also a painting like that, which seems to be stained from a distance, but if you look at it with a camera, you will know that it is not dirty, but scarlet blood.

The painting didn't have time to be framed, so it was placed on the desk like this, looking a little dazzled, especially glaring under the sunlight.

——He finally opened the last door for me.

He will always stay at 32 years old, and she will always stay at 30 years old.

After so many years of lingering, it was finally over.

Many people know his ending, but only a few people know her ending, and no one knows that there is always a difference of two years between them.

He said: "Good one, life and death go hand in hand."

【Finish】