Survival

Ten

She suddenly remembered that Xiao Chengyi said that there were many books on psychology in his home. She hurried to the study and saw many books on psychology, but most of them were legal codes.

Yu Sheng randomly picked up a book and started to read it, and didn't put it down until the afternoon. She remembered that she said two days ago that she was going to find Xiao Chengyi, but she stayed at home all day and forgot about it.

The keys to his house are placed in a conspicuous place, next to the door.

Yu Sheng drove to Xiao Chengyi's law firm, and the counter lady told her that there were customers.

So she handed the key to the counter lady and asked her to pass it on to Xiao Chengyi.

Then Yu Sheng went to Xiaobai's law firm and talked with him about going to court in four days.

Yu Sheng would think about what Xiaobai said on the way home.

"You don't have to be nervous. If you don't want to say a lot, I will say it for you. Anyway, the divorce is settled, don't worry."

"What if Chen Hong doesn't show up?"

"I said Yu Sheng, are you overly nervous? It was as if you had nothing to do with yourself during the first lawsuit."

Maybe it's because today is my sister's death day.

But she knew that this was just a self-deceiving reason. She was afraid from the very beginning that this marriage would not be divorced. She was afraid that Chen Hong would come to her again. Even though she had been back to China for so long, she had never seen him.

When Yu Sheng came home, he lay on the bed and looked at the painting with his sister, feeling sad.

She picked up the phone, the previous conversation with Yu's mother was still there, but it was no longer read, and their topic ended here.

Yu Sheng was in a daze all day long, even though he was in a daze, he would burst into tears and stop suddenly.

Her sister has been gone for so many years, and she still can't let go.

Some things are gone and you think you don't need to care about them, but about memories, you can't let them go for a lifetime.

She cried so much that she didn't want the actors in the TV series to cry, and she didn't even move her most uncontrollable eyebrows because of her crying.It can be said that she looks like a fake cry, she is already numb, but things like the heart cannot be numb.

She got up not long after crying, and picked up her mobile phone to make a long-distance call to Mother Yu.

She knew they were not asleep.

"mom."

"Today is your sister's death day."

Yu Sheng slightly bent his back, "I know."

"Mom, can you greet my sister for me?"

Yu Sheng was very careful when speaking, because she knew that once she said something that reminded her of the past, Yu's mother would collapse, and even she would think of it unconsciously.

"Your sister is in front."

According to the information that Yu Sheng learned, Yu's mother was in the cemetery almost all day long.

"Tell her for me that I will come over as soon as my lawsuit is over."

After a few pleasantries, Yu Sheng hung up the phone, leaving Yu's mother and Yu Sheng's sister to be alone.

Yu Sheng tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. She hadn't slept for several days.

She went downstairs to the refrigerator to find food to eat, and when she opened it, she saw something different from before, and all the rotten food was thrown away.

Yu Sheng picked up a box of biscuits and chewed slowly on the table. After a while, the whole box of biscuits was eaten by Yu Sheng. Her stomach was a little distended, she stood up and threw the biscuit box away before going upstairs.

She entered the painting room first, and as expected, all the paintings hanging on the wall were taken away.

She only noticed something when she passed the table. She picked up the sticky note. She didn't pay attention to the table for the rest of her life, so she didn't even know the existence of this note.

[I guess you should have forgotten that I will come today. 】

Yu Sheng held her forehead, she really forgot, she forgot a lot of things recently.

She was not in the mood to paint for the rest of her life, she was lying on the bed and swiping her phone.

It's all boring stuff, but it does fit the rest of my boring life right now.In the end, she even swiped the address book, and she realized that her friends were pitifully few.

Many are people with whom we have no contact today.

Finally, she opened the message office, and there was a message.Yu Sheng didn't almost drop the phone, she said again: "This phone should be replaced."

[The painting? 】

What Xiao Cheng meant was the painting from this morning.

[Repay me one yuan tomorrow. 】

Xiao Chengyi on the other end was just processing the documents, and the new lawsuit was a bit troublesome.

It took him a long time to reply to Yu Sheng, as if it took a long time for Yu Sheng to reply to him.

He worked until almost two o'clock in the morning, and only at this time did he see Yu Sheng's message.

He worked all day, and the only time he relaxed a little, he laughed, thinking that this woman is really weird.

[Someday I'll give it back to you. 】

Yu Sheng replied to the message almost in the next second, as if she was waiting for his message all the time.

【Fixed time. 】

The rest of my life hates the time without actual numbers.

[I've been a little busy recently, new cases, drug trafficking. 】

Yu Sheng's hands trembled, and the phone almost fell to the ground.

[The day after tomorrow. 】

[Your lawsuit is next Wednesday. 】

Yu Sheng was silent, [Okay. 】

Xiao Chengyi put the phone aside, thinking that it was almost two o'clock in the morning, why wasn't she asleep...

He lowered his head and continued to read the documents. The drug trafficking this time was particularly difficult, but after all, he was paid a lot of money, so he was obliged to do his best to help him get rid of the charges.

Yu Sheng on the other end was also looking at the phone, she didn't know what she was thinking, but at that moment, she was really scared.

She stood up and walked to the window. The night outside was beautiful, but the moon could not be seen.

Turning her head to look at the painting, she took it off and gently hugged it in her arms. The painting was too big, and her palms couldn't reach it together.

She didn't want to think so much, she fell asleep holding the painting, which should be the first time she fell asleep in a long time.

Although she fell asleep, she couldn't sleep too soundly, and a phone ringing woke her up.

Yu Sheng put the painting on the other side of the bed.This time there are no two missed calls.

"what happened?"

"Yu Sheng, there is a gallery that wants to cooperate with you."

Yu Sheng bowed his head, "Tell them, I am expensive, and my paintings are also expensive."

"It's all been said for you, waiting for your opinion."

Yu Sheng found out in a trance that even after two years passed, he would still take care of everything for her.

"I'll only be free in two days, and I'll be notified when I make an appointment to sign the contract."

"Okay, by the way, the name of the gallery, 'Accompany'."

She hasn't heard of it for the rest of her life, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care as much about reputation as before.

Moreover, if the gallery is poor, Ye Yun will not notify her, but refuses by herself.

"Thank you, you are really a competent agent."

The other end of the phone smiled, "Yu Sheng, these few weeks, draw more."

Yu Sheng hung up the phone, Ye Yun always had her own life.

"Let's go."

Ye Yun left with the girl who just came back from the bathroom.

The girl jumped up and down, she was a young 20-year-old girl, and Yu Sheng was two types of girls.

In other words, the rest of his life was the most beautiful and bitter woman he met.

From the analysis of his tone, he didn't care about Yu Sheng's distant address.

Yu Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, imagining how much better he would live without her.At the same time, I also imagined a completely different picture, the beauty of two identical people staying together.

It's already dawn, and I have nothing to do for the rest of my life. When I go out, isn't it a woman's nature to go shopping.

Tired from shopping, she left her big and small bags in a store, and went upstairs to watch all the movies that were released today.

In the end, I even finished watching the cartoons, and I slept in the cinema for the rest of my life.

But an hour later, Yu Sheng woke up and saw that the show had already ended, and everyone was walking towards the stairs.

Another day like this.

Sometimes the rest of my life feels like a waste, I sleep when I am full, as if I have done nothing, the only thing that has some meaning is painting and reading.

However, this may be the law of Yu Sheng's life, and she can't change it, and these are just thoughts in Yu Sheng's mind. Others may envy her.

Only then did Yu Sheng understand how boring it is to work irregular hours. After all, her paintings can be sold whenever she wants, and she can keep them if she wants to.

But she still enjoys it, and won't be an idiot to experience the busy work, so that her drug * addiction attacks will only become more frequent.

Yu Sheng returned to the store and found that it was almost closed, so she said thank you and drove away.

She went home and hung all the clothes on the hangers without removing the tags.

She started drawing again, and at this time she thought, how wonderful it would be to paint at the moment when the moonlight shines by the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Most of the rest of her life's mood for painting was taken away, but she insisted on finishing it.

She drew a world in black and white.

A street is full of fallen leaves, but there is no orange red in reality, only black, white and gray.

Finally she painted a long wooden chair, only the wooden chair has color.

Overall, Yu Sheng is very satisfied with this painting.

She turned on her phone to take a picture, and the long wooden chair gave her a special feeling, which she couldn't describe.

She wanted to keep this painting by herself.

Obviously she wanted to draw more paintings for the art exhibition and buy them, but she accidentally drew them in the way she likes.

It's the same with people, you will always find the beauty around you inexplicably, and you can't even let go. Even if the relationship is weak, can you really let go of that love?

Yu Sheng picked up his mobile phone and called Xiao Chengyi.

Two times, he didn't answer.Yu Sheng continued to call, and he finally answered.

"So busy?"

"Well, the drug trafficking lawsuit is very difficult."

Yu Sheng suddenly looked at the painting and said, "Have you eaten yet?"

"have eaten."

Xiao Chengyi lied, but she didn't expose it. Since he could lie to her, it meant he knew she would know.

It's just that he is thin-skinned and can't say hypocritical words.

"This case—."

Yu Sheng started talking before he opened his mouth, and she also became a listener, maybe she knew about the drug trafficking.

"Was your client present?"