big guy is sick

"Hall, it's running out of time." When he said this, Erin's expression was very cautious, his always showy peach eyes were all shrunk together, with a kind of flattering and cautious taste, he looked over, Then it stayed on top.

"Hall?" Erin obviously didn't know why he was staring at her, Erin was a little confused, and there was a bit of shy anxiety in his expression.

"Erin, you," he pondered for a moment, then said slowly, "can you laugh?"

"What?" Erin was even more confused.

"That's it." He tried to bend his eyes, with a narrow expression on his face, "You try it."

Erin was at a loss, but thinking that this might have something to do with the ongoing planning, she took a breath and tried it reluctantly, her eyes were bent, but the expression on her face was always not right, not too serious, It's just too frivolous, a face has changed back and forth seven or eight times, and the muscles are about to cramp.Ye Guying sighed and waved her hands. Erin was afraid that she might not be good enough, so she became even more anxious: "Hall?"

"Okay, no need to try."

"I, I can practice in front of the mirror again." The little girl panicked.Although Ye Guying is not the leader of the company, he is also a giant. Being able to work with him as an assistant will be very beneficial for future development.As a newcomer, she was originally not very competitive, but Ye Guying picked her when selecting candidates last year, and there was a lot of scandal in the company, and she was also a little entangled.But after being by Ye Guying's side for a long time, I know that not only is he not interested in her, but he is probably not interested in anyone.The man seemed to have dedicated his life to his work.

After understanding this point, she was cautious, fearing that she would not be able to keep up with Ye Guying's footsteps.

"No need." Ye Guying waved his hand, "You also find me Guangrun's ten-year-old advertisement."

"Do you want the one from ten years ago?"

"Well, all of them. Since the supporters behind this competition are Guangrun, their preferences will be the most important selection. Only the past ten years are not enough." The boss came over last time, not only to urge Time brought such an inside message, so he not only had to speed up, but more importantly, adjusted his thinking.

Guangrun... That is really a treasure for advertising companies, no matter how big the advertising company is, they will not want to accept their advertisements.

Since there is a shadow of their family in this competition, does this also mean that if selected, it is possible to receive an advertisement from their family?

Ye Guying took a deep breath and fought hard!

This is an opportunity in his life, an opportunity that must not be missed!

He bet everything, and he couldn't let it go!

……

"Where's my money?" Ye Guying looked at Wang Haoran who was cutting steak in front of him, secretly grinding his teeth.

"Gu Zi, you talk about money every time we meet, isn't it a bit vulgar?"

"...Then you pay it back!"

"Repay it, pay it back soon. How have you been doing these years?"

"...It's always better than you."

"How do you know?" Wang Haoran raised his eyebrows, "Guzi, you can't despise me just because I open a QQ, then maybe the QQ is not mine?"

"Oh, so you drive a Q7?"

Wang Haoran burst out laughing: "Guzi, I'm still happy with you."

Ye Guying snorted coldly, turned her face away, but watched Wang Haoran carefully and slowly cut off the bloodshot steak from the corner of her eyes.His cutting movements were very slow, with a kind of leisurely elegance, but the knife was bloody - dogs can't change eating shit!

This man has always been like this!

It looks good and caring, but in fact it couldn't be more vicious!

"Here."

A piece of bloodshot meat arrived on his plate, he raised his head, Wang Haoran smiled: "Eat."

The corner of his mouth twitched: "What are you doing for me?"

"Didn't you keep watching?"

……

"The advertising industry is very hard, and it is even more difficult to achieve results through hard work. If you don't have a good rest, you must eat well. Come on, don't just look at me."

"Who saw you? I was just... wait, how did you know I was advertising?"

"Hey, didn't you tell me?"

"Did I tell you?"

"Of course, of course you said it."

Ye Guying frowned, he didn't remember saying this, every time they met Wang Haoran they would ask him to treat him, and they would give him the money if they invited him to eat, but they didn't succeed every time, okay? , this time it seems to be a success... So, he can also ask for money?Wait, that's not the point, but when did he get a chance to talk about what he was doing?

"Come, come, eat, eat, eat." Wang Haoran put two more steaks on his plate, "The steaks in this family are airlifted from Australia, how about it, not bad? Next time How about we go have old chicken soup? I know a company that uses decent free-range pheasant soup, it tastes absolutely different, well, they use cream, I will tell them in advance."

Ye Guying suddenly raised his head, Wang Haoran glanced at him, and sighed: "I mean, I will tell them not to let them put cream, absolutely not to let them put cream, OK?"

Ye Guying held the knife, Wang Hao glanced at his hand, and leaned forward: "Actually, so what if you really ate butter?"

"You really think I dare not do it?"

"Fart, fart!"

……

The piece of cake was rapidly fermenting in his body, maybe because he hadn't experienced it for many years, maybe he was too impatient, so the first sound was very loud, and the loud KTV environment couldn't cover it, and it rang out to everyone At the beginning, he didn't realize what it was, but when the successive voices came from his body, there was really no way to cover it up.

Everyone was shocked at first, and then laughed.

They should be harmless. Teenagers who have studied biology and even puberty health no longer feel that this is worth ridiculing, but he feels that the world is about to be destroyed. He can only hold on to Wang Hao tightly. However, that seems to be his only straw, although he also knows that this straw will also be drowned, how could he not laugh at such a thing?How can you not laugh?

He didn't dare to imagine what would happen if Wang Haoran smiled, he just held onto him tightly, his clothes were completely twisted into a ball by him.

Wang Haoran still smiled.

But his eyes didn't turn black, because Wang Haoran wasn't laughing out loud, nor was he laughing, that kind of laugh was very strange.

Because he was lying in his arms, he didn't see his smile, but in his feeling, it was a very distressed smile... as if they were in the same disease, as if he could understand, as if ...

He always felt that this was his own illusion, even his own fantasy, because it was so shameful that he wanted it too much, so he imagined such a scene, and it was because of such a fantasy that he could never forget this bastard!

Always!

……

"Everyone wants to fart." When he came back to his senses, he found that Wang Haoran was still chattering there, "If you can't restrain him, then face him squarely and find someone who never farts for me. Look, what is this. Hey, hey, what kind of expression is that on your face, look, I'm not smiling, I'm not smiling!"

Wang Haoran wanted to prove something, he took a deep breath, then leaned forward: "When will you pay me back?"

"what?"

"Now, let me face up to this problem first!"

Wang Haoran blinked, innocently: "Guzi, we are so familiar, can we stop talking about this?"

"So, you are not going to pay back the money, are you?"

"No, absolutely not."

"When?"

"this problem……"

Wang Haoran showed his usual smile again, and stood up suddenly: "I understand."

"Milk?"

"Don't call me again. This time, I will never come out again."

"and many more."

Wang Haoran also stood up, but he didn't give him a chance to speak: "That's it, Wang Haoran, I am not the old me, and you are not the past you, we have all reached this age, we should be serious It's over, don't always laugh, your smile is really annoying at this time, you know?"

"I'm not……"

"It doesn't matter. I had a lot of things I wanted to say to you, but it's meaningless to think about it now. Just one point, buy more insurance for your car!"

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

The leather shoes made a crisp sound when they stepped on the floor tiles, and the air outside the glass door was somewhat gray, but bright.

"Pretty!" He scored himself, "Handsome!"

That's it!That's how it goes step by step!He will eventually leave the shadow of his past, and in the future, he will have a different life!

……

Ye Guying felt that she was dying.

In the huge case, in the complicated and frustrating planning, IDER sounded one after another by him. When thinking about it, he thought it was a peerless good idea. Once it came out, it could kill the world and go down in history. After making it, he felt that it was a bunch of shit. In the end, he felt that he had exhausted his talents and could not make any good advertisements anymore.

And this is what caused him the most pain. In comparison, his numb back and head that was swollen and almost exploded can be ignored.He couldn't sleep all night, his hair fell out a lot, he started to do things he wouldn't do before, such as wearing sports clothes to work, and one day he even wanted to drink a big glass of milk. Coffee, and then inevitably thought of Wang Haoran's words - face the hell!

Face up to the ass!

Only ignore, ignore all!

……

"Hall, is that all right?"

No matter how painful the days are, there will be an end, but when this day really comes, he hopes that this day can continue.It's just that he can't reveal this in the slightest. Instead, he wants to show that he doesn't care. He nodded and tidied up his leadership: "Of course."

Erin hesitated to speak, he patted her on the shoulder: "Smile, come on, like this, nonchalant, like...

His voice stopped there suddenly.

Wang Haoran!

Wang Haoran in a suit and leather shoes!

Walking in the middle of a group of people, Wang Haoran looks like a big shot!

Talking to the people next to him, Wang Haoran with that nonchalant smile on his face!

Wang, Hao, Ran!

"Hall? Hall" Erin's voice was near and far away, as if calling him, or talking about something else. He was a little dazed, but he just saw Wang Haoran blew his eyes at him in a daze.

He blinked so fast that he couldn't tell if he was really blinking at him or if he was just delusional.He looked at Wang Haoran's back, and faintly felt that he was saying something to Erin. Faintly, he heard the answer. He seemed to have heard a lot, but there was only one sentence that he really consciously said—"I found Hall, what happened just now?" One should be the representative sent by Guangrun this time."

Glossy...

Jumbo glossy...

The glory that advertising companies want to strive for...

Tossing him, Guangrun felt that he was going to die...

He didn't know how he got into the room, and he didn't know what he said, it seemed that someone was applauding him, congratulating him, as if the boss and Erin were very excited, but he didn't feel it.

In a trance, he seemed to return to that night, that night that was completely dark and all the lights disappeared...

……

"Well done, Gu Zi!"

"Guzi is getting better and better at the ball now, come, let's have some bread!"

"...Go to hell!"

When the secret was revealed, it seemed to become normal.I don't know when, he really integrated into the basketball team, he played and played with them... avoiding the teacher.Under the pressure of how many days are left in the college entrance examination, I tried my best to get together, just to spend a while on the basketball court.

Sweating has become such a joyful thing, and a dirty basketball has become the cutest thing.

Also, that person...

The originally hated person became a luminous body, and he wanted to pounce on him like a moth. This feeling made him a little worried-he didn't know, what exactly is this?

But that worry is really insignificant in the face of joy, life is so glorious, even the college entrance examination seems to be full of a different kind of charm.

For the first time, things like bread and milk are no longer his taboo, not only those on the basketball team, but also the general classmates. Some of them will ask a question or two curiously, and some will not even ask. .

He no longer felt that there was nothing to be ashamed of, and even when joking with others, he would come up with a sentence-"Grass, you want me to drink milk, don't you?"

The days are so beautiful it hardly seems real.

It's true, it's not real...

"I like it, Ye Guying—"

"I, like, Ye Guying—"

"What I like is that Ye Guying—"

On the first day of the college entrance examination, they were completely in a state of elation. A kind of boiling that they didn't know how to deal with made them feel that they couldn't get through without doing something, but they didn't know what to do.He naturally wanted to find Wang Haoran, but he couldn't find him.

"Hao Ran said that he went to play with his friends, why didn't he stay with you?"

Wang Haoran's mother was very surprised to see him, and he was also very surprised, and at the same time, there was an unspeakable sourness in her heart.

What did Wang Haoran go to do, but he was not called?

He didn't mean that Wang Haoran would do everything with him, but why didn't he call him?

At the first moment, he was angry, thinking that if Wang Haoran didn't come to him, he wouldn't look for him, but subconsciously, he was still looking for it.

The restaurants they've been to, the parks they've visited, the milk tea shops they've had, the steakhouses Wang Haoran took him to...

It turned out that he and Wang Haoran had done so many things together before he knew it.

It turned out that even in such a short period of gloomy high school, they still had so many brilliant times.

As he walked, the more and more weird feeling in his heart became more and more obvious. He wanted to catch it, but at the same time wanted to avoid it.

Finally, as night fell, he came to the school.

There was no one in the school, and those who had just finished their senior year would not come again—or even if they did, they would have already left; the group of people who had just entered their senior year hadn't really started their purgatory mode yet.

This is a completely quiet space.

He was walking on the playground, on the basketball court, and on the runway. When he came to the door of the classroom where he used to be, he suddenly heard this sentence.

"I like Ye Guying—"

The voice reverberating in the campus was like a thunderclap exploding in his ears, and then all the confusion, hesitation and resistance earlier disappeared.

Yes, like it!

I like it!

"I like Ye Guying..."

The voice was still calling, and without hesitation, he ran towards the source of the voice. He ran quickly, jumped up the steps, pushed open the iron door on the roof, and then shouted without even breathing: "I like you too--"

I like you too!

I like you too!

I like you too!

He yelled, regardless.He had to call out, he had to call out here, he had to call out at this time, otherwise he didn't know if he still had the courage...

He yelled, and yelled regardless!

He had never been so brave in his life.

Then, he froze there.

In his memory, this segment is always pitch black.But in fact, there is light.

The lights in the school, the lights in the street, and the oil lamps...

Yes, there was an oil lamp, and around that lamp were all kinds of food and other people he knew very well or not.

Now these people also looked at him in a daze, and then they all looked at Wang Haoran who was standing on the edge of the roof.

Wang Haoran was also looking at him, looking at him completely blankly. In his memory, there were a few darker shadows in the darkness, just like the murderer in the suspense film, committing crimes in the dark, and, completely Use black instead.

But at this time, he was full of anger at himself.

"Move! Move! Move!" Countless times, he yelled at the unchangeable self in his memory, move first!Say something or do something, no matter what it is, in short, express it first!

Means you don't care, means it's just a joke, means...

But he couldn't move, so the one who moved first became the other party, Wang Haoran smiled at him first——his usual, casual smile: "Guzi, you can, this person is still Interacted with us before we arrived?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, the whole atmosphere came alive, and other people also said: "Damn it, you scared me to death!"

"There's nothing to be afraid of, even if Guzi really likes Haoran, it's fine."

"Then what can it be? At most it's truth or daring."

"Hey, by the way, is Haoran telling the truth or taking a big risk!"

"Go on an adventure..."

"This looks like the truth!"

A bunch of people laughed, Wang Haoran also laughed, everyone was laughing, only him...

"Laugh! Laugh! Laugh!"

Many times since then, he has urged himself at this time like this, but just like before, he can't do anything about it. Not only did he not laugh, he didn't say a few words in the past, and he turned around and left.

The moment he turned around, the laughter stopped.

The place that could have been bright has completely turned into darkness...

……

"Sure enough, you are young and promising!"

"So talented at such a young age, the future is limitless!"

The final selection will take a certain amount of time, but the shortlisted works will quickly give their answers. His work, fortunately, but not unexpectedly, has entered the final stage.

Although he didn't win an award, he still achieved results. The boss was satisfied, the company was satisfied, and everyone was satisfied.

Are you dissatisfied?Is not likely to.

Are you satisfied?He couldn't be sure either.

Others stand here, but it seems to be in another time and space, everything is so trance.

young...

Although he has been in this line of work for six years, compared to his predecessors, he is still young, so the most frequently heard words are lamenting youth.As he listened, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, young——

He used to think of himself the same way.

young!

Because I'm young, I don't know how to deal with it;

Because I was young, I took the most wrong way.

But now he knows it is not, he has reached this age, facing that person, he still does not know what is the most correct way.

He was still the boy who was completely stupid the moment he opened the iron door.

Thinking of this, he shook his head and smiled, and opened the car window to let the hot air from outside rush into the car. Anyway, his business is over, maybe not completely, but this case is always over.Of course, more maybe, not only that?Thinking that Wang Haoran seemed to wink at him, he thought in a daze, and then felt that he was even more stupid, but in the past it could be said that he was a foolish boy, but now he is a foolish youth?Or...middle age!

Thinking of the post-90s generation who are all middle-aged people circulating on the Internet, he couldn't help but fuck.

The traffic flow did not know when it became less and less. When there were no cars around, he found himself on that small road again unknowingly.

He stopped the car slowly, opened the panoramic sunroof, and looked at the sky through the glass.

The street lights were very bright, he couldn't see clearly what was in the sky, he was just in a daze.

It doesn't take too long to pull a person out of darkness, and it doesn't take too long to push a person from light to darkness...

The top of the window was knocked down suddenly, he pulled his head, and saw Wang Haoran, Wang Haoran in a suit and leather shoes, with peach blossom eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.

He ignored it, and the man continued to knock on the glass, not only on the sunroof, but also on the one next to him. He sat up and wanted to leave, but found that the rearview mirror was being dragged by the man.

"What are you doing!" He lowered the window.

"you come down."

He didn't move, Wang Haoran looked at him: "Come down!"

"Wang Haoran, don't think I can't do anything."

"Then come down!"

He took a deep breath and pushed open the door: "What the hell are you—"

Before he finished speaking, he was grabbed by Wang Haoran, strangled his neck and got into another car. He was struggling, but when he found out what kind of car it was, he stopped moving: "Why, finally I am willing to drive Q7 ?”

"That time it was a bet with a friend."

"You really like drinking and betting."

Wang Haoran was fastening his seat belt, and raised his eyes after hearing this, he didn't smile, at least the corners of his mouth didn't twitch, but there was a half-smile expression, Ye Guying suddenly felt a little hot on his face, so he stayed aside: "Look what, am I wrong?"

"You're right, why don't you look at me?"

"Wang Haoran!"

As soon as he exited, Wang Haoran started the car, his words were lost in the bumps, the car quickly got on the main road, and then entered the traffic flow.

"...Where are we going?" When he found that the car was on the highway, he couldn't help but ask.

"A place I've always wanted to go."

"what?"

"I think you want to go too."

"Hey!"

"If you're sleepy, go to bed first, and there's still a while, don't worry, I won't sell you out."

"Yeah, you don't need it. But when will you pay me back?"

"Do you really want it?"

"Wang Haoran, do you think the world revolves around you? Yes, I admit, you are amazing, and I am a fucking clown in front of you! But I am so far away from you, I The fuck is already gone! What else do you want from me! Did I go to you? Did I go to beg you? Did I stick to you? Yes, I misunderstood you with my dog ​​eyes. You can do whatever you want, but can you fucking put away your face that knows everything!" After hearing this sentence, he couldn't help breaking out anymore, and he yelled loudly Then, he shouted out all the grievances he had experienced in these years.

When he ran down from the roof of the building like a frightened mouse, he felt that there was no way out for him. He hid in his shell like a snail, shutting himself in the room day and night, Even filling out the volunteers is muddled. It doesn't matter whether I like it or not, and I don't even think about the future plan.

He just wanted to find the farthest city and hide.

He succeeded, and successfully entered a seaside university with beautiful scenery, licking his wounds under the blue sky and white clouds, but when he came out of the school, he was confused, he didn't know what he was going to do, the fundamentals of what he learned in the university Just not to his liking, and he has absolutely no plans for it.He returned home dejectedly, thinking of just taking an exam for a civil servant, and then dawdling around.

He is still good at taking the civil service exam. After all, he is also good at taking exams.

Of course, his parents welcomed his decision, but they only occasionally mentioned it during a meal: "By the way, do you remember that classmate who used to play with you called Ran? He is looking for you, please contact him ah."

what...

Wang Haoran!

Trying to forget it again, the name still popped up. After dealing with his parents, he fell into a daze, and then packed up his salute the next day.

What to do?What are we going to do?

In fact, there is no definite answer, but, just like when he was a child, it surprised everyone who laughed at him...

When he was in college, he deliberately forgot about Wang Haoran, but here, it became a name that inspired him. He imagined that one day, when he saw Wang Haoran again, it would surprise him.

He never went to Wang Haoran, although he thought it would be easy, but he never contacted any of his former classmates, and even, when someone tried to contact him, he avoided it completely.

He's just, imagining.

This imagination stimulated him to turn upside down day and night, forget food and sleep, and work hard.

Then, when he really saw Wang Haoran and saw him driving a QQ, he was... secretly happy.

Yes, he should be secretly cool.

Of course he is secretly cool!

Although it didn't feel very good, but intellectually, he still felt excited and happy.

So, he mocked him for showing his sense of superiority, and then fell to the bottom again.

His efforts over the years seemed to have become a joke.

"You must be laughing at me." After shouting out everything, he had no strength left, "You always like to laugh, this time, laugh more happily."

"Ah."

Ye Guying looked over, Wang Haoran looked ahead: "Yes, I'm smiling, I'm very happy to see you again at last."

"...Are you laughing?"

"It's a pleasure."

Without a hint of joy in the smile, Ye Guying was suddenly speechless. He turned his head and looked outside. At this time, they had completely left the city, and the field in the distance was really dark, just like what he felt earlier.

He was a little curious about where Wang Haoran was taking him, but in the end he didn't ask.

"Whatever," he thought, "it's what it is anyway."

As the car drove along the way, he was still looking out the window, but slowly fell asleep. When he woke up again, he found that the scenery in front of him was familiar... no, it was very familiar.

He turned his head in disbelief, Wang Haoran glanced at him: "It's almost here."

"Are we home?"

"Ah."

"Are you crazy?"

Wang Haoran smiled, which was different from his usual smile, not a big laugh, but it did make people feel his happiness: "Yes, I'm crazy, I should be crazy."

While talking, he had already stopped the car, and then pulled him to a wall: "How about it, can you still jump over it now?"

"What the hell are you trying to do!"

"I, I have to look at this wall every year when I come back. I'm afraid that the school will rectify it, but it hasn't happened yet. Come on!"

Ye Guying really wanted to turn around and leave, but he still danced—although not often, but throughout his high school career, he did dance with Wang Haoran a few times every year.

Maybe it was to escape early self-study, maybe it was evening self-study, maybe it was to play basketball, maybe it was just because of Wang Haoran's whim.

It's already dawn, but it's still early, but you can already see the students in the school-the hard-working senior high school students are destined to have no summer vacation.

"Come!"

Wang Haoran took his hand and walked all the way to the teaching building where they used to go. He wanted to resist, but he didn't do anything, he just followed in a daze.

Will it be discovered?Maybe.

Will you be scolded?Maybe.

Will you be scolded?Maybe.

But at this moment, he didn't want to care about it anymore. He was just dragged forward by Wang Haoran, up the stairs, and then pushed open the iron door—many years ago, the teaching building was renovated, but the iron door seemed like It's still the same.

"That day, we played games here." When they climbed to the top of the building in one breath, the sun seemed to be getting better, shining a little harshly on the blue-gray concrete floor. After a while, Wang Haoran said slowly, "I should have called you for this kind of game, but I didn't. At that time, I just didn't want to, didn't think about it, why didn't I want to, until, I yelled that sentence here .”

"...You've always treated me as a joke, haven't you?" He opened his mouth slowly, and for the first time, he knew that it was so difficult to say this question that he had thought about countless times.

"Pinocchio."

"what?"

"A disease of sensory function. People with this disease will have obvious reactions when they lie, some hiccups, some convulsions, and mine, it is an inappropriate laugh."

……

"I'm afraid that others will know that I have this disease, so I always laugh, sometimes intentionally, sometimes uncontrollably. But when I shouted that sentence, I didn't laugh... ..."

Ye Guying blinked, and it took a while to find her own voice: "Are you explaining to me?"

"When I'm not smiling, I know that I really like you. But, I'm afraid. Guzi, I'm also afraid... Mmm!"

Before he finished speaking, he was punched in the stomach.

"You bastard, do you think I don't watch Korean dramas? Even if I don't watch them, there are people around me who watch them, okay?"

"So, do you think I'm lying to you? Think about it, think about it carefully. When I told you something serious, was there ever a time when I laughed? It's like your lactose intolerance When it’s light, it’s stomach growling, and when it’s severe, it’s like farting. I laugh when I tell a little lie, and laugh when I tell a big lie. But do you see that I am laughing now? I used to tell you those important things Did you laugh when it happened? When I was judging yesterday... well, I laughed, but it was because that piece was so fucking funny!"

When it came to the end, he felt helpless, Ye Guying suddenly wanted to laugh, but he also had an instinctive fear, he subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but was grabbed by Wang Haoran: "Okay, let's do it again.

"What, what..."

"I like you! Ye Guying, I like you—"

"Ye Guying, I like you—"

"I like it, Ye Guying—"

"I, like Ye Guying—"

I like it, Ye Guying...

Ten years ago, a teenager shouted here at night, before he shouted, he didn't know his own mind;

Ten years later, a man shouted here in the daytime, and he had thought about it for ten years before shouting...

……

………………

"Ye Guying, you can add some milk to the coffee." After a long time, Wang Haoran lay on the sofa and lazily said to the troubled Ye Guying, "What's the matter, it's all sick... "