We are all wooden people

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If you ask Shen Yiqing which time he likes most in the past twenty years, he will definitely tell you that it was the first and second grades of elementary school without hesitation, because that is the only time he can be in the same school as Gu Yufan two years.At that time, he didn't understand the depth and astringency of love, and he could rely on the fact that Gu Yufan could ride his bike to and from school every day, and whistle at the sleepy Lu Hanzhi and Gu Yuming when he passed the bus stop. Get him excited all day.

"Let me tell you about Shen Yiqing, at that time you were not authentic, Yu Ming is also Gu Yufan's younger brother, why do you have the nerve to occupy the back seat of his car every day and let Yu Ming squeeze the bus with me? "Lu Hanzhi lay sprawled on Shen Yiqing's passenger seat, hiccupping, and accusing Shen Yiqing full of righteous indignation.

"Compared to Gu Yufan taking him to school, I think Yuming is more willing to squeeze the bus with you." Shen Yiqing stared at the road ahead without squinting. During working hours on weekdays, the smooth traffic makes people feel refreshed .

"He is willing to be his willingness. If you don't even give in, it is a matter of your consciousness. Comrade Yiqing, this problem is very serious, and you need to make a deep reflection!" Lu Hanzhi sat up straight, looking at the heartbroken Shen Yiqing.

"Han Xiaozhi, you started talking to me early in the morning, turning over old accounts, hesitating and babbling without a single point, what meaning do you want to express?" Shen Yiqing was a little annoyed.

In fact, since Gu Yufan and Lu Hanzhi ignored his existence in the morning, he started to get angry.He knew what it meant to go out drinking with Du Renzhong last night, and to wake up at Lu Han's house in the morning, and he also understood that Gu Yufan's willingness to let him and Lu Hanzhi take a big vacation at the moment when all kinds of work was being thrown at him was bound to be hope. Lu Hanzhi told him something.But this guy has been talking sourly and jealously since just now, it's not what he usually says and doesn't hide at all, which makes him extremely uncomfortable.

"Looking at you upset!"

Lu Hanzhi also stopped going around in circles with him, and slapped Shen Yiqing's face neatly.

Shen Yiqing opened his mouth to explain, but any explanation in any language is superfluous at this moment.What can he explain?Said that Du Renzhong and I were old friends and had two extra drinks at the party, but nothing happened?Said that no matter what happens, I will not turn my back on you?Said that I actually didn't drink much because I can't drink enough, and I fainted if I didn't hold it all at once?

He didn't say these words, but he also knew that Lu Hanzhi and Gu Yufan knew it in their hearts.They have grown up together since they were young, and they are people who can't kiss each other anymore.

But, if it wasn't for this, why would Lu Hanzhi be so angry right now?

"Yiqing, do you have any plans for the future?" Lu Hanzhi couldn't bear to see Shen Yiqing's troubled face, so he opened his mouth to break the silence.

"Future? Respect your parents well, work hard, and hang out with you well."

"No more?" Lu Hanzhi gave him a meaningful look.

"Then there should be something else?" Shen Yiqing was puzzled.

"You have been a person with your own opinions since you were a child. No one can change the things you decide. Yuming and I can't do it, Gu Yufan can't do it, and your parents can't do it. I understand your mood and feelings. If Gu Yufan It's impossible to get a divorce, are you really going to fight with him for the rest of your life? Or are you looking for another man?" Lu Hanzhi sighed, watching Shen Yiqing skillfully park the car into the parking space, he felt that something was really different.

Just a few days after entering university, the three of them were slapped by Gu Yufan and sent to the driving school to learn to drive, saying that if a man can't drive these days, he is no different from a second-class disabled.At that time, it was just the beginning of September, when Qiuhu went down the mountain to practice every day, the sun was so hot that they wanted to peel off their skins. He and Gu Yuming pointed to the sky and cursed Gu Yufan, while practicing hard to get out of the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible.On the other hand, Shen Yiqing practiced the car every day and went to the driving school with the two of them, standing under the shade of a tree and watching them move the car to the designated position little by little, without any impatience, nor the slightest desire to get in the car for a try.

Once Gu Yufan took the time to visit them, and rarely got angry with Shen Yiqing.

"Shen Yiqing, what do you want to do? When did you learn to obey the law and obey the law? You were wronged by letting you learn how to drive, or what?"

Shen Yiqing was a little dazed by the yelling, looked at Gu Yufan, then at Lu Hanzhi, mustered up the courage for a long time and said, "You all will be fine, anyway, anyone can take mine!"

"Shen Yiqing, you have grown up, you are not a child anymore, how can you be so naive when thinking about problems! Is it possible for the three of us to be by your side at any time? What if we are not with you? When will you mature like an adult? think abut!"

Gu Yu got angry, yelled a few words angrily, and drove away, leaving only Lu Hanzhi and Gu Yuming who looked at each other not knowing what to do, and Shen Yiqing who kept his head down and couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Han Xiaozhi! Why are you in a daze! We've reached the place, get out of the car!" Shen Yiqing gave Lu Hanzhi a push, and took off his seat belt by the way.

"I can't see it, how good are your driving skills now? When will you compare yourself?" Lu Hanzhi grinned, straightened his hair in the rearview mirror, opened the door and got out of the car.

"Speed ​​racing? I haven't lived enough yet. As usual, the one who arrives late will have dinner." Shen Yiqing locked the car by remote control, walked to an open place and kicked his arms and legs to warm up.

"Okay, watch me kill you and cry for your father and mother." Lu Hanzhi began to raise his legs high, his face eager to try.

"Lu Hanzhi, don't be complacent. I don't know who will be crying for my father and mother later."

Facts have proved that the person who said the big words earlier may not be the final winner. When Lu Hanzhi climbed to the top of the mountain panting, he saw Shen Yiqing waving at him with a smile on his face.

"Damn Shen Yiqing, what have you been eating so fast in recent years, and the old man's water and soil are so nourishing?" Lu Hanzhi propped his knees to breathe heavily, and he took a few breaths to explain what he said.

"No, no, Mr. Lu, you've been eating and drinking with Brother Fan for the past two years, and you're corrupt!" Shen Yiqing came over and patted Lu Hanzhi on the back to help him feel better.

"Farewell for three days, let's see each other with admiration." Lu Hanzhi once again deeply felt that even though they had been separated for three and a half years, they hadn't lost contact for a day, and Shen Yiqing still changed without him knowing.

"You have to grow up." Shen Yiqing flashed his dimples, and Lu Hanzhi's heart ached when he smiled.

"When you grow up, you need to think more maturely. Do you want to continue to fight with him?" Lu Hanzhi didn't intend to let him go, so he took out two bottles of water from his backpack and threw it to Shen Yiqing, looking for a place in the shade. He sat down on the lower bench.

"Master Lu, sitting down right after exercising will make your butt bigger." Shen Yiqing tore at Lu Hanzhi's clothes to pull him up.

"I don't need to have a son, no matter how big or small it is." Lu Hanzhi waved his arm away from Shen Yiqing's hand.

"Cut, it's as if you can give birth to yourself." Shen Yiqing looked disdainful.

"Get out! Don't change the subject! Answer the question seriously for the young master, or the skin will be peeled off." Lu Han was so angry that he stretched out his leg and kicked Shen Yiqing.

"I know that you and Yuming are doing it for my own good, but I really don't think there's anything wrong with me being like this now." Shen Yiqing stopped smiling and sat next to Lu Hanzhi, resting her head on his shoulder, "Damn it, just thinking about it I'm asking you to invite me to dinner, I'm exhausted."

"Your sister! Which meal did I invite you to since you returned to China?" Lu Hanzhi cursed, but didn't move his body. "I really don't think there is anything good about you. Is it interesting to suffer yourself like this?"

"My mother regards the three of you as her own sons. They don't mind whether I have children or not. If it's not for this reason, it doesn't matter if I get married or not. You know, I don't like women. Please trouble me." Shen Yiqing Close your eyes and find a comfortable position to lie down.

"But Shen Yiqing, none of the children of the three of us will be surnamed Shen, and you are only getting married to carry on the family line? When did you travel back to ancient times? Why didn't I know?"

"It's not him, it's the same as marrying anyone."

Shen Yiqing's answer was indifferent, but those light words hit Lu Han's heart like a heavy hammer.He has always known this person's stubbornness, but now that he has prepared a car, he wants to persuade him, but he finds that it is impossible to talk about it.That person has long since cut off all his retreats, that's why he is so fearless.

"Gu Yufan won't give you any response, and it's impossible to give you any promise." Lu Hanzhi desperately wants to make a last-ditch effort. People in love always want a promise from the other party. It seems that having this is actually worthless With just a few words, you can be full of strength and transform into the Ultraman of love, defeating all the little monsters on the road to happiness.This is the same for both men and women.

"It's not the first day I know. Master Lu, don't worry about me. I've been with him for the rest of my life, but you are different. You must share my share of happiness forever."

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Received a call from Du Renzhong again, Shen Yiqing refused without even thinking about it.

"Yiqing, do you want to guard the dry well in your heart for the rest of your life?" Du Renzhong sighed and said helplessly.

"Renzhong, I always thought you understood me."

Du Renzhong didn't say anything, and hung up the phone after chatting for a few words.

If time can be exchanged for the iron tree to bloom, Du Renzhong doesn't mind waiting for him for another two years.But when it comes to stubbornness, no one can compare to Shen Yiqing.

Just after get off work time on Friday, Shen Yiqing drove home without waiting for Lu Hanzhi.Some words, sooner or later you have to show your cards with your parents.

Shen Yiqing is not born to be indifferent to the fact that she likes men.

In the year when he knew his sexual orientation, he was anxious and panicked. He spent weekends in the city library to look up various materials, and even went to consult a psychologist with the New Year's money behind his parents' and friends' backs.He wants to prove that he is not sick, he wants to prove that he does not like Gu Yufan like Lu Hanzhi likes the classmate next door, he wants to prove that he has stayed with Gu Yufan for too long Brotherhood mistaken for love.

But the reality is like a pair of ruthless hands slapped him hard. Even if the psychiatrist repeatedly assured him that he was not sick and that it was just a physical problem, he still walked out of the clinic in a daze and disappeared for three days for no reason.

Until now, Lu Hanzhi is still obsessed with the matter of where he went in those three days. No matter how much he tortured Shen Yiqing, he kept silent about what happened in those three days, and once he almost got into a fight.

Shen Yiqing felt Lu Hanzhi's concern and worry accurately, but he really couldn't tell his friend. He secretly went to Linshi to find a lady, hoping to prove that the doctor's words in his heart were pure nonsense.However, no matter how good the bar lady's bed skills are, he has never been able to get hard on her.

From then on, Shen Yiqing never tried to prove anything. In fact, the fact that he really fell in love with Gu Yufan did not make him feel sad. On the contrary, he was very happy because he wanted to entangle Gu Yufan all the time. Yufan finds an excuse around him.

Love is love, so what?

Not long after Shen Yiqing returned home and sat down at the dinner table, her mother began to talk about the same old things.Che Jilu talked back and forth, and finally returned to the topic that Shen Yiqing couldn't avoid. Gu Yufan had already married and started a business, and Lu Hanzhi also had a girlfriend who had been in love for many years. Even the youngest Gu Yuming had a girlfriend beside him. One after another, Shen Yiqing, who has never been in a relationship since childhood, what plans does he have for the future?

What are your plans for the future?

Shen Yiqing answered this question to Lu Hanzhi a few days ago, but he didn't plan to repeat the same answer again.

"Mom, can I have a private talk with Dad after dinner?"

Shen's mother thought her son had some idea, so she didn't say anything more, and let Shen Yiqing have a safe meal.

After the meal, Shen Yiqing followed his father into the study, straight to the point, Daoming talked about, "Dad, I don't like women."

Shen's father is different from Gu's and Lu's fathers. He doesn't lead soldiers, and his temper is not so violent. As a professor at a military school, he is always more tolerant and accepting of new things than others. He didn't get angry when he heard what his son said. , just took a sip of tea unhurriedly, "Are you sure?"

"You taught me not to blindly reject unknown things, but to find out what it is and why, and then make a judgment. I have checked the information, seen a psychologist, and even tried to contact girls, but there is no medicine. It's a physical problem." As if he had expected his father's reaction long ago, Shen Yiqing stood in the middle of the study without being overbearing and answered his father's question with reason and evidence.

"Don't say anything to your mother, I'll take care of it."

"it is good."

"I can accept your physical problems, but if you want to destroy the ordinary marriage, I will break your legs."

"I see."

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After leaving her parents' house, Shen Yiqing was not in a hurry to go home.He drove the car to Nanshan and stood on the top of the mountain to blow the cold wind.

He dispelled Lu Hanzhi's worries, he refused Du Renzhong's pursuit, and even his father promised to help him get through the most difficult time of his mother.Everything seemed to be resolved one by one as he thought, but he was not as relieved as he imagined.

He is no longer an inexperienced brat who doesn't understand anything, nor is he pretending to be sad when he was young when he wrote new words. Even if he settles all possible obstacles around him, he still can't change Gu Yu The fact that Pan has become a husband.

"Where are you? You haven't answered the phone for half a day."

When Shen Yiqing was chilled by the mountain wind, he couldn't bear to get back into the car, only to find that the twenty or so missed calls all came from Lu Hanzhi.Just a second after the call was connected, Lu Hanzhi's representative Beijing movie rang loudly.

"I went home today, and now the cold wind is blowing on the top of Nanshan Mountain."

"Fuck you, Shen Yiqing, I told you that your mountain climbing skills have improved so fast, you dare to exercise in the middle of the night, you lie down there for me, the young master will be there soon, in 5 minutes!" Before Shen Yiqing could say a word, Lu Han's speed of light hang up the phone.

Shen Yiqing looked at the darkened phone screen, shook his head helplessly, started the car, shifted the gear, and reversed the car, all the actions were done in one go.

That impatient person hung up the phone in a hurry without waiting for himself to explain himself. He said he was on the top of the mountain but he didn't say that he climbed up. No matter where Lu Hanzhi was in the city, he would definitely not be able to get here within an hour. Really wait for him Climbing from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, I don't need to sleep tonight.

Shen Yiqing parked the car at the most obvious place in the parking lot at the foot of the mountain, sat on the front hood, watched the only road into the mountain, and waited for Lu Hanzhi.

Time passed by, and his irritability dissipated bit by bit. Seeing the familiar car come into view, and Gu Yuming's arm that could not wait to stretch out the window to greet him desperately, his heart The last bit of sourness is also gone.

Even if he can't be with Gu Yufan in this life, he still has Lu Hanzhi and Gu Yuming who will never leave him by his side, that's enough.