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What kind of relationship is there between me and Shu Yiqin?

Momentarily stimulated by Shuang Leng's words, he got rid of his usual thick-skinned style, and someone who moved out of Shuang Leng's house thought of it.

If it wasn't for that accident, they should be able to proudly say "We are Fa Xiao" like anyone who grew up together.

I've never been a person with low EQ. On the contrary, I think I have enough EQ to crush a group of 12-year-old kids who were about my age at that time.

But... when Gan Yiwei told herself that Shu Yiqin liked me, my first reaction was really disbelief.

how can that be possible?I still vividly remember how I felt at that time.

Doubtful, but with a trace of joy that I couldn't believe myself.

I like girls, such a sexual orientation is not a problem nowadays.

But I have always been very clear that a friend is a friend. How can a person who is positioned at the beginning cross that line?

That's what I thought at the time.

At least after I found out, I still got along with Shu Yiqin as usual, and the days didn't change much.

The joy was quickly forgotten by me, even the conversation with Yi Wei that day.

Then...then 14 years old, Shu Yiqin's birthday.

I thought it was a normal birthday, but that day, she kissed me.

There was a sudden trance in front of my eyes.

That tall, thin, clean girl, just like that, kissed me in front of a group of friends.

My performance at that time was terrible.

At first I was confused, then I was angry. I, who had always been at ease before that, suddenly panicked at that moment and didn't know what to do.

The girl just stared straight at me like that, there was nothing much in her deep eyes, she just looked at me stubbornly.

But I couldn't give her a slap as I thought in my heart, and I couldn't even lift my hand.

Suddenly I remembered, Yiqin likes me, I have ignored the love for two years.

Perhaps it was my inaction that made Yiqin feel hopeful, the joyful light in her eyes is the most memorable to me.

Later, they didn't clarify in a daze, were misunderstood in a daze, and got together in a daze.

Then I fell in love with her.

I laugh, she laughs, I cry, she makes trouble.

However, why is there still a after?

The sky was very blue that day, but it was hard for me to like it.

A girl I've never seen before appeared in front of me, pushed me away, and hugged my lover.

With an attitude that should be taken for granted.

But Shu Yiqin didn't come to my side.

Of course, I am not a person who can bear grievances, so I had a dispute with them at that time.

We were standing by the sea at that time, which happened to be a very high place. Speaking of which, I was really not a good person. At that time, I was so angry that I wanted to push that girl into the sea. Fortunately, Shu Yiqin held the girl back at that time. Then slapped me.

It didn't hurt at all, and I didn't feel the strength on my face, but I fell into the sea all at once.

Like the sea but can't water' must be a joke.

Fortunately, only Yi Wei knew this joke.

Shu Yiqin, who was afraid that I would die and waited for a long time but didn't see me coming up, jumped into the water to save me.

Too bad I don't realize it anymore.

Later, I told my mother everything, just discarding that we had such a period.

She was sent to another place by his father, that girl, I heard that they went together.

Before she left, my mother told me that she wanted to see me, but I just refused for a moment.

Then I took the medicine I hated most before and swallowed it patiently.

There was another letter, which was nothing more than an explanation of discovering the drama of true love, so I rubbed it and put it on the corner of the table.

Since then, the word Shu Yiqin has never appeared in my life again.

As for the vague feeling that I was carried to the shore at that time, what dripped on the corners of my lips should be the sea water that the waves hit in my heart.

Salty taste.

Suddenly there was a burst of choked crying in the room, which was even more unbearable than that year when I was in the sea and had no one to rely on.