Be gentle

"Sister Ran." When Bai Shu saw Huaran approaching, he hurriedly got up.

Huaran went to support her, and asked softly: "Is there any discomfort? Are you dizzy?"

Bai Shu shook his head, "Actually, it's okay, but I'm a little sleepy, let's go back first, let senior sister rest early."

The girl looked at Bai Shuyi with gentle eyes, and her tone of voice was very tactful, "I'm fine, but you should rest well at night. If you can't get up tomorrow, I will ask for leave for you."

"Thank you, senpai."

Huaran always felt that the girl was looking at Bai Shuyi with a wrong gaze, so she couldn't hide her sourness until she got out of the room and said, "Your sister...is very pretty."

Bai Shu seemed to want to laugh, "Sister Ran, it's no wonder you're not pretending to Brother Yunjun, do you really like girls more?"

For the time being, Huaran still knows Bai Shuyi, and knows that she has a clear mind. Could it be that she really can't see her own mind these days?But she always misinterprets what she means, and makes her sad by saying poignant things.

Of course Huaran can bear it, and she is willing to bear it.She was the one who broke Bai Shuyi's heart before, but now she can do whatever she wants.But when I think of the gentle, caring and affectionate people in the past, my heart aches because of this huge gap.

Treating a person, like or dislike, is the difference.

Huaran was afraid that if she spoke again, she would not be able to help crying, so she pursed her lips and stopped talking.But Bai Shuyi continued: "Actually, I'm not very drunk, it's just that my senior just broke up with her boyfriend today. I'm afraid she will be sad, so I want to be with her."

Huaran stopped in her tracks, "...then you go back, it's my fault, I came here without understanding the situation."

As soon as Bai Shu seemed to really intend to go back, he tilted his head and was about to turn around, but his arms were tightly clenched.She lowered her head to look at Hua Ran, only to see that her eyes were red and she looked like she was about to cry.

Huaran held her arm tightly, bit her lip and looked at her.

Bai Shu looked at her for a while, then sighed, and said in a low voice, "I'm just kidding, let's go home."

Huaran's tears finally fell, and she didn't know whether she was happy or sad.

As soon as Bai Shu pulled out his arms to hug her, he took out a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe her tears.

"I let you come, how could you stay?"

Huaran was ashamed and embarrassed, but also aggrieved, covering her face with a handkerchief and dared not read the white book again.

Bai Shu held her in his arms all the way, without parting for a moment.

It was almost twelve o'clock when the two arrived home, Huaran was still sobbing softly.Bai Shu hugged her and sat on the sofa, and said softly, "If you cry again, you won't be able to see anyone tomorrow. Don't you all say it's a joke?"

Her long-lost tenderness made Huaran even more unable to hold herself back, and the grievance that had been ignored for many days broke out completely today.

As soon as Bai Shu didn't hear her answer, he stretched out his hand to support her chin.Huaran looked at her with tearful eyes, unwilling to hide the love in her eyes anymore.

This kind of Huaran is undoubtedly alluring, as soon as Bai Shu's throat moved slightly, he almost couldn't bear it and kissed her.Huaran seemed to have received her movement, and closed her eyes obediently.

But she waited for a long time but still didn't get Bai Shuyi's kiss, what she heard were her calm words.

"Sister Ran, it's getting late, let's go to bed early."

Hua Ran whimpered because of the pain in her heart, and her body almost completely fell into Bai Shu's arms.

"Little Bai, don't torture me..."

Bai Shuyi quietly hugged her, and gently comforted her back.

"I didn't intend to torture you, I just followed your wish and maintained the simplest sister relationship with you... Is this torture for you?"

Only after experiencing it personally can Huaran know how tortured it is.Don't talk about a lifetime, and don't talk about a year or two. For her, every minute and every second is suffering.

"But we're not...we're not cousins."

Bai Shuyi was silent for a while, and then asked: "Who told you? Aunt Xiao? What if she lied to you? What if she was wrong?"

Huaran didn't want to think about this possibility at all, and felt anxious when she heard Bai Shuyi's words, "There's no need for her to lie to me..."

"Well, even if she didn't lie to you, so what? I never cared about this, so it has nothing to do with me."

Huaran thought about this possibility, but when she really heard it from Bai Shuyi's mouth, she still heard her heartbroken voice.

"So...you don't like me anymore, do you?"

"Are you asking me if I still like a person who always makes decisions unilaterally, shrinks back when encountering things, is timid and wavering, thinks he is thinking of others, but is just torturing himself, and often speaks what he says and doesn't mean what he says?"

Every time Bai Shu said a word, Huaran felt even more ashamed.

She is such a person, and Xiaobai has seen through her completely.See through her meanness, see through her cowardice, and see through her hypocrisy.

Huaran couldn't cry anymore, she tried to get up from Bai Shuyi with her weak body.

If Xiaobai still has even a little nostalgia for her, she is really willing to be brave.She wants to change, to become someone who can stand beside Xiaobai, and to gain the power to no longer be afraid of anything.But Xiaobai no longer wanted her, and she was afraid that if she made unnecessary entanglements, the other party would become even more bored and looked down upon.

Bai Shuyi hugged her and didn't tell her to move, "I haven't answered your question yet, what are you going to do?"

Hua Ran choked up for a moment, and managed to make a sound, "I understand..."

"What do you unserstand?"

Huaran's tears were whirling, she pursed her lips and refused to say what she understood.

Bai Shuyi sighed deeply, lowered his face to her forehead, and asked again, "Ranran, what do you understand?"

Hua Ran was repeatedly persecuted by her, and finally couldn't help crying: "I understand that you are no longer—"

Bai Shu kissed her and held her tightly in his arms.

Huaran was stunned for a moment, and then there was endless ecstasy.She didn't seem to know what restraint was anymore, she took the initiative to straddle Bai Shuyi's body, put her arms around her shoulders, pressed herself against her, and responded enthusiastically to her intrusion.

Bai Shuyi seemed to have endured it for a long, long time, and rubbed her back wantonly.

The two lingered for a long time, until they were a little dizzy, and then gradually calmed down.

Hua Ran leaned against Bai Shu's shoulder in a daze, still not quite understanding how she suddenly ascended from hell to heaven.Bai Shu kissed her ears up and down as if comforting, and said sticky love words.

"noob……"

Huaran's body trembled with happiness and passion, and her soft voice still carried the sound of crying.

Bai Shuyi hugged her dearly, and kissed away the continuous tears on her face in distress.

"Ranran, I miss you so much..."

"But you obviously..." Huaran thought that she could bear anything willingly, but felt infinite grievance when Bai Shuyi showed tenderness.

"What's wrong with me?"

Xiaobai was naturally right.

Hua Ran shook her head, "It's my fault... I'm not brave enough to make you sad and disappoint you..."

As soon as Bai Shu combed her long hair, she smiled helplessly, "I can't have higher demands on you, can I? I obviously want you to take the initiative once, I obviously hope you can be stronger, I want to hear You said you loved me. I obviously wanted to push you to the point of no return, and wanted you to admit that you couldn't live without me...but you are too tempting."

Huaran listened to Bai Shuyi's sweet words, put her arms around her neck and nodded wildly, "I love you, Xiaobai, I can't live without you..."

"Don't you care what other people think?"

"Um……"

"Aren't you afraid of being discovered by my mother?"

"……Um."

"Isn't it okay to be cousins?"

"we are not……"

"Ok?"

Bai Shu snorted lightly, Huaran changed her words submissively: "It doesn't matter even if they are cousins."

"Want to get back together with me?"

"Um……"

"Will you still break up with me?"

Hua Ran shook her head again and again, "No more."

Bai Shuyi was finally satisfied, "You have to remember what you said now, no matter what happens in the future, you can't mention breaking up again. Otherwise, I will really ignore you and fall in love with someone else."

Huaran had just experienced a false alarm, and now she is still a little scared after hearing these words.

"No, Xiaobai...don't like others."

"Obviously, I was told to like others..."

Now she can only let her make fun of what she said.

Huaran lost face, endured her shame and said: "You also said that I was duplicity and insincere..."

I don't want Bai Shu to be very happy when he heard it, he laughed and said: "Then tell me, do you love me the most? You love me so much that you can't help but be jealous when you see me getting close to others?"

Seeing her so happy, Huaran put aside the last bit of reserve, and said softly, "I love you the most, I love you so much that I can't help it, and I get jealous when I see you getting close to others."

As soon as Bai Shu heard it, his heart fluttered, he hugged her and kissed her fiercely again.

"Ranran, I love you the most too. I want to go on with you forever, so I want you to be braver, more confident, and more selfish."

"I'm sorry Xiaobai... I'm not good enough."

Bai Shu rubbed her face, "No, you are too kind. Ranran, you should be worse. I know you are hesitant because you are afraid of hurting others and me. You are too kind, so you are too scruples Morality and worldliness. I hope you can think more about yourself, or if that doesn’t work, you just think about me...I can’t live without you.”

"No, I'm just afraid... But I can't give up on you, refuse you and refuse to let you go."

"Then don't let me go." Bai Shu put his arms around her and said with a smile, "Actually, we are really lucky, do you know? Today we have a department gathering, and the senior who came back after graduation is my senior's boyfriend. She was still showing affection to us in the morning, but we broke up at night."

Huaran thought of Bai Shuyi, the pajamas that senior sister brought, and seemed to understand something.

"why?"

"It is said that the two places were separated, and the relationship gradually faded. The senior has changed a lot after work, and the two people's views have also diverged. After meeting this time, they felt strange and alienated, and finally broke up peacefully."

Hua Ran sighed and felt a little melancholy.

"So, aren't we lucky? Although I am younger than you, you have never underestimated my opinions. The separation between the two places only makes me miss you more. Even though there are differences in concepts, we are more like I'm thinking about each other. It's a pity that we have such a good relationship, but we have to break up, isn't it?"

Huaran felt that everything Bai Shu said was right.

"Ah."

When Bai Shu saw that Hua Ran could listen very well at night, he started nagging unconsciously.

"However, I still think you should be more confident, Ranran. You are so good, and there are many people who like you. Don't always say that you are not good enough. I like you because you are very good. It is said that a person in front of his lover If you have low self-esteem, it is likely to be a problem with your lover. If you feel that you are not good enough, then I have to reflect on what I did wrong. I should make you more confident."

Seeing her seriousness, Hua Ran felt extremely sweet in her heart.If you haven't experienced her mental journey, you will naturally not have her feelings.Her unconscious low self-esteem in front of Bai Shuyi is not only very good in her heart, but also has a lot to do with her childhood experiences.

She knew that this was not a good sign, but because the object was Bai Shuyi, she felt that there was nothing wrong with it.She is willing to put Bai Shuyi in a high position, and is willing to cherish and love her like a little fairy.

Of course, now she is willing to listen to Bai Shuyi's words and be more selfish, try to crawl to her side and take this little fairy as her own.

The author has something to say: This time it is really sweet.Although I hope that Ranran can make a breakthrough, I don't want to completely change the deliciousness of Ranran. After all, bullying is fun, isn't it?