Be gentle

"Now the bride and groom are invited to exchange rings."

When the two newlyweds put their wedding rings on each other's hands, the scene erupted into applause.

"Ask the groom to kiss the bride."

Xu Chen kissed his bride with joy, while Jiang Yizhen rarely showed a shy expression.

Hua Ran looked at the two of them, and felt envious in addition to blessing.As soon as Bai Shuyi held her hand at this moment, Huaran was shocked, and looked over, only to see that the other party was looking at her with a smile, and pouted in front of her.

Huaran originally thought she was feeling emotional, but when she saw her narrow expression, she didn't feel like it.She looked over in the direction Bai Shu pointed, and saw two children in the front row who just met last night hugging each other intimately.Xu Jingzhe didn't know what she said in Ling Chuyi's ear, the little girl blushed and smiled shyly.

Huaran looked at the people around him in puzzlement, and Bai Shuyi leaned into her ear with a bright smile and whispered, "I saw Xu Jingzhe kissing the little baby Chu."

Ling Chuyi is too cute, and even though Bai Shuyi has just met her, he has already followed Shen Shenshen and Lu Youyou's little ones to scream.Huaran was strangely unable to feel jealous, because Ling Chuyi was so innocent and cute that people felt that no matter how much they liked her, it was just affection for a little girl.

Huaran's eyes widened in surprise, and Bai Shuyi took advantage of her to be stunned, and secretly kissed her on the face, "It's like this."

The attention of the people around them was all on the two newcomers on the stage, and no one paid attention to their small movements.

Hua Ran was in a state of confusion, and subconsciously wanted to push Bai Shuyi away, but the other party had already retreated by herself.She looked around nervously, she was afraid of being discovered, but she saw Ling Chuyi in the front row with her eyes tightly closed, who was obviously about to die of shame, boldly kissing Xu Jingzhe's face.

Sitting next to the two were Xu Jingzhe's two mothers. Huaran only heard Shen Shenshen mention that one of the adoptive mothers was actually Xu Jingzhe's aunt.But she happened to see the promise made by the aunt and adoptive mother, so she quickly kissed Mu Yan.

Huaran suddenly stopped panicking, and her heart also calmed down strangely.Because others took it for granted, she even felt that her panic was a bit ridiculous.

When Bai Shu saw her suddenly calm down, he smiled and scratched her palm.Huaran didn't look at her, but she didn't take her hand back either.

After the wedding ceremony, the bride had to throw a bouquet, and the crowd came out of the auditorium in a swarm, seemingly wanting to grab a good seat.

Bai Shuyi was not in a hurry, he pulled Huaran and walked slowly behind.

"I'm going back tomorrow."

"Um……"

"I heard from Aunt Xiao that if you return to China around November, will there be any changes?"

"probably not."

"Then I'll wait for your return."

Huaran stopped suddenly and looked straight at Bai Shuyi.

"Xiaobai, I know what you think, but we are different from them."

The two stood in the empty auditorium, and the laughter outside seemed to have nothing to do with them.

"What's different? Just because you're my cousin? Is that more important to you than me?"

"No!" Huaran was afraid that she would be confused by Bai Shuyi, afraid of the consequences of indulging herself, but even more afraid that Bai Shuyi would no longer belong to her.

She tried her best to make the right choice, but as soon as she met Bai Shuyi, she would fall short.The more she likes Bai Shuyi, the more she hates herself.I hate myself for not being able to ignore the world, I hate myself for being indecisive and refusing to let her go, I hate myself for not being able to stand the temptation, drinking poison to quench my thirst.

"not like this……"

For her, there is no more important person or event than Bai Shuyi, and it is precisely because of this that she is more worried and scrupled.

"Xiaobai, this is not just about the two of us, do you understand? I only have a mother who is far away in a foreign country and will not interfere with my life, so it doesn't matter what you do. But you can't, you have Aunt Bai and Gu Wansu A good friend like Yan, with those close uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters, you are not alone. It’s fine if you are both girls, but we..."

"But we are cousins. The people you just mentioned, except for my mother, are not even close to you in blood. You keep saying that this is not just about the two of us, but I tell you, this is the two of us. Shouldn't you think of yourself and my wishes before you think of anyone else?"

As soon as Bai Shu stared at Hua Ran, different from the gentle and domineering strength in the past, she was really angry this time.

"Of course there are thousands of reasons why we can't be together. If it wasn't for this, you might have other excuses. There is only one way to go on, and that is persistence. But persistence cannot be achieved by one person. You Don't you ask yourself, what choice will make you regret it?"

Huaran had tears in her eyes, "But I'm afraid you'll regret it..."

Bai Shu was too kind to her, all her hesitation and fear, her unchangeable cowardice, and unchangeable notions were all due to inferiority complex.Even though she is no longer the poor Huaran she used to be, even if she has a higher degree, even if her income is considerable, even if she has a place in her field, she still puts Bai Shuyi in a high position.

The situation at the end of the day and Bai Shu's gentle rescue of her have become the biggest shackles for Hua Ran now, because she thinks of herself too low and too lightly, so holding on to being with Bai Shuyi is to defile her, Bai Shuyi can With the idea of ​​meeting someone better than himself, naturally the more he loves Bai Shu, the less he can stand firmly with her.

"...You think so?"

Bai Shu was surprised at first, then frowned tightly.She suddenly realized Huaran's thoughts and realized something more fundamental.In fact, the ups and downs of the two have little to do with homosexuality and sisterhood, but because of unequal status.

She may be able to restore the relationship between the two by resorting to tricks, but she will never be able to untie the knot in Huaran's heart.

What Bai Shuyi wanted to be was not Huaran's superior love object, but her lover.

She opened her mouth to say something, but soon realized that the matter could not be resolved by words alone.Those who can be persuaded are often vacillating in their hearts, but this is already a deep-rooted concept for Huaran.

She is the biggest constraint on Huaran.

Bai Shuyi slowly let go of Huaran's hand, the corners of his often smiling mouth were tightly pursed, and the expression on his face was tense.

She found herself at a loss as to what to do.

"Xiaobai!" Huaran thought it was her words that hurt Bai Shuyi's heart, subconsciously wanted to grab her hand, but Bai Shuyi gently dodged away.

"Ran...sister," Bai Shu frowned, as if thinking, and said every word, "Compared to liking me, you should love yourself more."

Huaran's heart was in severe pain, and tears overflowed.For the first time, Bai Shu turned a blind eye to her like this, turned and left with a stern expression.

"Xiaobai..." Huaran wanted to call her, but her mouth turned into sobbing, "Xiaobai..."

She wanted to explain, wanted to tell Bai Shuyi that she didn't believe her.She didn't understand why she said such a thing, and she didn't understand why she doubted the other party's firmness.

She was the one who was more wavering, she was the one who proposed to break up, and she was the one who was not brave enough.

She is obviously not good enough, why can she still say such hurtful words?

As soon as Bai Shu walked out of the auditorium, he was greeted by cheers, and Xu Nuo, who was surrounded by everyone, held a bouquet and presented it to Mu Yan excitedly.

The sun was a bit dazzling, and the bright scenery complemented the laughter and laughter, but Bai Shuyi felt exhausted.

Why did she only find out about it now?The most important thing in love is equality, and she has never noticed how unequal the two are.

"Sister, why are you standing here alone?"

Suddenly he was patted on the shoulder, and Bai Shu turned his head, only to see Mu Qianqian looking at him with a smile.There was also a handsome mixed-race guy standing beside her, looking left and right, wondering what he was looking at.

As soon as Bai Shu knew him, he was the elder brother Mu Yunjun who Mu Qianqian said fell in love with Huaran at first sight.

The sun was shining brightly, Bai Shuyi took a deep breath, and said with a smile: "Qianqian, I was just looking for help. My sister is a little uncomfortable, but I can't help her. Your brother can help me when he has time." Send her back to her room?"

"Ms. Hua, is Miss Hua feeling unwell? Where is she?" Mu Yunjun's Chinese was very standard, and he asked nervously, "Do you need a doctor? Do you want to send her to the hospital?"

"She's in the church, please go and have a look. I have a little problem..."

Before Mu Yunjun could finish speaking, he had already disappeared.Mu Qianqian felt that Bai Shuyi's attitude was a bit strange, and asked worriedly: "Senior sister, don't you...won't you go and have a look?"

Bai Shu frowned, "Is your brother a bad character?"

Mu Qianqian quickly shook her head, "No, no, he's very nice... But you, aren't you worried about Sister Huaran?"

Bai Shu smiled, it was the first time Mu Qianqian saw her showing such a powerless smile.

"I'm just worried about her... Oh, you don't understand."

Seeing that she was deep, Mu Qianqian pouted and patted her, "Don't think you're old-fashioned when I call you senior sister, I'm still a year older than you."

Bai Shu touched the place she had photographed, shook his head and said, "It seems that you are quite strong, then you and your brother can help me to see my sister, remember to send her back to the room, and you won't be allowed to My brother is doing her hands and feet, and I'm asking you if she lacks a hair."

Mu Qianqian saw that she was obviously very worried, but stood still by herself, and asked strangely, "Why don't you go and see for yourself?"

"Because she will be sadder seeing me."

The author has something to say: Baishu [-]: Sister Ran, please love yourself more.

Huaran: Xiaobai is right, I love myself more.

Chinese is really broad and profound.