Be gentle

This hot summer is not destined to be peaceful for everyone.

Bai Shuyi was really worried about Huaran, even though he knew he shouldn't disturb her in a short time, he couldn't help but pay attention to her quietly.

She contacted Shen Shenshen, Si Tong, Xiao Zhen and even Kevin to test their reactions secretly, and found out that no one knew about it.

Si Tong also expressed his worries to her, hoping that she could persuade Huaran not to work too hard.

Bai Shuyi fell into even greater worries.

Compared with her daughter, Bai Wenxue saw Huaran no less, but she was worried a little bit.

"Yiyi, have you been in touch with Xiaoran recently? She doesn't look very well, and she keeps coming to buy stomach medicine. Alas, if I knew she was so tired, I would have told her not to leave. She would stay in the pharmacy for a few more years and open a room." The pharmacy is also good."

Naturally, she said this out of a loving mother's heart, and she would probably feel it was a pity to let Huaran work in the drugstore.

Bai Shuyi didn't want to make Bai Wenxue feel strange, so he forced a smile and said, "Yes, she has been working hard recently."

"Anyway, you are the most free now, and I will send some goji berry oil to Xiaoran later."

"...Is she back?"

"I'm back, it's rare to be early today. I wanted to ask her to come to eat, but she said she was too tired. Oh, how thin people are, it's really a crime."

Bai Shu never cared about disturbing her, "Then I'll send it to her right away, and bring some porridge, she probably didn't eat."

Bai Wenxue nodded, "Even if you have a conscience, I haven't heard you mention Xiaoran recently, so I thought you were estranged."

Bai Shu curled the corner of his mouth, finally suppressing the soreness in his throat.

"It's just... Sister Ran is too busy."

"You should care about her even more when she's busy. This child always reports good news but not bad ones, and doesn't like to trouble others. You have a thick skin. When were you so embarrassed?"

Bai Shu smiled sarcastically, "Who would say that about his daughter..."

"Isn't it? Well, after you've finished eating, send it to Xiao Ran. She belongs to her alone. If you move in the future, you should visit her more often. The relationship can only last long if you maintain it."

"I know mom."

Bai Wenxue gave her an excuse to see Huaran, and Bai Shuyi didn't want to let it go.If she can't be a lover, she is willing to stay by Huaran's side as a friend and sister, and she only hopes that she will not have to bear these things alone.

When Huaran received Bai Wenxue's call, Bai Shuyi had already knocked on the door.Just hearing her voice, Hua Ran's heart began to ache - she didn't know how to face Bai Shuyi.

Bai Shuyi waited for a long time before Huaran opened the door, so he could only say, "Sister Ran, I'm just here to bring you sweet soup."

It took her a while to say this before the door finally opened.

Huaran looked haggard, the kind of weakness that made people worry about her health.

Bai Shuyi's eye sockets became moist all at once, "Sister Ran, sister Ran, are you sick?"

Huaran didn't dare to look her in the eyes, and whispered: "I'm fine..."

"...Have you had dinner then? I brought yam porridge over, you can eat some sweet soup afterward."

"noob……"

Without giving her a chance to refuse, Bai Shu took two steps forward and forced Hua Ran into the room.

"You look very bad, so don't talk about anything now. Eat, drink soup, we'll talk about other things later... I know we broke up, but we didn't break up, did we?"

Hanaran has never been able to deal with the strong Bai Shuyi... Or rather, she just wanted a reason not to reject her.

Bai Shu gently pushed her to sit at the table, and then took out porridge, side dishes and sweet soup from the insulated box in sequence.

"Eat slowly, I'll wait for you here."

Huaran despised herself extremely, but finally picked up the bowl.

As soon as Bai Shu sat beside her, he stared at her intently, "It's delicious. Mom said you had an upset stomach and cooked it specially. She was very worried about you and said that you always take stomach medicine recently."

"Sorry……"

Bai Shu smiled, "If you're apologizing to make her worry about this, you should tell your mother... Sister Ran, don't let our affairs affect your relationship with our family, okay?"

Huaran knew what Bai Shuyi was here for, and she must be worried about her, so she endured the pain and came to enlighten her.From the very beginning of their encounter, Bai Shuyi has been her salvation.She accepts her step by step, accepts herself step by step, and wants to accept this relationship step by step.

But just when she thought that she could finally achieve happiness as long as she worked hard, she fell from the peak of happiness.

No matter how hard or tired she was, she was never depressed like this, because life did not allow her to be depressed.But now she has tasted the taste of happiness and joy, and has been spoiled by the easy life.

While she blamed herself for hurting Bai Shuyi, she was also ashamed of being immersed in the pain of breaking up and unable to extricate herself.

"Xiaobai, I'm sorry, I don't know what to do..."

Enduring tears, Bai Shuyi held her hand and said with a smile: "It's okay, we can find a way together. I didn't know what to do at first, but I thought about it for a long time... I don't want to become strangers with you. Before developing into a romantic relationship, we were also very close. Sister Ran, I like you..."

When she said this, she finally couldn't help choking up, "It doesn't matter if it's not love, I said I will become your family, and we can be sisters."

Huaran was already in tears.

"I'm sorry, Xiaobai, I'm sorry..."

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her, "It's okay, I don't blame you, I know...I know you are sad too...We can overcome the past together."

How to overcome it?

Huaran knew that she couldn't do it, she liked Bai Shuyi, she loved Bai Shuyi, she knew that she couldn't just treat her as a younger sister.

"Hmm..." But she nodded fiercely in Bai Shu's arms, wanting to prove that she could do it.

They were sisters, as they should be.

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her tightly, his heart was cut like a knife.How easy is it to turn love into family affection?She didn't know if she could do it in the end, she only knew that she was just lying at this moment.

She just didn't want to see Huaran, just didn't want her to be alone, just lied to her and herself.

"So come to eat at home in the future, okay? Don't hide from me anymore, don't blame yourself anymore, and don't bear it alone, otherwise I won't feel at ease."

Why would she fall in love with Xiaobai when there are so many people in the world?It has nothing to do with her being a girl, and it has nothing to do with her being his cousin.Just because she is so good, just because she likes Xiaobai like this.

Obviously she fell in love with Xiaobai first, why must she pay for the mistakes of the elders?Why must she give up?

So unfair, so unfair.

There are countless such accusations in Huaran's heart, and there are countless anger and heartaches that have nowhere to vent.

"Hmm..." But there are so many injustices in the world, and there is no other way but to accept it.Perhaps the true meaning of life is to constantly pick out the less painful one among the painful choices, and the choice itself is precisely a painful thing that contains helplessness.

As soon as Bai Shu hugged her, he couldn't bear to let go, and Hua Ran was also greedy for this little comfort left.

"Sister Ran, you've lost a lot of weight."

"It's not that exaggerated..."

"It's true, I can touch... I can hold it out, you must have lost four or five catties."

"Not that many."

"Okay, you have the final say, but now you have to take good care of it. Sister Sitong told me that you are working too hard, and you eat very little, right?"

"It's okay..."

Bai Shu couldn't help laughing out loud, Huaran listened to the muffled sound in her chest from laughing, her heart was sweet and sour and painful.

"Mom is right, you always report good news but not bad news. Whether you have it or not, you have to finish what you have today. You'd better come to my house every day to finish your meal, otherwise I will bring it to you every day."

"...You don't need to do this."

Bai Shu smiled and said: "It doesn't matter whether you need it or not. My mother said that you need to move around frequently to maintain your relationship. Sister Ran, do you know? I am really glad to have met you, and I am also very..."

She paused, and waited for the soreness in her throat to pass before continuing: "Thank you very much for allowing me to have a wonderful first love. You did nothing wrong, and neither of us did anything wrong, so...don't let this matter affect our life Relationships, what was before, what we can be now."

"Ah."

The two told lies that both of them knew well, but they didn't know whether they were trying to deceive each other or themselves.

Huaran started to visit Bai's house again, although not as frequently as before, but Bai Shuyi had a chance to see her anyway.

Bai Shuyi's admission letter had already been received in mid-July, so with her grades, she naturally has no worries about going anywhere.Su Yan and she applied to the School of Economics of the same school, while Gu Wan went to the University of Medicine.

It was a pity for the school teacher to know the choice of Bai Shuyi and Su Yan, but the two have made up their minds, so they can't interfere too much.

Although Bai Shuyi's real age is under [-] years old, but he changed his age in order to go to school, and the age on his ID card has met the requirements for a driver's license.It just so happened that both Su Yan and Gu Wan took advantage of this summer vacation to go to school, and it took the three of them a month to get their driver's license.

Bai Wenxue did not break her promise and bought her a car, and Bai Shuyi officially became a car owner in early August.Bai Wenxue was a little apprehensive about riding in her car at first, but soon began to use her as a coolie.

Not only that, after seeing Huaran's thin and haggard appearance, he also entrusted her with the arduous task of delivering Huaran to and from get off work, which is called "training driving skills".

Bai Shuyi naturally agreed very much, but Huaran couldn't refuse, so he had to agree.

The author has something to say: This work is much busier than before, and the update should be at night.