Be gentle

This is definitely a good opportunity for Huaran, and of course, it is also a big challenge.Hanaran has a passion for embroidery, but she doesn't know what these passions will become when embroidery becomes a job.

She once hoped so much that her life could change, but now she is afraid of change.For her, leaving the pharmacy and leaving Bai Shuyi is the most unimaginable thing.She has already set her goal, and she has completed most of her pharmacy major.The game was originally just an episode, but now she has to completely change the future trajectory for this, which is really hard for her to accept.

But she could see Bai Shuyi's attitude: the other party thought it was a good thing for her.

And it's not just Bai Shuyi who thinks this way, everyone thinks so.When Bai Shu told Gu Wan and the others about this, everyone was sincerely happy for her.

Huaran was a little confused.

Bai Wenxue is not feeling well recently, so she didn't come to the scene to cheer for Huaran at night.But when the two arrived home, she was still awake and had finished watching the show at home. Although No.4 is a bit regretful, she is still very happy for Hanazan.

Bai Wenxue could tell that Huaran had indeed grown a lot compared to before.

"Xiaoran is back, I made sweet soup, we both drink a little."

The three of them sat down to eat and chat, Bai Shu said it vividly, but Huaran was worried the whole time.She wasn't sad that she got fourth, but it was Si Tong's invitation that made her worry all night.

Fortunately, Bai Shuyi didn't say anything to Bai Wenxue, and they didn't bring up this topic again until they went back to their room to sleep.

Huaran knew what Bai Shuyi was thinking, and her heart became more and more conflicted.Whether she is content with the status quo or not motivated, she really doesn't have such a big heart.On the one hand, she is afraid that if she does not cherish the time with Bai Shuyi now, she will never have such an opportunity in the future, and on the other hand, she is afraid that rejecting Si Tong will make Bai Shuyi feel that she is content with mediocrity.

"Xiaobai, do you want me to agree to the director?"

Bai Shu didn't bother her much all night, and seemed to be waiting for her to talk about this topic.She rested on Huaran's arm, squinted her eyes and said softly: "Sister Ran, have you been thinking about what I think all night?"

"I... because I think you seem to have something to say."

Bai Shuyi was originally an overly intelligent child, but after experiencing Tao Wan's incident, his mind became much deeper.The longer Huaran has been in love with her, the more she feels the changes in her, but it becomes more and more impossible to guess her thoughts.

"Well..." Bai Shu pouted his lips and pondered for a while, "Actually, I don't want you to agree to Sister Sitong, I just hope you don't reject her so hastily...Anyway, it won't hurt to think about it for a while. .”

Hua Ran heard her say a lot, but she didn't express her wishes at all, so she couldn't help feeling a little anxious, "Then what's your idea?"

"My idea, of course my idea is to support you."

Bai Shu didn't answer her directly as if he was avoiding the question on purpose.

Huaran didn't know why she felt a little sad, and her vision blurred when her nose became sour.She didn't know what answer she wanted to hear from Bai Shuyi, she just felt that such an ambiguous answer was too hurtful.

"Um……"

Bai Shu finally opened his eyes as soon as he heard her nasal voice, "Ranran, are you crying?"

"No..." Hua Ran pulled out her hand and turned around, inexplicably annoyed and wronged.Obviously she was so troubled by this, but Bai Shuyi acted like a normal person.

"...Ranran," Bai Shuyi was silent for a while, then gently hugged her from behind, "I'm not trying to play you off, I'm serious, and my idea is to support you."

Every time Huaran is comforted by Bai Shuyi, she feels very complicated, both the satisfaction of being pampered and the shame of being coquettish.

"Then why did you interrupt me when I refused the director?"

Bai Shuyi sighed, "Why did you reject Sister Si Tong? Is it because of me or because of yourself? You ask me what I think, and I want to know yours too."

"That's because... as I said before, I didn't want to take embroidery as a career."

"I know you said this, but why are you obsessed with it? Ranran, I just want to ask you one thing, if you don't like me...will you refuse this opportunity?"

"But without you, I wouldn't have this opportunity at all."

"So you know it's an opportunity, right?"

"I'm just following your words..." Huaran turned around annoyed, and gradually understood what she wanted to express.

As soon as Bai Shu kissed her, he kissed her for a long time, and when Hua Ran was almost going limp, he rubbed her face and said: "Ran Ran, you really like me."

With tears in her eyes, Huaran hugged her tightly, "Xiaobai, I don't want to leave you..."

"If you want to leave, I still don't agree. I will cry every day." Bai Shuyi likes to see her delicate and soft appearance, and has a sense of satisfaction as a lover. I."

"You really want me to agree to the director of the department, right? I don't want to go, am I not pursuing it?"

Hua Ran's voice sounded a bit bitter, Bai Shu smiled wryly, and didn't know what to say for a moment.I don't know if it's because of her mother, Huaran has more dedication than ordinary people.She often cares too much about the person she likes and what the person thinks, so she ignores her own desires.

Bai Shuyi began to understand her position in Huaran's heart more and more, but even so she still felt afraid.If falling in love with herself is all selfishness of Huaran, then sooner or later she will abandon her selfishness for more selfless reasons.

"Ranran, do you like embroidery?"

Bai Shuyi suddenly asked such a question, and Huaran couldn't lie about it.

"Well...but I also really like working in a pharmacy, not just because of you. It makes me feel relaxed and stable here...I'm actually scared..."

No matter how much Huaran's transformation has been, she still has a little inferiority complex deep-rooted in her heart.

"Can I do well? What if I disappoint the director of the department? I dare not accept it because I am afraid. Do you think I am useless?"

Bai Shuyi's bravery far exceeds that of ordinary people, and this comparison makes Huaran feel cowardly.

"What should I do..." Bai Shuyi sighed, seemingly helpless, "My girlfriend has no idea how talented I am, so what should I say to make her understand?"

She exaggerated, Hua Ran patted her on the shoulder lightly, "You will give me enchanted soup."

Bai Shuyi "giggled" and laughed, "No, I'm serious. You're really a genius, only you don't realize it. But I understand your anxiety, and I don't want to force you. To be honest, If you change your job, I will be the worst, maybe I can't see you every day, and I can't kiss you and hug you every day."

"Is that all you think about?"

Huaran has already discovered how small a hooligan Bai Shuyi is, and he is super aggressive. Recently, it has intensified, and he is always careless.It's just that she is cute, always has an innocent face, and coupled with her sweet words, Huaran can't refuse at all.

"Because you fascinate me so much that I can't think of anything else!"

"loquacious……"

"Hehehe, I'm serious. Ranran, in fact, you should know how brave you are. Whether you came to work in the pharmacy or participated in the competition later, you were very uneasy and nervous, but you don't Are they all done well? I am a bystander so I can see clearly, you are more powerful than you think."

Compared to his previous ignorance and fearlessness, Bai Shuyi thinks that Huaran is more admirable for how he clearly understands fear but overcomes difficulties.She knew that Huaran was very brave, so she didn't want her to lose this courage due to her own reasons.

"Okay, don't think about it at night, let's think about it slowly. I will support you no matter what...but you can't forget to feed me well."

Huaran was completely caught in a dilemma.After hearing Bai Shuyi's words, she did start to have some emotions about the designer's position, but she still didn't want to leave the pharmacy.

As the end of the year approaches, pharmacies are getting busier.Meng Yun was going home for the holidays, and she had already left at 22 because she had saved up some vacation time. Fortunately, Bai Shu was helping out at the pharmacy as soon as she was on vacation.

Huaran has no plans to go back to her hometown this year, or rather, she has made up her mind that she will never go to Huajia Village except for tomb-sweeping in Qingming.There were very few things left that could make her nostalgic, and she really didn't want to wear away the last bit of emotion.

The pharmacy was busy, and the small online store of the two of them was also busy. Huaran was busy until eleven or twelve o'clock every day, which was very fulfilling.Besides considering Si Tong's proposal, she is also planning another thing.

After participating in the competition for the past six months and winning the final prize, Huaran has saved a total of 25 yuan. Counting the money saved before, Bai Wenxue can still have more than 20 yuan left after repaying Bai Wenxue.

The housing prices in City H are rising every year, and she often hears from Bai Wenxue that it will be even higher in the future.Huaran really wants to buy a residence while she can still afford it, so that in the future... there will be a place to go.Thinking about the future problems, she felt that Si Tong's proposal might be more suitable for her now.

To put it bluntly, Huaran has always had the idea of ​​muddling along, and dare not think too much before the crisis.As soon as Bai Shu understood her thoughts, she also knew that as soon as Bai Shu understood herself, she felt even more guilty.

As an adult, she not only made the underage Bai Shuyi worry about their future, but also dared not promise anything.But she really didn't dare to expect extravagance, she was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and she was also afraid that she would be punished more severely if she expected too much.

Huaran sighed and stopped thinking about it, and looked at the information of another real estate in her free time.After Bai Wenxue knew that she had the idea of ​​buying a house, she asked her friends for a lot of brochures, and there were discounts on internal prices.

It took Huaran several days to choose three houses not far from here with moderate prices as alternatives. She plans to pick a time after the year to take a look.

"welcome."

Hua Ran was packing up the brochures, when she heard the doorbell and looked outside, she saw Hua Teng walking in slowly from the door.