Be gentle

Bai Shuyi is very happy today, not only because Tao Wan is out of danger, but also because the people around her care for her.

But the happier she was, the sadder she was in the bottom of her heart.This kind of sadness can't be resolved by crying unrestrainedly like in the past, nor can it be relieved by acting like a baby.

She had been in a daze this week, as if she had finally come back to life today.But people will feel pain when they are alive, and the tingling pain in her heart has never stopped.

The nicer and more tolerant others are to her, the deeper the pain will be.But the strange thing is that she can laugh, and her body responds to the kindness of others like a conditioned reflex.She knew that she was really happy, and the smile was indeed from the heart, but something else was gradually accumulating in her heart, which made her breathless.

No one blamed her, not even brother Qiang vented his anger on her.But sometimes she thought, it would be fine if he beat herself at that time.

The news that Tao Wan was out of danger did not relieve Bai Shu. After completely recovering her ability to think, she understood how to cover up her pain.She found that she could do it, and she could do it well.

"noob?"

"Ok?"

"It's okay, I just want to call you."

Bai Shu turned to one side, faced Huaran, smiled lightly and said, "Sister Ran, thank you."

In the past few months, she has slowly grown her hair again. By this time, it is almost shoulder-length, and she has long since lost the appearance of a little boy before.

When Huaran touched her face, she squinted her eyes and showed a docile expression.

"You don't have to be polite with me."

During this time, Huaran stayed by Bai Shuyi's side every day, but she felt that the two of them were gradually drifting apart—she never called her Ranran again.After this incident happened, Bai Shuyi neither confided her inner misery to her, nor sought her comfort, and the indulgent crying that night seemed to be her limit.

In this relationship with Bai Shuyi, Huaran has never had the initiative, nor can she control it at all.No matter what decision Bai Shu made, all she could do was accept it silently.

Bai Shuyi still had a smile on his face, "Isn't that being polite, you are clearly at a critical time, and you still have to worry about my affairs..."

She said with a worried expression, "Sister Ran, what's going on with you?"

There are so many things happening together that people have no time to care about them.

"You don't have to worry about these things."

Huaran didn't want to make her worry about her own affairs at this time, but Bai Shu was taken aback when he heard this sentence, and then murmured: "That's right, I can't help anyway... "

Huaran's heart suddenly jumped, and she said in a panic: "That's not what I meant."

Bai Shuyi seemed to have just recovered from what he said, and quickly explained: "I know... Sister Ran, I didn't mean that either... I just... I know what I should do now..."

Her voice became lower and lower, and her words became weaker and weaker.

"Sister Ran, let's go to bed early..."

Huaran couldn't bear the pain in her heart any longer, and kissed her lips lightly.

Bai Shu flinched, showing a bit of panic and bewilderment.Huaran had never kissed her before, and she didn't know how to continue after making such a bold move.Just when the two were in a stalemate and she was gradually withdrawing, Bai Shuyi hooked her neck and stuck out his tongue.She boldly invaded Huaran's mouth, entangled her lips and tongue more intensely than ever.

Different from Bai Shuyi's warm and happy kisses in the past, her kiss was full of domineering and anguish that had no place to vent, and the bitterness also overflowed in her mouth.But even the bitter kiss is addictive, and the smell of alcohol during the dinner seems to have not completely disappeared, and Huaran feels that she is going to be drunk again.

Bai Shuyi cannot seek comfort, nor does he need comfort.She knew that she could get forgiveness by crying, but tenderness and understanding were the last thing she needed now.

No one blamed her, so she couldn't get relief.

As for Huaran, her sister Ran is the existence she desires and fears most now.She was afraid of relying on her, afraid of finding comfort in her, and afraid of hurting her like Tao Wan.

It's not as long as good intentions can be exchanged for good results, she thought she had already understood this truth.

She used to be so confident, thinking that she could stick to her heart, that she could be responsible for what she did, and that as long as she did what she thought was right, she would not regret it.

But it wasn't until today that she realized that there were some wrong costs that others had to pay for her.

This time it's Sister Wan, what about next time?

"noob……"

Huaran hugged her, showing an extremely obedient gesture.

"Sister Ran, do you like me?"

She once firmly believed that sister Ran also liked her, and thought that the other party's evasion and retreat was only because of reserve and concern.

But what if it's the opposite?

Ran's sister's closeness is only because of gratitude, and her non-rejection is only because of gentleness, and the current initiative is just to comfort her.

She might be doing the same thing as Hua Teng, the only difference is that she succeeded because she was younger and also a girl.Sister Ran probably likes her, but is that kind of liking the same kind of liking as she expected?

Huaran didn't expect Bai Shuyi to ask such a question suddenly, and was stunned for a while.She had never thought about expressing her feelings, and followed the other party's will with the current, with meeting Bai Shuyi's needs as the primary goal.

Does she like Xiaobai?

Of course she likes Xiaobai, she can't help herself, and likes her without complaint or regret.But is her liking really necessary to Xiaobai?

She's still not sure about that.

Huaran has seen her own powerlessness, Xiaobai is a turning point in her life, but she is not like that to Xiaobai.In terms of the bond with Xiaobai, there are too many people who are more profound than her.

She felt that she could gain Bai Shuyi's favor temporarily only because she was the closest to her at this time.And this will change soon.She can dedicate herself to Xiaobai, but she cannot restrain her.

"Of course I like you..."

Bai Shu must have stared at her for a long time, and finally said with a smile: "I know, you regard me as the best sister, that's why you love me so much, right?"

She didn't want to embarrass Hanara, but just wanted to find an answer.She couldn't tell whether she wanted to leave everything until she grew up because she was too confident or too timid, and she couldn't figure out whether she didn't want to hurt Huaran or herself.

When this sentence came out of her own mouth, she wished Huaran could deny it.And at this moment, Bai Shuyi finally understood how despicable he was.

She is still just acting like a baby to Huaran, she is still inflicting her pain on her body, and she still hopes to get relief through her.

Before Huaran broke the silence, Bai Shu turned his back.Huaran heard her talking to herself with such a relaxed tone.

"Go to bed early, go to bed early, I remember sister Ran, your interview is only two days away, right? I have to go to the hospital to see sister Wan tomorrow, and we all have to get up early."

Huaran's heart fell to the bottom at this moment.

The words she wanted to deny were on her lips, but she was unable to utter them.She clearly knew why Xiaobai asked such a question, she clearly knew what kind of answer she wanted, and she also clearly knew that she didn't want to embarrass herself by saying this.

But she couldn't say it, she didn't have the confidence to say it to Bai Shuyi.She felt sad for herself, and also felt worthless for Bai Shuyi.If it were Tao Wan or Su Yan, they would definitely not make her feel so sad, they must be braver than her, and better able to protect Xiao Bai than her.

Tao Wan still did not wake up. According to the hospital, her heart stopped beating during the rescue.If there was brain damage during this period, it would be difficult for them to determine when she would wake up and whether she would really wake up.

As for Tao Wan's kidnapping of Ou Zhenhua, Zhao Xingxing's father took care of it.In prison, Ou Zhenhua firmly insisted that he wanted to surrender. It was Tao Wan who kidnapped him and tried to kill him. Hurting her himself was a legitimate self-defense.

But because Tao Wan had cooperated with the police before, her behavior was included in the arrest of him, and the follow-up investigation was also dropped.Zhao Xingxing asked his father to do this not only for Tao Wan, but also for Li Qiang.

The person who helped Tao Wan return to City H and borrowed her van was none other than Li Qiang.He was jealous because of Tao Wan's rivalry with Zhao Xingxing, and when Tao Wan asked him for help instead of Zhao Xingxing, he was overwhelmed with joy.

As long as Tao Wan asked him to do anything, he would never refuse to agree, even if he didn't know what Tao Wan wanted to do.

Tao Wan's character and their blind love for her is the tragedy of the three.They grew up together since they were young and could not become lovers after all, and if they don't look forward, they may not even have friendship left in the end.

Li Qiang finally stopped waiting in the hospital all day, and like Bai Shuyi, he only visited her during the allowed visiting hours.He found that he still had a lot of things to do, his mother needed to be taken care of, his brother needed to be supported, and the company needed to be run.He has never been alone, so he will never be able to do the same desperate thing as Tao Wan.

He couldn't do it, and Zhao Xingxing couldn't do it either.When they were young and frivolous, they all thought that they could give everything for her. Zhao Xingxing fought against his father for her, and he fought for her.But when it came time to make a choice, both of them let her down.

The past cannot be traced back, neither he nor Xingxing can win her heart again.

His only hope now is that Tao Wan will get better, that she will no longer be alone in the future, that she will meet someone better than them, and that fate will treat her kindly in the end.

The author has something to say: If you underestimate yourself too much, you will eventually die.

The copy of Tao Wan is temporarily over.