Be gentle

Coming out of the pharmacy, Bai Shu became quiet instead.Huaran didn't say anything, just took her free hand and led her home.

There are a lot of things, and I am not in a hurry to tidy them up. Huaran only tidied up a little bit and stopped Bai Shuyi from asking for help, and asked: "There are noodles and eggs at home, can I add some chopped green onion, do you want to eat?"

Bai Shuyi was not polite, nodded repeatedly and said: "Yeah, let's eat together."

Huaran understood that she knew that she had lied, and strangely, not only did she not feel flustered, but she felt a sense of peace of mind.

"Do you want to stay that night?"

Huaran seldom took the initiative like this, Bai Shuyi was a little surprised at first, and then quickly reacted, "Well, let me talk to my mother."

The style of egg noodles is simple, but Bai Shuyi eats it with great relish.She has always talked a lot, and she is quieter only when she has something on her mind.Huaran already knew her very well, so she ate with her silently.Although it was much quieter than the usual joy, the atmosphere was very warm, and the two of them occasionally made eye contact, giving the feeling that the other knew what they were thinking.

After Bai Shu ate a large bowl of noodles, when Hua Ran asked her if she wanted more, she shook her head shyly and said, "I'm really full this time."

"Then you go take a shower and I'll do the dishes."

"Let me wash the dishes. You must be tired just after you came back, and you still cook for me." Bai Shu pressed her hand holding the bowl, "I won't drop the bowl."

Huaran laughed and said, "I didn't say you would drop the bowl."

Bai Shu looked at her smiling face, looked at her gentle watery eyes, and held her hand tightly.

"Sister Ran, are you here to see me?"

Huaran felt that her words seemed to have a deep meaning, but she didn't dare to think about what the deep meaning was, she just said vaguely: "I'm not at ease, I just have three days to prepare, so I want to come back and have a look."

Bai Shu smiled, "It's strange, every time I miss you, you will appear. It seems that I know that I miss you."

Huaran felt that the strength of holding her hand increased a little, and she also felt the warmth from the palm.Although it was only a little bit warm, she felt like she was going to be burned.

Bai Shuyi's wet eyes looked at her closely, making her heart beat violently.This feeling is very strange, Huaran wants to look away, but there is nowhere to put her gaze, as if only Bai Shuyi's expectant eyes are her home.

"noob……"

She wanted to say that she came back because she missed her too; she wanted to say that she hoped to be by her side every time she thought about herself;

But she also felt that she didn't need to say it, Bai Shuyi's bright eyes seemed to be able to see through her whole mind.That both alarmed her and reassured her.

"Sister Ran, is the game going well?"

The other party seemed to see her embarrassment, and suddenly changed the subject.Huaran was in a state of confusion, and could only be led by her.

"It's okay, the ranking is not very bad."

Bai Shuyi played with her fingers casually, and said happily, "That's great, I knew you could do it."

Huaran was disturbed by her words and actions, and it was really difficult to concentrate. She managed to find some clues and asked, "Has your school matter been resolved?"

"It's okay, the school has decided how to deal with the student who spread the rumor, and the turmoil should gradually subside." Bai Shu said in a relaxed tone, with her usual sunshine and firmness on her face.

Seeing that she really didn't seem to be in any trouble, Hua Ran breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good..."

Bai Shuyi suddenly clasped her fingers, and said with a smile, "It's not good for you to participate in such an important competition and still worry about me."

Huaran's heart tensed and tightened following Bai Shuyi's words and deeds, and by this time she was almost dizzy.

"It's not... this, this is not a very important game..."

Bai Shu blinked, showing a bit of complacency and cunning, and said lovingly, "I know, it's not as important as me, right?"

Hua Ran felt that she was not up to the mark, obviously four years older than Bai Shu, but she was not as calm as her at all.He also felt dirty, misinterpreted her coquettish words as hints, and couldn't bear to be alone.

"This, this is incomparable."

"Then who can I compare with? Is there anyone else you like more than me?"

Huaran shook her head subconsciously, and then hurriedly argued: "I, I have no other relatives. You are like my sister... the closest person to me."

"So, you do like me, don't you?"

Huaran felt that Bai Shuyi at night was too strange, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that there was nothing strange about it.That's what she was, bold, straightforward, and unexpected.Whenever she feels that she understands Bai Shuyi, he always catches her off guard.

She couldn't go against her heart under Bai Shuyi's expectant gaze, so she nodded stiffly.

"I like you too, Sister Ran, I like you very much."

The moment Bai Shuyi saw Huaran, he suddenly felt that all troubles disappeared.Not only because I saw the person I like, but also because I saw beauty.

There are many people and things in the world, and of course there are many unsatisfactory places.She may never be able to figure out why those darknesses exist, but what does that matter?

There is obviously such a beautiful person by her side, who has experienced poverty, suffered betrayal, and still does not forget her original intention after suffering.

Bai Shuyi finally understands why he likes Huaran, not only because of her appearance, not only because of her gentleness, but also because of her bravery, kindness and perseverance.

When she was confused, Huaran was like a bright light in the night mist to guide her.

It's not that her mother and friends are not good enough, but because of her fault of seeing is believing, Jiaohuaran has become the most special existence in her eyes.

Bai Shuyi uses escaping and building a dreamland to stick to his heart, but Huaran uses a completely different method.She is real because she has to face hardships, has more troubles than ordinary people, and is one of the mortal beings in the world.

This kind of her has achieved what Bai Shuyi wanted to do.Even if it wasn't that intense, even if it wasn't that ambitious, even if she never aired it.

But Bai Shu saw it, heard it, and felt it.

The more she understands Huaran, the more she likes her.Knowing that you shouldn't express your heart prematurely, but you can't control your desire to be sure.

She likes Huaran, wants her to like herself too, and wants her to be by her side all the time.

Which one do you like?

For the first time, Huaran was unable to determine the meaning of this "like", because Bai Shuyi's gaze was so hot and full of affection that her heart couldn't help but move around.

She didn't know how to respond or what to do next.So, when Bai Shu came close, she chose to close her eyes.

This time, soft lips finally touched her lips as expected.But the other party didn't stay for too long, and didn't stick out his tongue.Only the hot and humid breath lets Huaran know that Bai Shuyi is not too far away from him.

"I'm going to wash the dishes, you wash up first."

Huaran didn't dare to refuse anymore, and didn't dare to open her eyes until Bai Shu left.She believed that her face must have been flushed, and she wanted to cool her cheeks with her hands, but she just felt the scorching heat more thoroughly.

Such shallow kisses are rarely seen after Bai Shuyi has experienced the profound beauty, and because Bai Shu once experienced the storm of homosexual rumors, such an active and slightly reserved intimacy gave Hana Ran a different feeling .

Does Xiaobai really think this is just an act of intimacy between girls?

Hua Ran once thought like this, and forced herself to think like this, but the deepest reason is that she dare not think otherwise.

Because only by thinking like this, can she convince herself to indulge her again and again.

No matter how close the little girls are, they will come out of this close relationship when they grow up, and this will not affect their future lives.But if it is another emotion, it will have a completely different meaning.

Huaran still remembers Bai Shuyi's question to herself: If I like girls, will you be afraid of me?

Of course afraid.

Huaran was extremely afraid of this matter, afraid that Bai Shu would fall into the same situation as herself, and also afraid of her persistence without hesitation.Compared with being an admirer, when she thought of this possibility, she put herself in the position of a protector, so not only did she not feel the joy that her heart might get a response, but she was full of worries like Bai Wenxue.

Even more because of her own feelings, if Bai Shuyi had such an idea, Huaran would naturally feel guilty that she had seduced her.

So, it must not be like this.

As soon as Bai Shu finished washing the dishes, his mood still didn't calm down.She was very lucky that Huaran closed her eyes, otherwise she would not have the confidence to hide her feelings any longer.

Once I like to say it, it seems to find a bigger space, and it expands rapidly.Obviously, she has kissed Huaran many times, but this time, she felt a more intense throbbing.

Hua Ran's attention and obedience to her made Bai Shu unable to help himself, and became more cautious.

She could feel Huaran's loose attitude and knew that she would not be rejected.However, she instinctively realized that she couldn't tell the truth about this matter, otherwise what awaited her would never be a happy relationship between the two.

Hua Ran's original answer is still in my ears, before thinking about whether she will like him, Bai Shu thought that he still has no ability to solve her worries at all.

As the younger party, even if he confesses, even if he succeeds, so what?

She had expected that, no matter whether she had such feelings for herself or not, Huaran would be under tremendous pressure.

She thought, at least until she was an adult, and if she had more patience, it would be best if she was truly independent.I can be more confident and persuasive, and the other party will not be unsure whether to agree or refuse due to pressure.

Bai Shuyi has never been so eager to grow up, and for the first time, he has the idea of ​​not wanting to be a child anymore.

The author has something to say: the two messed up in a tacit understanding.