Be gentle

Mu Qianqian has been living in torment for the past few days, rumors that Bai Shuyi is gay suddenly spread in the class, and some of the discussions are very unpleasant.She didn't expect that some classmates who usually admired and liked Bai Shuyi would speak so harshly.

She is also in the photo, she is the one who likes girls, these words talking about Bai Shuyi seem to be talking about her.She was terrified, puzzled, and a little angry.

Finally, when a girl who once joked that she would chase after Senior Sister Bai if she was a boy said "homosexuality is disgusting", she couldn't help but ask her: "But didn't you also say that Senior Sister Bai is very handsome?" ?"

She really couldn't forget their astonishment, as well as their embarrassment.

"No matter how handsome senior sister is... she's still a girl, right?"

Mu Qianqian didn't realize until then that she was the only one who took this matter seriously.For them, Bai Shu is nothing more than a safe yearning object. As a girl, as a senior, as an individual with excellent conditions who can be ambiguous, he is like an idol in the cloud, soliciting their lust and obscenity.They just use it to untangle the turmoil that has nowhere to release in adolescence.

"Speaking of which, Qianqian, you seem to know Senior Sister Bai, right? Is she really...doing that to girls?"

"That's right? There are so many beautiful girls around her, wow, don't they all have something to do with her?"

"Also, didn't the previous post on Tieba say that she played with other people's feelings? If it's true, wouldn't that be too exciting?"

Mu Qianqian didn't even know which classmate said these words, but felt that the faces in front of her were all so strange.Obviously not long ago they were still courting her, but now they gossip about her so irrelevantly.

"Who did you say is the other person in the photo? How does it feel for a girl to kiss a girl?"

"Hey...don't say it, it's a bit disgusting."

What's even more ridiculous is that none of them recognized that the other girl was her.

"you--"

"Aren't you ridiculous? On weekdays, husbands and wives call to and fro, Qingqing and I have a lot of kisses. How come you are gay when you are with other people? Even if you are gay, people don't look down on you. Why are you so excited?"

Tang Ying interrupted Mu Qianqian, and looked at the girls with a sarcasm, "Bai Shuyi is really miserable, a group of fans who follow the wind and turn into black fans, believe what others say .”

Tang Ying always seemed withdrawn in the class, and Mu Qianqian was the one with the better relationship.At this time, he suddenly interrupted, and what he said was so embarrassing, the girls immediately looked at each other in blank dismay.

"Yingying..." Normally, Mu Qianqian would have persuaded her, but now she just felt extremely sad.What Tang Ying said was exactly what she wanted to say, but she didn't have the courage to say it.

Tang Ying pulled her up and walked out, "Do you want to go to the toilet? Let's go together."

Mu Qianqian was obediently pulled away by her, and when she was halfway there, she finally couldn't help crying.Tang Ying pulled her silently, her expression tense.

She didn't expect the situation to develop into what it is now. The person who caused the trouble seemed to have bought a navy army, and the management of the post bar deleted all the posts for several days.She was angry that Mu Qianqian was involved when Bai Shu offended someone, and she was also angry that she was not careful enough to let the situation develop to this point.

"Yingying, senior sister Bai is not gay, I—"

"Stop talking about this, wash your face." Tang Ying pulled her to the sink, took out a handkerchief and gave it to her, "Whether you believe it or not is different from whether others believe it or not."

Mu Qianqian covered her face with a handkerchief, shook her head and said, "You clearly know that's not what I'm going to say."

Tang Ying gently pressed her head, and while washing her face with a bag of water, said softly: "Qianqian, you have seen how other people think about this kind of thing. Don't mention it again, do you understand?"

"But if I don't tell you, Senior Bai will always be misunderstood."

"She's not my friend, you are, and I don't want to see you hurt. She's already rejected you, so this has nothing to do with you. Those posts were obviously targeted at her, not to mention she's gay sooner or later There will be other malicious remarks. Don't get involved in these gossip."

"But, but this incident happened because of me..."

Since childhood, Tang Ying has always been like her protector.Protect her after she does something stupid, comfort her when she is broken in love, and guide her when she is hesitating.She is actually quite timid, and she needs Tang Ying's encouragement no matter what she does.

But now, Tang Ying told her not to clarify.

"No, you are the one involved."

Tang Ying followed the two of them that day, but she didn't pay attention at the time. Looking back now, the boy she met several times was one of the perpetrators of school violence.The reason why she saw him several times was because he followed them just like her.

Mu Qianqian hoped so much for Tang Ying's support, she was almost driven mad by guilt.

"Why don't you support me? Don't comfort me anymore, you will make me feel bad...it's obviously my fault...why do you say Senior Sister Bai..."

Mu Qianqian sobbed, crying so hard that she lost all strength, and it was all Tang Ying who held her.

"It doesn't matter what you say about me, I don't allow you to say this again. Keep it in your heart and wait for the storm to pass. You liked her once, but you liked so many boys before. You are not gay, not in the past , not now. Don't think about it any more, and don't think about her any more."

"Why...why..." Mu Qianqian has never hated Tang Ying so much as now, "You clearly know that without your encouragement, I wouldn't dare to do anything...why..."

She is timid and cowardly, lacking the courage to make decisions since she was a child, she always throws her troubles to Tang Ying and asks her to help her make decisions.And this time, too.

"Then listen to me, don't do it, keep silent."

To say who knows Mu Qianqian best, Tang Ying thinks that no one can compare.Simple yet weak, lovable and always irritating.She is her protector, Qianqian can do nothing without her.Therefore, she will help Qianqian make those difficult decisions.

"I don't want this..."

Tang Ying hugged her and said in a firm voice: "No, I want you to do this. Do you understand? You are not allowed to speak out, and it has nothing to do with you."

"..."

Mu Qianqian couldn't respond, only sobbing silently.

Tang Ying repeated as if urging: "Qianqian, do you understand?"

Mu Qianqian burst into tears, intermittently said: "I, I understand, Yingying...I understand..."

"Good boy, wash your face, we have to go back to class." The bell for class had already rang for a while, and there were only the two of them left in the bathroom a long time ago.

Tang Ying calmly helped Mu Qianqian wash her face and tidy up her appearance.Mu Qianqian seemed to have calmed down a little, her eyes were red, she stared blankly at her, and suddenly said, "Yingying, I hate you."

Always so calm, calm even a little cold-blooded.

Mu Qianqian felt that she really hated the person in front of her at this moment, but when she said this, she suddenly realized that what she hated was not Tang Ying, but herself in her eyes.

Tang Ying is her mirror and the boarding house of her weakness.Asking Tang Ying to help her make a decision is actually her decision, because she knows that Tang Ying will always put her first.She will protect her and give her the best solution - she is her most cunning tool.

Even if things fail, she still has someone to blame. Even if she knows it's wrong to do so, she can blame Tang Ying.

She hated herself like this, never hated herself like this.What Tang Ying said is right, her love is worthless, and all that is fulfilled is her own sorrow and joy.

Tang Ying touched the corner of her eyes, "It's okay to hate me, go back."

As soon as Bai Shu came out of the tea room, he sighed helplessly as he watched the two leaving.Sometimes it's not good to walk too lightly, and accidentally overhear other people's conversations.

She took care of some things at noon before finding time to find Mu Qianqian, but was told that they had gone to the bathroom.Because of time constraints, she originally wanted to make an appointment with the two to talk, but she didn't expect to hear such a statement.

Bai Shuyi was very tangled, and he didn't know what to do.Tang Ying's words made her realize that the other party did know something, but it was difficult to get her help.

Hearing Mu Qianqian's cry, it was really hard for her to blame this girl any more.And just like Tang Ying said, this incident was because someone targeted her and hurt Mu Qianqian.The only thing she feels lucky is that no one has recognized her yet.

From her point of view, Mu Qianqian really didn't know about this, and she didn't want to bother her with this anymore.But the matter had to be resolved, and all she thought about was finding a breakthrough from Tang Ying.

The weather in September was still so hot, Bai Shuyi was sweating all over.Qiu Chan's voice was so dry that she couldn't help feeling a little bored in her heart.

Mu Qianqian's crying not only aroused her sympathy, but also made her understand that homosexuality is really so unacceptable, and she is truly feared, feared, and guarded by others.

She naively thought that the only difference between homosexuality and heterosexuality was the gender of one of them, but even the ivory tower on campus told her that this was the difference between normal and abnormal in the eyes of the world.

No matter how good you are, no matter what you have done, no matter how kind you are, no matter how much you love life and be positive, as long as you like the same sex, then there will only be one label on you: homosexuality.

Compared with what he learned online, Bai Shuyi finally felt a bit sad and bewildered as a person on the cusp of this incident.

The author has something to say: Although the original setting of the plot is like this, I still find it ironic to write this chapter today. I hope that it will not increase everyone's negative energy.The advantage of fiction over reality is that it can be controlled by me and satisfy my vision.But reality is better than fiction in that I can actually work on it.Still the same sentence, keep yourself and live hard.Weibo has a bit of negative energy, but code words make me happy.