Red Fifth

After an unknown amount of time, an alarm clock rang in the room, and the person who had already been limp in Yin Mu's arms and was still being teased all the time mentioned the airway that he could store up all over his body: "Happy birthday..."

Yin Mu, who was panting and tireless, said in a hoarse and forceful voice: "Well...very happy..."

Fu Yang felt that his whole body was about to fall apart, his consciousness was confused and confused, he didn't know where he was for a while, and at this moment his eyelids seemed to be heavy and it was difficult to open them.

He wanted to make a sound, but found that his throat was so painful that he couldn't speak. Fuyang moved his fingers, grabbed the bed sheet under him, opened his eyes forcefully, and the eyes immediately touched the sunlight in the room, the summer sunshine It was so bright that it sprinkled leisurely in the room with a clear fragrance.

Fu Yang's brain is like a clock that has been used for a long time in the Middle Ages, slowly and heavily opening, this is Yin Mu's house, Fu Yang thought.

Why am I so tired, why I have no strength at all, and some places still hurt, why?Fu Yang asked himself, he wanted to sit up, but his brain was still groggy, and the ceiling he saw was spinning around. Fu Yang felt helpless and pitiful. Although he was at Yin Mu's house, Yin Mu was not there. My whole body still hurts.

"Click", Fu Yang heard the sound of the door being opened, blinked his eyes, and soon saw a familiar and beautiful face, and the memory fell into his mind like autumn leaves, every picture , every sound, every... entry, Fuyang's brain instantly becomes a top clock in the 21st century, and those memories are as smooth as a high-definition 3D movie.

Yin Mu saw the person with open eyes slowly glance over, and at the same time the earlobe was quietly red.

"Get up and drink some water first, okay?" Yin Mu's voice was clear and soft, and it was very pleasant to hear Fu Yang. He moved his chin lightly, and Yin Mu bent down to help Fu Yang sit up.

"Hiss~" Although Fuyang had been very careful, he still couldn't avoid a completely different feeling in a place where he couldn't speak, and he was sore.

Fu Yang looked at Yin Mu dependently while panting. Yin Mu helped him change direction and leaned on the head of the bed. Fu Yang's hands and feet were still heavy, as if he had just finished a [-]-meter long-distance race yesterday.He raised his arm to support Yin Mu's elbow, and drank the warm water in the cup with Yin Mu's hand.

After drinking half a cup, Fu Yang sighed again. There was some resentment on his face. Yin Mu put the cup away and leaned over to kiss Fu Yang. His eyes and movements were more gentle than usual: " What do you want to eat now?"

Fu Yang's eyes were sleepy, and he didn't look very happy. He pouted and couldn't help complaining in a hoarse voice: "I did too much last night..."

Yin Mu lowered his eyes guiltyly, hugging and coaxing people, he couldn't help it, once this kind of thing started, there was no way to stop it, thinking of Fu Yang Yin Mu's blood was still agitated last night, only If you don't think it's enough, how can you think it's too much?

Fu Yang only stayed on the bed for more than ten minutes. When Yin Mu went down to get him breakfast, he firmly supported the edge of the bed and climbed up. His hands and feet were only heavy, but they were still usable. The most subtle thing was that they were sore and numb. waist, and...there...

Fu Yang remembered that he had clearly called it off, and he didn't even know what time it was. It should be a long time before the twelve o'clock alarm clock, but Yin Mu refused to listen to him.

Fuyang sniffed aggrievedly, and walked slowly to the bathroom.

When Yin Mu came up, he saw Fu Yang standing by the table with a helpless and awkward expression. Fu Yang stared at the chair and frowned, with his mouth still flattened, as if he was having trouble with the chair.

Yin Mu guessed the reason for Fu Yang at the first time. He quickly walked over to put the breakfast on the table, hugged Fu Yang affectionately and naturally, then turned around and walked out of the room. Yin Mu came back within a minute. There is a fluffy cushion inside, the cushion is white, the top is made of high-quality artificial fur, soft and elastic to the touch.

Yin Mu arranged the cushions on the chair, took Fu Yang's hand and said, "Sit down and have a look."

Fu Yang took a deep breath, summoned up the courage to sit down slowly, the cushion was soft, like cotton, and Fu Yang sat down with peace of mind.

Fu Yang sipped the porridge, while Yin Mu sat on the side watching, his eyes so focused that he could count how many eyelashes Fu Yang had.Fu Yang looked at Yin Mu strangely after taking two sips: "What's wrong with you?"

The tails of Yin Mu's eyes were slightly upturned. At this time, the sun was shining on his face, making the outline of the eyes more eye-catching. Fu Yang was dumbfounded just after asking. Kissed Yin Mu's mouth, and after the kiss, he found that there were porridge stains on Yin Mu's mouth that hadn't been wiped clean. He was ashamed for a while, and immediately reached out to wipe Yin Mu's hand. Yin Mu held Fu Yang's hand, and his eyes With the light of love shining, the probe kissed the person again.

Yin Mu said that holding a birthday party is just an excuse. He won’t even tell his classmates his birthday. Occasionally, a few people who know about it say that they want to celebrate his birthday. No worries about clothes but no parents. Parents from childhood to adulthood are all grandparents. Yin Mu has always been silent when the school organizes special activities for Mother’s Day. As if nothing had happened, but there are countless unspeakable sorrows hidden in his heart, he envies and yearns for it, he can't tell anyone: I also want to have a mother.

Grandparents will feel distressed, and classmates and teachers will sympathize. He doesn't want to burden others. He always drives those pessimistic emotions away for a second, and he immediately drives them away or suppresses them in his heart.

But Yin Mu is very happy at this moment, he feels that there is some love that is slowly filling his lack, he will no longer secretly envy others, and hide his emotions in a dark place that no one can see.

Yin Mu held Fu Yang in his arms, the sun was shining brightly at the moment, his voice was clear and low, and he said softly: "Fu Yang, I love you."

The last two words were so soft that only Fu Yang could hear them, they floated into his heart like a breeze and never came out again.

In the third year of high school, Fuyang was the key care object of the teachers. They moved him to the edge of the podium, and changed his accommodation to the teacher's building, trying to avoid contact with boys as much as possible.

The two can only kiss secretly in the toilet cubicle when they go to the toilet one after the other, and hug and caress in the corner of the collective bathhouse in winter.

It wasn't until the last night before the college entrance examination that Yin Mu had the opportunity to spend time alone with Fu Yang. Their class was not in the Xiaxi High School Exam, and they were assigned to the examination area of ​​the City No. [-] Middle School, so the school booked a hotel not far from the City No. [-] Middle School during the exam. Every two students lived in a standard room, and the teachers who were approaching the college entrance examination did not specifically monitor Fu Yang. In the end, Yin Mu and Fu Yang were divided into one room.

Yin Mu's grades in the first grade are almost enough to get into the art department of K University, but they are still unstable. Fu Yang was afraid that Yin Mu would not pass the exam, so he took the initiative to make a review plan for Yin Mu to strengthen his memory. Yin Mu focused, but ended up going to bed late, and fell asleep during the second-model math test, and his ranking dropped several times. Yin Mu pulled Fu Yang out and said something to him severely, and he was not allowed to do these things for himself again. , Fuyang was a little aggrieved by what was said, and the awkwardness between the two has continued to this day.

Yin Mu carried Fu Yang and his suitcase to the door of the room without making a sound. Fu Yang followed behind him with lowered eyes, watching Yin Mu open the door and push the suitcase in. He stood at the door for a few seconds before entering.

"Which bed do you sleep on?" Yin Mu said calmly.Fu Yang pointed to the one next to the bed, walked over to get his own suitcase, and squatted down to open it.

Yin Mu hesitated to speak, Fu Yang hadn't talked to him for a long time, sometimes he turned his head and ran when he saw him walking towards him, obviously still angry with Yin Mu.

After Fu Yang put everything away, he took the book and started to review. Yin Mu sat silently by the bedside for a while, and opened the door a few minutes later to go out.The moment Yin Mu closed the door, Fu Yang looked at the door, snorted softly from his nose, pouted and lay down on the table, with some sadness hidden in his eyes.

After that exam, every teacher came to talk to him, and they called their mother to tell her about themselves. Fu Yang was already in a bad mood all day, but Yin Mu pulled him out at night, thinking that Yin Mu wanted to comfort him He hugged himself, but Yin Mu also said that he was not allowed to give him review questions anymore, and that he had to go to bed before ten o'clock every day, and confiscated his mobile phone. Fu Yang was angry and sad, and tried three times in one go He got the first place in the city in the exam, but he still refused to talk to Yin Mu.

Yin Mu came back more than half an hour after going out, and Fu Yang immediately pretended to be reading a book and sat down. Yin Mu took some food in his hand, probably from the restaurant in the hotel. Still hot, very fragrant.

Fu Yang swallowed silently.

Yin Mu noticed his little detail, put all the food on the table, walked to Fu Yang and bent down: "Would you like to eat a little before reviewing, I happen to have two questions that I won't ask you, let's go together after eating." Reading?"

Fu Yang bit her lower lip, turned her head to look at Yin Mu, looked at each other for several seconds, and then nodded slowly.

After eating, the two sat side by side and read a book. Fu Yang looked at Yin Mu frequently. After a while, seeing that Yin Mu still didn't speak, he finally couldn't help but said, "Why don't you know how to ask questions?"

Yin Mu looked at Fu Yang unexpectedly. He didn't expect that Fu Yang would take the initiative to ask himself. Ji Zhongshengzhi immediately handed the exercise book in front of Fu Yang: "None of the next three questions."

Fu Yang looked down at the three questions intently, frowned, and said in a serious tone, "I have told you about this type of question a long time ago, and I have given you intensive training, why can't you do it again?"

Yin Mu accepts Fu Yang's criticism unconditionally, he just wants to talk to Fu Yang, no matter what he says.Fu Yangzai wrote down the steps of solving the problem carefully again, and asked Yin Mu while writing, "Do you remember this step?"

Sitting on the sidelines, Yin Mu watched Fu Yang holding a pen and writing neatly, and nodded: "Remember, you told me."

Fu Yang hummed, and handed the manuscript paper in front of Yin Mu: "Then you look at this, and I will find a question with the same type for you to do."

While talking, Fu Yang flipped through the previous review paper, found a problem for Yin Mu, tilted his head to watch Yin Mu solve the problem, Yin Mu solved it very quickly, Fu Yang looked suspiciously, and muttered: "I don't know how to do it very well." Well…"

Yin Mu moved his chair to get closer to Fu Yang, but Fu Yang didn't care. The two of them sat together with their heads leaning on each other to read the questions until after eight o'clock in the evening before going to sleep.

Yin Mu brought incense to help sleep, and lit it in the room when Fu Yang came out of the shower and smelled it. After turning off the light, Fu Yang opened his eyes. The incense made him drowsy, but he still couldn't help asking : "Are you nervous?"

Then Yin Mu's voice sounded: "Don't be nervous, how about you?"

Fu Yang couldn't tell, he wasn't nervous at all when facing the exam questions, but his emotions were a bit complicated when facing the college entrance examination.

"We will graduate after the exam." Fu Yang said.

Yin Mu turned sideways to look at Fu Yang through the sporadic light outside the window: "Well, you don't want to graduate?"

Fuyang is not sure, he thinks high school is very happy, whether it is life or emotion, he is reluctant to part with it.He didn't make a sound, Yin Mu waited for a while and continued: "We can stay together forever after we go to university, no one cares about us anymore."

Yin Mu heard Fu Yang's voice turning sideways, and the two looked at each other through a faint darkness. Fu Yang's tone was dependent: "You will be admitted to K University, right?"

Fuyang's grades in the K major are very stable, and he has bonus points for various science competitions. The teachers of Xiaxi Middle School want him to go for the top scorer. The K major is almost in the pocket, and he lives in the In everyone's expectations, only by filling in the K major can the teachers and parents be satisfied.

"Yes, I will definitely be with you, believe me." Yin Mu's deep voice sounded in the room, Fu Yang closed his eyes, his flustered heart gradually calmed down, he said good, the room fell into silence, the two The sound of shallow breathing alternates back and forth.

He said he would, and he would.