Red Fifth

"By the way, thank you for the gift."

Fu Yang's voice was not very loud in the sound of rain all over the world, Yin Mu pursed his lips, his eyes filled with the appearance of thanking the person in front of him seriously, and through Fu Yang's slightly raised chin, he could see the looming silver chain around his neck , Yin Mu's eyes were slightly darker, and his fingertips holding the handle of the umbrella were slightly white: "Just like it."

The two walked towards the classroom side by side, seeing the growing autumn rain in front of them, mixed with fallen leaves, the two walked forward quietly and slowly, neither of them spoke, and naturally, neither of them would speed up.

There is more and more water on the road, and the roads that are often repaired also have unfilled holes. Yin Mu quickly hugged Fu Yang and took him aside, avoiding the deep puddle ahead that is not easy to be found. Fu Yang Unprepared, he was hit directly by Yin Mu's force, and his forehead hit Yin Mu's chin. Fu Yang immediately raised his head anxiously, and was stunned, only to realize how close the two were.

Yin Mu's breath was almost directly facing Fu Yang's cheek, and Fu Yang's whole body became stiff, and there was no sound of rain in his ears, only the sound of his own heartbeat that was gradually accelerating.

Yin Mu hugged himself and did not let go, holding his arm through his back, Fu Yang could even feel the strength of Yin Mu's fingertips.

Yin Mu's pupils were very thick black, and his eyelashes were thick and long. Fu Yang was wrapped in his eyes and couldn't move, even his breathing became thin and long.

"What's the matter?"

There was no confidence in the voice, Fu Yang asked weakly.

Yin Mu opened Fu Yang lightly, but he still didn't back away, the two of them pressed their chests together, and his voice was deep enough for Fu Yang to hear clearly: "There is a pond in front."

Fuyang blinked, nodded, hummed hesitantly, and said thank you again after a while.

Yin Mu finally took half a step back, lowered his head and said softly, "Let's go."

The two walked a small path, which was twice as long as going to the teaching building from the main road. The small path was hidden between the almost unmanned laboratory building and the art building. absorb.

After walking in silence for a while, Fuyang suddenly said bluntly: "Are you and your girlfriend okay?"

Yin Mu's footsteps paused, Fu Yang looked ahead, pretending to be a casual greeting, the redness on his cheeks still hadn't faded just now.Yin Mu felt that the metal umbrella handle was a bit cold, and his hands were also cold. Fu Yang noticed that Yin Mu had slowed down. After a few seconds, Yin Mu suddenly stopped.

Fu Yang was afraid that he had asked a question he shouldn't have asked, and just about to explain and apologize, Yin Mu said, "No."

Fu Yang's eyes were blank, Yin Mu continued: "I don't have a girlfriend."

Fu Yang opened his mouth in surprise, and Yin Mu's face seemed to be tainted by today's weather, a little cold.

Yin Mu's eyes were serious and deep, and Fu Yang suddenly found that his breathing seemed to be a little heavy.

"I have something to tell you."

Fu Yang felt that Yin Mu was abnormal, so he nodded immediately, and responded: "Okay, okay, tell me."

Yin Mu took Fu Yang and turned around to go to the piano room in the art building. The piano room in the art building is very small, with a total of more than a dozen rooms. Students can enter to practice piano by swiping their student cards.

After entering the piano room, Fu Yang felt a little hot. From the window, he saw the foggy campus and the branches swaying in the wind.

"what do you want to say?"

Fu Yang wanted to brighten Yin Mu's mood, and put a smile on his face, but he found it was useless.

He sat on the piano bench and raised his head. Yin Mu leaned against the door and said, "You never ask me why there are only grandparents in my family."

Fu Yang was taken aback, he gave a soft ah, nodded, and was a little dignified in his helplessness: "Then, why?"

Yin Mu gave him a shallow smile, but that smile made Fu Yang very distressed.

"My dad passed away when I was in sixth grade and got sick. My mom, who passed away when I was very young, I don't really remember what she looked like now. I grew up with my grandparents, and my dad I've been in the hospital since my third grade."

Fu Yang gritted his teeth, opened his eyes wide, and tried to suppress the soreness in his eyes. His eyes were a little red, and he just looked straight at Yin Mu who seemed to be telling something trivial.

Yin Mu suddenly reached out and rubbed Fu Yang's hair, and said in a carefree tone, "It's nothing, it's been a long time."

"So I plan to study at Liangxi University in college, and I will only stay in this city after that. My father did not fulfill his filial piety. I will do it for him, just like...they wanted to have grandchildren after my father and my mother got married. Thinking about the full house of children and grandchildren, the family was ruined within a few years. My grandfather went bankrupt less than two years after I was born. There was an inner ghost in the factory, which ruined the reputation of the factory and wiped out all the money. Two years later, My dad got cancer. At that time, my grandfather was almost 60 years old. He tried his best to start a new business, and borrowed money for my dad to see a doctor.

I was young at that time, and there was a lot of vinegar stored in the factory. I only remember that every year during the Chinese New Year, my grandfather used an electric tricycle to fill up a car full of vinegar. I sat on the vinegar box and gave it to his creditors, the factory For laid-off employees who have not received their wages, every household sends vinegar.At that time, I didn't understand. I didn't understand many people's cynicism and strange eyes towards my grandfather. I only knew that it was very cold to sit on the back of a tricycle in winter. "

Yin Mu sighed deeply, Fu Yang's expression was a little dull, the corners of his mouth and lower lip were drawn, Yin Mu bent down, staring at Fu Yang with interest, Fu Yang sniffed, raised his eyes to stare at Yin Mu's eyes, the eyes in his eye sockets Instantly poured into the heat flow.

Yin Mu smiled at him again: "So have you noticed that my grandpa looks much older than my grandma, but in fact he is three years younger than my grandma, but he is too bitter. Then two years later, it was me When Dad passed away, my grandfather’s factory gradually improved, he expanded the factory building, and built a new factory area in Yue’an, because the environment in Lin’an was too bad, the three of us moved to Yue’an together.”

"After my father passed away, I seemed to grow up overnight. I swore that I would stop my grandparents from worrying about me. I will bear the filial piety of the three of them and give them all the love I can. They want to have a full house of children and grandchildren. I Just get married early, they want me to inherit the factory, and I started my basic experience in the factory from junior high school..."

Fuyang's heart was beating slowly and heavily, his eyes were red, and there was unspeakable distress and dull pain in his eyes. He was holding on to the side of the piano chair tightly, and his short nails were firmly digging at the edge of the piano chair. Wood, try to regulate your breathing smoothly.Yin Mu stretched out his hand and gently pressed the corners of Fu Yang's reddened eyes, and said softly, "You have to listen carefully to the next words."

Fuyang nodded obediently.

Yin Mu's gaze was a little dazed: "But now, I don't want to get married or have children."

Fu Yang's eyes were filled with sadness and doubts, he sniffed his nose, Yin Mu pursed his lips, lowered his eyelashes, and looked at a place where Fu Yang was not there, and spoke intermittently for a short sentence, as if he was not used to it: " I do have someone I like, but he can’t have children with me, and maybe he can’t satisfy my grandparents. I shrink back, I only dare to secretly like him, and dare not tell him.”

Fu Yang's heart was already a little numb. At this time, he had already fallen into Yin Mu's story, and asked with wide eyes, "Why?"

Yin Mu finally raised his eyelashes and looked at Fu Yang, with deep and brave feelings in his eyes, a voice suddenly sounded in Fu Yang's brain, but he couldn't hear it clearly. He heard Yin Mu say: "Because the person I like is a boy."

Fu Yang's fingers picking at the wood began to tremble. He felt that he was dreaming at this moment, and even Yin Mu in front of him became unreal. The small room is more warmly outlined. This autumn rain doesn't know what's going on inside, but actively and cracklingly accompanies this story.

It's the young man's emotional surge that can't be hidden, and it's the ambiguity that can't be hidden, and the moonlight at last.

"His name is Fuyang. He has lived in this world for 17 years and one day. He kissed me. When I pretended to be asleep, he was very timid. He only dared to kiss me on the corner of his mouth. He liked me."

When Yin Mu said "he likes me", he was full of determination and tenderness, he finally smiled clearly, the corners of his mouth curled up, the smile was not very big, but very clear and satisfied.

Yin Mu looked at Fu Yang: "Do you want to kiss me again? This time you are allowed to kiss on the mouth."

Fu Yang opened his mouth, his voice was choked and he couldn't speak, his eyes were filled with great confusion and hesitation, Yin Mu patiently waited for the pale and helpless person in front of him to react, after a while, Fu Yang finally made a sound :"you like me?"

It took great courage for him to say these four words. He couldn't believe it at all. What happened just now was so dreamy that Fu Yang couldn't help but want to pinch himself.

Yin Mu grabbed his hand with quick eyes and hands, Fu Yang subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but Yin Mu didn't let go, leaned close to him and locked his gaze, and said aggressively: "I like you, so can you kiss me yourself? Tell me, do you like me?"

Fu Yang's breath was getting hotter and hotter, Yin Mu occupied his entire vision, the touch of his hands, the suppressed aura, and the sound of rain in his ears all told Fu Yang that this was not a dream.

Fu Yang blinked his eyes, he looked straight at the face in front of him that Xiao had thought about countless times, and nodded: "I like it, Fu Yang likes Yin Mu."

Fu Yang saw the charming brilliance in Yin Mu's eyes that he had never seen before, very bright and charming.Yin Mu restrained and whispered: "This is enough."

In the next second, Fu Yang felt that the back of his head was being held down, and the person in front of him suddenly approached, his long eyelashes brushed across his cheeks, and his lips were suddenly covered with two patches of moistness.

Fu Yang was suffocating, and he didn't dare to move. The complicated emotions made tears flow from the corners of his eyes. Yin Mu increased the intensity of the kiss, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to tentatively touch Fu Yang's lips.

Fu Yang felt that all the strength in his body was being sucked away. He stretched out his hand and grabbed Yin Mu's waist tightly, pulling the distance between them closer. Yin Mu covered most of Fu Yang's body, lowered his head and kissed gently and forcefully. .