Qin Muyang looked at him sadly, tears streaming out uncontrollably.

"Ling Qiu, I really want to let go of you and look at you from a distance... But I tried, but I can't do it, Ling Qiu, I really love you too much, there is absolutely no one in this world love you more than I do."

Ling Qiu only felt that his heart was being pulled hard, he bent down subconsciously in discomfort, and felt the pain of suffocation for a moment.

It's ridiculous for this person to say that he loves him.

—While saying he loves me, he pushed him into the abyss.

Really ridiculous.

Qin Muyang breathed tremblingly, holding back the tears that were about to fall, he looked straight at Ling Qiu's face, as if seeing a life-saving straw.

He gently raised his hand, just a small move made Ling Qiu back several steps in fear.

Qin Muyang lowered his eyes, and a bitter and ugly smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Ling Qiu, I know you don't believe me, but I'm telling the truth. I found you this time, and I didn't intend to pester you for the rest of my life. It only takes one year. You give me a year..."

One year later, he should die too. When the time comes, life and death will be on both sides of the strait, and there is nothing he can do if he wants to get entangled.

For such a small wish, he doesn't believe that Ling Qiu won't grant him. In his opinion, Ling Qiu is soft-hearted, as long as he begs him one more time, he will grant himself.

He was so confident, when he looked at Ling Qiu's face, his eyes cast aside the pain, and there was more anticipation.

Qin Muyang saw that Ling Qiu seemed to be loose again, and he hurriedly continued: "You used to take care of me, now let me take care of you. For the next year, you will treat me like a cow."

Ling Qiu turned his face away from looking at him, because of emotional reasons, his shoulders trembled.

"Qiuqiu, I will slowly make up for what I owed you. Speaking of which... when we were together, we didn't do a lot of things, right?" Qin Muyang's eyes were in a daze, as if he had fallen into the past. remember.

"You really don't know, in the three years since you left, how much I longed to walk with you hand in hand, or go out to have a meal together, or watch a TV show.

"Stop talking!" Ling Qiu suddenly called out, he wanted to reach out to cover his ears, the moment he raised his hand, he forgot that he was still carrying the vegetables, the transparent plastic bag couldn't bear the force, the rope broke, and the inside All the dishes fell on the ground and rolled down the stairs.

Seeing how excited he was, Qin Muyang reached out and hugged him tightly, holding him tightly in his arms.

The long-lost hug made him take a few breaths.

Still the same person, still the same taste, as if nothing has changed.

Qin Muyang wanted to hug this thin man with all his strength, his arms trembling, as if he wanted to hug him into his body and integrate him into one.

At that moment, Qin Muyang seemed to be hugging a piece of driftwood, and if he let go, he would die instantly.

Ling Qiu struggled fiercely in his arms, beating and biting at the same time, Qin Muyang's neck was scratched with a few bright red blood marks, and his arm was also bitten by him.

It looked quite painful, after all, it was bleeding, but Qin Muyang didn't seem to feel it, because for him, another place in his body hurts much more than this trauma.

"Qin Muyang, you bastard, let me go! I hate you, I hate you, I want you to die! Why did you come to me, why did you come to pester me, how could I be sorry for you! I want you to be like this Lie to me and torment me? Do you have to die to be reconciled?"

Qin Muyang had the illusion that his heart was bleeding, he imprisoned Ling Qiu's body, buried his face on his neck, tears fell on Ling Qiu's collar one by one, and made him dizzy.

It hurts, it really hurts.

When I was lying in the emergency room with a heart attack, there was not even one ten-thousandth of this.

Ling Qiu is really cruel, he has to admit that Ling Qiu will never be as soft-hearted as before.

In the past, he would get nervous even if he frowned slightly, but now, he was crying in pain, kneeling on the ground begging him, and he wouldn't change his face again.

He wanted to tell Ling Qiu that he only had more than a year, and he was really dying.

Qin Muyang choked with sobs and said, "Qiuqiu, give me a year to live... Please... Please..."

Trembling breath sprayed on Ling Qiu's neck, his body froze, and he looked at the roof of the building in a daze.

Ling Qiu couldn't figure out why Qin Muyang was so obsessed with one year.

In his opinion, Qin Muyang is a greedy person, and if he is caught, he will be trapped for a lifetime.

One year is too short for him.

But maybe he just said it for fun and wanted him to relax his vigilance. If he really promised him, something would happen in a year.

He knew Qin Muyang too well.

Ling Qiu didn't know where the strength came from, he pushed him away, quickly turned around and stood at the gate, his body trembling violently against the iron gate.

Qin Muyang's arms were empty, and his heart suddenly felt empty. He wiped the tears off his face viciously, and looked at Ling Qiu, his face was full of pain.

For this person, what should he do?Who can tell him?

"I am going home."

Home, for Ling Qiu, the door behind him is his home.

He can go home as soon as he turns around, but what about himself?Without Ling Qiu, he would be wandering everywhere.

Seeing that he didn't make a sound, Ling Qiu took out the key on his own. His hands were trembling a little, both cold and frightened. It took a long time for the key to be inserted in the keyhole.

Pushing open the door, Ling Qiu looked at him vigilantly, worried that he would break in.

Seeing his eyes as if he was a robber, Qin Muyang choked up and said: "Don't worry, I won't go in, I'll just stay outside and won't go anywhere. I won't go in until you allow me to enter your house."

Ling Qiu was relieved that Qin Muyang didn't move.

He quickly turned around and went in, then closed the door with a bang, and finally locked the door uncomfortably.

The sound of anti-locking reached Qin Muyang's ears.

He looked at the closed door again, devastated.

Ling Qiu's heart is just like this door, it is tightly closed, even if he stands outside crying and crying, he is not willing to leave a gap for him.

He couldn't help thinking of Ling Qiu three years ago, who was obedient to him, prepared three meals a day for him, served him to eat and dress, and slept with him, it was like a dream.

Qin Muyang raised his hand to touch the cold iron door.

His hands are full of injuries, including glass scratches, and pinch wounds from the last time he was here.

When hugging Ling Qiu just now, the wound accidentally opened, blood seeped into the gauze, and one hand was bloody.

Ling Qiu didn't see any of these.

Ling Qiu really isn't useless at all, but it's a pity he realized it too late.

In the past, it was only because he still "loved" him when facing his wimpy temper, but now that he doesn't love him, naturally he is no longer timid towards him.

Qin Muyang didn't know how long he stood there, he didn't come back to his senses until his legs became stiff and numb.

He looked at the vegetables all over the place, which Ling Qiu bought just now.

In order to avoid him, he didn't even bother to pick up vegetables.

Qin Muyang bent down, picked up the scattered vegetables on the ground with clean hands, and put them at the door after picking them up.

He squatted down and continued to squat at the door in the same position as before.

Qin Muyang has just been discharged from the hospital, and his health is still not good, so he can't stand the slightest pain.

He curled up at the door, sitting on the ground curled up with his head buried in his knees, the dilapidated apartment building was cold for a while, and there was no warmth at all.

Even though Qin Muyang wore several warm clothes, he couldn't stand the cold.

His body trembled indistinctly, and Qin Muyang's heart ached again. He took out the medicine in his pocket, opened the medicine bottle, poured out two pills, and threw them into his mouth.

Without water, he swallowed dryly, but his throat was too dry with a low fever, and it would be difficult to swallow for a while. After swallowing the medicine, it did not enter the stomach directly, but was stuck in the throat abruptly.

The white pill gave off a bitter taste, Qin Muyang frowned uncomfortably, his facial features twisted together.

He used to hate taking medicine the most, every time he took medicine, Ling Qiu coaxed him to swallow it.

It was too bitter, the medicine slowly dissolved, and there was a ball of bitterness at the base of the tongue, Qin Muyang retched uncontrollably, and almost vomited the medicine.

He quickly covered his mouth and swallowed forcefully, and the medicine slipped in after half the payment.

But in just half a minute, a layer of cold sweat formed on his forehead.

He raised his hand and wiped it randomly with his sleeve, feeling dizzy and his vision blurred.

It's so cold, not only the body but also the internal organs inside.

There seemed to be a big hole in the body, and the cold seeped in, and the whole body was aching from the cold.

Qin Muyang was dazed from the cold, he remembered that it seemed to be such a cold winter on his 20th birthday, he locked Ling Qiu in the basement.

Was Ling Qiu at that time the same as him now?

Sure enough, Feng Shui turns around, and he will be rewarded for his evil.

It was he who pushed Ling Qiu farther and farther by relying on the presence of affection gu.

He used to own everything about this person, but now even if he was dying, no one would even look at him.

Qin Muyang really didn't know how long he could last, his heart died before his body died.

I don't know whether he died first or went crazy in the end.

If things go on like this, even if his heart is like red iron, it will be difficult to melt his three feet of ice.

Ling Qiu stood leaning against the door for a while after entering, and after half paying, he recovered and looked at his empty hands.

All the hard-earned vegetables were thrown out.

Ling Qiu pursed his lips bitterly, what a fucking life.

The sound of Qin Muyang's footsteps could be heard outside, gradually drifting away.

He thought Qin Muyang had left, but after a while the footsteps stopped at the door again.

He could even feel Qin Muyang squatting against the door.

After a while, moaning and retching sounds could be heard faintly from outside.

Ling Qiu frowned and bit his lower lip subconsciously, he shouldn't be soft-hearted.

He knows what kind of person Qin Muyang is like, if he softens his heart for a moment, it will definitely bring about a disaster that is several times more terrible than it is now.The heart-piercing pain of falling into the abyss made him flinch.

Ling Qiu looked around the empty room, seeing that Qi Qi was not there, he had to find something to do to pass the time, so as not to forget the person squatting outside the door.Ling Qiu cleaned up the house first, and then washed the clothes changed last night and hung them on the balcony.

I don't know when it started snowing outside, and big snowflakes on my thumb slowly fell down.

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