Forced to become his stand-in wife

Just how desperate is a person, that his brain goes blank, and his heart hurts to the point of suffocation.

"Nurse... Did the examination go wrong..." Ling Qiu raised his eyes from the checklist and looked at the nurse.

"Mr. Ling, the test result will not be wrong, we have verified it many times..."

There was deep regret in the nurse's eyes. Heart disease is an incurable disease, and if it is serious, it will kill people at any time.

Ling Qiu's face was already pale, but now it was so white that it was almost transparent, without any blood color.

Now it's winter, and the weather is cold. He is wearing a thick down jacket with a warm jacket inside and a warm baby on it, but he feels extremely cold. His whole heart is like being thrown into a frozen lake outside. The whole body was shivering from the cold.

He turned his head to look at Xia Yang who was holding the child behind him, Xia Yang's eyes dodged, with the same regret as the nurse.

Xia Yang also knew?Why didn't he tell him?

The child in Xia Yang's arms seemed to have sensed Ling Qiu's emotions, opened his eyes slightly, and began to cry, his small chest trembling unceasingly.

Ling Qiu's heart ached unbearably as he watched, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, gathered on his chin and hit the checklist in his hand, making him dizzy.

He is in a bad mood now, his whole body is weak, and it seems that he has exhausted all his strength to maintain standing, and he dare not hug his child.

Ling Qiu raised his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve.

He can't fall down, he has to take care of his own children.

Ling Qiu quickly faced the reality, and began to think about why his daughter had congenital heart disease.

Fu Tingxuan asked him to stay when she was pregnant before, he was afraid that the child's body would be affected because of love voodoo.

Fu Tingxuan had repeatedly assured him that nothing would happen to the child, so he decided to stay.

Since it wasn't the effect of love gu, could it be that he did something to affect the fetus during pregnancy?

"Nurse, why does my daughter have a heart attack?"

"Your daughter has a congenital heart disease, hereditary." The nurse explained, and then asked, "Do you and the child's father have any heart disease?"

Ling Qiu shook his head, Qin Muyang's health has always been very good, and he also had a physical examination at school, and he never had a heart attack.

"It may also be inherited from generation to generation. See if it's your parents."

Seeing Ling Qiu lowering her head silently, the nurse asked again: "Mr. Ling, to be honest, your daughter's heart is not optimistic. The doctor suggested that you come to the hospital for a re-examination every month to ensure your daughter's health."

"How much does it cost to do a review?"

"Nearly ten thousand." The nurse spat out three words lightly, and these three words hit Ling Qiu's head like a thunderbolt.

He runs a trim shop and earns three to four thousand a month. Xia Yang goes out to work hard and only earns six thousand when he leaves early and returns late.

But now to do a re-examination for the children, it is necessary to put all the income of a month into it, without taking them for food, clothing and shelter.

This kind of money is a bit of a burden for any family, let alone Ling Qiu who doesn't even have a family.

Nurse: "This is only the initial cost. In the later stage, if your daughter's heart is stable, the number of days for re-examination will be gradually reduced. After that, she can take medicine and will be prescribed medicine to stabilize her condition."

"I... I know..." Ling Qiu didn't know how much strength he had to use to say these words.

The card was finally processed, and Xia Yang was holding the child all the way home from the hospital.

Ling Qiu's footsteps were swaying, and he staggered as he walked.

The road is not stable, let alone hold the baby.

He didn't pick up the child until he returned to the tent under the bridge hole.

Xia Yang wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know how to comfort him. He opened his mouth but didn't make a sound, and finally turned around silently to pack the tent.

The inside of the tent was very dirty, and there were still dried blood stains on the ground. A sheet full of blood was spread on the ground, and it made people rash when they looked at it.

Most of the blood on the bed sheet could not be washed clean, Xia Yang picked it up and looked at it, and finally threw it in the trash can.

Ling Qiu gave birth in a corner, so there wasn't much room to tidy up, and most of the inside was kept clean and tidy.

Xia Yang opened the tent to let in air, then asked Ling Qiu to come in and sit down.

Ling Qiu hugged the child, listening to Xia Yang's words like a robot.

He would stand wherever Xia Yang told him to stand, and he would sit on the bed if he asked him to sit on the bed.

The figure was like an old machine, lifeless.

The child slept comfortably in his arms, Xia Yang didn't dare to speak loudly for fear of waking the child, he squatted gently in front of Ling Qiu, and then reached out to hold his thin shoulders.

"Qiuqiu, don't be afraid. I can find a job to support your father and daughter. If one job doesn't work, two...three...I am in good health! I am not afraid of being tired or suffering!"

When Xia Yang said this, he clearly felt his shoulders trembling under the palm of his hand.

Ling Qiu looked up at Xia Yang, Xia Yang should have had a better life, he is so young and energetic, there is no need to suffer such hardships outside with him.

The helplessness that Ling Qiu felt when he came back turned into emotion, densely entangled in his heart, which made his throat clogged badly, and even his eyes were a little sore.

Tears fell down uncontrollably. He didn't cry from the time he got the card until he came back. He pretended to be strong and built walls around his heart.

But now, because of Xia Yang's words, all the walls that had been erected with great difficulty collapsed.

Tears fell down one after another as if they couldn't stop.

Xia Yang was flustered when he saw it, he didn't understand why Ling Qiu was doing well, so he cried, he raised his hand in a hurry to wipe Ling Qiu's tears.

Just as he was about to touch Ling Qiu's face, he saw that his hands that had cleaned the room were somewhat dirty, he looked at his sleeves, saw that they were quite clean, and carefully wiped his tears with the sleeves.

Ling Qiu has just given birth, so he should sit on the confinement well and not be depressed, otherwise he will easily get depression, and if he cries a lot, he will also suffer from problems.

"Qiuqiu, stop crying..."

The Xia Yang in front of him was several months younger than him, and when he first saw him, he was attracted by his round baby face.

But now that baby face is no longer round, the chin is thin and pointed, and the eye sockets are black and blue.

The few months he lived with Xia Yang made him feel the feeling of his relatives, the feeling of being cared for and loved.

Because he is an important person, he can't implicate him and cause him to suffer with himself.

"Yang Yang, go back to City A."

Xia Yang was startled, and slowly widened his eyes: "Qiuqiu, what did you say?"

"Xia Yang, go back to City A and don't follow me anymore." After Ling Qiu and Xia Yang got acquainted, they always called him Yang Yang, but now it's Xia Yang, which shows that he has a firm attitude and really wants Xia Yang Yang left.

Xia Yang could only feel the heart in his chest becoming cold little by little, he choked up and said with a smile: "Qiuqiu, what do you want to eat tonight, it's almost Chinese New Year, let's go to the New Year's Eve dinner ...just the two of us reunited...no...and the little girl Qiqi..."

The words that were originally smooth and unimpeded became more and more trembling at the end, choking and unable to hear.

Ling Qiu bit his back teeth, and suppressed his choked voice: "Xia Yang, you go back, don't follow me anymore, you are still young, you can do what you want, there is no need to waste time with me, What's the difference between following me and going to jail?"

"I'd rather go to jail than go back to the past!" Xia Yang burst into tears, and Dou Da's tears came out vigorously.

Xia Yang twitched, he couldn't make a sound when he cried, he whimpered like a cat, and his whole body was shaking violently.

He gently grabbed Ling Qiu's hand, and begged, "Qiuqiu, please don't let me go...I have no relatives...no friends...no one who cares about me...you are the one who makes me feel this world There is still a trace of warmth, you let me see hope."

"Don't leave me, I don't want to be alone anymore, no one loves me, no one cares about me, cares about me... I would rather endure hardships with you like this than be alone... Qiuqiu, you Leave me... I'm going to die... I'm really going to die..."

Xia Yanghong said with eyes closed, helpless and desperate.

A "death" hit him like a thunderbolt, Ling Qiu was breathless and didn't know what to say.

He held his daughter in his arms with one hand, and gently lifted his hand to wipe Xia Yang's tears away on his face.

Xia Yang grabbed his hand with both hands, opened his mouth and cried pitifully: "Qiuqiu..."

"Don't talk about death again." It's easy to say death, but it breaks your heart.

"If you die, there will be no one in the world who loves me like you."

Xia Yang raised his shoulders, wiped his eyes vigorously with his head sideways: "I'm sorry."

"I'll breastfeed the baby, let's go eat after the breastfeeding."

"it is good."

The two went to the food stall to eat barbecue. During the Chinese New Year period, there were a lot of people. The food stall was hung with colorful lights, and the atmosphere was steaming.

While eating, Ling Qiu thought about what to do next.

Their current deposits are nearly 5 yuan.

The daily expenses are not much, and then mainly spent on the children.

Medicines, milk powder, diapers, clothes, hospitals, etc., the cost of the birth of a child will cost more than 2 yuan.

The deposit is reduced by half.

The remaining 2 yuan cannot be moved, and should continue to be saved for emergencies.

Originally, Ling Qiu planned to find a cheap house to rent after giving birth, but now it seems that is not enough, and he has to continue wandering under the bridge hole.

He glanced at Xia Yang, then looked down at the daughter in his arms.

Because of him, both of them suffered.

Ling Qiu raised his body in the tent and took care of the children along with it, and Xia Yang was not idle during the holidays, he worked two jobs a day.

Hand out leaflets during the day, go to the bar to work at night, and sleep four hours a day.

Hard work pays off. In just half a month, he has earned quite a bit of income, [-] yuan, which is enough to see a doctor for little girl Qiqi.

Xia Yang thought about whether he should continue to do this in the future. Ten thousand for half a month would be [-] for a month, so life would not be a problem.

But it's a pity that this kind of high income is only maintained during the peak period of the Chinese New Year. Once the New Year is over, it will be beaten back to its original shape. It is only [-] a month at most.

On New Year's Eve, he didn't go to work in the bar, but stayed with Ling Qiu in the tent.

In previous years, he would watch the Spring Festival Gala at home alone on New Year's Eve, but this year there is no TV to watch, but he finally has someone to accompany him on New Year's Eve, and he no longer keeps vigil alone.

He went to the bridge with Ling Qiu, and as the New Year's Eve bell rang, fireworks bloomed in the sky, it was too beautiful to behold.

The colorful brilliance reflected on Ling Qiu's face, Xia Yang turned his head and looked at Ling Qiu directly.

He silently made a wish in his heart, that he would be with this person every year in the future.