The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, it is me who turns back

married (2)

Fu Ziqiu spoke harshly, but in fact he didn't want to torment Gu Zhizhou at all, he just held him down and forced him to recall the first meeting between the two of them carefully and completely.In the end, noticing the tiredness in Gu Zhizhou's eyes, she hugged him very understandingly and fell asleep.

This time he slept until noon, Gu Zhizhou probably had something on his mind that he couldn't sleep well, so he woke up abnormally first.

He looked sleepily at Fu Ziqiu who was close at hand, and recalled the first time Qinghe appeared in front of him in human form.

Fu Ziqiu told him that above the flames of war and among corpses everywhere, Long Xiaoshensi stood sadly in the troubled times, like a lost pearl in the sea falling into the mud and dust, extremely clean and filthy at the same time. From the first glance, he was willing to surrender to him, and even if his body was smashed to pieces, he would still give him the good things in the world.

Long Xiao is not like that.

The divine bird of the phoenix scattered in the mortal world, burning through the soul like a red flame, as if it wanted to burn away all the shackles and shackles in life.The smoke and ashes dissipate, the mountains far away, the sea near the sea, and the long years in the world, only peace and harmony remain.

Gu Zhizhou resisted the agitation in his heart, stretched out his hand and scratched Fu Ziqiu's nose.

Really fell in love with the bird at first sight.

"Are you awake?" Fu Ziqiu didn't open his eyes, he grabbed Gu Zhizhou's troubled hand and brought it to his lips to kiss.

Gu Zhizhou muttered, "I can wake you up so lightly."

"Yeah." Fu Ziqiu moved the arm that was pillowed by Gu Zhizhou under his neck: "Take your head away, your arm is numb."

Gu Zhizhou obediently moved his head away, turned over and lay flat: "I'm going to look for Longyuan today. It's been too long since what happened to Daoyangzi, and the people who lived back then are all dead, so there's no way to verify it. Although what Huaiyu said It’s true, but it’s important to care about demons, so you can’t be careless. Every emperor of heaven has a formula that can activate the secret disk, which can only be used once in 500 years, and can be traced back to the present. I didn’t have time to use it for the second time, so I asked him for a favor.”

"Okay, then I'll wait for you at Changxiao Palace." Fu Ziqiu stretched his arms across Gu Zhizhou's lower abdomen, hugged him, and asked in his ear, "If what Huaiyu said is true, you How do you plan to help Huai Chu get rid of the demons?"

"Hmm... I haven't thought about it yet." Gu Zhizhou pondered for a while, and said, "Since the heart demon has not yet formed and left the body, it is reasonable to say that it cannot be eliminated. I was given a catalytic pill by Yin Chi at that time, but it was not a problem. It can be tied with the strength in the body. Huai Chu does not have such a strong strength as me, and the inner demons will not be stronger than mine, so I should be able to deal with it." As he said, he tapped Fu Ziqiu's chest: "Besides , I don’t know if there is still you. When the time comes, you can spray him with the Nine Heavens Divine Fire and blacken that brat, I don’t believe it can’t be destroyed.”

Gu Zhizhou said it easily and confidently.

Fu Ziqiu slowly opened his eyes, feeling strangely that Gu Zhizhou was really using himself as a way out.

——I wonder if there is still you?

Gu Zhizhou took a step back, he no longer had to bear the endless burden alone, but chose to lean his back against his chest and proudly welcome failure.

Fu Ziqiu's heart felt hot, and his arms tightened unconsciously: "Zhizhou."

Gu Zhizhou is not good at this point, his ears are soft, especially he can't hear Fu Ziqiu calling his name hotly, he almost immediately softened his voice: "What's wrong?"

"At that time..." Fu Ziqiu hesitated, pressing the tip of his tongue against his upper teeth: "Is it difficult?"

Gu Zhizhou paused, knowing that Fu Ziqiu's words had probably been stuck in his heart for a long time.Thousands of years ago, he avoided talking about it, but Qinghe chose not to ask it very carefully.Now that the ins and outs are clear, this nightmare has become the two of them.

At first, Gu Zhizhou's first reaction was still avoidance. What he thought of was not himself, but whether Fu Ziqiu could bear it.Gradually, he couldn't help but laugh. Aqiu wasn't the blue bird whose soul was sealed away back then. When he grows up, he can take charge of his own side and protect himself from the wind and rain with a wave of his wings.

They made an appointment 100 years ago to be each other's backs.

Gu Zhizhou took a deep breath, and then spit it out heavily, all the strength in his body was lost by the master at this moment, he felt very light and loose, with his lifelong backer lying beside him.

So, Gu Zhizhou nodded: "It's very difficult."

He raised his arms to press his eyes, and the thick black covered them, just like those gloomy days: "At that time, I always thought, why did I have to suffer from this. Because I was born as a god? Because I stood up as soon as I opened my eyes. On a height that others can't reach in a few lifetimes? Because I am the emperor admired by all people, and the people of the world rely on? But this has never been my choice. If you choose to give me this jackpot, I am destined to give something."

Fu Ziqiu gently rubbed the broken hair on Gu Zhizhou's forehead: "You have paid enough, I know it all."

Gu Zhizhou grinned with his mouth open, a little bleak in his smile.

He lay in bed for a month and didn't go out much, and the news from outside couldn't come in. Every time he asked Fu Ziqiu about it, the man would always answer: "It's fine outside, everything is fine."

But Gu Zhizhou's heart is like a mirror.

How could it be good, the heart demon caused harm to the Three Realms, and it involved a lot, not only the two races of the heavenly demon, but the flood of sea water, the dumping of mountains and rivers would put the world into purgatory, not to mention the death of the people in vain.

And the instigator of all this came from the god of war they believed in for generations, the aloof king of the heavens who was wronged by the demons for his own selfish desires, and then kept it secret for 800 years.It was his fault that led to today's situation. Rao, it was the true Buddha who dedicated himself to restore life before, and Long Xiao used his whole body of scales and a dragon tendon to redeem the world.

Faith crumbles, it crumbles.

For a moment, the statue of the god of war enshrined by Wanmin was toppled, incense was poured all over the ground, and Long Xiao's portrait was burned, used to fill the stove, and trampled underfoot.

Ordinary people can't understand that sacrifice and dedication are too far away from them, they can only see Xiaojia who survived the catastrophe, and pile up the anger of lost and recovered on Long Xiao.

These Fu Ziqiu didn't mention a word to Gu Zhizhou, fearing that he would be disappointed and chilled.

"Aqiu, you don't have to coax me." Gu Zhizhou said as usual: "I have prepared for this situation. Whether they are angry or resentful, they are just looking for a vent. I am the most suitable."

Fu Ziqiu felt sorry for him who knew everything, so he leaned over and hugged him tightly: "That's fine, they don't rely on you anymore, and you don't have to take those people to heart anymore." Fu Ziqiu took Gu Zhizhou away to cover his eyes hand, pressed his heart: "From now on, there will only be me here, understand?"

Gu Zhizhou thought he was nasty, so he curled his lips and pulled him away: "You talk a lot now, and you only talk sourly, I can't stand it."

Fu Ziqiu refused to let go: "It doesn't matter if you can bear it or not, I talk about it day and night, and you will get used to it, and you can say it yourself later."

Gu Zhizhou trembled, unable to hear half a word, jumped off the bed over Fu Ziqiu, and avoided him.

Fu Ziqiu sat up, his heavy thoughts slowly dissipated, and he breathed a sigh of relief as if the clouds were clearing away.He looked at the silhouette of Gu Zhizhou washing, and remembered what this man said a month ago, "Brother will never leave you again", which was obviously quite nasty, but he forgot it now.

Fu Ziqiu stretched his waist, the lines on both sides of his shoulder blades stretched out, his muscles and bones were distinct and beautiful.

"Shh-"

He whistled frivolously at Gu Zhizhou, and when the man looked over with a wet face, he said unhurriedly: "Let's get married, just a few days."

·

Gu Zhizhou had lunch with Fu Ziqiu in Changxiao Palace, and then went out to find Longyuan.

He didn't go out for more than a month. He finally came out for a walk last night, but he fell asleep all the way, so what's new today is purely holding back.

A few days ago, when the inner demons attacked, Jiuchongtian suffered a lot of blows, but it can be seen that the soldiers of the heavens were not idle, and they recovered almost in just one month.

Meeting immortal friends on the road is considered polite, instead of yelling at Gu Zhizhou like ordinary people, he still respects him as "Dragon God".

After entering the Nine Heavens Cloud Palace, Long Yuan saw him and hurried up to meet him.This month, Long Yuan was busy dealing with various affairs and cleaning up the mess.When he was free, he ran to Changxiao Palace. His brother was either sleeping, or he was not awake and confused when he woke up.What's more important is that there is someone next to him who is always stopping him from being disturbed, so that he hasn't had a good conversation with his brother until now.

When they finally met, Long Yuanping retreated from the crowd, dragging his elder brother to ask him how he was and how he was going, chattering about him, and gradually felt relieved when he saw that he was in good spirits.

Gu Zhizhou expressed his intention of coming here, briefly described what happened to Huai Yu, and asked Long Yuan to open the secret disk to verify the authenticity.

The matter is of great importance, Long Yuan opened the secret disk without hesitation while being shocked.

The Tianji disk cannot see through the secrets of the empress, it can only record what is exposed.Gu Zhizhou and Long Yuan reviewed the past between Daoyangzi and Huai Xinfang several times, from the two people's voice and expression to body movements, especially the part where Huai Xinfang announced to the world that the two sons died one after another, it was roughly the same as Huai Yu Same as described.

Many clues are now clear, and the deeper involvement is unknown.

After reading it, Gu Zhizhou remained silent for a long time.

He couldn't help but wonder if Daoyangzi, who treated him like his own son, had any compassion when he fed him catalytic pills, tortured him, watched him suffer, and saw him fall apart.

Maybe there is, maybe not, but now that Daoyangzi has been dead for many years, no one can ask Gu Zhizhou for an answer.

"Brother, what are you going to do?"

Gu Zhizhou came back to his senses: "I'll try first to see if I can destroy Huai Chu's inner demon from the outside, if not, let Aqiu use the Nine Heavens Divine Fire."

Long Yuan nodded, almost forgot that Fu Ziqiu was a phoenix bird, which was really unexpected.

Gu Zhizhou said: "As for Huai Yu, you can deal with it as you like, there is no need to show mercy."

Long Yuan was a little surprised. It stands to reason that his brother and the Huai brothers had a very close friendship. Although Huai Yu plotted against him, with Long Xiao's character, he always had to forgive and forgive others, especially when it came to his own affairs. very.Not to mention the lenient punishment, how can I never say such words as "don't show mercy".

Gu Zhizhou glanced at Long Yuan: "Think I'm cruel?"

"No, the law of heaven is what he should bear."

"Huai Yu seems to be weak, but in fact he has a strong temper. He is very clear about what he has done and what will happen to him. If the punishment is light, he will have a hard time." Gu Zhizhou said: "Besides, the chaos has just cleared up. , it is the time when people’s hearts are in turmoil, and you also need an early bird to stand up."

Long Yuan was moved: "Brother..."

Gu Zhizhou raised his hand and pressed Long Yuan's shoulder: "Actually, you should punish me too, after all, the trouble came from me. But I made it clear, one yard is worth one yard, I was a soldier of the Celestial Clan in my previous life , How many people have been saved, how many blessings have been made, and how many years the common people in the world have been peaceful. Even if the heart demon was born, I sacrificed myself and it did not give it a chance to cause chaos.

When I died, I never thought about coming back.This rebirth is both God's will and man's work.Punish the demons, calm the troubled times, Amelo sacrificed himself, I also removed the dragon's scales and broken the dragon's tendons.Except for those who lost their souls, everyone who could be saved has been rescued.Such balance of merit and demerit belongs to me, and I should pay it off.I do have selfish intentions, A Yuan, even if you think I'm threatening you, let me put my words here, I don't owe the world anything. "

Long Yuan opened his eyes slightly, not because of "threatening", but because he was surprised that his elder brother, who was dedicated to serving the people, was no longer so fraternal and selfless.

The eye sockets were a little hot, the tip of the nose was acidic, Long Yuan hoarse: "Brother, what are you talking about. I don't know how happy you are to have such a heart."

Gu Zhizhou chuckled and rubbed the back of Long Yuan's neck: "In the past, I only cared about irrelevant others, but I will think more about myself in the future. I am not alone. With you and Aqiu, we can share the wind and rain family."

Long Yuan couldn't help wiping the corners of his eyes, and said repeatedly: "It should be like this, it should be like this long ago."

Gu Zhizhou raised his sleeve and wiped his tears for him: "Okay boy, you are still crying when you are a grown-up, after all, you are the emperor of the heavens."

Long Yuan laughed through tears: "I'm happy."

"In this case, let me tell you another happy event to make you happy."

Long Yuan quickly wiped away his tears, thinking that his brother has really changed, and he will give surprises in different ways.He looked at Gu Zhizhou eagerly, and asked expectantly, "What's the matter?"

Gu Zhizhou reached out and flicked Long Yuan's forehead, and said seriously: "I'm going to get married, with Aqiu."

With a "click", Long Yuan crushed a corner of the Tianji disk in his hand.

The author has something to say:

Long Yuan was very anxious: what to do!My brother is going to marry a man!Regardless of the age gap, my brother wants to be with a man!Married!