Idol Trainee: Chasing Stars

Taking a deep breath, Zhou Boxuan put the phone on the table, called the system, and asked the system to send the video to Li Chen. After doing this, he opened the door and went out. When he opened the door, he saw Li Qi standing three or four meters away from the door.

The word "avoidance of suspicion" has been achieved to the extreme.

When Li Qi saw Zhou Boxuan was empty-handed, he knew that he had left his phone in the lounge.

"Brother Li, thank you."

Li Qi smiled slightly, and took a deep look at Zhou Boxuan, "Are you really planning to debut as an idol?"

Zhou Boxuan was taken aback by this question, and then smiled, "Why did Brother Li suddenly ask this?"

"You made your own way in the classical music world at a young age. It was really not easy to get to this point without relying on the support of your parents. You have worked hard for the violin for more than ten years. I believe that you have great respect for the violin Love is not fake, can you really give up the violin in order to become an idol? If it was because of your parents’ death before, and you couldn’t get out of the shadow of your parents’ death, I can understand, but now you have come out, Still don't plan to return, but take another completely different path, I can't figure it out, why give up the violin you love?"

……

Zhou Boxuan didn't know how he got back to the practice room, and he was in a daze after practicing all day.

He didn't know why Li Qi knew so much about him and said such words to try to guide him back to the classical music world, but he had to say that he was really excited about returning.

Regardless of his previous life or this life, Zhou Boxuan actually didn't like the impetuousness of the entertainment industry. Compared to him, he preferred the simpler classical music industry. People who really love music have pure hearts and don't have so many schemes.

Doesn't he love the violin?Of course not, he completely inherited the original owner's love for the violin.

Not because of his parents, but because he likes the violin himself.

But...can he pick up the violin again?

In my memory, the music he played on the violin after his parents passed away is absolutely soulless.

At the end of the day's training, Cai Xukun asked the others to leave first. He stood beside Zhou Boxuan, looking at Zhou Boxuan who was still distracted, and couldn't help frowning.

"What are you thinking about? You've been distracted all day, and you're not serious about training, what? Your cousin won't help you?"

Cai Xukun knew that Zhou Boxuan went out in the morning to ask Zhang Yixing's assistant to borrow his mobile phone to practice with his cousin because of what he said yesterday, but something was wrong when Zhou Boxuan came back, so he was a little worried.

Zhou Boxuan hadn't been in such a trance for a long time, and the last time was when he just found out that his mother was pregnant.

What the hell happened in the morning?

"what?"

Zhou Boxuan came back to his senses when he heard Cai Xukun's voice. Seeing Cai Xukun looking at him worriedly, Zhou Boxuan smiled, "No, I was thinking about other things. My cousin has already taken over the program group."

——Then what are you still worried about?

Cai Xukun opened his mouth, but still didn't ask, "Let's go, go back to the dormitory, it's late."

As he said that, he went to pull Zhou Boxuan. Zhou Boxuan was pulled for two steps, and suddenly stopped, "I still have something to ask Li Ge, you should go back first."

Cai Xukun saw Zhou Boxuan break free from his hand, and walked away in a few steps.

After standing there for a while, Cai Xukun didn't go back to the dormitory, but followed Zhou Boxuan all the way to Zhang Yixing's lounge.

At this point Li Qi had already gone back to his room to rest, how could he still be in the lounge?

Zhou Boxuan was clearly hiding something!

But seeing Zhou Boxuan really entered Zhang Yixing's lounge, Cai Xukun was a little stunned.

Did he think too much?

Suddenly the sound of a violin came from Zhang Yixing's lounge, and his eyes widened in astonishment.

——So harsh, is Zhou Boxuan playing the violin?

How can it be!

Isn't his violin performance grade?

Seeing that the door of the lounge was ajar, Cai Xukun gently pushed it open with trembling hands, and saw Zhou Boxuan sitting on the ground facing the door, with a violin and bow in his hand, his head lowered, his bangs covering his expression tightly , but Zhou Boxuan's mood was clearly wrong.

Suddenly, Zhou Boxuan bent his knees and hugged his knees with both hands, burying his head under his arms.

After a while, he heard Zhou Boxuan's uncontrollable sobs.

Cai Xukun's heart twitched, and he hurriedly squatted down and hugged Zhou Boxuan, "Don't cry, don't cry."

Zhou Boxuan suddenly raised his head, his red eyes were still full of tears, he looked at Cai Xukun in astonishment, "Brother? Why are you here?"

"I think you've been in a bad mood all day, so I followed you just now."

After hearing these words, Zhou Boxuan's body froze immediately, and his expression froze instantly, "You... heard everything?"

"I heard..." Cai Xukun couldn't bear to see Zhou Boxuan's fragile appearance, but he didn't want to lie to him even more.

Zhou Boxuan twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly, "Is it ugly? Is it unbelievable? Everyone praises me for being a good violinist and a musical genius, but I am a violin genius, and now I can't even play nursery rhymes. "I broke down in tears while talking, "I have already walked out, but I still can't touch the violin..."

He kept avoiding anything about the violin, just fear.

Afraid that I still can't play the violin.

For more than ten years of youth, his childhood and adolescence were all dedicated to the violin, but he has practiced the violin for more than ten years, but he has played the violin like this.

Cai Xukun felt a little uncomfortable, and hugged Zhou Boxuan's head in his arms, "It's okay, it's okay, if you can't pull it out, don't touch it. But why do you suddenly want to play the violin? You didn't think about it before?"

"I called my cousin today. Although my cousin didn't say anything, I also know that he wants me to withdraw from the competition and go back to play the violin. But, brother, you heard it all. I can't touch the violin at all. I don't want to see them disappointed. .”

To retire?

Cai Xukun was stunned, he never thought that Zhou Boxuan would retire.

The hand holding Zhou Boxuan tightened unconsciously, and he pursed his lips tightly. He couldn't express his opinion at all.

Looking at Zhou Boxuan's appearance, you can tell that he loves the violin very much, but he can't play the violin that he loves deeply, just like he loves the stage but can't get on the stage. He understands this feeling, but he can't fully understand Zhou Boxuan's pain. After all, he only worked as a trainee for two years in order to be on stage, while Zhou Boxuan devoted more than ten years of his youth to the violin. It can be said that the best years of his life were dedicated to the violin.

He wanted Zhou Boxuan to debut with him and walk down the road together.

But he couldn't disregard Zhou Boxuan's wishes, Zhou Boxuan really loved the violin.

— as much as he loves the stage.

But he only needs to work hard to get on the stage, but Zhou Boxuan...he wants to play the violin, but under the current situation, it is obvious that he can't.

With such a violin performance presented, one can imagine what kind of blow Zhou Boxuan will suffer.

"Do you... want to go back?" Cai Xukun didn't know how long it took him to digest this fact, asking this question almost exhausted his strength.

Zhou Boxuan laughed and cried, and said in self-deprecating way, "Is it ashamed to go back with my current state?"

"Don't talk about yourself like that, maybe it's just because you haven't practiced the violin for a while, so you're rusty?" Cai Xukun couldn't help comforting Zhou Boxuan when he saw how sad he was, but he also knew that the credibility of these words was not high.

No matter how unfamiliar, it will not be unfamiliar to the level of beginners, right?

"Really?" Zhou Boxuan seemed to take Cai Xukun's words seriously, and stared at Cai Xukun blankly, "Just because I haven't practiced? I'm rusty? I'll just practice harder?"

Cai Xukun choked, bit his lip, "You want to retire? Go back to play the violin?"

This question stunned Zhou Boxuan, shook his head, and nodded again.

Cai Xukun was confused by Zhou Boxuan's reaction, "What do you mean?"

"I don't want to retire, I want to debut with you, but I also want to go back to play the violin..." Zhou Boxuan lowered his head as he spoke.

Cai Xukun was very excited when he heard that Zhou Boxuan wanted to debut with him, but what he said later poured cold water on his head.

"So are you going to stay or retire from the competition and go back to play the violin?" Cai Xukun smiled wryly, saying that Zhou Boxuan buried his head in his arms and didn't respond at all.

He smiled wryly and didn't continue to press.

No matter what decision Zhou Boxuan made, he would support him.

Originally, Zhou Boxuan participated in this program to reassure his family, not to make a debut. Now that he has come out of the shadows, it is normal to want to go back.

He wanted to use this reason to convince himself, but in his heart, Cai Xukun still couldn't accept the answer that Zhou Boxuan wanted to leave.

Can't you stay for him?

Doesn't it mean that he is the C position in his heart?

Doesn't it mean that as long as he is on the stage, he can only be seen?

Didn't you say that I am your lucky god?

Maintaining the posture of holding Zhou Boxuan in his arms for almost half an hour, he felt that Zhou Boxuan was leaning on him almost entirely, because he felt that Zhou Boxuan was getting heavier and heavier.

Sighing, Cai Xukun lowered his head, "Don't leave, okay?"

The voice was almost inaudible, but Zhou Boxuan was leaning against his arms, so he could definitely hear it.

But Zhou Boxuan didn't respond...

Cai Xukun smiled wryly, supported Zhou Boxuan's shoulders with both hands and gently pushed it away, and then found that... fell asleep.

Rubbing his forehead, Cai Xukun felt that he was going crazy.

Taking a few deep breaths, Cai Xukun still didn't have the heart to wake him up, put the violin back into the violin case, packed it up, and then carried the sleeping Zhou Boxuan back to the dormitory.

Cai Xukun was already sweating profusely when he returned to the dormitory. Although Zhou Boxuan only weighed over [-] kilograms, which sounds heavy, but when you carry it all the way back to the dormitory, you will know whether a hundred kilograms is light or heavy.

Back in the dormitory, Cai Xukun had no choice but to shake Zhou Boxuan awake. After a day of training, he was sweating profusely. How could he do without taking a shower?

So Zhou Boxuan who woke up dazedly took a bath according to Cai Xukun's wishes, and then climbed into bed to sleep, completely unaware of what happened before.

Cai Xukun could only take deep breaths, feeling depressed but unable to get angry with Zhou Boxuan.

the next day.

Zhou Boxuan got up and rubbed his forehead, feeling that his head was a bit heavy, and then he saw Cai Xukun who was on the lower bunk got up at some point and looked at him.

"elder brother?"

"Do you remember what happened last night?"

Hearing this question suddenly, Zhou Boxuan thought about it, "Um...you mean you asked me whether to stay or retire?"

"You still remember? Then why didn't you reply to me?" Cai Xukun frowned.

Zhou Boxuan lowered his head, "I don't know how to answer, I want to stay, but the violin..."

Thinking of his achievements in playing the violin, Zhou Boxuan's expression instantly darkened.

—He is afraid that he will never be able to play the violin again.

Seeing Zhou Boxuan's appearance, Cai Xukun couldn't bear to continue, "Let's go, it's time to train."

Zhou Boxuan got dressed and went to wash up, then walked to the training building with Cai Xukun.

"What do you think? Are you going to retire?"

This question could not be resolved, and Cai Xukun felt that he would not be able to live a good day until the final day.

"Why withdraw from the competition? Retire and go back to embarrass yourself? Now that you have reached this point, there is no reason to give up halfway." Zhou Boxuan was also a little afraid of playing the violin.

It was really too different from before, he couldn't face himself who played the violin so badly.

Looking at Zhou Boxuan's pretendingly calm expression, Cai Xukun could probably guess Zhou Boxuan's thoughts. After all, they ate and lived together for more than three months, and Zhou Boxuan didn't set up defenses against him. He could almost understand most of Zhou Boxuan's thoughts.

It is estimated that playing the violin last night hit him too hard.

The author has something to say:

Well, the violin is a foreshadowing, and I still feel that their relationship needs to be catalyzed by events...