all sunsets in my world

Lan Bingxin is a very enthusiastic little girl, and she would talk to He Cheng if she had something to do, but she suddenly quieted down these two days, and she was discussing something with Jin Jia, muttering to herself.

During get out of class time, He Cheng didn't go out.Su Xiaoxiao swaggered in from the door, and changed a pair of earrings, which were ruffian but quite pretty.Lan Bingxin stretched out her hand and called her: "Xiaoxiao, are you going to play after school?"

Su Xiaoxiao glanced at Hecheng, spread her hands, and said, "I can do anything."

"Hecheng." Lan Bingxin called him: "Are you coming too? Bai Xuan is also going, last time you said you didn't have time, it's a pity."

He Cheng thought for a while, then nodded in agreement.Because it was afternoon, after two classes, He Cheng took out the phone and found that the battery was low.Afraid of shutting down the phone after school, he sent a text message to He Wen now, saying that he would go back later.

The last class was self-study, and there were a lot of homework assigned by the teachers, and they had late self-study at night, so they couldn't play for too long, so Lan Bingxin took a few people to the blues dessert shop in the pedestrian street.

There were not many people on the street, and the dessert shop was full of milky fragrance. The owner there seemed to know them, and greeted them with a smile.

"Hecheng." Su Xiaoxiao asked him, "What do you want to drink? Coffee or milk tea? Or lemon grapefruit tea?"

"Ah, that..." Su Xiaoxiao interrupted him, beckoning to him: "Come and see."

He simply chose a cup of lemon tea and a matcha-flavored dessert. Several other people were still watching. Bai Xuan was chatting with the boss. He Cheng took a look and returned to his seat first.

He raised his head and looked out the window, seeing people coming and going and cars coming and going, everything here was very strange, he thought, he could either use the navigation to go back later, or let He Wen come and pick him up.

Seeing him sitting alone, Lan Bingxin quietly pulled Jin Jia over, and flirted with Jin Jia. She sat next to Crane City and asked, "Hecheng, can I ask you a question?"

He Cheng turned slightly sideways: "You say."

"What's your relationship with your brother?"

He Cheng's face froze, and he clenched his hands on his lap. He looked nervously at the two people in front of him, not knowing how to answer.

Who knew that Lan Bingxin smiled, leaned closer to him and said, "I saw your brother driving here last time, and I saw him kissing you when I passed by! What's the relationship between you two? Are you really brother?"

He Cheng's hairs stood on end, a little flustered, and he lowered his head not daring to look into the eyes of these two people.The beating of his heart was almost ready to come out, and the feeling of panic, helplessness, and suffocation surged up and surrounded him in an instant.

"I……"

He hesitated to speak but kept his eyes dodging, Lan Bingxin almost understood at a glance, and blurted out to ask him: "Are you gay?"

There was a "boom", as if a bomb had exploded in He Cheng's ears, causing his ears to ring and he couldn't hear anything, his head was buzzing.

He was a little scared when he heard this sentence.

He subconsciously wanted to escape.

Get away from this place, go farther away... farther away.

He lowered his head to get his schoolbag, turned around and ran out in a panic.Su Xiaoxiao saw this scene before turning around, and called him behind him: "Hecheng! Where are you going, Hecheng?!"

He Cheng was running all the way with his schoolbag on his back. He looked at the unfamiliar streets in front of him, but he didn't stop.

How to stop?What would it be like to stop?Is anyone following up?Is someone watching him?Will anyone point fingers at him again?Where is my brother?Will I receive bad words from other people again?Are they discriminated against here too?Can people here also not accept homosexuality?

1 questions came to his mind, he was too scared, afraid of being exposed, afraid that He Wenwen and he would receive such needle-like eyes again.He Cheng suddenly stopped and gasped on the spot, and passers-by all looked at him because he was so abnormal.

He stood there for a while, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

where is this !

A very busy street, crossroads, traffic lights, all kinds of people walked by him, surrounded by strange shops, strange breath blowing towards his face, instantly surrounded him.

He Cheng clenched his hands tightly and took out his mobile phone from his school bag, only to realize that the phone had run out of battery.He was a little panicked, and walked forward, but he was afraid that the further he walked, the further he walked, the more wrong he would be. He stood still and looked at the people and buildings around him. They were too strange. Where should he go? Which direction is home?

The sense of powerlessness coming from all directions made Hecheng breathless. He didn't dare to move for fear of going in the wrong direction, so he murmured: "Brother..."

He went to ask passers-by which direction Dijing Apartment should go, but no one knew.He managed to ask passers-by to borrow his mobile phone to call Hewen, but no one answered for a long time, so he returned the mobile phone and the passer-by left.

It was getting dark, and at this time there was a hurried figure at the gate of No. [-] Middle School. He Wen, wearing a black shirt, ran in a hurry, still panting slightly, and told the guard to go to Ma Qiuhua's office.

Ma Qiuhua was watching a group of children studying by themselves at night, and was startled by the sudden sound of the door opening.He Wen was so outstanding that Ma Qiuhua recognized him immediately.

The two walked to the stairs, and He Wen asked her directly: "Did He Cheng leave directly after school?"

Ma Qiuhua didn't know why, so he raised his glasses: "Yeah, I just left after school, what's wrong?"

He Wen pursed his lips, and said after a few seconds, "I can't find him."

"...Is it gone?!" Ma Qiuhua was shocked, stuttering a bit: "No, why... What's going on? Didn't you come home after school? Did something happen?"

He came to school because he didn't know what happened, but looking at the situation, Ma Qiuhua didn't know anything.He Wen didn't say much and turned around to leave when someone stopped him suddenly.

He Wen turned around and saw a female student.

Lan Bingxin timidly watched him faltering: "That...is something wrong with Hecheng?"

He Wen frowned.

After Lan Bingxin told what happened after school, he obviously felt that He Wen's face had become worse, making people shiver unconsciously.He Wen frowned, looking at her with gloomy eyes: "What did you ask him?"

His eyes are really scary, Lan Bing felt a little uneasy: "I..."

If you still thought this person was handsome before, then all you have left now is fear.Lan Bingxin closed her eyes and said, "I'm sorry... I didn't expect him to react so much, I just asked casually out of curiosity, I..."

Ma Qiuhua couldn't understand, but He Wen already understood: "Where is it?"

After Lan Bingxin said the name of the store, what he saw was that he took a few steps back and turned around and ran down the stairs.

He frantically ran over to ask the boss, but if he couldn't find anything, he ran to the street next to him, but finding someone in such a big place was like looking for a needle in a haystack, He Cheng didn't know the way here, his phone was turned off, what happened? manage?What should he do?

Passers-by kept looking at him, and He Wen reached for his phone, only to realize that his phone was always on silent, and it was Yan Zhiguang calling.

Before he could speak, Yan Zhiguang's voice came from over there: "Hey Hewen, I found Hecheng!"

When he ran to the place, he saw a figure standing at the door of the convenience store from a distance, carrying his schoolbag and looking down at the ground, motionless.He Wen walked slowly, finally feeling relieved.

He Cheng heard the voice, looked up and saw He Wen, couldn't hold back his throat was sore, his eyes turned red instantly, before he could yell out that brother, even the voice was hugged into a warm and powerful embrace.

He Wen hugged him tightly, holding the back of his neck with his hands, still panting slightly.

"Brother..." He Cheng's voice trembled a little.

He Wen kissed his forehead, the hasty kiss revealed his emotions, and said a little flusteredly: "Chengcheng, do you know...you scared me to death...what will I do if something happens to you?"

He Chenglian nestled into his arms, stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly and said, "The phone is out of battery..."

Yan Zhiguang drove the two of them back home. It was a false alarm. He Wen had lingering fears and remained silent when he got home. The two of them took a bath one after the other. He Cheng wiped his hair and watched He Wen warm him up. a glass of milk.

"Brother." He Cheng stepped forward and reached out to tug at his sleeve.

He Wen's hands stopped for a moment, and turned his back to him. After a while, the voice rang out: "Why are you running? You don't need to run, you don't need to escape, Cheng Cheng."

"Or, being with me scares you so much?"

He Cheng's eyes widened and his fingertips turned white: "No..."

Hewen was silent.

"No... I haven't thought about it that way. I'm just... I'm really afraid of encountering that kind of thing again. I'm afraid that what they say will hurt people and make my brother miserable. I don't want to hear it again..."

He Cheng's voice trembled, tears streaming down his face.Many times in his dreams at midnight, he would always think of Sheng Shishi's words: "It's so disgusting."

It's not that he didn't think that when he himself confessed, he could hear that others were supportive and not disgusted.But he was always afraid that those words would come at him and talk about him and He Wen like rats crossing the street.

Seeing that he didn't speak, He Cheng's hands were cold, and she kissed him with tears in the corners of her mouth. She couldn't learn how to kiss him, and clumsily bit his lips again and again: "Brother, don't be angry, I only love you .”

The kiss suddenly became warm, He Wen stretched out his arms to hug him, and lowered his head fiercely to enclose the man's lips, with tears in each other's mouths, a little salty, but extremely hot.

He poked his tongue in, and tasted his mouth, tongue, and soft lips.

The pajamas were taken off little by little, and the clothes were thrown from the living room to the bedroom.The curtains were wide open, and the two naked people in the room hugged each other like Siamese twins.

He Wen pressed him down, his hot hands slowly slipped down from his chest, without a single gap in his body, he kissed him, hugged him, and held him.

Not enough, not far enough.

None of these can express the one-tenth of the love in his heart.

The two of them were breathing quickly, He Cheng's legs were separated and he stepped on his waist, reaching out to wrap his arms around his shoulders.The moonlight came in faintly, and the faint light shone on the naked bodies of the two.

He Wen propped himself up, wrapped the long white and slender legs of the person under him in his arms, the bed made a slight sound, he looked sideways at He Cheng's face, listened to his voice, bent his legs, and bowed his head Kiss his ankle.

"Don't be afraid... Cheng Cheng." His voice was hoarse and terrible, and he asked, "Have you ever regretted it?"

He Cheng panted and opened his eyes, with a firm light shining in his eyes, illuminating He Wen: "...never."

Is this the first time Hewen asked?Hecheng didn't know.

But his answer will not change every time, and he is more certain every time.Even so... He was so useless, He Wen rushed forward to shield him from the wind and rain, admitting without hesitation or flinching, but he kept backing away, with too many scruples.

This relationship is destined to be special, and it is destined to be known by others. If he is always afraid of being known by others, then what is their love?Is it fair or unfair to love He Wen?

Why should we shrink back?What morality, what concept, why should we be bound by these?To hell with everything!Do you think saying something vicious will make him give up?Don't even think about it.He loves He Wen, his brother, and a man, so what?He was right!What's wrong with him?

"Brother." There was a tear in the corner of his eye, and he was about to kiss him clumsily: "...I love you."

He Cheng's whole body was pushed to the edge of the bed by the violent action of the person behind him, and He Wen directly stretched out his hand to hug him, and kissed his ear from behind.He stretched out his hands to hold He Cheng's face, turned his head, and put his tongue out to put his tears in his mouth.

"I love you more."