all sunsets in my world

He Cheng ran out of the bar and took a taxi home, flustered and stuttering all the way.The driver looked back at him frequently on the road, and asked worriedly: "Did something happen to you? Someone bullied you? I don't think you look like a person who goes to a bar. Have you been bullied?"

The driver was kind enough to keep looking at him in the rearview mirror.He Cheng shook his head and said, "...it's fine, thank you."

Out of his mind, he opened the door, his mind was in a mess, it happened so suddenly, and He Wen was not around, he didn't know who to tell.Walking into the yard, he found that the east room was lit. He Cheng's eyes widened, and he carefully knocked on the door of He Wen's room.

"elder brother?"

No one paid attention to the door, and the door was unlocked. He gently pushed it open and saw the familiar figure on the bed. His heart suddenly settled down. All the panic, fear, and bewilderment seemed to disappear suddenly. He stood at the door and watched for a long time.

With his back turned to him, He Wen gently opened his eyes.

"came back?"

He Cheng was stunned for a moment, took a few steps forward, nodded and said, "En."

He Wen sat up and looked at him, with a slight smile on his mouth: "Are you happy with Qing Yongxi?"

Qing Yongxi?very happy?

Thinking of the scene that just happened, Qing Yongxi's words "I like you" really shocked him.He Cheng picked his fingers, lowered his head and said, "Brother, someone confessed to me."

He Wen looked at him with a frown, and then looked away: "If you think it's good, then agree."

He Cheng froze for a moment and suddenly raised his head, dumbfounded, surprised why He Wen didn't ask more questions.He walked to his bedside, stared at He Wen, and felt a little embarrassed to say something.

He Cheng gritted his teeth: "...it's a boy."

He Wen looked straight at him: "Qing Yongxi?"

"Yeah." He Cheng nodded. He used to tell He Wen about everything. This was the first time he encountered such a thing, which made him at a loss. He Cheng thought for a while and said: "He kissed my face... said like me."

He Wen narrowed his eyes to look at him, a sharp light flashed in his eyes, looked at him for a while, and asked, "Kiss you?"

He Cheng felt a little ashamed, her heart beat faster, and she nodded.

"How do you feel? Do you like it?"

He Cheng lowered his head, held back for a long time and said: "I think, I can't accept it, he is my friend..."

The arm was grabbed suddenly, and He Cheng was dragged onto the bed by He Wen before He Cheng finished speaking. The two of them were very close. Light stayed on his soft face for a moment.

He Wen said, "How did you kiss? Is that so?"

He Cheng's face became hot immediately, and he forgot to nod his head.

"Brother kisses you like this, will you be disgusted?"

The breath of the two people was surrounded by the tips of their noses, itching and hot, He Cheng stammered and said, "No...no..."

He Wen raised his eyebrows, but didn't let go of his hands, trying to use his movements.She moved her hand to his chin, looked at his white powdery nose, and kissed him lightly: "How about this? Can you accept it?"

He Cheng's heart beat so fast that he even felt that He Wen would definitely hear it.

He didn't move, looking straight into He Wen's eyes: "Brother..."

The words were blocked in the throat, there was no distance between the two of them, and the soft touch was clearly felt on the lips, He Cheng's eyes widened, looking at He Wen's close eyelashes, as if struck by lightning , unable to move.

The lips parted, He Wen let go of him, and asked, "Is this acceptable?"

He Cheng was stunned, feeling that his soul was gone.He Wen smiled, let him go, and asked again: "Cheng Cheng, will you be disgusted?"

"..." He Cheng's eyes flickered slightly, and he murmured: "...No."

Shock flashed in He Wen's eyes, and he turned to look at him, as if he had finally confirmed it, and slowly let go of his hand.

Silent for a long time.

In the dead of night, only the breathing of two people can be heard quietly.

"Cheng Cheng." He Wen's voice was a little hoarse: "Last time you asked me if I liked someone, do you want to know who he is?"

He Cheng stared at his side face, with a clear outline, opened his mouth and said, "I..."

"I've loved him for 18 years." He Wen turned to look at him, his eyes were deep: "I watched him grow up, I love him for 18 years, and I plan to love him forever. As He Wen."

He Cheng heard it clearly, turned pale with shock, and took a step back: "Brother."

"He Cheng." He Wen interrupted him again: "You know whether we are related by blood."

"...How do you know?"

"I was talking to my parents a few years ago, and you overheard me at the door." He Wen looked at his obviously bewildered face, and reached out to hold his cold hand.

He Cheng asked: "Does Mom and Dad know?"

"They didn't know you knew about it."

He Cheng felt relieved.

His hands were too cold, He Wen held both of his hands in his palms, looked up at him with burning eyes: "You should understand that my feelings for you have long surpassed the feelings of elder brothers for younger brothers."

He Cheng didn't speak, but bit his lower lip.

He Wen went on to say: "You should also understand that there is more than just love between men and women in this world. And..." He Wen's hand slightly exerted force, and He Cheng fell down on his bed again: "Why don't you dislike my kiss? Rejection? What kind of feeling do you have for me? Cheng Cheng?"

He Cheng stared at him blankly, with mixed emotions in his heart.He had thought about this question before, but when he thought of that aspect, he was severely denied. After torturing him for a long time, he still couldn't make up his mind.

He Wen let go of him and said, "Think about it for yourself."

Tossing and turning, insomnia until midnight, sleeping restlessly, He Cheng woke up early the next day.After wandering in the room for a long time, he carefully poked his head out to see that He Wen's door was closed.He Cheng took a deep breath and walked out, went to wash, made the noise very loudly, coughed twice and turned his ears to listen to the movement in He Wen's room, only heard the sound of himself receiving water, and heard nothing else.

He went to the north room, only to see the still warm breakfast on the table, He Cheng was taken aback, and hurried to the east room, opened the door but found that He Wen had already left.

He Cheng was dejected and sat on the bed weakly.

There is a three-hour class today, He Cheng went out in the afternoon, looking around for fear of meeting Qing Yongxi.Halfway through learning, Aunt Yuan brought up some fruit and called Hecheng out.

"Xiaocheng, Duo'er's grades have improved significantly, and her test scores have been ranked among the top five in the class. She was worried about me and her father because of her bad grades in math and English." Aunt Yuan looked at him, Said: "It's all thanks to you. That's it. Auntie is thinking that if you are fine, can you keep teaching? It is okay to wait until the end of the final exam in a few months."

He Cheng smiled slightly after hearing this, and politely refused: "I'm sorry, Auntie, because I am also a senior in high school, and the part-time job I am looking for cannot be done for a long time."

"Ah." Aunt Yuan felt a little regretful.

He Cheng said: "If your child has any questions in the future, you can contact me at any time."

Aunt Yuan nodded, her eyes full of admiration: "Okay, then I'm afraid I will trouble you."

At the end of the course, Aunt Yuan gave him a red envelope.He Cheng was thinking about how much money he had, and it was still early, so he could go to that mall again to have a look.

"Crane orange!"

There was a cry from behind, and He Cheng froze suddenly.He didn't look back, Qing Yongxi approached, looked at his unnatural face, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, reached out and handed the bottle in front of him, and asked him: "Drink yogurt?"

What happened that night was vivid in his mind, He Cheng shook his head and replied: "No, thank you."

Qing Yongxi lowered her hand, and when she heard the unfamiliar "thank you", she shook her head and smiled: "Did you be scared that night?"

He Cheng didn't look at him, and didn't respond.

"Do you really want to hear me say that I was joking that night?" Qing Yongxi stood in front of him, helping him block the cold wind: "Cheng'er, it's obvious that I hate someone, but I like someone, and I have to Let him know."

He Cheng looked down at his toes, and remained silent.

"Hecheng." Qing Yongxi asked him softly, "You have someone you like, right?"

As if someone had seen through his mind, He Cheng was a little flustered, but he opened his mouth but had nothing to say.

"Is it just family affection for your brother?"

As if being doused with ice water from head to tail, He Cheng froze in place, almost unable to feel his breath.

He looked at Qing Yongxi, bewildered and at a loss.

"Your brother is going to start a family, marry a wife and have children, do you understand? He is your brother, he is just your brother."

He Cheng unconsciously took a step back and said, "Don't..."

Qing Yongxi's face suddenly sank, and she asked him: "Why don't you want it?"

"I……"

"Hecheng!" Qing Yongxi seemed to have seen through him, his eyes were sullen, and his voice raised slightly, emphasizing: "He is your brother! You are just a younger brother, do you know that?"

He Cheng looked at him: "We are not related by blood."

Qing Yongxi froze, closed her eyes, and smiled.His eyes were flushed, and his voice was trembling: "So that's the case...it's true."

He Cheng turned to leave, but Qing Yongxi stopped him behind him: "He Cheng."

He Cheng didn't look back.

"Are we still friends?"