color blind love

Today is the day to go to school. I spent ten days at home as a long vacation. I will be busier in the second half of the third year of high school.My dad wanted me to be admitted to that university, and I thought it was pretty good, the most important thing was that it was close to home.

"You can go there in the afternoon. Your mother brought your sister here today. Have a meal with them at noon. After all, I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Oh."

My mother, it is no exaggeration to say that she is a beautiful woman, but beautiful women are easy-going, this is my experience from my mother.She divorced my dad after giving birth to me, and married a factory owner a few years ago, and now she lives a relatively healthy life.

At that time, she was married with a child (she was pregnant with my father), and it seemed that her husband was barren, so she kept the child and took their surname.During holidays, she would bring her younger sister to visit us, and sometimes the family of three would come together.My mother's new husband is a nice guy, seeing us is like meeting real relatives, he is quite humorous and generous, but his beer belly makes me very uncomfortable.My mother's new home is far away from mine. I haven't been there once. I didn't want to go there before, but now I don't have time.

Dad took out what he called a big red padded jacket from his room and asked me to put it on.

"I'm fine with it now."

"Hurry up and put it on, your mother bought it for you. Young people look so energetic in this color."

I took a sip of water, "I can't see it anyway."

Since my father knew that I was colorblind, our life didn't seem to have changed, but sometimes he would suddenly sigh with emotion, "Why can't my good son see colors?" and so on.

This is not a terminal illness, but an incurable disease.He also said that he would take me to the hospital, but I insisted on not going, as if he was telling other people "I am different from you, I am sick".I do not like this.

"It's also..." He held the padded jacket in his arms, and lost the enthusiasm he had just now. "If you don't wear it, then don't wear it. Anyway, your body shape is about the same as mine, so I will wear it."

I saw tears suddenly appear in the eyes of this 1.8-meter tall and honest man, but I had no choice but to take the padded jacket from his hand and change it into it.

I don't have high requirements for clothes, as long as they are comfortable.In school, I often hear what they say about fashion and color matching (I don’t need to emphasize that I can only see black and white). I don’t understand it at all. In the eyes of the teachers, I am a good student. In my heart, I don’t do anything but study. In the eyes of my classmates, I am a nerd, and I have nothing to do except reading books and doing papers.

"Okay, what does it sound like a big man is crying."

"Brat, who are you talking to?" He wiped away his tears rudely, "I'm going to buy vegetables, you wait at home."

He used to ask me to go out together, but I refused every time.The reasons are as follows:

It's strange for two big men to go to the vegetable market.After the tenth or No. 11 time I turned him down he wouldn't be calling me out.

I didn't go out for a few days during the summer vacation, and I didn't like to go out, and I didn't like to hear people talking in my ears about the colors they saw.It would be a lie to say that I am not jealous.Forget how many years in a row I made wishes on my birthday cake please let me see the colors and the wishes fell through.I don't play games, because I can't see the blood bar clearly and can't tell the enemy from me, so I can only read and study.

"Ding dong." The doorbell rang while I was thinking wildly, I went to open the door, and before I could react, a small figure rushed towards me,

"elder brother."

"Xiaoyan," Xiaoyan's full name is Yang Yan. Her father (my mother's current husband) said that the child was originally my father's, but they wanted to share their surname, so they decided to use my father's surname as the daughter's name.Who knows if he is too lazy to think of a name like my dad.My dad said that the name is just a code name, and the name is just so that others can tell who is who.Anyway, my dad never called me by my first name, just "son". "Xiaoyan is here so soon, do you miss brother?"

"Yeah." I saw that she was holding a wilted flower in her hand, "This is for brother."

"We opened a new flower shop over there, and she said she was going to buy a flower for her brother, and she has taken it all the way since yesterday." Han Jin, (that's my mother) walked into the house with big bags and small bags. , I picked up Xiaoyan and put them on the sofa, then made tea for them.

"Flower, brother takes it."

"it is good."

"Like it?"

"I like it, Xiaoyan is liked by my brother's brother."

"Great, this is Xiaoyan's favorite purple, and my brother also likes it." Xiaoyan clapped his hands happily, and then I took out the vase and inserted it, and the flower just stood there limply, looking lonely.So I called and asked my dad to buy some flowers back, so that I could be a companion for the flower Xiaoyan bought.

"Where's your dad?"

"I just went out and went shopping for groceries."

"I told him that I brought a lot of food here." Then she walked towards me, "Young people should wear some bright colors to be energetic. Every time I see you, you are black and gray. Looks old."

My mother loves to dress up very much. Buying cosmetic bottles is more frequent than cooking. My father said that this is one of the reasons why he and his mother divorced.I saw her dark lips as if poisoned, she must have been wearing lipstick.

"Xiaomeng, go to school today and tell your dad to come back and cook quickly, so we can go to school after dinner."

The sound of a key being inserted into the lock.When Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, my dad came back with meat and vegetables in his hand.

"Father." Xiaoyan rushed over to hug his calf.

"You guys are here so soon."

"I said I would bring vegetables, so you still go buy them." My mother took the big and small bags from my father and walked to the kitchen.My dad said, before they got divorced, my mom was never so gentle. Sure enough, she became the best when she became someone else's family?

"I asked my mother to buy crabs, and my brother likes to eat them." I like to eat crabs, why didn't I know?

"You little devil, you like to eat." My mother broke Xiaoyan off my father's lap.What a happy scene for a family of three.

"Xiaomeng took her younger sister, and your dad and I went to cook."

"I don't need my brother to lead me, Xiaoyan is very obedient." Having said that, the little guy still rushed towards me, "I want my brother to play with me."