color blind love

When I woke up in the morning, my head was groggy. I am now lying in my own room at home. I seem to have drunk yesterday, and I am still drunk.I can't remember much, but I hope nothing embarrassing happened.

I got up early to wash, and when I came out of the bathroom, my dad was standing in front of the door, as if waiting for me.

"Son, come here, I want to tell you something."

"Oh."

We finished at the dinner table, and the expression on Dad's face was more dignified.

"Son, tell me, what is the relationship between you and Xiao Ke?"

"What do you mean? Why do you ask that?"

"Yesterday you were drunk, and he carried you up."

"..."

"He slept with you. When you didn't wake up this morning, I saw the two of you hugged and slept together. Son, you... are also going to college. If there is someone you like Don't hide it from Dad. Just... be a man."

I was the one who was surprised when he said that.

"Dad...you, no objection? I thought you..."

"What about me? Do you think I'm the same as my ordinary people? Son, God has taken away the ability to let you experience this colorful world. How can Dad still have the heart to take away your freedom to like someone. As long as you are true I like him."

"Actually, I...don't know." I have never been in love, so I don't know what liking is.If it’s a feeling of dependence like my dad, it should be like “He is very good to me and takes care of me. He said he likes me, but I don’t know whether he likes him or just treats him. There is a sense of dependence. For so long, I have been refusing to get along with people deeply. I have no friends. He is the first one. I like him, but I don’t know... what kind of like. Is it a friend, or that kind We can be together without hesitation regardless of the eyes of the world."

"This... Dad can't teach you. After all, your mother and I..." He scratched his head and smiled sheepishly.Dad is an honest man, and he only married my mother because of drunken sex and to be responsible.Otherwise, how could a dull person like him marry a beautiful wife like my mother?So, for love, both of us may not have graduated from primary school.

"If you are comfortable with him, it's not bad for you to be together. At least it's not easy to meet someone who really treats you well in this life."

"He's only old now, and I'm only old now. Then talk about the whole life so quickly, maybe I'll get tired of it in a year or two. Now I just want to wait for the admission letter from the university, and work hard after finishing university. Postgraduate entrance examination and postgraduate entrance examination, even if I didn't meet him, I didn't plan to do so."

"That's up to you, as long as my son is happy."

"Happy, I'm very happy now. By the way, why don't you go to school today, it's Monday, right?"

"Looking at Xiao Ke bringing you back drunk yesterday, I was worried, so I asked for a day off. I'll make breakfast for you."

"I'll call Nan Ke."

"Hey... You can call again when I'm done, let him sleep more, you tormented him most of the night yesterday."

I:"......"

toss?What kind of tossing method?I don't even remember.

When I returned to the room, Nan Ke's eyes were already rounded, so why should I call him.

"Why can't I wake up, do you want me to lift it? Hey..." He pulled me back to the bed again, holding me and refusing to move me. "What nerves?"

"I won't get tired of you, I'm afraid you'll get tired of me."

"You understand what you heard?"

"Well, I woke up after you got up. I wanted to wait until after you took a shower, but I didn't expect to hear the conversation between you and uncle... no, father-in-law."

"Skinless and shameless, call him uncle, what kind of father-in-law."

"It's the father-in-law." He rubbed on me.

"It's summer vacation, don't you go home?"

"If you don't go home, I've brought all my things. I want to live in your house. It's agreed, I'll take you to the beach."

When he turned his head, I saw a bite mark on his neck, which didn't look serious.

"What happened to your neck?"

"You bit it, and you bit it while crying. I didn't expect that such a bored person like you would go crazy with alcohol."

I suddenly thought of my dad saying "yesterday you tossed him for most of the night"

"Yesterday, I planned to go to the next room, but you just held on to me and didn't let go. Look." He raised his hand again to show me, "There are so many scratches, all of them are from you."

I felt hot on my face, "I'm probably under too much pressure, so I... let it out. You, you are so big, won't you stop me?"

"I stopped, you still want to jump off the building."

Me: "..." I'm ashamed.

"Come on, give me a kiss, and it will be compensation." He pouted, like a child.

"Didn't I let you live in my house? This is compensation."

"No, I want to kiss."

"You're still young." Originally, I wanted to try to kiss him, but I was just embarrassed and thought about it, but I didn't expect him to come over first.

"you..."

"Don't move, let me hug you."

"Plop...plop...plop..." Whose heart beats so fast.