left hand writing love

I struggled in fear, a little breathless.Feel suffocated.I desperately opened my eyes.The gentle sunlight sprinkled on my bed, it turned out to be a dream.It is still 2 years since that incident happened, but I have never forgotten it.My face was covered in cold sweat, and the quilt was also wet with sweat.I looked at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was 7 o'clock. Exam at 9 o'clock.I immediately got up to wash, warmed up a glass of milk, took a kimbap, got dressed and went out.Those who worked on the seats in front of the examination room ate the rice balls with this water.Regarding yesterday's dream, I feel that there is no need to explain it.Hear the waiting bell ring.I went into the examination room to find a seat, sat down with peace of mind, and waited for the start of the examination.

In this way, it continued day after day until January.New Year approached.Usually, I call my mother before the holidays.The exam has already been finished and the results are waiting for it. I have nothing to do today. I thought about sorting out and changed my mobile phone number in China. I gave my mother a second call in 1.hello mom.I have passed all the exams here.The voice was calm, words that were neither moving nor emotional.Just like this, it has been around my ears, and I feel like I am like an empty shell when I hear it.Well, I am not planning to go back this year.No, working here is pretty good too.It's okay, um, I'm waiting for the results.My mother keeps asking me to go back, and I can imagine her looking forward to it.Kind eyebrows, big eyes, and a very moving smile, just like the spring breeze in May.But I said to myself, Yu Yi, you have not ended your exile.Mom, how are you doing? You want to live well by yourself. I will go back after I graduate. There is still one year left.See you.After turning off the phone and hearing my mother's voice, how can I easily let go of me in a foreign country.When I was about to change the card back, I saw that there were a lot of numbers in the column of the text message. It should be a text message. I clicked on it and saw a link. It said that it was the number of the voicemail.The earliest one was a top-up of 09 yuan. In fact, I remember that my account was in arrears. At first, I thought it was strange that someone had paid it to me.Looking at the time, it says November 100, 09. November 11.I thought that Ouyang Yi was leaving on the 28th, so it is very likely that he helped me rush, so these messages must be him.I can't help but think of that big boy, with his pale face, willow-leaf-shaped eyes, thin lips, and a tear mole in his right eye, and his decadent hair, I always feel that he should come from the decline of a certain kingdom prince.

He dialed without hesitation, the number 28 first, hello, welcome to call the voice mailbox of GSM, please select the order of inquiry, 1 order inquiry, 2 reverse order inquiry.I pressed 1, heard a beep, and then a familiar voice came to my ears.Yu Yi, I've arrived in Beijing, and I've inquired about where your family lives, it's really nice, haha, I've never lived there before.When are you going to go back to Beijing.Chinese New Year is coming soon.Haha, it turns out that he actually checked where my family lived. He didn't deliberately lie to him, but felt that there was no need to contact me again. He also had to abide by the 419 principle I said, so that he could better shake off the dust in his heart.Please press 1 for further inquiry.Yu Yi is on New Year's Day today, when will you come back? I know you don't want to contact me, but I don't think our relationship is that kind of employment relationship. I treat you as my brother from the beginning. Anyway, come back soon, I miss you very much. Bye.I held the phone tightly and put it in my arms, feeling very confused. Many years ago, there was also a person who walked into my life, let go of my defenses, and let me step out of the set red line.But the ending is always unconventional, and there are no surprises.And what I got was the shroud of horse leather in the battlefield of love.It is indeed so ridiculous. I have lived in the cracks between the quarrels between my parents and the sound of pots and bowls since I was a child, until one day, the house suddenly became deserted.A quarrel that lasted more than ten years finally had an end.A perfect ending with divorce.It is said that a broken mirror is difficult to round, but the irony is that a broken mirror is actually round.I never believed in love since I was a child, and I disdain the sympathy and charity of others.For more than ten years, I have not built a castle isolated from the world, but I have become more certain that love is the holy fruit of the Garden of Eden, and the person who loves is the snake of the Garden of Eden.

Cleaned up the phone, clicked on kakao, and sure enough, a lot of information flooded in.I usually choose to ignore all the chat software, because usually I have something to do, I will contact by phone, and the schedule and course changes will be seen on the educational affairs website. I have not joined any student organization, so there is no meeting, important symposium , the assistant will give a notification.So I never worry about missing something big in it.Li Minzhu, on my first message, I click on it.Slide to the earliest date.Hello, senior, I am the junior who met you in the back street that day.My name is Li Minzhu.Oh, that schoolgirl.After looking at it in general, I always asked how to choose courses, and the professor's information on whose courses were easier, slipped to the end.Senior, can you be my Oppa?I froze immediately.Look at the date is very early.It turned out that in the library that day, she asked me if this was it.Alas, sure enough, this should seem like a confession.The hand slipped a point inadvertently.The other party sent a message immediately.Senior?I see the messages are all read. Hun (halo), um, sorry I just saw it now.Well, didn't the senior say that kakao is rarely used that day, so I didn't pay much attention, #40;笑脸#41;.Can the senior give me your cell phone number (begging)?Well, 010-36**836.I hate inexplicable ambiguity, and dating, and like to speak clearly.Well, I'm sorry senior is very busy, whether it's studies or part-time jobs, I can't be your oppa.Well, it doesn't matter, can we be friends from now on, the kind we keep in touch with often.It has come to this point and I have to agree.OK, contact me when you have time, you are already on vacation.Well, what about the senior.I still have to work part-time to earn tuition fees.Well, come on senior!I was working part-time during the Chinese New Year, so I didn't feel so sad.After a long time, one will get used to everything.In this way, until this summer.Before the start of school, the school announced the selection of scholarships. Fortunately, I got a full scholarship.I feel very relaxed in my heart, and with the money Ouyang Yi gave me, I don't need to live like an ascetic now,

In mid-June, the sun has begun to heat up, and the sun has shifted from the southern hemisphere to the northern hemisphere, and it is still on the way, because the bus has been running.So when I got on the bus, I was already so hot that I almost melted.I was wearing a short-sleeved sweater with a black slim-fitting jacket under it, linen white coffee-colored slacks, and dark red sneakers.Well, it's still pretty good looking.Kim Eun-hyun said that I am very good-looking, with a pair of charming peach blossom eyes and a round face.So meet Peach Blossom.Since I was a child, others have said that I must be a bad boy when I grow up.I was very disgusted when I heard this, so for me, 6 cosmetics, only an eye cream because I often stay up late, and facial cleanser, plus toner, are all my skin care products.

I am going to work part-time now, working in a coffee shop called Good Morning.So, I will make some coffee that can deceive the public.There is no way that if you don’t work, you will have no money.When I arrived at the coffee shop, I put on my brown uniform and clocked in for work.The only thing worth mentioning is that I can speak Korean as fluently as Koreans. Regarding the history of Korea, I just listen to what the teacher tells me, and I am not interested in exploring it.Making coffee is actually very simple. You only need to distinguish the different coffee beans and put them in a large plastic box, then put the desired amount of coffee into the coffee grinder, and the coffee will come out automatically when you brew it. , As for the pattern, it depends on some drawing skills. At the beginning, it was very simple for me to draw two uppercase English letters GM.stands for Googmorning.Afterwards, there will be a boy hugging a girl. Like this, sometimes the white-collar workers who come to work ask me to call her a celebrity, but because I don’t have the technology, it means I refused.So working is pretty easy.At the end of the day, it was already 10 o'clock in the evening, closing, clearing up all the garbage, stools and chairs, and then brewing tea and coffee beans to prepare for the opening of the market tomorrow.The day ended in my own hands.After closing, I ran to the bus stop stepping on the spot.Wait for the last bus in the direction of the university.Life has become regular to follow, I don't know whether it is good or bad.All in all, it's a good way to graduate.

The bus arrived on time, and there was almost no one on board.Find a single seat by the window and sit down.Put on your headphones and listen to the music quietly.

We are all forgotten

long forgotten

time is a thief

the sleeves under the umbrella

The face waiting for the answer

How much happiness turns into loneliness

During this period of time, has Ouyang Yi contacted me again?Thinking of the boy who filled my refrigerator, did he also fill my heart at the same time?Sure enough, time still dilutes everything. In all of this, there are you and me.I miss him but I can't miss him. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes again. Whether it's cruel or frustrating, just let me know.

When I arrived at the apartment, I sorted out the lessons for the day, and then looked at tomorrow's class schedule.There is only one class in the afternoon, so I have to work part-time in the morning.Well, I have to get up early tomorrow, take a shower and go to bed.When I woke up the next day, I realized that it was time to clean out the closet, because it was already summer, but the winter clothes in the closet had been occupied from November to June last year, so that all my summer clothes were still in the compression bag.I don't know why I just don't want to put it away, but it doesn't work, summer is here, let's tidy it up when I get back from work.Then the phone rang, hello, senior, I'm Minzhu.Do you have time today?I want you to hang out with me.During this time I became brother and sister with her.No, I work part-time in the morning and have classes in the 11th session in the afternoon.What about that night, she asked me out of breath.It's all right at night. bingo then good evening.I have reserved the time, nothing else is allowed.She hung up before I could speak.What am I? I was booked.No way, because when you get along with Minzhu, you will find that she is a very good friend, because she usually never asks those sensitive topics, and can have a lot of fun. Add something interesting to life.So it is generally not rejected.