left hand writing love

He ran to my right and wrapped his entire left arm around me.I thought he was going to hit me, so I quickly flashed back.What are you hiding, and I won't hit you.oh.Can feel the temperature of his body.Hot, put it down.oh are you hotI don't think so.As he spoke, he took his hand back.Am I so hated?You still call me grandson.I laughed out loud, nicknamed nicknames.Oh, it's okay, I'm not angry anyway.He raised his eyebrows and said it calmly.This is a masochist, and he doesn't change his mouth when he scolds him.In this way, we have been walking side by side on the path mottled with tree shadows.

When I arrived at the gate, I saw Li Minzhu standing there, wearing a pink loose sweater, black skirt, and white lace-up sneakers.Watery eyes, powdery cheeks, and a charming cherry mouth.As soon as I saw it, I felt very fresh and cool.She also saw me and waved to me.I smiled at her.nice.I mechanically turned my head and saw Ouyang Yi nodded.As expected of a straight man.We will get along well later, do you hear me?I know, your friend is my friend.Come to me, hello, my name is Ouyang Yi.Hello, his name is Ouyang Yi.I am acting as a translator.Seeing the excitement on Li Minzhu's face, he said unwillingly.Minzhuxi, did you see my brother and I feel visually tired?She nodded.Fuck.Suddenly there was an urge to pack Ouyang Yi back home.He didn't comfort me either, and just said to me, brother, you can help me translate, I haven't learned Chinese very well yet.Minzhu is a language student like me, but she is studying Chinese, and even so it is difficult to communicate.Hello, my name is Li Minzhu, I am Yu Yi's younger sister, nice to meet you, do you still remember me, when I was eating snacks in the back street.My mother, such a long list.Then translate it to Ouyang Yi.I think I came here today to act as an interpreter, and it was actually the two of them playing.So they consciously exchanged cell phone numbers.It was still early at noon and we were going to Myeongdong first. Of course, we had to take the subway for nearly an hour, because it was on the opposite side of the Han River.

I thought Ouyang Yi would not get along well with Minzhu, but I was overthinking it.Therefore, even if they have language barriers, they can still talk and laugh, so when you take the subway, you can hear them speak three languages, Chinese, English, and Korean.Brother Ouyang, where is your home in China? Minzhu speaks Chinese, but I feel embarrassed when I hear it. Ouyang Yi doesn't care, Beijing.Oh, Beijing, I heard it's very interesting, but I haven't been there yet.Seeing Ouyang Yi's confused face, I thought I didn't understand. Unexpectedly, Min Zhu said it in English.It's nothing to me.But these two on the subway sound eye-catching, but they are also stupid.Just listen to their difficult communication.I was going to go to China with Brother Yi when he returned to China in his senior year, but I heard from him that his family seems to be in J City.Ouyang Yi stared at me indifferently, I told him that I didn't even say that I was from the capital.Blame me slightly.He didn't talk to me anymore.He promised to take you to China?Well, he agreed.I don't know why it's because I feel cold anyway, I deliberately ignored Ouyang Yi's cold gaze, um, it must be that the air conditioner in the subway is turned on too much.When we arrived at Myeongdong, Minzhu took us to find some interesting places first, I haven't heard of it, isn't it in City B?Why did he hit City J again?No, I didn't want to contact you at that time, so I just followed your words. Besides, I also studied in city B for two years, which can be regarded as my second hometown.I said, why do you speak so flavorfully.My grandma is from city B, okay? So is my mother.I gave him a blank look.What if I want to go to City J?he ask me.Go, come and find me, I will play with you.To ease the current atmosphere, I can only say so lightly.Sure enough, he gave me a slap just now, and now his face is full of sunshine.Alas, June is over.

Because in order to be able to taste all the delicious food, we bought less, so I ate a bowl with Ouyang Yi, and Min Zhu ate a small bowl by herself.In fact, when I was alone with Minzhu, we also ate a bowl together. I even laughed at her for being unruly, and she even said, everyone thinks you are my boyfriend, okay?I reached out to hit her.I was really lucky to meet Min Zhu and Ouyang Yi.Although I seem withdrawn and difficult to get along with others, there are always one or two people who are willing to deal with me on the scalp, so many years later they have become an important part of my life.In my opinion, they took 99 steps for me so I had to and didn't choose to take the 100th step.

Hey, you two don't run so fast, don't you feel awkward between you?So familiar!I saw them both walk in front of me without waiting for me.Lunch was just passed by while walking and eating.Seeing the slow bar with the word "Story" written on it, I went in and sat for a while, listening to the singers singing in the bar, and heard Chinese floating into my ears. It is also a lot of Chinese people in Myeongdong, so it is normal.A very old song, sung by my brother.It is the kind of song that can't help but recall my own story when I listen to it.

Since that day I don't know the front and back

Since that day, I've been messing around

The habit has been reversed, and I can't even open my mouth to breathe.

You left and scattered around

From that day on I fell in love with my left hand

Since that day I hate my right hand

Why don't you have the strength to catch this spark

The sky is high and the sea is deep

what to have

keep you don't go

helpless how can

Remove the clasps on my left and right hands

love is hard to steal

Stories are the shadows of the passing time, appearing in the dark night and telling behind one's ears.We grow up day by day, and we also become people with stories.

After sitting until 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Min Zhu asked me, Yu Yi, let's go to Lotte World to play.Oh, you know you asked me?You know I'm here this time?Seeing that Minzhu was about to act like a baby, I hurriedly said okay.I took the subway again to go to Lotte World Amusement Park.I rarely go to the playground, so I came here for the first time and saw a lot of fun inside.I bought a ticket and went in.Suddenly Ouyang Yi's hand reached into my back, his hand was very cold, I turned around and looked at him in surprise, he took out his hand with a smile, why, why does he like physical contact so much.No, I see that you were in the bar just now, looking sad in a daze.If nothing else, break it yourself.I ignored him and walked on.

We went to take the jumping machine, and Li Minzhu pulled me.No, you go, I don't want to sit.Ouyang Yi wanted to play too, so he dragged me to line up without saying a word.I told him in a good voice that I couldn't play.Don't be afraid, I'll take you with me, just for a while, and I won't laugh at you if you vomit.Didn't I fucking say I'm not going?I yelled at Ouyang Yi, and Minzhu hurried up to stop me, and I didn't care that the people around me were watching our jokes.I just saw Ouyang Yi looking at me with a cold expression on his face.I laughed at myself self-deprecatingly, it turned out that his face actually looks better when it is cold.Seeing me sneer, Ouyang Yi turned around.Minzhu pulled me to a dessert station. After I finished eating, she just looked at me and asked me if I was okay. She didn't ask other questions like why or how this happened.I really appreciate Min Joo, at least she didn't push me.I said to Min Zhu, go play with Ouyang Yi, I'll wait for you here, I didn't control my emotions just now, please help me to say sorry to him, I'm actually afraid of heights.Minzhu's expression was surprised when she heard it, and then she immediately returned to normal.Come find me after you're done playing, and I'll treat you to dessert as an apology.After Minzhu left, I let out a sigh of relief and slumped on the chair.

In 07, when I was a sophomore, I came to guide the incoming freshmen as a freshman. At that time, I was also the vice chairman of the student union.At that time, I saw a boy with the same name as him, his name was Li Le (yue) Yang.Very youthful, full of sunshine on his body, like a newborn foal, wandering in this real world.Hello senior, my name is Li Leyang.Well, hello, you are from Class 2, right? I am still your counselor assistant, so ask me if you don’t understand anything.In this way, my relationship with him as senior and junior continued until his birthday.He only asked me out that day and asked me to spend his birthday with him.I agreed without any hesitation, so that day was the wrong start, under the light of the candle.He said to me, senior, can I ask you for a gift?In fact, I saw that his expression was wrong at that time, but I didn't pay much attention to it.Whatever you want, as long as it is what I can give, I smiled at him.Senior, the wish I made just now is that I hope that senior can like me.Hearing him say that made me dumbfounded.In fact, when I chose to contact him at the beginning, I also thought about some ideas about falling in love.I remember that at that time, he went directly to me and then, he turned my head and kissed me.For this relationship, I can only hold the attitude of trying.Later, I asked him how he knew he was bent, and he said that he saw the blue on my phone that day.What a coincidence, I actually wanted to download and take a look at this app that day, but I uninstalled it the next day.So is this providence?

Until July, the second half of the sophomore semester, we were secretly dating in the sun.The video of our first sex was uploaded to the school’s forum. What’s ridiculous is that I was tagged in the video, but Le Yang appeared naked in front of the public. See the comments below, The sarcastic and mocking reply was like a cold knife piercing my heart.The reason why Le Yang insisted on recording it was to commemorate our so-called first time.How ridiculous, after trying so hard to hide, it went in a big circle but returned to the original point.When I heard the news, I immediately called Le Yang, but the phone was turned off. I went to his dormitory to look for him, but what I got in return was their dormitory's contempt for him.At that time, I was terrified, my legs were trembling, and I felt uneasy, afraid that he would not think about it.I think the worst thing to do is to stand up and share some of the pressure for him.I was still looking for him desperately, I thought of the rooftop, the rooftop of the teaching area we often go to, there are a lot of graffiti on it, we eat together on it, sometimes he sleeps in my arms and plays on the rooftop Drunkenness.We have done what we can, and we are indeed very happy and happy.I still remember verbatim what he said to me on the rooftop.He said, Yu Yi, I know that we are young, we are young, and we are actually variables. All we can think about is tomorrow, and the only thing we can do is try, but I think, let you come out and try to trust me, so I will be happy If you have a sense of accomplishment, I am willing to take 7 steps for you, and I am willing to take the 99th step with you.My world does not need tens of thousands of people to stop, as long as you stay alone, if, one day, you feel tired and want to leave, then you are no longer my world, I am afraid of my world Too heavy and too heavy will drag you down.I said, well, I'll try, at least in your world.He smiled brightly and genuinely when he heard me back.

I ran to the rooftop and saw him standing on the platform.Le Yang, don't.I growled loudly.I ran towards him, trying to hug him.A few seconds later, seeing his back disappear from my sight, I knelt down and cried bitterly until the smell of blood welled up in my throat.Three days later, I received Le Yang's last letter.Just three paragraphs.Seniors, have always been shallow, but deeply affectionate.Le Yang wrote it in tears, and there are circles of wavy tears on the paper.So, I am like a child thrown at a crossroads, unable to distinguish front from back, right from left.Should I feel lucky, luckily I was coded in that video.I couldn't believe this fact for days.Le Yang, who loves to laugh the most and looks sunny and optimistic, as if all the sorrows will be dissolved by him, chose to commit suicide.It was wrong in the first place.Afterwards, I was accused by thousands of people and cooperated with the police investigation. It turned out that the instigator was his roommate. Le Yang mentioned before that there was a roommate who had a problem with him.Ah.When I know the truth, I feel like I'm a joke.After dealing with everything, it was nothing more than being pointed at my nose and scolded, poking my back and poking my spine.I applied to the police to see his roommate.After getting approval, went to the detention center and met him.I only asked why, and he said, it is my principle that there is no need to involve others between me and him.I looked up to see his still complacent look.involve others?in principle?Ha ha ha ha.I laughed out loud.

During that time, I used alcohol to numb myself, but I still couldn't help myself.I just want to find something that can numb my heart. I am afraid of heartbeat, fear of being desperate, and fear of vigor.More afraid of losing.But the ending has already been written.I cut off contact with everyone, changed my mobile phone number, QQ number, and address.All curious people are blocked.

My mother also knew about the seriousness of the matter. I told my mother that the school would help me transfer to S University in South Korea in order to settle the matter as soon as possible. The school had long-term exchanges with S University, like an exchange student, so I transferred a student there. Not a problem either.I told my mother that I agreed and left immediately.When I left, no one saw me off, and I didn’t go to see Leyang, because of my weakness, because of the wrong start, and because of me, I shouldn’t stand there anymore.Since then, I have been afraid of heights, and never take a window seat when flying, and then put on headphones to let myself fall asleep slowly.

The sun in August, nakedly scorching all the reality, also reminded me every moment that this fact really happened, and then forced me to replay those memories over and over again.