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Chen Ziming sat in the steaming tub, his whole body was wrapped in slightly hot water, but he felt a lingering chill in his body.

The potency of the medicine and the smell of alcohol gradually dissipated, and the memory in his mind began to recover bit by bit.And the intense and irrational sex incident not long ago made him ashamed and annoyed, and he didn't even dare to think about it.

Before tonight, he had never faced up to his thoughts about Shen Xuan, but he never expected that Chen Liang would see through him quietly, and even calculated him on his own initiative.

Regarding his own feelings, Chen Ziming originally kept his secret, but after what happened tonight, he was even more afraid to face Shen Xuan.But in the final analysis, Shen Xuan was the most innocent one in this matter, so no matter what was waiting for him, he had to give Shen Xuan an explanation.

At this time, Chen Liang's voice suddenly came from outside.

"Ziming, I know you can hear me. Now you hate me and blame me, I can understand, but one day you will know why I did this." Chen Liang's old voice was in the cold wind, and soon It was blown away.

Chen Ziming leaned weakly on the edge of the tub, and said in a hoarse voice: "No matter what your reasons are, using me to hurt another person is an unforgivable mistake."

"You are so sure, Shen Shilang will hate you because of this?" Chen Liang said.

Chen Ziming was stunned when he heard the words, Shen Xuan didn't hate himself for such a thing happened, could he still fall in love with him.In all fairness, as a man, if someone did the same thing to him, he would definitely tear him into pieces.

Moreover, based on Chen Ziming's understanding of Shen Xuan, the other party has never shown any kindness to Long Yang, and it is even more impossible for him to have a half-separated friendship with him.In his opinion, Shen Xuan might hate him because of this.

Chen Ziming didn't know what else he could do, because nothing he could do could remedy the mistakes he had made.But even so, he had to express his position to Chen Liang, otherwise he wondered if the other party would repeat the same trick in the future.

"I will move out." Chen Ziming said suddenly.

"You... really hate me that much?" Chen Liang said.

Chen Ziming let out a long breath and said: "As your son, I feel ashamed. You used to let me get close to him for the sake of profit. Even though I didn't want to deceive him, I did as you wanted. But today's matter, I Can't forgive you."

Standing outside, Chen Liang let out a long sigh, then turned and left.

After a while, Chen Ziming came out of the bathroom, opened the door and saw the cat cage at the door, the cat was curled up in the cage probably because of the cold.

Chen Ziming frowned, hesitated for a while, and finally leaned over to pick up the cage.This cat was originally given to Shen Xuan, and if something like this happened, Shen Xuan must not have a good impression of this cat.

North Korea and China have become more and more restless in recent days.

The fact that Zhao Xun was rejected by Li Yue caused a lot of noise, everyone in the court knew that Zhao Xun had completely lost his status, and everyone had their own thoughts.

Yan Mingren was very dedicated to his work. The last time the emperor said that the Hakka mansion was dilapidated and unfit for living, he actually asked someone to repair it for days. This morning, he reported to Li Yue, saying that the Hakka mansion had been renovated and could be lived in.

Li Yue snorted coldly, then praised Yan Mingren lightly, and said casually: "Since it has been repaired, it is a pity that it is empty. The side hall of my bedroom should also be repaired. Let the third prince move to the guest house."

As soon as this remark came out, many people at that time breathed a sigh of relief.

This guy Zhao Xun is finally at the end of his life.

After the early morning that day, it began to snow again.

After Li Yue came down to court, he stayed in the Ninghe Palace and did not return to his bedroom. Fuxi went to deliver the decree in person, and Zhao Xun packed up his things and left the palace that day.

Li Yue put on his cloak and stood on a high place, watching Zhao Xun being led towards the gate of the palace by the guards.In the heavy snow, Zhao Xun wore a black cloak, and he didn't look downcast at all, but he had a sense of generosity and calmness.

Approaching the gate of the palace, Zhao Xun turned his head and took a deep look in the direction where Li Yue was standing. The distance was too far, and Li Yue was hiding in the dark, so it was impossible for the other party to see him.

But Li Yue felt that Zhao Xun's eyes were as fiery as real, and he saw him thoroughly.The boy's eye circles were slightly red, and he secretly squeezed the corner of his clothes tightly.

His Zhao Xun, no matter where he is, can make him feel at ease at a glance.

"Don't worry, Prince An at the guest house has made arrangements in advance, and they are all our people." Behind Li Yue, a figure came out from the dark, it was Liu Li, and he continued: "Besides, I They also set up dark guards to protect him, to ensure that he will not lose a single hair."

Li Yue nodded, but his eyes were still looking at the empty snow field.

"Don't make a sad face, it's not like I won't see you anymore." Liu Li said.

Li Yue turned his head and smiled wryly, and then asked, "By the way, did Uncle Wang tell you how things are going with Chunwei?"

Liu Lidao: "It should still be very smooth, but we still don't know how many people are there, so we dare not act rashly."

"Who?" Li Yue asked.

"The most important thing is that Chen Ziming. Recently, Zheng Yukun has been acting frequently, and the Ministry of Officials is a terrible place. The Minister of the Ministry of Officials, Chen Liang, is now determined to follow Zheng Yukun all the way to the dark, so is his son worth it? It's hard to say." Liu Li said.

Li Yue thought for a moment, and said: "It's better for Shen Xuan to handle this. He didn't come to court today, and he's on leave. You go and see him, and ask about Chen Ziming's situation by the way."

Liu Li nodded when he heard the words, and then persuaded him a few more words, and then quietly left the palace after Li Yue returned to the bedroom.

Shen Xuan was resting on the bed when Liu Li caught him.He wasn't in a hurry, he just looked up at Liu Li and wanted to continue pretending to be dead.

"Your Majesty asked me to come and see you." Liu Li went to the couch and sat down, reached out to touch Shen Xuan's forehead, but was pushed away by Shen Xuan.

"I just feel cold occasionally." Shen Xuan said.

"Can't get out of bed because of the wind and cold?" Liu Li said with a meaningful smile.

Shen Xuan glared at him, and said, "Liu Li, are you here to visit your doctor or to anger me?"

Liu Li smiled and said, "Half and half."

"I'm too lazy to deal with you. If you have something to say, hurry up, or I'll see you off." Shen Xuan said angrily.

"I came in through the window, no one knew I was in your room." Liu Li said.

Shen Xuan was so annoyed by him, he simply said: "If you don't say yes, then I'll sleep."

Seeing that he really wanted to close his eyes and continue pretending to be dead, Liu Li hurriedly said, "Chen Ziming."

Shen Xuan's eyelids twitched when he heard the name, and his chest thumped for a while without knowing why, as if his heart almost jumped out of his mouth.

"This person has a special status, but he is indeed a talent, so His Majesty is very hesitant to use him. You are relatively close to him, so we need to hear your opinion on this matter." Liu Li said.

There was a trace of complicated emotions on Shen Xuan's face, and he said: "He...is available."

"Are you sure?" Liu Li said.

"Basically, if he's not available, then I'm blind." Shen Xuan said.

"Yes, with your words, I can go back to my life." After Liu Li said that, he patted Shen Xuan's buttocks gently.

Shen Xuan bared his teeth and almost cried out, and then scolded the other party a few words, but Liu Li's legs were fast, and he had already disappeared by now.

Shen Xuan turned over and accidentally pulled the wound on his body, and couldn't help but gasped.Chen Ziming... No matter what the other party has done, in Shen Xuan's view, he is indeed a useful person.

Not to mention the grievances between the two, Chen Ziming and Li Yue should be useful people.

Shen Xuan's intuition, Chen Ziming seems to be hiding something, he has felt it since the winter hunting, but it has not been confirmed.Otherwise, Shen Xuan would have exposed the fact that the other party had knocked him out in the hunting ground long ago.

As for the basis of Shen Xuan's judgment, even he himself couldn't explain clearly.But he just firmly believed in his own judgment, and even after what happened last night, he couldn't overturn this judgment.

Shen Xuan thinks that his brain is very average, but this kind of simple-minded person will have intuition beyond ordinary people, and intuition is often more real and reliable than reasonable deduction, which is why Li Yue asked Liu Li to ask him .

While Shen Xuan was in a daze, the butler's voice suddenly came from outside the door.

"My lord, Mr. Chen is here." The butler said.

Shen Xuan frowned, and said, "What is he doing here?"

"I want to see you," said the housekeeper.

"Say I'm dead, don't see me." Shen Xuan said angrily.

Shen Xuan is not a hypocritical person, but he also has clear grievances and grievances.He would not arrange Chen Ziming in front of Liu Li because of personal grievances, but when it came time to face Chen Ziming, he couldn't pretend that what happened last night never happened.

A person who ran away with his pants up, still has the face to come back?

"Shen Xuan." Chen Ziming's voice came suddenly, but he was still at the door.

Shen Xuan was startled, and suddenly thought that because Chen Ziming often came to the mansion, the housekeeper was naturally used to not blocking people, and today he allowed him to come in.Shen Xuan was angry in his heart, but he couldn't blame others, and felt a little depressed immediately.

"I know you can hear me. I didn't come here to ask for your forgiveness. I just came to see you." Chen Ziming's voice came from outside the door. It sounded a bit tired and hoarse, and he didn't think he had much rest since last night. .

Shen Xuan sneered when he heard the words, and thought to himself that if you still have the face to come and see me, then you probably won't be able to see me.

Seeing that Shen Xuan remained silent, Chen Ziming sent the butler away, and then said: "Everything is my fault, I am willing to bear any consequences, even if you want to kill me with a knife, I will admit it."

Shen Xuan thought to himself, what is the use of my father wanting your life?He really didn't want to get entangled with Chen Ziming at the moment, he always felt very embarrassed no matter what he said, but he was afraid that Chen Ziming would not leave, so he said: "Go away, I'm blind, I didn't know you before."

Chen Ziming outside heard the words and was silent for a moment, then turned around and left.Shen Xuan didn't hear anything for a moment, so he got out of bed slowly, looked out through the crack of the door, and the other party really left.

After a while, the housekeeper came, and Shen Xuan called him in to ask.

"My lord, is Mr. Chen coming to say goodbye?" the butler said.

"Farewell? Where is he going?" Shen Xuan asked.

"I heard that Mr. Chen broke up with Chen Shangshu last night, and the father and son had a very tense fight." The housekeeper said.

"Ah?" Shen Xuan was startled, and thought to himself, could it be that Chen Shangshu knew that Chen Ziming had slept with a man, and felt that it was insulting to the family, so he kicked his son out?

If so, it deserves it!

"What did he tell you before he left?" Shen Xuan asked.

"I just asked how your health was. I said that I had contracted a cold and was resting in bed. Then he left, saying that he was going to the Prajna Temple outside the city." The steward said.

"Why do you go to the temple? He doesn't want to become a monk, does he?" Shen Xuan asked.

"Who knows, maybe I've seen through the world of mortals." The housekeeper said.

Shen Xuan was taken aback, suddenly felt an unexplainable feeling in his heart.

What happened last night...it can't be considered Chen Ziming's fault.

Afterwards, Shen Xuan probably remembered what happened. He and Chen Ziming both drank too much, and finally they got entangled together for some reason.

At that time, Shen Xuan was still a little rational, he thought about pushing people away, but for some reason, after seeing Chen Ziming's lustful look, he felt a little itchy in his heart, so he gritted his teeth and forced his own rationality away. snuffed out.

It's just that he didn't know that the two of them would be so emotional because of the aphrodisiac effect of the love potion, and it was just that they had sex after drinking.

And the reason why he couldn't criticize Chen Ziming too harshly was because... He was the one who held Chen Ziming under him. If it wasn't for Chen Ziming's lack of physical strength, the person who couldn't get out of bed today would be the other party.

Therefore, from Shen Xuan's point of view, he can only blame himself for being inferior to others in this matter.Now that the matter has come to this point, he is just sullen, and he really wants to hate Chen Ziming but he is too embarrassed, after all, he almost gave him to that.

Thinking of this, Shen Xuan immediately wrote a letter and sent it to Banruo Temple with the housekeeper. Chen Ziming can't really become a monk because of this matter!