blame me for attacking

This thought flashed through Liu Li's mind, and he immediately snuffed out that inexplicable desire as if he had been stabbed.

"It's cold outside, I'll take you home." Liu Li whispered.

Li Yue looked at him a little out of focus, then closed his eyes and fell asleep on his shoulder.This person trusted him completely, without any precautions. For some reason, Liu Li felt a little guilty in his heart, just because of the sudden thought just now.

He took off the cloak and wrapped it around Li Yue, then picked him up and sent him back to his residence.Li Yue slept deeply and didn't wake up after all this tossing.

After the young man fell asleep, he was a bit lazy and obedient, his fair face was stained with red, which seemed a bit charming to Liu Li at this moment.He had to stop his thoughts in time, covered Li Yue with the quilt and went out.

The cold wind outside added to the chill, but Liu Li was a little more awake.There was still some wine left in the atrium, and he was upset, so he drank it alone.

"I don't sleep in the middle of the night, come here to drink, are you afraid of catching the cold?" A voice came from behind, Liu Li turned his head to look, and hurriedly put down his wine glass to get up.

Seeing this, the visitor quickly stepped forward and pressed his shoulder and said, "Sit down."

This person is the "Mr. He" who helped Zhao Xun see a doctor that day, named He Zhu.

"Uncle." Liu Li's drink was already half gone by now.

"Why are you drinking alone?" He Zhu asked, sitting where Li Yue was sitting just now.

Seeing this, Liu Li hurriedly got a new cup and poured a glass of wine for He Zhu.

"The young master drank too much and fell asleep." Liu Li replied.

"Then let me have a few drinks with you." He Zhu raised his glass and touched Liu Li, then drank it down in one gulp.

This He Zhu is very deserted on weekdays, and Liu Li has been in the capital all year round, so the relationship between uncle and nephew is not close.But Liu Li still respects this uncle, because although he is indifferent, he has excellent medical skills and a compassionate heart.

Liu Li poured another glass of wine for the other party, and asked, "Where's Third Uncle?"

He Zhu had a smile on his face when he heard this, and said: "He is greedy and sleeps early."

When Liu Li heard the words, he didn't ask any more questions, and suddenly became a little envious of the other party.After a man has passed his thirties, he has something he is good at and has someone he cares about, what more can he ask for?

He Zhu held up the wine glass but did not drink it all, but said: "Your Majesty is a good boy, not at all like his father, but he has a bit of your father's temperament, no wonder your father likes him."

Liu Li said with a smile on the corner of his mouth when he heard this: "Well, he is very good."

"Li'er, you are very smart, you have to think about many things early on, and don't let yourself be limited." He Zhu said again.

"What is uncle referring to?" Liu Li asked.

He Zhu raised his glass and touched Liu Li, and after drinking up the wine in the glass, he said in a calm manner: "Your Majesty is the king of a country, and he will take up this burden after all. You are both his confidant and his guard." , when he takes over the country in the future, you will be the shield behind him to protect him from any worries."

"My nephew knows that this is also the original intention of my father to send me to him." Liu Li said.

He Zhu nodded, looked at Liu Li for a moment, and said meaningfully: "I understand what you think about him. But you have to think clearly, if His Majesty has someone he likes in the future, he can no longer face you day and night , you may face it calmly?"

Liu Li was startled when he heard the words, and the wine glass in his hand almost fell to the ground. He argued, "I don't treat him..."

"You don't have to explain it to me, just think it out for yourself. If you can't face it calmly, then don't follow me back to the capital this time, and let your father send another person to replace you." He Zhu said.

Liu Li is Li Yue's personal guard, and he holds Li Yue's life in his hands. If he has other interests, this job is no longer suitable for him.

"Uncle, did my father ask you to tell me this?" Liu Li asked.

"I came to you on my own initiative." He Zhu said.

These days, he was checking Zhao Xun's pulse, and when he saw Liu Li and Li Yue getting along, he immediately saw through Liu Li's mind.What a person thinks about another person may not be aware of himself, but it is still very easy for others to detect.

In particular, He Zhu is a person who is good at observing words and expressions.

"Am I... so obvious to him?" Liu Li asked.

"You have a good sense of proportion." He Zhu said.

Liu Li breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, but somewhere in his heart suddenly turned upside down, and many deeply buried emotions surged out recklessly.

"You were not like this before, is it because of Zhao Xun's appearance?" He Zhu asked.

Liu Li was silent for a moment, then said, "What's so good about Zhao Xun?"

These years, he has been with Li Yue by himself, so why does Zhao Xun suddenly appear and let Li Yue treat him like that?What Zhao Xun can give, he can give, what Zhao Xun can't give, he can also give!

"The person he likes, why can't it be me?" Liu Li asked hoarsely.

"If he is interested in you, neither I nor your father will obstruct you. If you want to keep him from marrying for life or make compromises, no one will care about you. But you know that he has no other thoughts about your heart... He Zhu sighed and said: "The most difficult thing to find out in the world is the word love. If you want to ask, I'm afraid you won't get an answer from the Jade Emperor. .”

"Who that person is is still uncertain today, but it's not you. You should have the answer yourself." He Zhu said: "I mentioned you today because I don't want you to go too far and be unable to turn back in the future."

These words were like a heavy hammer, Liu Li was a little confused.Everything that he didn't want to admit, and didn't want to pursue, was now exposed to the public without any cover.

Yes, it's time for him to face it.

But how should he face it?

Liu Li was drunk that night, and when he returned to his room, he felt his head was about to explode, his ears were buzzing, and the world around him seemed to be separated by a layer, which was extremely unreal.

But when he opened his eyes, the person lying in front of him looked very real.

This person's familiar eyebrows, familiar nose bridge, familiar lips... everything seemed to have been carved into his heart with a carving knife, even if he was drunk and unconscious, he could still recognize it.

"You are so beautiful..." Liu Li caressed the other person's face behind him with some fascination, his movements were gentle and almost pious.

The person in front of him frowned and opened his eyes, looked at Liu Li with a smile and said, "Why aren't you sleeping? Have you drunk too much?"

"I didn't drink too much, I miss you so much..." Liu Li murmured.

"I miss you too, go to sleep." After saying that, the other party slipped into his arms, wrapped his arms around his waist, and fell into a deep sleep.

Liu Li stretched out his hand to caress the top of the other's hair, his heart felt like being boiled in a hot pot, it was painful and hot, almost on fire.

He stretched out his arms to hug him, then turned over suddenly, pressed the other person under him, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you really miss me?"

The other party opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were still clear and defenseless.In the past, these eyes were only like this when they were facing him, but now this person is more serious about Zhao Xun than when they are facing him.

Liu Li was completely drunk, and he was so obsessed with these eyes, his head became hot, and he lowered his head and kissed the boy's eyes.

The boy was puzzled and asked, "What are you doing?"

Liu Li leaned over to look at the boy, as if possessed by a demon, pinched the boy's chin and kissed him.The young man seemed to be frightened, and he didn't respond in a daze, while Liu Li pushed forward and almost lost control...

The young man's begging for mercy and cries echoed in Liu Li's ears, but he turned a blind eye to it and just indulged his lust and did whatever he wanted on the young man.

By the time he came to his senses, he had already made a big mistake.The young man was under him, looking at him with red eyes as if they were about to bleed, but Liu Li felt a pain in his heart and didn't know how to react for a while.

The young man finally pushed Liu Li away silently, stumbled off the couch, then walked to the short side, and picked up the knife Liu Li put on it.

Before Liu Li could react, the boy swung his knife at Liu Li's eyes... There was no clarity or trust in the boy's red eyes, only endless disappointment, not even resentment.

only disappointment...

Blood spurted from the young man's neck, Liu Li felt his head buzzing, everything in front of him became blurred, and then he sat up from the couch profusely sweating.

There was no boy in front of him, no blood, and no trace of what he had done wrong.

Liu Li lowered his head to look at his clothes. They were still those from last night. Everything that was terrible just now was just a dream.

The author has something to say:

Liu Li: This is not me... I am not such a person! ! !

Zhao Xun: I was so scared that I was suffocating already...