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*part4

Gu Quechi admitted that he was a rather tangled person.

He sent Gu Queshi to the test center of the university next door, and seeing his brother getting farther and farther away, he felt as if he had knocked over a seasoning bottle, with mixed feelings.

After an unknown amount of time, Gu Queshi, who was wearing a white down jacket, merged with the piles of snow around him.

Gu Quechi knew that his brother had always wanted to be admitted to N University.He couldn't count how much sweat he had put in, how many questions he had studied, and how many nights he had passed.

Many times when Gu Que got up late at night to go to the toilet, he could see the light on in his brother's room, and the dim light leaked a line through the crack of the door, hitting the dark brown wooden floor straight, like Gu Que's. When thinking about the topic, he unconsciously pursed his lips.

Heaven failed to fulfill one's wishes, and during the college entrance examination, Gu Queshi made a rare mistake.He was in the top three of his grade in every mock test, and his test scores were almost the same as those of his thirty or forty younger brothers. He and Gu Quechi simply filled in the same university, and both brothers were admitted to B University.

Although the B major is not bad, it is not at the same level as the N major.

Not long after his 20th birthday, Gu Queshi participated in a competition on behalf of the academy, broke through the siege and came back with a national award. The leaders of University B were all overjoyed from ear to ear, and immediately decided that they would be able to grant Gu Queshi the qualification for graduate studies.

After Gu Quechi heard about this, he thought for a while and asked him, would you like to try to apply for graduate studies at N University?

Gu Queshi lowered his eyes, and was silent for a long while before replying: "Fortunately, now I'm not as single-minded as I was when I was a child. It's not bad that it's close to home."

After that, the two did not talk about the subject again for a long time.Gu Quechi didn't speak at the dinner table until the day before the deadline for filling out the application form.

"Brother, sometimes I also think, what if you were admitted to the N conference at that time."

Gu Queshi had just picked up some rice with his chopsticks, when he heard that he put the rice back into the bowl: "There is no such thing as what if."

Gu Quechi swallowed the food in his mouth, and looked at his brother: "Just imagine it, it takes four hours to go to N University by train, and it's not very far away. I should visit you every week. But it's more likely It’s me who will directly apply for the university in N City.”

Hearing this, Gu Queshi shook his hand holding the chopsticks: "Before your college entrance examination...didn't you want to stay here?"

"Huh? I didn't say that?" Gu Quechi replied.

Looking at his brother's surprised eyes, Gu Quechi suddenly had a hypothesis that sounded very unrealistic.

——Could it be that my brother stayed in City B because of him?

……

It was a swelteringly hot summer.

In the north, it is rare for the weather to be suffocatingly hot at the end of May. During the last self-study session, the geography teacher supervised the students' homework with a fan, secretly thinking that this summer must be an unbearable scorching heat.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and one by one, the students ran out of the classroom with their schoolbags on their backs like small fish breaking through a fishing net.They are about to graduate in one week's class, how many people are still focusing on their studies now.

Night is probably the most pleasant stage of the day. Gu Queshi and his younger brother walked side by side on the way home, and it was rare for him to breathe out of the sea of ​​questions.

He looked sideways at his younger brother, Gu Quechi carelessly rolled up his black school uniform cropped trousers to his knees, and dangling a lollipop that some girl stuffed into the hole in his table.The evening wind blew his forehead hair over his eyebrows, and it swayed back and forth with his steps.

Gu Quechi noticed the other party's gaze, and asked him with a smile: "What are you doing after watching?"

Gu Queshi didn't know either, and was taken aback by the question: "What are you doing?"

"Forget it, let's see, anyway, there is no need to give money or pay taxes." Gu Quechi waved his hands, making jokes to cover up his discomfort.

Then he looked up at the night sky and changed the subject: "There are many stars today, and it should be a sunny day tomorrow."

Sunny, very good.

Gu Queshi also raised his head, and suddenly remembered that in the "Good Words and Good Sentences" he read when he was a child, there was a sentence describing the stars, which surprised him even now——

"...It seems like a person in the sky is holding a lantern and patrolling the vast space."

"There is a slight wind and waves, and the river is full of stars." Gu Quechi turned his head to look at his brother, the light of the stars and the moon was like the softest filter, reflecting Gu Queshi's profile very handsomely.He stared into his brother's eyes with a trace of obsession, and said, "But I think, only the stars here are worth seeing."

Gu Queshi's eyes were still looking at the cobalt blue night sky without blinking, and he didn't notice the small movements of his brother at all.After hearing Gu Quechi's words, he didn't answer, his beautiful eyelashes trembled, and his mouth was pursed, as if he was making a crucial decision.

The summer night wind always makes people feel refreshed, with a scent of green grass lingering on the tip of the nose.Gu Queshi raised his neck and sniffed lightly. It was the last trace of smell that the two belonged to this small town.

The silver glow is brilliant, and the galaxy is always bright.

"What I mean is, you'd better try to be a graduate student at N University." Gu Quechi put down his chopsticks and put his hands on his lap, his expression and tone were much more serious than before.

"What about you?" Gu Que asked, "Didn't you get the offer from the desired company in advance?"

Ask what his offer is for?

Gu Quechi was a little flustered, but when he thought about what brother Cai thought he wanted to be in City B just now, he felt a little bit brighter.

"Brother, to be fair, I...I don't want to leave you. We were born as a unity, and I couldn't imagine what it would be like to be separated from you. But, I have troubled you for so long, no matter how selfish and willful I am... Is it okay once? Don’t make me feel guilty anymore. You can get an offer anywhere, and you won’t really find a job anywhere, but I only have one brother..." Gu Quechi’s words were a little incoherent, and his heart beat As the speed of speaking became faster and faster, he quickly knocked on his ribs and ran towards the person opposite.

After realizing his nervousness, he took a deep breath, stabilized his mind temporarily, and said word by word: "In the end, the only thing I care about is you."

Gu Queshi didn't continue this topic, and stood up with the bowl in front of him with half of the rice left: "I'm done eating, let's go back to my room first."

Sitting in front of the desk full of textbooks and notes, he was stunned for a moment, finally turned on the computer, and filled in the name of N University on the volunteer school.

Why is he not?

Whose heart is not only the other party?

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"Slight wind and waves, scattered into a river full of stars."

Cha Shenxing (Qing Dynasty) - "Zhou Ye Shu Saw"